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第一場 —— 鹹水原來也不太好喝 ?64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8HvQUiTyc
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詹姆斯第三次確認時間。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UBxSJiGXz
手機顯示：00:0064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTeV57fHuK
電腦顯示：00:0064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnqXTkokVA
鬧鐘顯示：00:0064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNo9f9zAHT
「……好呀，哈哈哈哈，原來這真的並不是幻覺。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEciZavoKF
他坐在床邊，雙手抱頭，一陣傻笑之後，開始整理思緒。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBN3NpZctP
「也就是說 —— 我真的跳海身亡，然後再回來了？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbiwzGiSgL
沉默三秒……64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5x9D8Hjw1
「……那麼，上一次那種死法……老實說，還挺痛苦的。」他話音未落，自己先打了個冷顫，渾身雞皮疙瘩都冒了起來。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs3dLpUv5t
腦海自動浮現畫面。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxymxZraEt
海水灌入口鼻，喉嚨灼痛，四肢失控掙扎 —— 最後是一種既狼狽又毫無尊嚴的窒息。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnopYuQtvm3
詹姆斯不由自主地又再打了個冷顫。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2sN8y3o8d
「不行，太難受了。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEXZpH1gKX
他起身走進廚房，打開冰箱，取出一罐可樂。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu1spCq5sx
「既然無論如何都會死……能不能死得舒服一點？」他無奈地苦笑了一下。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiplxkIiUO2
他坐在餐桌前，打開手機記事本，認真地輸入：64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSyryYwYK8
《自殺方式評估表（初稿）》64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlkp6Ks0sp
１. 跳海：痛苦指數★★★★★（不推薦）64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhyPP5Y0y7
２. 跳樓：未知（高度恐懼）64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlnTFGKc6F
３. 服用安眠藥：似乎較為溫和（待研究）64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIcqPzXwiY
４. 煤氣：據說會在睡夢中離世（但家中並無煤氣）64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB1ZxRepn9
５. 電擊：……不懂操作64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1IXt59M4E
他停下來，抬頭望向天花板：64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp6w9rzu35
「唉……我這個人，連死都要講求規劃……」
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早上九時，公司。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyEWRQrje9
詹姆斯坐在座位上，一邊偷看著莉莎，一邊在心中冷靜分析。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutaHGrE9uE
「今天最關鍵的時間點，是晚上。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmIkKscTPc
「只要我避開跳海……理論上可以活到23:59吧。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV3LpFACeQ
他忽然一愣。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE38UEkgIXg
「等等 —— 如果我不用死，會怎樣？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiIz5Hhkvi
這個問題，在上一輪，他根本沒有機會思考。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ik7ZOvafr
因為他直接跳了下去。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfrxWgf5Pd
詹姆斯望向莉莎。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr6z2RgZJg
她正在整理文件，神情專注而冷靜，帶著一種不易接近的距離感。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSnq2RL9zt
「……但如果我不死，她也不會喜歡我……」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMHnsEY5xR
他苦笑。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02rucScDWZ
「那是否意味著，我必須不斷死去，直到她答應？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSCmAYLgwQ
沉默。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioNbEzHYRB
「……那我還真是有點可悲。」
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下午。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYilkskc2px
詹姆斯開始「優化告白流程」。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZdFsLe9I2
他寫下三個版本：64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMleYGCoVx
版本A：深情款款型64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCr2cdaWLt
版本B：輕鬆幽默型64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQthp2sMd68
版本C：理性分析型（附未來規劃）64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaTwX8SMka
他在洗手間對著鏡子練習。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj9ZYn4aOb
「莉莎，其實我一直——」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWe8NhB7nM
「不行，太肉麻。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKR0j5YDTs
「不如我們試著交往？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBASygzZhf
「太像人事部的說法。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFewn0WSMB
「莉莎，我可以讓你幸福。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkMji9VkTt
「……這句話像詐騙。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4IZ17tvCw
他嘆了口氣：64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7xRQ1I3jq
「難怪會被拒絕。」
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晚上，同樣的海濱。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvN7ijru5N
同一個地點。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7ERwUDVNI
同一陣海風。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UK1kTvzlL
同一束花。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8MTBRPLQR
「這一次，我要冷靜一點。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZDwCc3lPD
計程車停下。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3ifZPx7Pu
莉莎緩緩下了車。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZ2cJ4TXS0
詹姆斯深吸一口氣，走上前。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjucRiz2nx
「莉莎，我 ——」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLeV5cyCrI
