第八章 凌晨三點的電話7Please respect copyright.PENANA1aeeFtI7VT
凌晨一點四十分,阿哲回到了動物醫院。7Please respect copyright.PENANAsAAKfeYL7C
他已經把民宿裡的行李全部收好。7Please respect copyright.PENANAromPDvO04I
曉薇的相機。7Please respect copyright.PENANA9GvO1nNJXp
牛奶的小毯子。7Please respect copyright.PENANAwfX43KaZly
沒有吃完的飼料。7Please respect copyright.PENANAHxdplIVFck
還有那頂原本準備隔天拍照的小草帽。7Please respect copyright.PENANABRmGkB6Qlz
東西被分裝在兩個袋子裡。7Please respect copyright.PENANAI4dx1caMpA
只有羽凡的行李還留在民宿。7Please respect copyright.PENANAsCPMUrncTV
阿哲站在走廊上,看了她一眼。7Please respect copyright.PENANAuzRYDYxv9L
「妳先回去收東西。」7Please respect copyright.PENANA0ootsIctLG
羽凡抬起頭。7Please respect copyright.PENANArHkmlMUGrg
「牛奶呢?」7Please respect copyright.PENANAS0xfYRRhHL
「還在觀察。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAeZFelgvKdX
「我可以留在這裡。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3hIb4KV8q
阿哲沒有立刻回答。7Please respect copyright.PENANALlFXeXkrEQ
他的眼睛布滿血絲。7Please respect copyright.PENANA4YDiy95nuu
身上的衣服皺得很厲害,袖口還留著剛才抱牛奶時沾到的白色毛髮。7Please respect copyright.PENANAbJh1eWkggs
「不用。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAQrMVFP4s7c
他說。7Please respect copyright.PENANAdnmxwdHkiq
羽凡坐在塑膠椅上,沒有動。7Please respect copyright.PENANA0ub21XeN6I
「可是如果有什麼事——」7Please respect copyright.PENANA13J8XHsuNY
「這裡有我跟曉薇。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAW7rPCVlBmp
阿哲打斷她。7Please respect copyright.PENANAMp9L0FOD4Z
聲音沒有很大。7Please respect copyright.PENANAgJLV5xPn5U
卻沒有留下任何商量的空間。7Please respect copyright.PENANASQzuosPXTj
「妳先回去。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAbQKTddDN2H
羽凡看向曉薇。7Please respect copyright.PENANAC65JyYSJAS
曉薇仍然坐在急診室外面。7Please respect copyright.PENANALn9nyR3x8F
手裡握著那個白色狗腳印吊飾。7Please respect copyright.PENANA7zkvp5JBQA
她沒有抬頭。7Please respect copyright.PENANA6CaEirIEuN
也沒有替羽凡說話。7Please respect copyright.PENANAQNOWiJrWfK
以前遇到這種情況,曉薇一定會先察覺氣氛太僵。7Please respect copyright.PENANANjqvsEC7Zr
她會笑一下。7Please respect copyright.PENANAF4rERNc0VA
會說大家都累了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAuos9GW71Fe
會說先回去休息也好。7Please respect copyright.PENANA4JAwv1j8sq
可是這一次,她什麼都沒有說。7Please respect copyright.PENANAjtJ0D7APCe
羽凡慢慢站起來。7Please respect copyright.PENANADptlDajsL2
「那有狀況要跟我講。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAvqQIFIpWJ0
阿哲沒有回答。7Please respect copyright.PENANAh9CRchbMCM
只是把民宿的房卡遞給她。7Please respect copyright.PENANA3ESTP5FLlb
「老闆知道了。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAsGwd01oGoi
「妳收完東西,把房卡放在櫃檯。」7Please respect copyright.PENANArx0ixm2PHw
羽凡接過房卡。7Please respect copyright.PENANA6aPwae60Ft
塑膠卡片被阿哲握得有些溫熱。7Please respect copyright.PENANA5Lf9wOvsDU
她原本想再說一句什麼。7Please respect copyright.PENANAYsN4hpFubl
對不起。7Please respect copyright.PENANAkQfuF7GuGR
辛苦了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAJbmnocBWC9
牛奶一定會沒事。7Please respect copyright.PENANAjoWdsxNSRu
可是那些話在第七章裡已經一次次失去作用。7Please respect copyright.PENANAhRVeuHY5KW
最後,她什麼都沒說。7Please respect copyright.PENANAvpt9lbOVNV
一個人叫了車,回到民宿。7Please respect copyright.PENANAa3JL9bn9fM
房門打開時,房間裡的冷氣仍然開著。7Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2JWICR22f
溫度被重新設定成二十二度。7Please respect copyright.PENANAWn2JGdDDhV
