第八章 凌晨三點的電話6Please respect copyright.PENANA5U0GOqRH15
凌晨一點四十分,阿哲回到了動物醫院。6Please respect copyright.PENANAtJo85py8AE
他已經把民宿裡的行李全部收好。6Please respect copyright.PENANAlnTStcqflU
曉薇的相機。6Please respect copyright.PENANAOHqcvWvAEX
牛奶的小毯子。6Please respect copyright.PENANA8qbxFgnBTZ
沒有吃完的飼料。6Please respect copyright.PENANA5JRQW8LUk7
還有那頂原本準備隔天拍照的小草帽。6Please respect copyright.PENANAp1cYWLfhvm
東西被分裝在兩個袋子裡。6Please respect copyright.PENANABC5PvRCrgN
只有羽凡的行李還留在民宿。6Please respect copyright.PENANAGjMbMrffwl
阿哲站在走廊上,看了她一眼。6Please respect copyright.PENANAhnwaZKZE5s
「妳先回去收東西。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAD9Aac8rpZG
羽凡抬起頭。6Please respect copyright.PENANAOmR5pWSgAo
「牛奶呢?」6Please respect copyright.PENANABArfhIqzaU
「還在觀察。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAX7V8CQWZHA
「我可以留在這裡。」6Please respect copyright.PENANA6o5aAK5S5y
阿哲沒有立刻回答。6Please respect copyright.PENANA8vJIR7GpV1
他的眼睛布滿血絲。6Please respect copyright.PENANAKIe0qptDVo
身上的衣服皺得很厲害,袖口還留著剛才抱牛奶時沾到的白色毛髮。6Please respect copyright.PENANALy61PBK7Jj
「不用。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAEdmLsIQbjs
他說。6Please respect copyright.PENANAmZZz3nvAqi
羽凡坐在塑膠椅上,沒有動。6Please respect copyright.PENANAY3b2KKYOcL
「可是如果有什麼事——」6Please respect copyright.PENANAqhUV4pM94F
「這裡有我跟曉薇。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAUJMP4M52XJ
阿哲打斷她。6Please respect copyright.PENANAMztp1aaFXD
聲音沒有很大。6Please respect copyright.PENANA07XvxhM14L
卻沒有留下任何商量的空間。6Please respect copyright.PENANAdjxQXRIik5
「妳先回去。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAUBy6eAeHoo
羽凡看向曉薇。6Please respect copyright.PENANAJk7WDcdDWj
曉薇仍然坐在急診室外面。6Please respect copyright.PENANA2wTUExtl1d
手裡握著那個白色狗腳印吊飾。6Please respect copyright.PENANARYf4x13bUQ
她沒有抬頭。6Please respect copyright.PENANAl1QBQaCWsb
也沒有替羽凡說話。6Please respect copyright.PENANASeAQwcm6oz
以前遇到這種情況,曉薇一定會先察覺氣氛太僵。6Please respect copyright.PENANA7USEP4DmXO
她會笑一下。6Please respect copyright.PENANAUUiG38iwuv
會說大家都累了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAHl1Vg5swB7
會說先回去休息也好。6Please respect copyright.PENANAYK0uhdFNec
可是這一次,她什麼都沒有說。6Please respect copyright.PENANAyqNELNaTgX
羽凡慢慢站起來。6Please respect copyright.PENANAs6Rgu5FvKa
「那有狀況要跟我講。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAj2lVwkC89f
阿哲沒有回答。6Please respect copyright.PENANAMB1TJq6CFS
只是把民宿的房卡遞給她。6Please respect copyright.PENANACZkuYbhNsL
「老闆知道了。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAuDCgIINVDu
「妳收完東西,把房卡放在櫃檯。」6Please respect copyright.PENANALVLxhjs6Nx
羽凡接過房卡。6Please respect copyright.PENANAexIlwmOPnd
塑膠卡片被阿哲握得有些溫熱。6Please respect copyright.PENANASo9xNowJLi
她原本想再說一句什麼。6Please respect copyright.PENANAxpcvEaQ0sT
對不起。6Please respect copyright.PENANANkVDARY3qv
辛苦了。6Please respect copyright.PENANARF5vOivD4K
牛奶一定會沒事。6Please respect copyright.PENANAVymdqReoje
可是那些話在第七章裡已經一次次失去作用。6Please respect copyright.PENANAevls9rAD1l
最後,她什麼都沒說。6Please respect copyright.PENANAjkh7kbR3So
一個人叫了車,回到民宿。6Please respect copyright.PENANA9QWFABuJR0
房門打開時,房間裡的冷氣仍然開著。6Please respect copyright.PENANAAZBFrPy2LS
溫度被重新設定成二十二度。6Please respect copyright.PENANA9qHKLvAc2p
白色窗簾在出風口下方輕輕晃動。6Please respect copyright.PENANAySUVPuN7Os
地板已經不熱了。6Please respect copyright.PENANACEENq3qP32
甚至有些冷。6Please respect copyright.PENANAzpxS7moq1s
