No Plagiarism!RWBsn61DqPkKxGNFUCyNposted on PENANA 我瞓喺間房到,望住黑晒嘅天花板,上面嗰幾道光痕跟住時間改變角度。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAh5mY7fZn0p 維尼
我:「喂,ROOMMATE。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANA10cYEAwMfk 維尼
同往常一樣有時夜晚我哋就會咁樣傾計。好似以前OCAMP咁,當時我始終唔係好明點解要咁做,但後來住呵我又好似有個似似地嘅答案:可能,係因為幾年之後離開宿舍,就唔會再有個夜媽媽咁得閒嘅人嚟聽你講嘢,早啲瞓啦,聽日返工喇......依一次,係我對所謂「心事台」嘅最後印像。8964 copyright protection1092PENANA1bWXbbvxNR 維尼
原來已經變成印像。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAKT5oGyZEKx 維尼
阿榮:「咩嘢啊?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAMME5QNdUv6 維尼
我:「你同阿雪佢點?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAytu1hS2Ir3 維尼
阿榮:「仲可以有咩點?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAqMyFTUAEvj 維尼
一輪沉寂。當時我瞓喺到,間房好黑,我見唔到佢有咩表情反應,只係聽到佢把聲。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAMYny6mMTvu 維尼
阿榮:「佢都無再返嚟啦。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAIHyz0OI8Ii 維尼
我:「分咗手?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANALvIqhrYL0Q 維尼
阿榮好唔耐煩咁答:「係啊。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAKKOnArf1H6 維尼
唉,好好地又何苦呢,我真係心諗一句。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAiXwbgKVMZ4 維尼
我:「無得救咩喂?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAqBpP8gzVNh 維尼
又係一輪沉默。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAWyv1xbiKnM 維尼
阿榮:「我都唔知。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAMxKwbngUhR 維尼
我等佢繼續講落去。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAaPAYUHRX51 維尼
阿榮嘆咗口氣:「算啦。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANABhQCApoo4b 維尼
想唔算都唔得啦,於是唯有算啦。諗返起我嘅大學生活,我好似都係喺依兩種狀態之間來來回回。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAoItmlIPV8r 維尼
「頂你個肺,老老實實喇。」眼瞓同瞓著之間,我咁同佢講。8964 copyright protection1092PENANARUHvyeFEU3 維尼
明明依單嘢同我無乜關係,但聽到中間我就忍唔住躁躁地鬧鬼佢。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAstFlRWsNju 維尼
我問:「你係咪真係咁狗啊?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAFONVejt8ZU 維尼
間房剩返我哋兩個喺到,我想問嘅係,其實阿榮心入面係諗緊乜嘅呢。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAEEJ4L98t6t 維尼
「阿雪好正吖,」我問佢:「你仲搞咁多嘢做咩啫?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANA6VA603vTQN 維尼
阿榮佢棟高咗個枕頭,仰望天花。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAlnNIWtDhIS 維尼
我:「其實你想點呢喂?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAM8zxRvGx4Y 維尼
阿榮佢答我:「我唔知啊。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAKXxrd5wGdL 維尼
「妖,鍾意一個字,唔鍾意兩個字,嗱嗱聲喇。」我繼續問:「阿雪?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANASveE9qFjEV 維尼
阿榮:「一般啦。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAK1lNNue2iE 維尼
吖你老味,我都估到你籠嘢嫁喇。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAAkDyo2Li5C 維尼
我:「即係鍾意ATHENA啦。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAy8zZQ8Vklk 維尼
咁計埋身材ATHENA真係正好多嘅又。但唔係喎,阿雪WARM好多吖又,人靚聲甜型。有時我都幾妒忌ROOMMATE,佢真係豔福無邊。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAYBGqZGpvJL 維尼
阿榮:「咁又唔係......」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAG3XtngXNGF 維尼
聽到我當堂嚇一跳。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAGnhP0hD4DF 維尼
我眼都突埋出嚟:「仲有第三個添啊?!」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAhYqZfxauQt 維尼
4P你都咪話唔爽。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAKyiZv51KQ6 維尼
阿榮佢淡淡咁答:「無。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAgrzTLXhZyR 維尼
我即刻打散頭頂上面4P嘅念頭,深呼吸。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAMW1MRj8rUp 維尼
阿榮佢繼續講:「我無鍾意人。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANA1Blc8EXf4z 維尼
嗰刻我覺得自己嘅道德世界崩潰咗而跌咗去第二個世界咁樣。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAFCepOt3ges 維尼
我:「唔鍾意你又同人家一齊嘅?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANANlzGAXY7x3 維尼
阿榮佢無答我。8964 copyright protection1092PENANA9GgAHb27LV 維尼
我:「你上個禮拜先同完人家去旅行咋喎。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANArgxNQdOwwN 維尼
阿榮:「嗯。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAa2wZZo4Hir 維尼
又係一輪好長嘅沉默,雖然我鳩嗡係幾叻,但一去到依啲認真位我反而會唔知講乜嘢好。8964 copyright protection1092PENANA9hqwVMVyrD 維尼
阿榮:「佢已經諗緊結婚之後點啊、畢業之後點啊咁樣。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANABEWmANRphY 維尼
