我坐在一間隱密的咖啡店裡,這裡只賣咖啡,和那些打著咖啡招牌卻賣蛋糕簡餐的「假咖啡店」不同。他坐在我的對面,一臉饒富趣味看著眼神在店裡四處打量的我。325Please respect copyright.PENANAAd8ybGHBrp
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「我就知道妳會喜歡這裡。」325Please respect copyright.PENANAjYV1B33a9B
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我將目光擺回他臉上,挑了個眉。
「我不喝咖啡,所以不曾來這種地方,覺得新奇囉。」325Please respect copyright.PENANApB0VLvYnuL
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「妳不喝咖啡?那以前上班妳桌上泡的都是什麼?」325Please respect copyright.PENANA8chd9WX07b
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「好吧,我換個說法,我不『品』咖啡,三合一、二合一的沖下去就喝了,跟在喝便利商店買的奶茶一樣。」325Please respect copyright.PENANA5XZcdn49ED
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「聽起來好隨便啊。」325Please respect copyright.PENANAHD8Kyhuzct
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「是很隨便啊,像這種…」我指了指面前的拿鐵。325Please respect copyright.PENANAmg9xOWTrfF
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「這種一杯要兩三百元的咖啡給我喝還真是浪費了,下次麻煩約在麥當勞,兩三百塊吶,我可以吃兩個套餐、喝兩杯大杯可樂。」325Please respect copyright.PENANAS0Nq9GJRsj
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他笑。325Please respect copyright.PENANAJjxNShmo4O
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「這和我印象中的妳不一樣啊。」325Please respect copyright.PENANAQIHz7tWFLd
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「你到底對我有什麼錯誤的印象?」325Please respect copyright.PENANAii7gSaZsuj
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「文青女孩?」325Please respect copyright.PENANAsbakyHpzdD
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「我不是。」325Please respect copyright.PENANAoXK2aqcAuo
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「充滿幻想跟粉色泡泡?」325Please respect copyright.PENANAX2KnkhojFV
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「這更扯了,不過對了一半。」325Please respect copyright.PENANAHLX38DHv7v
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「哪一半?」325Please respect copyright.PENANAGuRKRRjsJu
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「幻想的部份,但應該是暗紅色的吧。」325Please respect copyright.PENANAQY0gmsPEOG
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「為什麼?」325Please respect copyright.PENANAFdYwSf4117
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「暗紅色臭臭的,像豬血湯的顏色。」325Please respect copyright.PENANAU3VC0pQdGU
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「呃……」325Please respect copyright.PENANAMiXtbyxaLl
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「越講越遠了喔。」325Please respect copyright.PENANA8oUrten3ZG
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「好像是。」325Please respect copyright.PENANAnaPCrnOYDq
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我拿起咖啡啜了一口,等他切入今天的主題。325Please respect copyright.PENANALHp82Ks7Fb
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「妳覺得我要離婚嗎?」325Please respect copyright.PENANAXYR37bO0cV
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這個傢伙在睡了一覺又過了一天之後還沒醉醒嗎?怎麼又是這個問題!?325Please respect copyright.PENANA8qjT8TWfpG
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「我覺得嗎?我覺得不要,那你覺得勒?」325Please respect copyright.PENANAUzBxG8x6Id
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「我不確定…」325Please respect copyright.PENANAVwpdz0jGZw
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還好,不是肯定句,不然我要浪費貴鬆鬆的咖啡了,無論是噴出來還是倒他頭上。325Please respect copyright.PENANAkSuKFxgukb
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「等我一下,」他低頭看發亮的手機螢幕。325Please respect copyright.PENANAi3yhw2vz3U
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「是她。」325Please respect copyright.PENANANke8h2urmS
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「我接個電話。」325Please respect copyright.PENANAEtq0ku7xa6
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他在我面前接起了電話,電話另一頭是那個女孩。325Please respect copyright.PENANAI8P0S6sQxB
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「妳現在還好嗎…?哪裡痛?乖…家裡有熱敷袋嗎?還是我晚點買過去…?好啦,乖…我在外面,跟朋友,不是,是朋友啊,女生,不是啦,是朋友,真的…」325Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8nahCENM0
