隔天早上，我比鬧鐘還早醒來。窗外已經亮了，陽光跟昨天差不多。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhd0GKWWpO
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我換好衣服、洗臉、整理了一下東西，背起書包，牽著腳踏車出門。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvX6H236Vqk
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJrv3jeJWP
我打算去山上的那個小平台放鬆一下，那裡一直很少有人，是我可以與世隔絕的秘密基地。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUg4wE2L8T
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQVWW0TGFD
但經過那個平台的時候，我看到一個人站在欄杆旁邊，背對著我。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMqiLN5HmB
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHwQxiyXBb
我認得那個背影。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0soWFVC1fR
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74MR0QJCH7
腦裡的念頭瞬間就消散了，怎麼他一樣在這?
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自己少數能夠放鬆的地方突然出現了別人，難免有些不好受。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoh0qr6om5U
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIiyJGKMVv
但是......我看著他的側臉，眼神有些迷茫、寂寞。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuQYMboVdq
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TEWIS00tn
彷彿正思念著誰，轉念一想，讓他自己靜一靜好了。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBWKsV85YM
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA62SKqb6KN
我掉頭往山下騎去，今天的課程好像是在十一點，時間還多。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP1ZAQOYc8
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2igGI6OSI
我騎下山之後，沒有直接往學校的方向去。我在路口停了一下，然後轉向那條通往老幼共托機構的路。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqalFlYutA
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pyNbvAW3h
騎到門口的時候，我把腳踏車停在路邊，站在圍牆外面看了一下。中庭裡有幾個老人家坐在輪椅上曬太陽，旁邊有兩個小孩在跑來跑去。
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61xdFwbwac
我沒有走進去，只是站在那裡看了一會兒。有個小孩跑到圍牆邊，看了我一眼。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEQKZmMbCA
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwIFPXTGXi
「落寧姐姐?」她站在原地看著我，我朝她揮了揮手。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkb0wCegtG
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfb8hCVaAg
「姐姐!你今天怎麼過來了?」她確認完後朝我跑過來，一把撲上來。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfdf6HTxzR
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FKoJDM1lz
那股感受再次蔓延全身，我沒有將痛苦講出來，硬擠出一張笑臉。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45wmqWX3EV
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLHx6Xcsbp
「你好啊......」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVzogX8bhv
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZaCFAiuO8
「啊!你怎麼跑出來了。」看謢人員跑了出來，將小孩抱走，轉頭看向我。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEDGXKl1kt
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpiz4lJi4z
「落寧啊，今天怎麼過來了?沒有課嗎?」她是林阿姨。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaa5DUyHyH
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfcKt9hkDK
「等一下有課，想說還有時間，過來看一下。」我說。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ibrlJA7It
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFz4ZTEFZr
她笑了一下，沒有多問。她抱著那個小孩，對我說：「那你進來坐一下啊，不用一直站在外面。」 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq09WFOFr5z
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlkCXnh7wc
我猶豫了一下，然後搖搖頭。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrKBgoUL6d
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPviHXqRmK
「先不用了，我還要先回去準備一下用具。」說完我便直接回頭牽起腳踏車，飛快地騎走了。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXdevRY8cO
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhF4bTJRvvD
剛剛那股冷冽感，還有些許溫度殘留在我身上。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5ahojv5UY
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PM0fDJ4qs
這只是一種錯覺，我知道。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyYBSUyEKJ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C9Qg5L3qQ
但還是會控制不住的抵制它。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbSMwOBcK4
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1LZKoED6i
每當有人接觸到我，那股回憶總會隨著溫度進入腦袋，一次又一次地想起來。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HI7qtLw7e
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK8ii9TtoY
只有熟悉的人碰我才不會有，好像也只有家人啦，我也很久沒回去找他們了。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZniGnDWgn
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HLERS6O8y
我騎回住處的時候，時間還夠。我把腳踏車停好，上樓拿了課本和筆記本，檢查了一下手機，確認沒有漏掉什麼。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnpezpcx2T
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlbYhsnTHk
然後我背起書包，鎖好門，往學校的方向走。陽光還是很亮，路上的人比早上多了一些。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5N92eD681
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGLJSNf5fa
走到教室的時候，已經有人到了。我低頭走進教室，坐在上次的位置。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfSnQJWGuW
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8AtAB4k6Y
我將用具都先拿出來，等待上課。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PuMy9TM8p
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4lq5vktJu
我稍微看了一下教室的狀況，每個人坐的位置好像都跟上次一樣，幸好我沒坐其他的，不然肯定會被提醒。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZgNQJ4N40
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKth77duVn
可是坐在這邊又要面對他們，一想到還是有點不自在。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EW7rlaGGb
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehp5pHTHkh
才剛想到他們四個還沒來，鬆了一口氣，結果才剛講完後予就從後門走了進來。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpsSbwv1gp
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDpMzyoUqd
只有她一個，好難得，他們不都會一直黏在一起嗎?
