隔天早上，我比鬧鐘還早醒來。窗外已經亮了，陽光跟昨天差不多。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uWxv5Msof
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我換好衣服、洗臉、整理了一下東西，背起書包，牽著腳踏車出門。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZjeYVzfGg
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我打算去山上的那個小平台放鬆一下，那裡一直很少有人，是我可以與世隔絕的秘密基地。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9zTTazFOQ
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但經過那個平台的時候，我看到一個人站在欄杆旁邊，背對著我。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPlt0dR2qO
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我認得那個背影。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pw2QwTGry
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腦裡的念頭瞬間就消散了，怎麼他一樣在這?
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自己少數能夠放鬆的地方突然出現了別人，難免有些不好受。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqplfwW5YWe
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08Jj5yOrrj
但是......我看著他的側臉，眼神有些迷茫、寂寞。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUC0HbI07cF
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUBU1RzT4I
彷彿正思念著誰，轉念一想，讓他自己靜一靜好了。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9iHgkNxMJ
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrudjNbvxl
我掉頭往山下騎去，今天的課程好像是在十一點，時間還多。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kh1R0A6P4
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3nWcvhU6L
我騎下山之後，沒有直接往學校的方向去。我在路口停了一下，然後轉向那條通往老幼共托機構的路。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLflxjy53Q
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2v05VUlRs
騎到門口的時候，我把腳踏車停在路邊，站在圍牆外面看了一下。中庭裡有幾個老人家坐在輪椅上曬太陽，旁邊有兩個小孩在跑來跑去。
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47cV39skXf
我沒有走進去，只是站在那裡看了一會兒。有個小孩跑到圍牆邊，看了我一眼。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RIOXrLici
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQN4Jt7LAX
「落寧姐姐?」她站在原地看著我，我朝她揮了揮手。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZwkv3y4mq
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QQhBqtuEU
「姐姐!你今天怎麼過來了?」她確認完後朝我跑過來，一把撲上來。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpreAIlnvYX
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxASy9ivnvN
那股感受再次蔓延全身，我沒有將痛苦講出來，硬擠出一張笑臉。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmrEMP3tG3
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZA0hxzFHZ
「你好啊......」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxwMAjGSAZ
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「啊!你怎麼跑出來了。」看謢人員跑了出來，將小孩抱走，轉頭看向我。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfexqqyDxH
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbF8qc9ncZz
「落寧啊，今天怎麼過來了?沒有課嗎?」她是林阿姨。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWavPgDzMnc
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「等一下有課，想說還有時間，過來看一下。」我說。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1GmOyfSbs
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9FT6kz0g6
她笑了一下，沒有多問。她抱著那個小孩，對我說：「那你進來坐一下啊，不用一直站在外面。」 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlGvDAndDP
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSER2ZiRVN
我猶豫了一下，然後搖搖頭。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIuyFHzIiE
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHE9uY22tj
「先不用了，我還要先回去準備一下用具。」說完我便直接回頭牽起腳踏車，飛快地騎走了。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJRm0BonGK
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2e61Tc3Cp
剛剛那股冷冽感，還有些許溫度殘留在我身上。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc18oeUtCJW
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfI0zYwALL9
這只是一種錯覺，我知道。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4aWNcAzPd
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但還是會控制不住的抵制它。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiKW3aSV1m
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1NmyMoYbQ
每當有人接觸到我，那股回憶總會隨著溫度進入腦袋，一次又一次地想起來。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSB8VT2chqf
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcRi1WP1mj
只有熟悉的人碰我才不會有，好像也只有家人啦，我也很久沒回去找他們了。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hWAQZXBRq
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmlzQnkdpJ
我騎回住處的時候，時間還夠。我把腳踏車停好，上樓拿了課本和筆記本，檢查了一下手機，確認沒有漏掉什麼。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlA70nIbW8
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然後我背起書包，鎖好門，往學校的方向走。陽光還是很亮，路上的人比早上多了一些。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxI3St4Kav
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9bWMpCypn
走到教室的時候，已經有人到了。我低頭走進教室，坐在上次的位置。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4bLDodlDg
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcI1SeFrYbT
我將用具都先拿出來，等待上課。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSx3F8Z5H06
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHgoLL4DtD
我稍微看了一下教室的狀況，每個人坐的位置好像都跟上次一樣，幸好我沒坐其他的，不然肯定會被提醒。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrEeCTlyy7
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLQD8t0qJD
可是坐在這邊又要面對他們，一想到還是有點不自在。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7AEwgt5rX
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NDQR9XF0m
才剛想到他們四個還沒來，鬆了一口氣，結果才剛講完後予就從後門走了進來。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lRaYWETkf
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71qqeDLoxB
只有她一個，好難得，他們不都會一直黏在一起嗎?