一切看起來都恢復正常。6Please respect copyright.PENANA2ppJnRxi9p
只有藍色水碗被放回牆邊。6Please respect copyright.PENANAUPV0sFSVgv
空的。6Please respect copyright.PENANAIiV2p1BGeF
旁邊還留著被牛奶推過的痕跡。6Please respect copyright.PENANAvDhvVxJFsB
羽凡站在門口。6Please respect copyright.PENANA54i67I5y31
很久沒有走進去。6Please respect copyright.PENANAFLBJocGQqL
她不知道是誰把水碗翻回來的。6Please respect copyright.PENANA6dCcUlodvZ
可能是阿哲。6Please respect copyright.PENANAxB12nEZZZZ
也可能是民宿老闆進來查看時順手整理過。6Please respect copyright.PENANAQ23qYhXpHo
那不重要。6Please respect copyright.PENANA4zjCZrHvI5
因為碗就算重新擺好,也不會改變它曾經空過。6Please respect copyright.PENANAeBcV3NGRRK
她繞過水碗,走向床邊。6Please respect copyright.PENANAi10RW5U2vo
自己的衣服、化妝品和充電線散在各個角落。6Please respect copyright.PENANAqwbmo2UkAX
她打開行李箱,一件一件放進去。6Please respect copyright.PENANAx4FWiKysvk
整理到枕頭旁時,看見那顆行動電源。6Please respect copyright.PENANAkpscQfGbVa
就是為了拿它,她重新回過房間。6Please respect copyright.PENANAjE2D1eHbPn
也就是在那一次,她關掉了冷氣。6Please respect copyright.PENANA6ryctieNcM
羽凡伸手拿起來。6Please respect copyright.PENANApk1jao695t
行動電源仍然有一半以上的電。6Please respect copyright.PENANAtaOKt5OCPw
她盯著上面的指示燈。6Please respect copyright.PENANAAFwUkspEP9
忽然覺得有些荒謬。6Please respect copyright.PENANAqrB7m0s8dT
那時候,她怕手機沒電。6Please respect copyright.PENANAThd7HMpj1T
所以特地回來。6Please respect copyright.PENANAgLG2CZfNkk
最後手機一直都有電。6Please respect copyright.PENANA6gjuXL3dfi
牛奶卻沒有水。6Please respect copyright.PENANAC88fsY3UlZ
她把行動電源塞進行李箱最底下。6Please respect copyright.PENANA5JYiY3jzEF
不想再看見。6Please respect copyright.PENANAswfgWPv4mG
房間已經被收得差不多。6Please respect copyright.PENANAc0alkhR6lH
牛奶的飼料、毯子和草帽都被阿哲帶走了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAhsfBoaM89w
只有幾根白色的毛,還黏在床邊的地毯上。6Please respect copyright.PENANA20jvl7vtJj
羽凡蹲下來。6Please respect copyright.PENANAQKGzicwzXB
用指尖撿起其中一根。6Please respect copyright.PENANAyEatvwbAcj
毛很細。6Please respect copyright.PENANApAO6D4MkoX
放在手心裡,幾乎沒有重量。6Please respect copyright.PENANALbqJDMA4Jg
她想起牛奶在咖啡廳裡翻開肚子,躺在她腳邊的樣子。6Please respect copyright.PENANAt2y4j6lGlu
也想起牠站在門縫裡,尾巴輕輕搖著。6Please respect copyright.PENANAH6mA7T5eP9
她那時候摸著牠的頭,說:6Please respect copyright.PENANAIKXETAzam7
「你在這裡等。」6Please respect copyright.PENANA1CAId6FGlP
牠真的等了。6Please respect copyright.PENANANdvD5WZMju
羽凡把那根毛放到桌上。6Please respect copyright.PENANA33CqQZpumq
沒有丟掉。6Please respect copyright.PENANAVh5PJO4N0W
也沒有帶走。6Please respect copyright.PENANAJRXddxwcFn
她關上行李箱。6Please respect copyright.PENANAHiLUhR0BYu
坐在床邊。6Please respect copyright.PENANAj6CjNL84Z2
民宿老闆說,可以等到天亮再離開。6Please respect copyright.PENANAKnPcYxkbG9
房間費用不用再算。6Please respect copyright.PENANAnsXf8gYGxS
羽凡原本想回台北。6Please respect copyright.PENANArhhPLMICRi
可是這個時間沒有火車,也很難找到願意載長途的車。6Please respect copyright.PENANAYyu6kRSV7R
她只能留下來。6Please respect copyright.PENANAEM9Fcf48QO
等待曉薇或阿哲的消息。6Please respect copyright.PENANA1xnVVQLlYe
凌晨兩點多,她躺到床上。6Please respect copyright.PENANA0HXVYqenSC
身上的衣服沒有換。6Please respect copyright.PENANAw05Qp5XlfE
妝也沒有卸。6Please respect copyright.PENANAX0i2h2HHtU
手機放在枕頭旁邊。6Please respect copyright.PENANAVMYrJcslz3
音量調到最大。6Please respect copyright.PENANAiCgefM33XO
她告訴自己只是閉一下眼睛。6Please respect copyright.PENANAoJo7OZJ0i0
可是不知道過了多久,她還是睡著了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAC1dpDykPm9
凌晨三點十二分。6Please respect copyright.PENANAHuPIpVdsce