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbV9rhzOLmk
我發現她的精神似乎有點糟，抬頭對上我的視線，卻又恢復上次的神采。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O4Dqw4vYY
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M7KqyQzOq
「外系生!你一樣跟我們坐啊。」我覺得她的問題有些奇怪，我們不是同一組的嗎?8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07TF7jpIXC
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJKQuKmBzs
「對啊，我們同一組的，只是你上次說很不自在，想說你會換位置。」我一愣，我有講出來嗎?她怎麼知道。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSK38QsUQv
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyvN3oMhsk
想必是我那副被嚇到的表情有些滑稽，她竟然笑了。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxDdyzvFMr
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabPSSZW9j9
「笑甚麼?」我皺著眉頭問她。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL77fT5JPa
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilDxpMj853
「很可愛啊，原本覺得你有些冷漠，表情卻如此豐富啊。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPzH4yuNW9
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9uqIMlCN0
我紅了臉，「不要亂講。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZjaZkHRpQ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dqGssCb2p
這樣好像中了她的計，她轉過來，「還有些傲嬌嗎?」她那張臉看起來好欠打。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nSpLLclKC
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge9339d4rx
我隨即也轉過去，不理她。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqEndG0exW
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyyR23trMn
「好啦，不要不理我啦。」她將手搭上我的手臂，絲毫沒注意到我的臉色不對。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4CowqN5N6
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EDkU4gnXH
過了一下，見我都沒出聲，將臉湊過來，才發現我的臉有些蒼白。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRhwZxVWTu
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZw3Q1J4n1
「你怎麼了?」她問，很著急。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnN9KCzlGj
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfprJJAZonW
「沒什麼。」我簡單帶過，將她的手撥離。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsYF9a59ZG
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpXkklCxNB
我深吸幾口氣，穩定住我自己，「沒事了，不用擔心。」我微笑著看她。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHOJzIifwJ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb821f24YRj
「確定喔?你不喜歡別人碰你嗎?」我沒想過她會那麼直接。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LKi0V5q8E
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ28yI1VKE1
我愣在原地，低下頭，她也沒有繼續多問。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWetw9FTqj
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXHAIOOeyg
「你叫甚麼名字啊?作為同一組的夥伴，總要認識一下吧。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MWoAMMS0R
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoceTpiNk46
「我、我是杜落寧。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR6hewfOT7
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPlREq2If3
我看見她手撐在下巴，思考一下，「這名字很好聽ㄟ。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSmGv3YcEU
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SCQ7Tqxob
「欸，謝、謝謝你。」我沒想過她會說出這種話。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJECms0hGwy
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl9Nv8DftF
她轉過身，將手機拿出來，「你有LINE嗎?加我一下。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNArpShXr20
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JLhKCWhqU
「為甚麼?」我不理解。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11wvAwaOiK
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLF7xNmuWGz
「還在防備我嗎?我不會再說出那種話了啦，只是方便連絡，可以討論報告。」她笑著解釋，總感覺她還是想弄我。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42KfzIhkc7
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAtW3243uz
我慢慢寫下我的帳號，推給她看，「我可以撕下來嗎?待會給那三人。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlQrlH0h6h
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7ziHfVV1h
我看著她，「好......」有些不情願，但考量到只是為了報告，也沒關係。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2ebsJUOLU
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqTRcIAii7
上課鐘響前幾分鐘，謝淮安跟宋南程從前門走進來，一邊走一邊在講話。謝淮安看到後予，揮了一下手，然後注意到她旁邊坐著我。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGt9z9YJQ8
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgALmkmooBF
「喔?外系生一樣坐這啊?」他們似乎都很意外我會繼續跟他們坐。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVGbucMlIk
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ62Bllf66F
「人家坐哪需要你管嗎?」後予回他，語氣自然。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPVYlzBmPL
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAuydRJxwp
謝淮安聳聳肩，沒有繼續問，走到後面那排坐下，跟上次的位置都一樣。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcamegzBK6
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5DxpGJgGS
過了幾秒，雪生也進來了。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Qy2cZvAqo
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yEuKypfCq
他走進教室時，先朝我們這裡示意了一下。可我看得出來，他最後是望著我，輕輕點了點頭。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0tUG3e4kr
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXiCn1K7yF
他在謝淮安旁邊坐下，把筆記本放在桌上，打開，低著頭。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1krF9OzkvA
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUoKftYeQ6
他打了個哈欠，黑眼圈很重。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcUriklVIM
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPetwJswdxi
我低下頭，看著自己的筆記本，假裝沒有注意到他。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CLDvNEBQF
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKEAKv6wgG
「雪生?你又去做大夜班了?」准安問他。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgM5fiLPkz
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYZodFuNwL
他只點點頭，過了一會，就趴下去了。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKj76sAvcn