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpM8XGDdYO
我發現她的精神似乎有點糟，抬頭對上我的視線，卻又恢復上次的神采。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeM4jVqPQ2
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5PyJfTEgL
「外系生!你一樣跟我們坐啊。」我覺得她的問題有些奇怪，我們不是同一組的嗎?6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe6vrKAtlw
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWLXzTYeq5
「對啊，我們同一組的，只是你上次說很不自在，想說你會換位置。」我一愣，我有講出來嗎?她怎麼知道。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzS7kQrWzr
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNv3iABuw4M
想必是我那副被嚇到的表情有些滑稽，她竟然笑了。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7Ytmgvqg2
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhx8n4js1A
「笑甚麼?」我皺著眉頭問她。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W51J07WGW
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「很可愛啊，原本覺得你有些冷漠，表情卻如此豐富啊。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeHcm1VRcG
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwbEMJzCRM
我紅了臉，「不要亂講。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaoG4khFfK
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqeLTBa1tb
這樣好像中了她的計，她轉過來，「還有些傲嬌嗎?」她那張臉看起來好欠打。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStAPJp0xzr
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xVzFsDDQ7
我隨即也轉過去，不理她。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtahtQsySN
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「好啦，不要不理我啦。」她將手搭上我的手臂，絲毫沒注意到我的臉色不對。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtNdqvgkaC
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkBs5XvjKO
過了一下，見我都沒出聲，將臉湊過來，才發現我的臉有些蒼白。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tynVEFwev
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeFktgAA5H
「你怎麼了?」她問，很著急。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaktk4ILvSY
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFSrAtr6lC
「沒什麼。」我簡單帶過，將她的手撥離。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzQfXeaGmz
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNem2J0xCV
我深吸幾口氣，穩定住我自己，「沒事了，不用擔心。」我微笑著看她。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxo5ndq7wb
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NcKfyMu2i
「確定喔?你不喜歡別人碰你嗎?」我沒想過她會那麼直接。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrdHGaNSan
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhxxuayZhO
我愣在原地，低下頭，她也沒有繼續多問。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcIAR2NtID
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeiLapIQBJ
「你叫甚麼名字啊?作為同一組的夥伴，總要認識一下吧。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhisBh1hPLv
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「我、我是杜落寧。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Wyuao7XqX
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我看見她手撐在下巴，思考一下，「這名字很好聽ㄟ。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZlahTmfls
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKos4bhG2yz
「欸，謝、謝謝你。」我沒想過她會說出這種話。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKISVFQrb0
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplPKlvDG6b
她轉過身，將手機拿出來，「你有LINE嗎?加我一下。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2Eg5y1cvM
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYgxhWHpk3
「為甚麼?」我不理解。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyECHAwPYMI
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「還在防備我嗎?我不會再說出那種話了啦，只是方便連絡，可以討論報告。」她笑著解釋，總感覺她還是想弄我。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGul2jABkL
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BhLYKBOH5
我慢慢寫下我的帳號，推給她看，「我可以撕下來嗎?待會給那三人。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3VAesg0Bm
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1nmgITzOR
我看著她，「好......」有些不情願，但考量到只是為了報告，也沒關係。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30BG0nrJlv
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLamXt0wQP
上課鐘響前幾分鐘，謝淮安跟宋南程從前門走進來，一邊走一邊在講話。謝淮安看到後予，揮了一下手，然後注意到她旁邊坐著我。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAOo1lLNAH
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7aSBan5yd
「喔?外系生一樣坐這啊?」他們似乎都很意外我會繼續跟他們坐。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7AGeWC6gC
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAJaACg6E7
「人家坐哪需要你管嗎?」後予回他，語氣自然。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXG0clWTU2
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFW65jJedz0
謝淮安聳聳肩，沒有繼續問，走到後面那排坐下，跟上次的位置都一樣。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20CwBaKcLv
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DlV6maPNn
過了幾秒，雪生也進來了。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H9ILknYJD
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZZkwEnlx7
他走進教室時，先朝我們這裡示意了一下。可我看得出來，他最後是望著我，輕輕點了點頭。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtQix9sQ3V
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqDWCqtBE7
他在謝淮安旁邊坐下，把筆記本放在桌上，打開，低著頭。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnAIgc9FEx
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3YJCD41nB
他打了個哈欠，黑眼圈很重。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWkq2VhJNQ
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL538D4cDp
我低下頭，看著自己的筆記本，假裝沒有注意到他。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn42sFn0QQ
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazpcdLBMaZ
「雪生?你又去做大夜班了?」准安問他。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lTxxrQXFw
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65FzCIX5uL