白色窗簾在出風口下方輕輕晃動。7Please respect copyright.PENANAfCqbrlshMn
地板已經不熱了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAVK37i2NK5x
甚至有些冷。7Please respect copyright.PENANATD78m02FZ2
一切看起來都恢復正常。7Please respect copyright.PENANAiaBhApH5Yr
只有藍色水碗被放回牆邊。7Please respect copyright.PENANAIqB4Ou9TYQ
空的。7Please respect copyright.PENANAM9RxkwtY39
旁邊還留著被牛奶推過的痕跡。7Please respect copyright.PENANAkVeDFX0KT2
羽凡站在門口。7Please respect copyright.PENANAwG2AD9IMTw
很久沒有走進去。7Please respect copyright.PENANAiBSKi0ge3n
她不知道是誰把水碗翻回來的。7Please respect copyright.PENANARIye7LPYjz
可能是阿哲。7Please respect copyright.PENANApr5yibnCqS
也可能是民宿老闆進來查看時順手整理過。7Please respect copyright.PENANAsHL0QRqttK
那不重要。7Please respect copyright.PENANAXD0fEcSGEq
因為碗就算重新擺好,也不會改變它曾經空過。7Please respect copyright.PENANAEn0rtujxhU
她繞過水碗,走向床邊。7Please respect copyright.PENANAgbtXtmcBkE
自己的衣服、化妝品和充電線散在各個角落。7Please respect copyright.PENANAmWAn3wwS6e
她打開行李箱,一件一件放進去。7Please respect copyright.PENANAvRwbYvw2LI
整理到枕頭旁時,看見那顆行動電源。7Please respect copyright.PENANAMXmrGknD6u
就是為了拿它,她重新回過房間。7Please respect copyright.PENANAjnJpqzFfXi
也就是在那一次,她關掉了冷氣。7Please respect copyright.PENANA8jUxKtiSsX
羽凡伸手拿起來。7Please respect copyright.PENANAdmuYzAN9wi
行動電源仍然有一半以上的電。7Please respect copyright.PENANAuN0IWHekgQ
她盯著上面的指示燈。7Please respect copyright.PENANAcrwWo9l82V
忽然覺得有些荒謬。7Please respect copyright.PENANArMh0ocTYTn
那時候,她怕手機沒電。7Please respect copyright.PENANAETVtUK6iet
所以特地回來。7Please respect copyright.PENANAhPi6PRDRJf
最後手機一直都有電。7Please respect copyright.PENANAu2Y3KSXYps
牛奶卻沒有水。7Please respect copyright.PENANAlVOjQIBlqa
她把行動電源塞進行李箱最底下。7Please respect copyright.PENANAGPPTdIVUp9
不想再看見。7Please respect copyright.PENANAJmR95AeN37
房間已經被收得差不多。7Please respect copyright.PENANAAY7MdSYMfP
牛奶的飼料、毯子和草帽都被阿哲帶走了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAMku9hb53xL
只有幾根白色的毛,還黏在床邊的地毯上。7Please respect copyright.PENANALpXKGHX2If
羽凡蹲下來。7Please respect copyright.PENANA1JnFV2TjX4
用指尖撿起其中一根。7Please respect copyright.PENANAXSSC7QFOQd
毛很細。7Please respect copyright.PENANAbpxxiiPCFb
放在手心裡,幾乎沒有重量。7Please respect copyright.PENANAfVczlncRrC
她想起牛奶在咖啡廳裡翻開肚子,躺在她腳邊的樣子。7Please respect copyright.PENANAiTxklJeJJs
也想起牠站在門縫裡,尾巴輕輕搖著。7Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8X8uSxK4s
她那時候摸著牠的頭,說:7Please respect copyright.PENANArCyqKzQm6s
「你在這裡等。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAb4WdnOHRR2
牠真的等了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAtrmYFXRFSw
羽凡把那根毛放到桌上。7Please respect copyright.PENANASFNDORrCku
沒有丟掉。7Please respect copyright.PENANA9Lq84T5j0g
也沒有帶走。7Please respect copyright.PENANAxq3w9354HY
她關上行李箱。7Please respect copyright.PENANAiadyAuD4ru
坐在床邊。7Please respect copyright.PENANAKiMLlPCMgC
民宿老闆說,可以等到天亮再離開。7Please respect copyright.PENANADcE22gr47s
房間費用不用再算。7Please respect copyright.PENANAS1enefBh62
羽凡原本想回台北。7Please respect copyright.PENANAVuaAMJZydk
可是這個時間沒有火車,也很難找到願意載長途的車。7Please respect copyright.PENANAYkRBDifdxJ
她只能留下來。7Please respect copyright.PENANAfB2rXbJL2M
等待曉薇或阿哲的消息。7Please respect copyright.PENANAGmmFsa3xaj
凌晨兩點多,她躺到床上。7Please respect copyright.PENANAIVhbvbTyTv