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgf0U5KsiX
「對了，這是她的LINE，你們也加一下吧，方便連絡。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9r2gWp5EP
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckbuOXDlct
他們一個個都拿起手機，慢慢地輸入，我有看見雪生勉強的爬起來，輸完又倒下去了。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI7jk7JNuv
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIwkkjKYvz
看來是真的很累啊。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVa0pigoBW
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29OlbQUVx8
上課之後，老師講了一段投影片，然後停下來，看了一下全班。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYLg2OmTXi
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndzw8zVvVb
「現在我們來做一個小活動。請大家跟旁邊的同學討論一下，你們認為人為什麼會做出不符合自己利益的決定？五分鐘後我會請幾位同學分享。」 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehUZ6wkXTd
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP1Hy4nfzu
教室裡開始有人說話。後予轉頭看了我一眼，像是在等我先開口。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7izqhRKixK
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jQmCBGByx
我沒有說話。她等了一下，然後自己說了一句：「我覺得是因為習慣吧。做習慣的事比較輕鬆，不用想太多。」 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk7ceheVdS
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjzl9Lxpc1
我點點頭，沒有接話。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rTELmkXjE
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcIAehZ6R8
她沒有追問我，只是繼續說：「那你覺得呢？不用想太多，隨便講就好。」 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLIseXGDC5
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVWK3ilj64
我停了一下，才開口：「可能是因為……害怕改變之後的結果。」 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38rlCj0rOd
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap368nKhMp
就像那時候一樣，每個人都站在旁邊，當作沒看到，都在害怕著那一群人。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7myBTODbfJ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3l7dCrDSH
害怕著自己若挺身而出，會不會成為下一個。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7vd38lE2J
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTkNYV0xX3
我愣在那，全身都在顫抖，牙齒忍不住開始抖動。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPQs4K4thb
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpyipGpP9r
「落寧?你怎麼了。」後予的聲音將我拉回現實，我看向她，看向其他人，似乎都很擔心。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf22OLa1tI
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza9sVJQq4X
那麼多人同時看著我，我有點不習慣，不喜歡。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X087F8VKl
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvjv8lcviK
「沒......沒什麼。」聲音很抖，令我覺得陌生。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsIfFP94ZY
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「確定喔，你要先休息嗎?我幫你跟教授講。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3fEGwkjj0
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「不用、不用，沒有大礙。」我趕緊拒絕，不然事情只會變得更麻煩。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXPONlAFiW
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她點點頭。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXnmuHn8lC
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我深吸一口氣，試圖讓自己的聲音回到平常的樣子。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36YLzmvGeP
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「沒事的......」我告訴自己，然後把視線轉回課本上，沒有再繼續那個話題。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCDpaUqZuh
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後予沒有追問。她轉回去跟其他人說話，像是知道我需要一點時間。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUF7Sz3Eqv
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五分鐘一到，老師抬起頭，看了全班一眼。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJ20GI7oAM
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「好，有沒有人自願要分享？」 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt5adR8ubc
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教室裡安靜了幾秒，沒有人舉手。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfq2d0xdtv
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老師等了一下，然後說：「那我點幾位同學好了。」 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79WKFHxyYN
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我低下頭，閉上眼睛，雙手緊緊抓著褲管，祈禱自己不會被選到。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTX4RY0IyNK
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然後我聽到了自己的名字。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr18pgx5Cb
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「第三排靠窗那位同學，你可以上台分享一下嗎？」 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ff3T98RgH
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我顫抖著抬頭，發現他正在看我。我的手開始有點抖。我站起來的時候，感覺自己的聲音好像卡在喉嚨裡。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3jWf1kKQy
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我站起來，不敢違抗教授的命令，每一步都很沉重，走到一半，不小心被自己絆到了。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHK3tC0AzT
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就在那時，旁邊一隻手撐在我腰上，將我撐著，我趕緊站好，看向那名手的主人。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgFT3ZEuNp
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是雪生。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZOqyjXZC1
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腰側被碰到的瞬間，我整個人僵了一下，但身體還沒站穩，根本來不及躲開。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlPoKw0fRk
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「小心一點。」聲音很溫柔，沒有斥責。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLizeHEPJp8
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipNLC3Kx1x
「落寧?妳真的可以嗎，還是我代替你?」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASGKWTnVCU
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZw4gph0FA