手機忽然震動。6Please respect copyright.PENANAplAkRs4vUF
聲音在安靜的房間裡格外清楚。6Please respect copyright.PENANACxWplTzBUB
羽凡睡得很沉。6Please respect copyright.PENANAl3Np3lylPA
她伸手在床頭摸索了一會兒,才找到正在發亮的手機。6Please respect copyright.PENANAigM35T2Pu0
螢幕上顯示曉薇的名字。6Please respect copyright.PENANA4dhvFiV6LV
那一瞬間,她整個人清醒了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAixAUa6Cjz8
她看著那個名字。6Please respect copyright.PENANAr6DDd8pmFd
心裡先升起一種說不上來的預感。6Please respect copyright.PENANAK1cByYjEii
不是希望。6Please respect copyright.PENANAPXH9a5WM9C
也不是單純的害怕。6Please respect copyright.PENANAWCHTGyoHNc
比較像她早就知道電話為什麼會在這個時間響起,卻仍然希望自己猜錯。6Please respect copyright.PENANArjiQroOvG3
她接起電話。6Please respect copyright.PENANAVoPRHGdc9u
「喂?」6Please respect copyright.PENANAkL2UYBVYtz
另一頭沒有立刻說話。6Please respect copyright.PENANAHzvojdsvt8
很安靜。6Please respect copyright.PENANAFBIojrgeg8
安靜得不像曉薇。6Please respect copyright.PENANA4A5sJaqWtL
以前曉薇打電話來,總會先問她在幹嘛。6Please respect copyright.PENANA6GKnDXNvpO
會抱怨阿哲。6Please respect copyright.PENANAhzZWsgL09H
會說牛奶今天又做了什麼蠢事。6Please respect copyright.PENANACbAGljVXBk
就算心情不好,也很少沉默這麼久。6Please respect copyright.PENANAVUOfU3xV0B
羽凡坐起來。6Please respect copyright.PENANAZqLnkx5dqI
房間裡只剩冷氣低沉的運轉聲。6Please respect copyright.PENANAePISKcMkx6
「曉薇?」6Please respect copyright.PENANAT5jL6bcDMG
過了幾秒,曉薇終於開口。6Please respect copyright.PENANA2SbBrjDrUu
「牛奶走了。」6Please respect copyright.PENANA4fvtlXIrEp
她的聲音很平。6Please respect copyright.PENANAgkdqYjsqgI
每一個字都很清楚。6Please respect copyright.PENANAk1wHUBTQae
羽凡握著手機。6Please respect copyright.PENANA62zN4HH0iJ
窗外是一整片黑。6Please respect copyright.PENANA09LT0l1eww
遠處沒有車。6Please respect copyright.PENANAcqz0XabJMt
也沒有任何燈光移動。6Please respect copyright.PENANAR0xMEBR3ew
她一時不知道自己聽見的是什麼。6Please respect copyright.PENANAbuzvdodheI
「不是救回來了嗎?」6Please respect copyright.PENANA8qu1t1sNHc
話先從嘴裡跑了出來。6Please respect copyright.PENANAJuBg7PnX6N
「醫生不是說體溫降下來了?」6Please respect copyright.PENANAjH7Y9a9QmG
電話另一頭沉默了很久。6Please respect copyright.PENANALrK5cdrYab
久到羽凡以為訊號斷掉。6Please respect copyright.PENANACBZlGoxxcz
她低頭看了一眼螢幕。6Please respect copyright.PENANA9PLdGnCy3v
通話還在繼續。6Please respect copyright.PENANAvf6TLsgRA1
最後,曉薇輕輕吸了一口氣。6Please respect copyright.PENANAKrLNWh6be4
「醫生說,牠的器官損傷太嚴重。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAMMU6sji4Iu
「後來血壓一直掉。」6Please respect copyright.PENANArTZxGb16F7
「腎臟也撐不住。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAGhZOWNr4So
她停了一下。6Please respect copyright.PENANAlzbZtjJUTO
下一句話說得更輕。6Please respect copyright.PENANAtAgJGmIykw
「剛剛停止呼吸了。」6Please respect copyright.PENANA7VsMScAyM7
羽凡沒有說話。6Please respect copyright.PENANAhoBrn6yXpu
她知道自己應該回應。6Please respect copyright.PENANAdqPJJT5Y6f
說對不起。6Please respect copyright.PENANAjJNdtsavKx
說她現在過去。6Please respect copyright.PENANA0VSeLF2F7v
說牛奶一定知道曉薇很愛牠。6Please respect copyright.PENANALNVJ6fIlYj
可是那些句子全部堵在喉嚨裡。6Please respect copyright.PENANAJXUbI4fMR1
每一句都顯得太晚。6Please respect copyright.PENANAIBxyBgfNRC
房間裡的冷氣仍然吹著。6Please respect copyright.PENANAi02NNjssxJ
二十二度。6Please respect copyright.PENANA9Wo3ooGjBR
風落在她的肩膀和手臂上。6Please respect copyright.PENANAaW7CnXwftM
她卻第一次沒有覺得冷。6Please respect copyright.PENANA18f7AD8qOS
電話另一頭傳來一些細碎的聲音。6Please respect copyright.PENANAVSSaXwbVo6
紙張翻動。6Please respect copyright.PENANAADgFAavmqA
塑膠袋摩擦。6Please respect copyright.PENANAJtYATUp2vr