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我翻了七個白眼。325Please respect copyright.PENANAgwTMjkTuIP
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好不容易他掛了那通沒有重點的電話,笑著道歉說女孩月事來身體不舒服…325Please respect copyright.PENANAsmNNEmuWCO
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「打電話給你就會比較舒服嗎?」如果這是漫畫,我頭上一定有青筋浮出。325Please respect copyright.PENANAxRhv5LNaAE
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「她只是需要安慰…」325Please respect copyright.PENANAdZFZBoZ48e
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「安慰就會比較舒服嗎?」325Please respect copyright.PENANAAW9zeAqJmg
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「她很需要我啊…」325Please respect copyright.PENANATGevHLztVF
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「我想吐了我。」325Please respect copyright.PENANAXj372LUTxm
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「幹嘛這樣…」325Please respect copyright.PENANAoQmCTv2vhT
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「你現在幾歲了?」325Please respect copyright.PENANAycrUTJ3Cgj
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「啊?三十五歲,怎麼了?」325Please respect copyright.PENANAXg8U8A6bOg
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「我以為你才十六歲勒。」325Please respect copyright.PENANABmtC8qz5Cu
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「妳在挖苦我哦。」325Please respect copyright.PENANArZ3yMKC5AF
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「原來聽得出來在挖苦啊。」325Please respect copyright.PENANA9gH6yp6RnF
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「欸…別這樣,唔,等我一下…」他的手機螢幕又亮了。325Please respect copyright.PENANAFd5r3go7WU
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我一把將他的手機搶過來,丟進我的包包。325Please respect copyright.PENANAMCTTw6TohY
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「欸!…」325Please respect copyright.PENANAmMMXoGsXhS
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「你現在是要跟我討論你的婚姻危機,還是要繼續跟外遇對象講電話?我覺得你在浪費我的時間。」325Please respect copyright.PENANAuvkeAn1ebR
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「……抱歉。」325Please respect copyright.PENANADcOlKPVy9m
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「我的人生平淡無奇。」過了兩分鐘的重整情緒後,他這麼說。325Please respect copyright.PENANA0j5bKl1qko
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「嗯?」雖然覺得這是一句屁話,但還是忍住了。325Please respect copyright.PENANAbKQKfR1Fap
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「從小就好像沒有什麼特別想要的、渴望的東西。國小國中高中到大學,也就是這樣讀上來,畢業工作、當兵退伍、就職升官,女朋友來追我我答應,交往好像也沒熱戀,就這樣交往了九年,身邊的人一直催,所以我也娶了她…好像人生就是應該要這樣,該來的面對、該負責任的負責任,但我不確定這些都是我想要的…」325Please respect copyright.PENANAwwsDuc1p9f
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「直到她出現,你的人生突然從黑白變成彩色的?」325Please respect copyright.PENANANssisCqvja
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「是沒有這麼誇張,但也差不多了…」325Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ow5TrQLFC
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唉。325Please respect copyright.PENANAWe5Pcyi5YP
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「你活到現在,有沒有感受過很窒息的壓力?沒辦法排解,又不得不面對的壓力?」325Please respect copyright.PENANAQxBPI8ZYHy
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「………………」他沉默了很久,果然。325Please respect copyright.PENANASYrYmhFjzK
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「沒有?」325Please respect copyright.PENANAeZVbIlC6L8
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「也許大學聯考的時候有一點…吧?」325Please respect copyright.PENANAY5wxAKS86l
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「那就是沒有。」325Please respect copyright.PENANASJA1WF6YJ0
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「呃…嗯。」325Please respect copyright.PENANA0GYKK3AKbE
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就像他錯看我是個溫室花朵般的,我也錯看他了。325Please respect copyright.PENANAZc2AKE3aqW
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我在腦裡組織等一下要說的話,試著找些沒那麼激烈的句子使用,325Please respect copyright.PENANAYf0wftK4X6
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畢竟坐在對面的,才是真正的溫室花朵。325Please respect copyright.PENANAY0JwCeO79v
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待續。