「不用……我可以。」我說，聲音比我自己預期的還要小，但我還是往前走了。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKetMXJ9iOO
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我走到講台旁邊，面對全班的時候，心跳快得讓我有點暈。我低下頭，看著自己的手，好一陣子沒有開口。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ghmDorFyX
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好像回到了那時候，很多人看著我，眼神有嘲笑、有害怕。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV48uu0LWgo
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpKyVfstPf
過了一會，我才終於出聲：「……我覺得人們會做出不符合自己利益的決定，是因為當下的選擇，往往比長遠的結果更真實。」 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvusSDIrs9Z
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明明短短一句，喉嚨卻像被刀割一樣，很痛苦。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGK7k650bZ
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我說完之後，沒有看台下，轉身走回座位。坐下來的時候，手心都是汗。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GOpuAkzk4
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我有瞄到幾個人點點頭，轉頭討論。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecbb7OgBuX
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我不知道他們是在議論我的話，還是「我」?8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZjGCcbsKy
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「沒事......沒事......」旁邊的後予拿著一本書，輕輕地拍著我的背。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAD8X8sOwyt
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「你講得很好喔。」後面的准安說，露出笑容試圖讓我冷靜下來。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeDbtpCdR0
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「對的，不要緊張。」旁邊的南程也開口了。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLBkCL3Wza
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我低下頭，這還是我第一次體驗到被安慰的感覺，有些想哭。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXmZYJVt5j
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「來，擦一下。」一隻手伸到我面前，遞來一張衛生紙。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcc7VJCwio
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我看著那包衛生紙，才發覺到我的眼淚已經落了下來。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAg4qWJp32
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我手忙腳亂地用手擦拭著，「不要用手啦。」後予輕聲地講。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fWopHWS1l
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我才伸手接過，「謝謝你......」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRgvbNvkxl
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看我沒事她也轉回去，繼續聽著台上的人發言。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV8qmYP3nm
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtj1X4z2Rq
雪生則繼續趴著休息，但我有看到，他剛剛有盯著我。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMpvGDbiCi
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下課前幾分鐘，老師闔上課本，拍了一下手。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirnxpbJRG2
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「好，最後幾分鐘宣布一下，期末報告的初稿請在一個月內繳交，記得分配好工作，不要讓組員一個人扛全部。」 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpkiMBjfGF
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教室裡開始有人收東西，講話聲變大了。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWmnALznMi
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「等一下要不要跟我們一起吃飯，來討論一下報告。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyugYo5wzlz
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我抬頭看她，她已經在等我了。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHafZWKXMHv
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我沒有馬上回答，但謝淮安已經站起來了：「走吧，附近有一家簡餐店還不錯，邊吃邊講。」 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOC6XsoQcHD
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南程也站起來：「我都可以。」 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqsGWUHHTm
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUihRYBPhWP
我看向雪生，他打了個哈欠，收起筆記本，沒有說話，但也沒有拒絕的意思。
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他站在我旁邊，靜靜的看著我，似乎在等我回答。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpObhd9rq28
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我其實很想回家。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UAKg53p2u
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身體還有些發軟，腦袋也像塞滿了東西。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCPoNZ2Z95
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可是看著他們都站在那裡等，我又不想讓剛剛那一步白走。 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIjoGgHRXr
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我也只能看著他們，慢慢開口：「……好。」 8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCxpT3y0Yy
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我們五人一起走出教室門，我跟雪生走在最後面，前面三人的腳步有些快，有點跟不上......8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqoruZP2iE
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「你慢慢走，不然待會又絆倒。」雪生說，他沒看著我。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMZN5tCSk1
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNY7ZJtWZG
我點點頭，發現他的速度跟我一致，似乎是刻意跟我一樣。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC64LuzEBGq
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIC5sJZoHJh
「你為甚麼不去找他們，要找我。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN8vrMJ65R
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「嗯......就照顧一下。」我看向他。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEAEqfd4LH
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「我覺得可以不用。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WBZbMbjKx
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「但我想要。」我不解地看著他，總感覺他們都很故意。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHEU4SArws
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGHOowxVFi
我們走在後面，前面三個人的腳步真的很快，已經快走到校門口了。
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