還有醫護人員低聲說明流程的聲音。6Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5idt2nLG3
接著是阿哲。6Please respect copyright.PENANA5gJkKrYb6i
他的聲音很低。6Please respect copyright.PENANAcXj8xbfGkD
很啞。6Please respect copyright.PENANAej9O0j5Qr2
像一整夜都沒有喝水。6Please respect copyright.PENANA2xpf1VIELx
「曉薇。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAk604PXoeyx
「先把手續辦完。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAb2qTfkrnJX
曉薇沒有回應他。6Please respect copyright.PENANAvyBlQZkB6m
電話仍然貼在耳邊。6Please respect copyright.PENANACw8LK6h5BI
羽凡聽見她很慢地呼吸。6Please respect copyright.PENANAP4TRYnMcr1
過了一會兒,曉薇再次開口。6Please respect copyright.PENANA9XnW2ttCIV
「羽凡。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAOOVykpuCBC
羽凡握緊手機。6Please respect copyright.PENANAGhulq4qRM0
「嗯。」6Please respect copyright.PENANACXMmdm3RBN
「以後不要再聯絡我了。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAYr46mAhFbo
沒有哭喊。6Please respect copyright.PENANAmFM08iLm6B
沒有責罵。6Please respect copyright.PENANAofoZNJQlvo
也沒有質問。6Please respect copyright.PENANAAmR0BFw5oo
那句話甚至比平常說「沒關係」時還要平靜。6Please respect copyright.PENANAQYHyb1V3HX
可是這一次,它不是為了讓事情過去。6Please respect copyright.PENANAQTwCQjm0wu
而是為了讓一個人離開。6Please respect copyright.PENANArFwwPlJUxy
羽凡的心臟像忽然空了一塊。6Please respect copyright.PENANAqEB4qOsarq
「曉薇,我——」6Please respect copyright.PENANAzA7hpByRPU
「我沒有辦法。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAvuCjUAbaaZ
曉薇打斷她。6Please respect copyright.PENANA30oYvrSSxh
聲音終於顫了一下。6Please respect copyright.PENANAaM9BFc5Xff
「我現在只要聽到妳的聲音,就會想到牠躺在那裡。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAkwURhxPb3f
羽凡的嘴唇動了動。6Please respect copyright.PENANAt0tvxcbMue
「我真的不是故意的。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAK9Svk2o871
她還是說了。6Please respect copyright.PENANANIuY3YLjzU
電話另一頭安靜下來。6Please respect copyright.PENANAL9paSqkqGy
這一次,曉薇沒有回答「我知道」。6Please respect copyright.PENANAGJprtsf9IU
也沒有說「可是」。6Please respect copyright.PENANAC8vfS1SQRC
幾秒後,她只是很輕地說:6Please respect copyright.PENANAUq634Em84n
「我知道。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAu44UgsizLO
羽凡的肩膀微微放鬆。6Please respect copyright.PENANAdsyYzwwD8N
那是她最熟悉的三個字。6Please respect copyright.PENANAVCYHgJHtWQ
可是曉薇接著說:6Please respect copyright.PENANAUfCcW40qum
「所以我更沒有辦法原諒妳。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAGGNqzSRqRx
羽凡愣住。6Please respect copyright.PENANAMFb35d1ZOO
她一直以為,只要不是故意的,就應該還有被原諒的空間。6Please respect copyright.PENANABVNFFADW7G
只要承認。6Please respect copyright.PENANA226Iha28xM
道歉。6Please respect copyright.PENANABImWxkPffq
答應下次不會。6Please respect copyright.PENANAICcZCqh7Tt
關係總能回到原本的位置。6Please respect copyright.PENANAzbpRED0LRB
可是曉薇沒有給她任何下次。6Please respect copyright.PENANAG1RKX19kgY
「對不起。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAMk8HrBMDLj
羽凡說。6Please respect copyright.PENANAWNPBhiM6JE
這一次,她的聲音很小。6Please respect copyright.PENANAj2YQXtk1u8
「我真的對不起。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAfiajWnf5Hr
電話另一頭傳來一聲很短的吸氣。6Please respect copyright.PENANAZi0fGFp6Pa
像曉薇又哭了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAp1tQyKt5Kq
「妳不要跟我道歉。」6Please respect copyright.PENANA776AQKMVcM
她說。6Please respect copyright.PENANAqYCDIo9W25
「妳的道歉只會讓妳自己比較好過。」6Please respect copyright.PENANA9UkjiVlrpt
羽凡握著手機。6Please respect copyright.PENANAgDyvE42h6u