他只點點頭，過了一會，就趴下去了。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd9wia1XAe
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYQDRo0nZi
「對了，這是她的LINE，你們也加一下吧，方便連絡。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUUEi41Q30
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV0FSHHLJf
他們一個個都拿起手機，慢慢地輸入，我有看見雪生勉強的爬起來，輸完又倒下去了。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDVbeD3FbH
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看來是真的很累啊。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMtGSfV64j
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上課之後，老師講了一段投影片，然後停下來，看了一下全班。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JEjAvXBm1
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「現在我們來做一個小活動。請大家跟旁邊的同學討論一下，你們認為人為什麼會做出不符合自己利益的決定？五分鐘後我會請幾位同學分享。」 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc3iLSTew9
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs71U0M5ehP
教室裡開始有人說話。後予轉頭看了我一眼，像是在等我先開口。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3mN4Q684A
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vKnH8L5qi
我沒有說話。她等了一下，然後自己說了一句：「我覺得是因為習慣吧。做習慣的事比較輕鬆，不用想太多。」 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYrv6PgXGp
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9wBR6qp8T
我點點頭，沒有接話。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2QrqzibSC
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PQeh9UGfJ
她沒有追問我，只是繼續說：「那你覺得呢？不用想太多，隨便講就好。」 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h2OLXvtr3
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhy08IMUsd
我停了一下，才開口：「可能是因為……害怕改變之後的結果。」 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUjzVuLDUV
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就像那時候一樣，每個人都站在旁邊，當作沒看到，都在害怕著那一群人。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypwgIu65gR
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEtWOjMccQ
害怕著自己若挺身而出，會不會成為下一個。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkYxP3tsYH
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNsTasPlNL
我愣在那，全身都在顫抖，牙齒忍不住開始抖動。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxNNdOCXkK
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5atm1nfDd
「落寧?你怎麼了。」後予的聲音將我拉回現實，我看向她，看向其他人，似乎都很擔心。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cogmxXvGI
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZt4tYUem5
那麼多人同時看著我，我有點不習慣，不喜歡。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6B2rVUe81
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NZmDtkeTu
「沒......沒什麼。」聲音很抖，令我覺得陌生。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhmiiX2V3G
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「確定喔，你要先休息嗎?我幫你跟教授講。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscmxBiD9Cm
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「不用、不用，沒有大礙。」我趕緊拒絕，不然事情只會變得更麻煩。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OnQGYKaTC
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她點點頭。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIRwGeW2Sl
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我深吸一口氣，試圖讓自己的聲音回到平常的樣子。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn99wbhyRYa
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「沒事的......」我告訴自己，然後把視線轉回課本上，沒有再繼續那個話題。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZjuxYY4qN
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後予沒有追問。她轉回去跟其他人說話，像是知道我需要一點時間。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXJafHSf4P
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五分鐘一到，老師抬起頭，看了全班一眼。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsUuUHU8W5
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「好，有沒有人自願要分享？」 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPG32m6vuG
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教室裡安靜了幾秒，沒有人舉手。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMNJJlcgaw
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老師等了一下，然後說：「那我點幾位同學好了。」 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TKz9Uv71r
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我低下頭，閉上眼睛，雙手緊緊抓著褲管，祈禱自己不會被選到。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUBHsV3BxH
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然後我聽到了自己的名字。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP31zUqwFLc
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「第三排靠窗那位同學，你可以上台分享一下嗎？」 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORjhyGnwtq
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我顫抖著抬頭，發現他正在看我。我的手開始有點抖。我站起來的時候，感覺自己的聲音好像卡在喉嚨裡。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUuEfOEWXQ
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我站起來，不敢違抗教授的命令，每一步都很沉重，走到一半，不小心被自己絆到了。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoYZeMWV3L
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就在那時，旁邊一隻手撐在我腰上，將我撐著，我趕緊站好，看向那名手的主人。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0y5c2A1o7
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是雪生。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGqHDttrj4
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腰側被碰到的瞬間，我整個人僵了一下，但身體還沒站穩，根本來不及躲開。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9faf9oZBz
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「小心一點。」聲音很溫柔，沒有斥責。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG8V6PlUks
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bEzesWRBB
「落寧?妳真的可以嗎，還是我代替你?」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirMFzdo8Wv
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「不用……我可以。」我說，聲音比我自己預期的還要小，但我還是往前走了。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwNKB97G6l
