Song-Fics - No Good-Anna Clendening

Revision: Heartache and long distance.

P.O.V: First-Person

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It's the 75th time that we're standing in this living room

I miss him. But the long distance kills me inside.

Same fight every night me and you,

I want to just say something; anything. I want to hear his voice again, I want to just be able to look him in the eye.

Deja vu

Repeating in my head over and over are just thoughts and memories that scar me.

I don't know what to do (I don't know what to do)

Like a lost soul I float through the forest of burning hell.

So many time we have been here before

Seeing him ‘round with other people, a boiling nausea swirls in my stomach and up my throat.

Glass on the floor

I hate it.

screaming and yelling, "I can't take no more!"

I try standing the pain and I’m to assume I can, it’s just that I suffer the constant headaches, dizziness and heart break.

What are we doing this for? (What are we doing this for?)

What was all of that for? What is all of this for? 1 year..longest.

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You say, "I love you" but I just don't know

You ask me; but I don’t reply

I say, "I hate you!" but I'd hate to see you go

[x2]

I don’t scream or shout but it just hurts seeing you.

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You're no good for me

I'm no good to you

’We shouldn’t be together’ ‘stay away’

We make love and we fight every night like lovers do

I feel like I’ll see you again but my mind is hazy.

You're no good for me

I'm no good to you

’Can we try again?’ ‘Will it work?’

Half of my heart is in love

Half of me rejects the suffering but the other welcomes the new life.

I don't know what to do

How do I escape this Purgatory?

I'm torn in two

Left or right?

(I'm torn in two [x4])

Up or down?

I'm torn in two

Front or back?

I don’t know..

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It was the 7th of November I remember like a day dream

4th November 2017 the worst day of my life, but I remember it like nightmare.

Baby, maybe its a little hazy

Tears clouded my vision so I’m glad I couldn’t see..

but you told me you loved me for the first time

You wished me your love and passion,

You gave me butterflies, you looked me in the eyes

But a test we took showed us a one-sided obsession.

You swore to keep them dry

You promised that I would be happy, and I was.

Now you're the only reason why

I cry myself at night

But now that you’re gone I feel no reason for love or affection.

we were just ordinary people

we were told to take it slow, but we didn't listen

Too fast we progressed but I’m afraid we can’t go back.

and our love we're missing

but where did it go?

Something we once called ‘Love’ is now gone.

I don't know

To where I don’t know.

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You say, "I love you" but I just don't know

You keep repeating yourself but I just can’t say.

I say, "I hate you!" but I'd hate to see you go

[2x]

I say the opposite but all I want to be is yours.

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You're no good for me

I'm no good to you

‘We do wish’ ‘We Do believe’

We make love and we fight every night like lovers do

My head echoes with your voice.

You're no good for me

I'm no good to you

’We hope’ ‘We fought’

Half of my heart is in love

Half of me is dead and the other is missing.

I don't know what to do

I just can’t choose.

I'm torn in two

Sight or Blind?

(I'm torn in two [x4])

Deaf or Hearing?

I'm torn in two

Cold or Warm?

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My heart says, "Yes"

I love you like crazy, in fact, it’s DRIVING me crazy.

but my head says, "No"

But in order to leave you be, I stay sane.

My feet say, "Stay"

I just want to feel your hug, your love again.

but my mouth says, "Go"

[x4]

But a silent whisper of disappearance is all I heard.

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You're no good for me

I'm no good to you

’We don’t know’ ‘We haven’t heard each other’s voice in so long.’

We make love and we fight every night like lovers do

I want to hear you again..but I feel deaf.

You're no good for me

I'm no good to you

I want to see you again..but I feel blind.

Half of my heart is in love

I just want to love you again..but I feel cold.

I don't know what to do

Lovers into strangers, strangers into friends, friends into lovers.

I'm torn in two

So..

(I'm torn in two [x4])

Can we be friends..?

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