手指慢慢僵住。6Please respect copyright.PENANAfEGOJsovgy
「我不是——」6Please respect copyright.PENANAKRyTR46jvS
「就這樣吧。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAVaqgEvWjkZ
曉薇說。6Please respect copyright.PENANA45A0HJklbZ
「不要再找我。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAWW1mPqbDY1
電話掛斷。6Please respect copyright.PENANALvv8NFjmbq
螢幕重新回到通話紀錄。6Please respect copyright.PENANAfzrBXSU8bM
三分四十七秒。6Please respect copyright.PENANAoVTHJuR1fb
羽凡看著那串數字。6Please respect copyright.PENANAcFmbz7dHjk
腦中一片空白。6Please respect copyright.PENANAE3CcBJgeC6
她立刻回撥。6Please respect copyright.PENANAhMBBZ0fRF3
電話沒有接通。6Please respect copyright.PENANAeATlcB3g6C
再打一次。6Please respect copyright.PENANACbe9G2MdO5
仍然沒有。6Please respect copyright.PENANARcSgpLbyoF
她打開通訊軟體。6Please respect copyright.PENANAC9SoDAJIGO
訊息停在昨天晚上。6Please respect copyright.PENANA6W70n8yieg
曉薇傳來牛奶戴草帽的照片。6Please respect copyright.PENANAgejLyJCGw3
下面寫著:6Please respect copyright.PENANAorjzvRZ4ib
牠很期待下個月。6Please respect copyright.PENANA8cYrvs2s7E
羽凡按進曉薇的個人頁面。6Please respect copyright.PENANAb4aDw3Rc1q
畫面上已經看不到任何內容。6Please respect copyright.PENANAo7Ixlo2hCF
她被封鎖了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAm4lI7ZBiDU
凌晨三點十九分。6Please respect copyright.PENANA8OVExb4mYa
一段認識多年的關係,在不到七分鐘裡結束。6Please respect copyright.PENANATmn291gqA4
沒有爭吵。6Please respect copyright.PENANApwaZZpjeVG
沒有見面。6Please respect copyright.PENANA7jDS5vBD3f
甚至沒有讓羽凡把所有話說完。6Please respect copyright.PENANAtRgKc3flmr
她坐在床上。6Please respect copyright.PENANA714gBQ9Kxk
手機還握在手裡。6Please respect copyright.PENANAoAywm7cdBp
不知道自己應該做什麼。6Please respect copyright.PENANAqqCjz2ZD4z
以前只要有人生氣,她總能找到機會解釋。6Please respect copyright.PENANAcTmrNZPu3H
傳訊息。6Please respect copyright.PENANADqwpxe719r
打電話。6Please respect copyright.PENANAetyeZtDlzl
見面。6Please respect copyright.PENANAUX2Y1tmblx
哭一下。6Please respect copyright.PENANAfD8akssIis
或者先讓彼此冷靜幾天。6Please respect copyright.PENANAmkaiSsj8bG
對方最後總會回來。6Please respect copyright.PENANAdBSjVsIgZa
可是現在,她連靠近曉薇的方式都沒有了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAuRxlBaAWcH
羽凡第一次發現,被封鎖不是一個按鈕。6Please respect copyright.PENANAL9fQ8J3UGZ
而是一道門。6Please respect copyright.PENANAJBmM9fkUs2
門的另一邊仍然有人。6Please respect copyright.PENANAnEWv7cDmAG
只是那個人決定不再替她打開。6Please respect copyright.PENANAafod8px2kb
天亮後,羽凡拖著行李去了動物醫院。6Please respect copyright.PENANAkqXezX8pnV
她沒有先聯絡。6Please respect copyright.PENANAIvntfAsgXd
也不知道自己為什麼一定要去。6Please respect copyright.PENANACA452eNrw9
也許是因為愧疚。6Please respect copyright.PENANAsxet8x6SjU
也許只是覺得,發生這麼大的事情,她應該出現。6Please respect copyright.PENANA592DYXZYs1
如果她沒有出現,別人可能會覺得她根本不在乎。6Please respect copyright.PENANA5yturIz37T
獸醫院裡充滿消毒水的味道。6Please respect copyright.PENANA0VTDgBIReZ
冷氣很強。6Please respect copyright.PENANAfCzVj1c66i
櫃檯旁邊放著一個白色的小提籃。6Please respect copyright.PENANAKxcTKOGZB6
裡面鋪著乾淨的淺藍色毯子。6Please respect copyright.PENANAvCaZk3zbRe
牛奶躺在裡面。6Please respect copyright.PENANAe7Zj3uUKFy
身體被整理得很乾淨。6Please respect copyright.PENANAOIDnhXsu96
白色的毛柔順地貼在身上。6Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2TqDikGDw
眼睛閉著。6Please respect copyright.PENANAD44e9BQZoY
嘴巴也闔上了。6Please respect copyright.PENANA9q001ferNi
看起來像在睡覺。6Please respect copyright.PENANAbFO5fD6zeh
只是胸口再也沒有起伏。6Please respect copyright.PENANAvl8Gz48CPA