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我走到講台旁邊，面對全班的時候，心跳快得讓我有點暈。我低下頭，看著自己的手，好一陣子沒有開口。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSswkjxwI1r
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好像回到了那時候，很多人看著我，眼神有嘲笑、有害怕。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nJACUrz4O
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過了一會，我才終於出聲：「……我覺得人們會做出不符合自己利益的決定，是因為當下的選擇，往往比長遠的結果更真實。」 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOgMx04QGv
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明明短短一句，喉嚨卻像被刀割一樣，很痛苦。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sBmJVqxzV
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我說完之後，沒有看台下，轉身走回座位。坐下來的時候，手心都是汗。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMWjEWxM4i
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我有瞄到幾個人點點頭，轉頭討論。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcq8J1uJxu
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我不知道他們是在議論我的話，還是「我」?6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0KMvJWMj4
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「沒事......沒事......」旁邊的後予拿著一本書，輕輕地拍著我的背。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPZiDeaZi7
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「你講得很好喔。」後面的准安說，露出笑容試圖讓我冷靜下來。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3plvcKIJa
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「對的，不要緊張。」旁邊的南程也開口了。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmwpzB3nq2
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我低下頭，這還是我第一次體驗到被安慰的感覺，有些想哭。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JG1KEfUUZ
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「來，擦一下。」一隻手伸到我面前，遞來一張衛生紙。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO5Ek7D6nB
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我看著那包衛生紙，才發覺到我的眼淚已經落了下來。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0N744QqLHm
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我手忙腳亂地用手擦拭著，「不要用手啦。」後予輕聲地講。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nWytHLLb3
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我才伸手接過，「謝謝你......」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5iwlvx7MZ
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看我沒事她也轉回去，繼續聽著台上的人發言。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmucYVOh2xL
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雪生則繼續趴著休息，但我有看到，他剛剛有盯著我。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Csk7zlSGA
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下課前幾分鐘，老師闔上課本，拍了一下手。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXetjopXRC
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「好，最後幾分鐘宣布一下，期末報告的初稿請在一個月內繳交，記得分配好工作，不要讓組員一個人扛全部。」 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5wthjBMbS
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教室裡開始有人收東西，講話聲變大了。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFZh2NnwvW
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「等一下要不要跟我們一起吃飯，來討論一下報告。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavgWuVbrwL
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我抬頭看她，她已經在等我了。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty9bOzrsUY
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我沒有馬上回答，但謝淮安已經站起來了：「走吧，附近有一家簡餐店還不錯，邊吃邊講。」 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerrv7U5EZi
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南程也站起來：「我都可以。」 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZXLSW2BWc
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我看向雪生，他打了個哈欠，收起筆記本，沒有說話，但也沒有拒絕的意思。
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他站在我旁邊，靜靜的看著我，似乎在等我回答。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe91eJ1pG6o
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我其實很想回家。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGJRP8g9DG
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身體還有些發軟，腦袋也像塞滿了東西。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzN7mHv3UEM
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可是看著他們都站在那裡等，我又不想讓剛剛那一步白走。 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihP2bl9fWv
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我也只能看著他們，慢慢開口：「……好。」 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNi7ftMf71
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我們五人一起走出教室門，我跟雪生走在最後面，前面三人的腳步有些快，有點跟不上......6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWYaWxiRlq
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「你慢慢走，不然待會又絆倒。」雪生說，他沒看著我。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9X28o46yL
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我點點頭，發現他的速度跟我一致，似乎是刻意跟我一樣。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcU2Kfc9cM
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「你為甚麼不去找他們，要找我。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX39qFUasfz
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「嗯......就照顧一下。」我看向他。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAbGoJ63HU
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「我覺得可以不用。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxH0eIdZ9z
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「但我想要。」我不解地看著他，總感覺他們都很故意。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqyX0Uug6I
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我們走在後面，前面三個人的腳步真的很快，已經快走到校門口了。
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