「又是你？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwFRgrjO29
她已經皺起眉頭。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDwv4cXWvt
「我之前已經說過 ——」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57UzWfTxDF
「我知道。」詹姆斯舉手，「我知道你會拒絕。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ350TiLuWjQ
莉莎愣了一下。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUCdu9Jgy7
「……那你還來做什麼？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0OnmOXRYT
詹姆斯沉默兩秒，然後露出一個略帶苦澀的笑容。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jnlaGqYZi
「因為我暫時還沒有找到不喜歡你的方法。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4XAsfCV1f
這句話讓空氣瞬間安靜下來。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxc5qYCPSE
莉莎沒有立刻發怒，只是看著他。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuluNsoakv
「詹姆斯，你不是喜歡我。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q2gAtD6Ri
「你只是執著。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PGFKFfbeA
這句話，如同針刺一般。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxBV2IJ0HW
詹姆斯愣住。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YjVG3mhgA
「你有沒有想過，如果你放過我，你自己也會輕鬆一點？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDRhIYHHG5
他張了張口，卻說不出話。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCzEDo6Ued
氣氛逐漸變得尷尬……64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkItrFcBtNz
他忽然想起一件事，自言自語：64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkk1gmtkf2
「啊，對了。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGkL73QXYy
「我今晚……應該還是會死。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Cw6JZ6nes
莉莎：「……什麼？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPHGbaCz6m
詹姆斯露出一個帶著歉意的笑容。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbB5MCxYyL
「不過這一次，我想死得舒服一點。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJTnCQT74Y
他從袋中取出一瓶東西。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoaqsYdvsw
莉莎瞪大眼睛。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnKDpv6CGn
「你帶了什麼？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMZaaflbi0
詹姆斯看了看標籤。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnEgGW3aMp
「……瀉藥。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSQyqHRfWc
空氣瞬間凝固。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgzKxJa1br
「原本……還以為，應該會……比較溫和。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDMEuhNHKh
莉莎：「你是不是瘋了？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzoz1ffWo0
詹姆斯低頭看著那瓶東西，忽然連自己也笑了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqtk6JpAsK
「哈啊……唉……好像……也不是一個好方法。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe2smHJU49
他把瓶子收回。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eBOHtl6ZK
「算了。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pyiMr9mkv
他轉身走向海邊護欄。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToTOgzCCe2
莉莎皺眉，神色變得有點緊張起上來：「你又想做什麼？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pfUqypCKt
詹姆斯回頭。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiYaBS1blx
「這一次，我會試一個快一點的方法。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGMH6iwZWD
他深吸一口氣。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAzK7IrGEi
「—— 跳下去之前，先吸滿氣。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyD7zOX0uVp
「也許不會那麼痛苦。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6t6rS5j3s
莉莎：「……？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3MC6N4Y35
下一秒 ——64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKJuAisQ1g
「喂！」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBxw7yPHup
他已經翻過護欄。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnE7Ez5cz4
夜色之中，一聲落水聲。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecc9uXorQt
海水再次吞沒了他。
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詹姆斯猛然睜開眼。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkGbzM7q0F
「……可惡呀！」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNfGtC0xDe
他躺在床上，眼神帶點不甘心地盯著天花板。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt2UjdHg9I
三秒後，他拿起手機。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQB00aBZTY
新增一條：64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp4EWb2ecd
《自殺方式評估表（更新）》64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbE4R6iaKh
1. 跳海（憋氣版）：痛苦指數★★★★☆（略有改善，但仍不推薦）64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XjHe7lyTQ
他沉默了一下。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTvV2ugg91
然後又再補充：64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDMRRiYXKa
「附註：莉莎認為我是『執著』。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDugxUAyXkT
他盯著這兩個字，看了很久。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdax751xUGR
「……下一次，試著不告白？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2hSnj5sqN
停頓……64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwjF4ZEPiQ
「……還是不甘心。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbsPtlDL1d
他翻身坐起。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgL1Nt5f43w
「不過 ——」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7On906zAfg
「至少，要死得再舒服一點。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5qwiOxEWH
他開始搜尋：64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡet4EMZ2SGB
「安眠藥『過量』是否痛苦」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8gWGz4QKE
畫面再亮起……64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjftfAKG47
新一輪星期五，再次開始。
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