羽凡站在門口。6Please respect copyright.PENANAV1bOjAzWp4
腳步停了下來。6Please respect copyright.PENANAv1LQ0SmFXc
她以前見過牛奶睡覺。6Please respect copyright.PENANA4I3Sa1DUgC
牠常常睡到四隻腳一起抖。6Please respect copyright.PENANAKNqz3ByMCU
像在夢裡奔跑。6Please respect copyright.PENANArsGYolzaiJ
聽見有人開零食,耳朵會先動,眼睛還沒有張開,鼻子已經開始找味道。6Please respect copyright.PENANAuetAZ5ixyt
可是現在,醫院裡不斷有人走動。6Please respect copyright.PENANA4Pnn5x9aU4
門開了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAlBrdcs42jL
電話響了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAoJVJy35TF5
旁邊還有狗在叫。6Please respect copyright.PENANAbZ0oJlDhkL
牛奶都沒有醒來。6Please respect copyright.PENANA8w8lyBMMBs
曉薇坐在提籃旁邊。6Please respect copyright.PENANAI0EKgArlxY
眼睛腫得幾乎睜不開。6Please respect copyright.PENANA4r5xcd12NR
她一隻手放在牛奶身上。6Please respect copyright.PENANArKyqSbqXGp
另一隻手拿著文件。6Please respect copyright.PENANAhbVATUD1wL
筆尖停在簽名欄上,遲遲沒有落下去。6Please respect copyright.PENANAnHnAoWNDZ9
阿哲站在她身後。6Please respect copyright.PENANAsEErXsNDJl
一隻手扶著椅背。6Please respect copyright.PENANAPwNoZymSFw
一夜之間,他像老了很多。6Please respect copyright.PENANAHwv9HwFhvU
兩個人看見羽凡時,都沒有說話。6Please respect copyright.PENANAbSSmb48kzk
羽凡拖著行李,站在門邊。6Please respect copyright.PENANAo1TYoALkUR
她覺得自己應該走近一點。6Please respect copyright.PENANAlDzUti3rHI
至少看牛奶最後一眼。6Please respect copyright.PENANAqTOyxOFywd
可是才剛往前走,阿哲就離開曉薇身邊,朝她走過來。6Please respect copyright.PENANA4pSoMI8QxO
他停在她面前。6Please respect copyright.PENANAlehGHemdIy
「妳不用來。」6Please respect copyright.PENANA2WDuRw5vH1
聲音很平靜。6Please respect copyright.PENANAYa9K0WhLPX
沒有憤怒。6Please respect copyright.PENANAnD7Z6uJEEG
也沒有激動。6Please respect copyright.PENANABErPK2VGSc
只剩下很深的疲憊。6Please respect copyright.PENANAWc1b6HKZlZ
羽凡看向後面的提籃。6Please respect copyright.PENANA3U9kQWRRYu
「我只是想看看牛奶。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAquHRFgficj
「不用。」6Please respect copyright.PENANApf3CVKuQEv
阿哲說。6Please respect copyright.PENANASMAyu2U3O5
「我想跟曉薇說——」6Please respect copyright.PENANALMdT3I9zzL
「她不想聽。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAtRVvro5DCR
「可是——」6Please respect copyright.PENANAwAgr44AWbh
「羽凡。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAErbBnjpC2N
阿哲看著她。6Please respect copyright.PENANAcOcZ5JVv1z
他的眼睛很紅。6Please respect copyright.PENANAaKwhDK16q9
「真的不用。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAU7WlcN0Xn4
「妳不用來看。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAvYOY9LV2uZ
「不用道歉。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAuZiAzhM7HM
「也不用再解釋。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAmnwuYu5Gpv
羽凡愣在原地。6Please respect copyright.PENANAZmfNhfvVT5
「我沒有想替自己解釋。」6Please respect copyright.PENANA9aOFeJbFHt
阿哲沒有立刻回答。6Please respect copyright.PENANAsTek8esmta
過了幾秒,他才說:6Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6yf6HWxJe
「可是妳每一次都是。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAPxM9ZjsKlW
這句話沒有提高音量。6Please respect copyright.PENANATXDFTxGWHB
卻讓羽凡一句話都接不上。6Please respect copyright.PENANA19jWJ9JpPF
阿哲回頭看了一眼牛奶。6Please respect copyright.PENANA5pDsjtsd0Z
喉結慢慢滾動。6Please respect copyright.PENANALTJ6QGuCXp
「牠現在不需要妳看。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAPs6ADH0kH3
「曉薇也不需要。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAkwISzoU6ry
他重新轉向羽凡。6Please respect copyright.PENANAObouJ92vBc