「係喎,之前都無問你哋,」我繼續問:「你哋一齊咗幾耐話?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAFJnH475IUZ 維尼
阿榮:「幾年啦。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAJXYpIcnSpK 維尼
「喂!唔鍾意都一齊咗幾年?!」我停咗停,諗咗一陣:「你......中間一直都有搵第個?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANA1XVTiOfKWr 維尼
阿榮:「嗯。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAsfYYSvpYee 維尼
我真係想一拳一拳咁樁落去,我頂你個肺、頂你個肺、頂你個肺......8964 copyright protection1092PENANAhvvZirukK7 維尼
我:「幾年都唔發覺?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAVZQkIcMalF 維尼
阿榮:「我諗,佢一直都知少少嘅。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANALtPbHU7sYv 維尼
然後我哋諗起嗰一晚。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAtFTOr5mmq2 維尼
阿榮:「但係直接見到就無。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAxycEvzG4pE 維尼
「唉,真係,」雖然我咁講好似好仆街,但我都真係有嗰句講嗰句:「嗰晚佢都喺到,你就唔好咁啦妖。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAFb4LWjhqHe 維尼
阿榮:「咁醉醉哋......」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAhFOQpQlcjm 維尼
又係酒精累事。所以,奉勸各位在讀青年千祈唔好飲咁多酒,傷身啊。8964 copyright protection1092PENANADMyeJuTgI1 維尼
「你又唔係話咁鍾意人。」我繼續問:「咁你做咩要同人一齊啫?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAzWxk88MhSl 維尼
阿榮:「佢對我好好......」8964 copyright protection1092PENANABRirxlo0o9 維尼
我:「仆你個街你又唔領情。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAWs50z6VxWu 維尼
阿榮:「我唔想就咁就一世。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANA1Y2353ipsk 維尼
我:「吓?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAph48Mkw6R0 維尼
阿榮:「佢已經諗緊將來。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAd55mxuVO7c 維尼
我諗,女仔多數都會係咁啩,已經一齊咗幾年,唔多唔少都會諗吓將來。幾時結婚啊、點樣算啊、婚禮點啊、婚紗點啊、乜乜乜乜......8964 copyright protection1092PENANAqjJUxdPUvg 維尼
阿榮:「但我......」8964 copyright protection1092PENANADpFv2iHgVL 維尼
佢長嘆一口氣,我無追問。8964 copyright protection1092PENANA0SuZHBDcVH 維尼
「我仲未玩夠。」嗰一日阿榮佢同我講:「我真係唔想咁就一世......以後都要係好似同一日咁......」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAI18X0QSARW 維尼
我:「你老母。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAxC6QtsCFCc 維尼
阿榮:「我唔想咁樣就一直去到老,我唔想咁樣就玩完啊......」嗰時佢好認真咁同我講:「我仲好想玩落去。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAkjiGPbwwfc 維尼
然後,我又諗唔到啲咩嘢可以話佢。如果我係女人,咁我自然可以用女人角度鬧鬼佢。但家陣我係男人嚟講,我又好似明白佢諗緊乜:如果我嘅人生由今日開始一直停止、保持現狀,直到去我死嗰日,我一定會好痛苦。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAjwSjykCUYq 維尼
阿榮:「SORRY。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANALDHa1hl09K 維尼
我:「你又唔洗同我講SORRY。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAhUwzosg3oF 維尼
點計我都覺得係阿雪同ATHENA慘啲,你應該同佢哋講對唔住。但依啲對白太老土,我講唔出口。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAoUQFSttPEW 維尼
我:「你之後諗住點?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAOaA6WCNoBO 維尼
阿榮:「嗯......」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAihxixK6CxL 維尼
「可能細佬我毒丁啦,我就諗得簡單啲嘅。」我繼續講:「一係追返佢,一係由佢......你揀喇。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAGwzj4upkSw 維尼
我轉身,望住我ROOMMATE張床嘅方向,佢仰睡,向住天花,撐大眼。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAo8Jm056jfl 維尼
「我已經浪費咗佢幾年時間。」當時佢咁同我講。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAInRGbZqFoD 維尼
「你發覺喇?」我咁樣答佢。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAKdvINFy1Zu 維尼
佢無答我。我又擰返轉身,向住牆嗰一邊。8964 copyright protection1092PENANA1AiLqY9XDo 維尼
「你咁樣,阿雪佢真係會好HURT嫁。」我:「仲有,ATHENA佢都唔會好受。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAFabQ9N69Zj 維尼
我同佢講:「你下次唔好喇。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAz2AJz4CyMF 維尼
阿榮:「嗯。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAePZwwpFWj6 維尼
我:「你諗真啲先啦。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAQTgdKcvwHm 維尼
阿榮笑咗幾聲,我唔知點解佢會笑。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAhDWo0Hs9lt 維尼
「係呢?」我問阿榮。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAtlCozSJ5dW 維尼
我唔知點解我會咁樣問佢。可能出於友情?但諗諗吓,其實我同「嗰一個人」,應該都無咩友情可言吖。極盡其量,其實我只係買過碗粥畀佢咁多,只係一碗粥咁多。8964 copyright protection1092PENANAUBanDPdQ88 維尼
我:「ATHENA呢?佢點啊?」8964 copyright protection1092PENANA21i5B5BHzt 維尼
阿榮:「遲啲我會同佢講清楚嫁喇。」8964 copyright protection1092PENANAZvZzQsaZ7j 維尼
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