「妳回去吧。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAVyMB0KJwfY
羽凡站在那裡。6Please respect copyright.PENANAfbRJqrlBKi
她忽然很希望阿哲能罵她。6Please respect copyright.PENANAE2hXjZr9bd
罵她自私。6Please respect copyright.PENANAI6kK5JMNCW
罵她害死牛奶。6Please respect copyright.PENANAE6g1TNZHKk
甚至推她出去。6Please respect copyright.PENANAHCPeXMRlSL
至少那樣,她還能哭。6Please respect copyright.PENANA5xECo9Gzg2
還能道歉。6Please respect copyright.PENANA6HxYG4KlCu
還能告訴自己,對方只是正在生氣。6Please respect copyright.PENANA94Tunrlvs3
可是阿哲沒有生氣。6Please respect copyright.PENANA5K8Ro0oS8m
或者說,他已經沒有力氣把任何情緒放在她身上。6Please respect copyright.PENANAhmIbh6H54k
獸醫走了過來。6Please respect copyright.PENANAJbvCZH2gBl
開始向曉薇說明後續流程。6Please respect copyright.PENANAcS046CQaIx
寵物禮儀公司下午會來接牛奶。6Please respect copyright.PENANAbsp5mYdyCu
可以選擇單獨火化。6Please respect copyright.PENANAiYL868SBAA
告別的時間需要確認。6Please respect copyright.PENANAO7VjzNZOkp
骨灰罐的樣式也可以稍後決定。6Please respect copyright.PENANAnCTZ7HwpL6
曉薇低著頭。6Please respect copyright.PENANAi6Mqg68lzU
一邊聽,一邊掉眼淚。6Please respect copyright.PENANA0SWJICy127
阿哲走回她身後。6Please respect copyright.PENANA7Oe87mGig2
手掌放到她的肩膀上。6Please respect copyright.PENANA9BsCQJb7qw
羽凡仍然站在幾步之外。6Please respect copyright.PENANAi81G04u5V4
沒有人再看她。6Please respect copyright.PENANAAejj2GJSfx
她明明就在現場。6Please respect copyright.PENANAeXsMqSUGze
卻像一個與這場告別毫無關係的人。6Please respect copyright.PENANAyGUnEGdlyU
最後,她沒有靠近牛奶。6Please respect copyright.PENANALPl2nnZoca
也沒有真正看清楚牠最後的樣子。6Please respect copyright.PENANA6sVedokC3X
她拉著行李,離開了獸醫院。6Please respect copyright.PENANA66ES2AwOEI
玻璃門在身後關上。6Please respect copyright.PENANAOAcHLWFSKL
裡面沒有任何人追出來。6Please respect copyright.PENANAMsPAT31DYH
回台北時,羽凡一個人坐火車。6Please respect copyright.PENANAs7JajF2k0C
曉薇和阿哲沒有讓她搭車。6Please respect copyright.PENANA9NEIA3ZXJq
阿哲只在她離開醫院前說:6Please respect copyright.PENANA6M5TTFzMEZ
「我們不順路。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAr3zb0YsEtu
可是大家都知道,他們原本就是一起來的。6Please respect copyright.PENANADF6yH40N3s
羽凡坐在靠窗的位置。6Please respect copyright.PENANA4tiNSvOAvW
行李放在上方的架子上。6Please respect copyright.PENANA2uIqdOjCxE
火車離開花蓮。6Please respect copyright.PENANAKsjHwJUA1M
窗外的山、田地和房屋不斷往後退。6Please respect copyright.PENANAm8RsFOFOOh
手機沒有任何新訊息。6Please respect copyright.PENANA9mqqkdj6Rl
旅行群組還在。6Please respect copyright.PENANAgO2SQSPmrU
可是曉薇已經退出。6Please respect copyright.PENANAPEzvjYxHEO
阿哲也退出了。6Please respect copyright.PENANA8CLganzrcq
群組裡最後一張照片,仍然是牛奶戴著草帽的樣子。6Please respect copyright.PENANAGOGuP1niwB
牠吐著舌頭。6Please respect copyright.PENANAphSpI1iqjT
眼睛亮亮的。6Please respect copyright.PENANAVDSPWSsr04
下面那句話還留著。6Please respect copyright.PENANAL6zLK6nxUJ
牠很期待下個月。6Please respect copyright.PENANAa3JF9u6BgI
羽凡點開照片。6Please respect copyright.PENANAkTokx22tjR
放大。6Please respect copyright.PENANAX8ZBC763xT
牛奶的臉佔滿整個螢幕。6Please respect copyright.PENANANaYMg7hI2P
她看了一會兒。6Please respect copyright.PENANAs9sTyHApY0
又慢慢縮小。6Please respect copyright.PENANALGAk5tjHQe
群組裡沒有人再說話。6Please respect copyright.PENANAiYKIk9GgoA
那個原本用來討論民宿、海邊和行程的地方,只剩下過去的訊息。6Please respect copyright.PENANAzVrjXQf4Zp
羽凡第一次發現,一個群組不需要被刪除,也可以死掉。6Please respect copyright.PENANAGmIOqC3LdJ
它只是停在那裡。6Please respect copyright.PENANAwZc6C6P0Ud
沒有人再進去。6Please respect copyright.PENANAXWcy9J6XxC
沒有人再回覆。6Please respect copyright.PENANASPthsb1sdq
就像一個已經沒有人的房間。6Please respect copyright.PENANAWvMvvwcje8
抵達台北時,已經是下午。6Please respect copyright.PENANAF2krD0js8W
羽凡拖著行李回家。6Please respect copyright.PENANA0ejRUnsvY9
玄關旁邊放著一個藍色水碗。6Please respect copyright.PENANAeuHqln2FOd
那是牛奶以前來她家時用過的。6Please respect copyright.PENANA0EE8Uilnoe
曉薇嫌她家裡沒有適合狗喝水的容器,特地買了一個放在這裡。6Please respect copyright.PENANAPeSQOzAA2O
牛奶每次來,都會先跑去喝幾口水。6Please respect copyright.PENANAVL1GjtmPQk
喝完後,總會把地板弄得濕濕的。6Please respect copyright.PENANAn2OBO30zrP
羽凡以前還抱怨過。6Please respect copyright.PENANAL7w0V9UNbo
說牠喝水很髒。6Please respect copyright.PENANAZuwKw6EC2j
那個碗已經很久沒用。6Please respect copyright.PENANAq2dksbbIGe
裡面積了一層薄薄的灰。6Please respect copyright.PENANAYw9qH5B8kC
羽凡站在玄關。6Please respect copyright.PENANAPz8LfBzYaV
看了很久。6Please respect copyright.PENANA80rgnQ90BZ
她沒有把碗丟掉。6Please respect copyright.PENANAiRPc3FmxcT
也沒有拿去清洗。6Please respect copyright.PENANAKIeKqgFKza
只是繞過它,走進客廳。6Please respect copyright.PENANA3kwD14iH3k
手機在這時亮了。6Please respect copyright.PENANATDbewG9Kvh
社群軟體跳出通知。6Please respect copyright.PENANAuIj2Jlil98
有人按讚了她昨天在民宿發的照片。6Please respect copyright.PENANAtNKFsnwEBm
照片裡,她站在落地窗前。6Please respect copyright.PENANAqGxSKA3GKF
白色窗簾被冷氣吹起。6Please respect copyright.PENANAw3snhupYng
身後是海。6Please respect copyright.PENANAfGsuIdZ5qy
光線柔和。6Please respect copyright.PENANAbmyDOnEZdC
房間看起來乾淨又涼爽。6Please respect copyright.PENANAg5nh6KTjR5
貼文上寫著:6Please respect copyright.PENANAH0wqjVZUiV
願所有美好,都能被溫柔記得。6Please respect copyright.PENANAp5GgEW41tk
那是她在步道上挑好照片後打下的句子。6Please respect copyright.PENANA80DR3qyxYF
發出的時候,牛奶正一個人待在沒有冷氣的房間裡。6Please respect copyright.PENANAGpIYG0ZD8d
羽凡看著那行文字。6Please respect copyright.PENANAmMzEq8QdUO
第一次覺得它有些刺眼。6Please respect copyright.PENANAC3zfrmDpAB
她點開通知。6Please respect copyright.PENANAvPdPP3ZfOA
按讚的是一個陌生帳號。6Please respect copyright.PENANAiNgASVDGEH
名字叫林宇。6Please respect copyright.PENANAHKweL7IN9T
頭像是一個站在海邊的男人。6Please respect copyright.PENANAyPgUHjywt3
他不只按了愛心。6Please respect copyright.PENANA1hdTKhRPT4
還在照片下面留了一句話。6Please respect copyright.PENANAiv4FjXvFH7
「希望妳沒事。」6Please respect copyright.PENANABjLVNxFfeQ
羽凡看著那句留言。6Please respect copyright.PENANA0zlJYgNML3
這一天,沒有人問她有沒有事。6Please respect copyright.PENANAO7ZiaWgBwk
曉薇不要她聯絡。6Please respect copyright.PENANAhdDSLeazzo
阿哲叫她離開。6Please respect copyright.PENANAubZ29PBL7U
咖啡廳的群組裡,也沒有人傳訊息給她。6Please respect copyright.PENANADwfO5tMlNV
可是現在,一個完全不認識她的人說:6Please respect copyright.PENANA1B6w3R5CpN
希望妳沒事。6Please respect copyright.PENANADTwMXN1NzZ
她的手指停在螢幕上。6Please respect copyright.PENANA9jSr11Nv8K
原本想回覆。6Please respect copyright.PENANAuu5RbWIUHu
最後只按下愛心。6Please respect copyright.PENANANV2fRUrZy1
紅色的符號出現在留言旁邊。6Please respect copyright.PENANATyQI9qxKX1
很小。6Please respect copyright.PENANAAYzLwGzryA
卻讓她胸口那個空掉的位置,短暫地暖了一下。6Please respect copyright.PENANAHhkfeHeTb5
窗外的天色慢慢暗下來。6Please respect copyright.PENANA2kxuuDhJrP
玄關旁邊的藍色水碗仍然放在原處。6Please respect copyright.PENANALm7hyJRoxP
手機螢幕上的光落在羽凡臉上。6Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1445QsRsd
她不知道,有些故事已經結束了。6Please respect copyright.PENANA4afX6S3vUF
一隻最相信她的狗死了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAESlbbEt9q5
一個曾經什麼都能原諒她的朋友離開了。6Please respect copyright.PENANA3qHkvFkazF
而她甚至還沒有真正理解,自己失去的是什麼。6Please respect copyright.PENANA4bYBP0H1hs
她只是本能地朝下一個仍然看著她的人,伸出了手。