身上的衣服沒有換。7Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ3RZvKb7P
妝也沒有卸。7Please respect copyright.PENANAKIdtUW2mOW
手機放在枕頭旁邊。7Please respect copyright.PENANArfemuV0iae
音量調到最大。7Please respect copyright.PENANAz8Pv7zoo2f
她告訴自己只是閉一下眼睛。7Please respect copyright.PENANAAonKCg6Gxk
可是不知道過了多久,她還是睡著了。7Please respect copyright.PENANArbP5TP52C1
凌晨三點十二分。7Please respect copyright.PENANA6dk9HlPSpj
手機忽然震動。7Please respect copyright.PENANAEFwwxTdIlm
聲音在安靜的房間裡格外清楚。7Please respect copyright.PENANAkiNxnDsRLF
羽凡睡得很沉。7Please respect copyright.PENANAcBhyJxOHeR
她伸手在床頭摸索了一會兒,才找到正在發亮的手機。7Please respect copyright.PENANAZGce83jqWz
螢幕上顯示曉薇的名字。7Please respect copyright.PENANAR32ZvP8n1I
那一瞬間,她整個人清醒了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAGUH0CJlgGi
她看著那個名字。7Please respect copyright.PENANApHxurprd8L
心裡先升起一種說不上來的預感。7Please respect copyright.PENANA8MG5JpRF9p
不是希望。7Please respect copyright.PENANA773DfmyRrN
也不是單純的害怕。7Please respect copyright.PENANApBEnPQ6t1w
比較像她早就知道電話為什麼會在這個時間響起,卻仍然希望自己猜錯。7Please respect copyright.PENANACwKyjQT6cg
她接起電話。7Please respect copyright.PENANAHvvDYtZJR0
「喂?」7Please respect copyright.PENANAPjMDx13Ahi
另一頭沒有立刻說話。7Please respect copyright.PENANAKwHTHDchGJ
很安靜。7Please respect copyright.PENANAdqgEuVNQi4
安靜得不像曉薇。7Please respect copyright.PENANALJBX8fdVJZ
以前曉薇打電話來,總會先問她在幹嘛。7Please respect copyright.PENANAfIJ3eJ900l
會抱怨阿哲。7Please respect copyright.PENANAUOl6s7IaPl
會說牛奶今天又做了什麼蠢事。7Please respect copyright.PENANA5Vb5MTmUdK
就算心情不好,也很少沉默這麼久。7Please respect copyright.PENANAlSvyIPgFnS
羽凡坐起來。7Please respect copyright.PENANA2wg7ziQnSO
房間裡只剩冷氣低沉的運轉聲。7Please respect copyright.PENANAnERpTI84qE
「曉薇?」7Please respect copyright.PENANAPaGD25agw7
過了幾秒,曉薇終於開口。7Please respect copyright.PENANAT5Zkw271sY
「牛奶走了。」7Please respect copyright.PENANA0OCAOSKWbB
她的聲音很平。7Please respect copyright.PENANAhbk2bWZT5Y
每一個字都很清楚。7Please respect copyright.PENANA8njhU3FYpY
羽凡握著手機。7Please respect copyright.PENANARzb411SVP0
窗外是一整片黑。7Please respect copyright.PENANAIEQbA0Fc8a
遠處沒有車。7Please respect copyright.PENANAKWnVG6q9L6
也沒有任何燈光移動。7Please respect copyright.PENANAKxrKMJXqeo
她一時不知道自己聽見的是什麼。7Please respect copyright.PENANA37CdiHxHDh
「不是救回來了嗎?」7Please respect copyright.PENANAKs5jSnFeUn
話先從嘴裡跑了出來。7Please respect copyright.PENANAOv9U9CNoap
「醫生不是說體溫降下來了?」7Please respect copyright.PENANAB0fhkNkMp5
電話另一頭沉默了很久。7Please respect copyright.PENANAb4DQsybpNn
久到羽凡以為訊號斷掉。7Please respect copyright.PENANAsgHy7E6P88
她低頭看了一眼螢幕。7Please respect copyright.PENANAUErE2YDgSj
通話還在繼續。7Please respect copyright.PENANAwek0CcVUcO
最後,曉薇輕輕吸了一口氣。7Please respect copyright.PENANAzlk3HL7pqi
「醫生說,牠的器官損傷太嚴重。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAoRVPPKZ5MU
「後來血壓一直掉。」7Please respect copyright.PENANA4HcuNG2rDO
「腎臟也撐不住。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAjMdmEreS81
她停了一下。7Please respect copyright.PENANAeyaKPtJb7v
下一句話說得更輕。7Please respect copyright.PENANATD8SXIlGFu
「剛剛停止呼吸了。」7Please respect copyright.PENANASJIgQ8mw5D
羽凡沒有說話。7Please respect copyright.PENANAw6dpFaFoRU
她知道自己應該回應。7Please respect copyright.PENANAHu2aXaMxwn
說對不起。7Please respect copyright.PENANAWwMouBT9ui
說她現在過去。7Please respect copyright.PENANAKz6igVj2C6
說牛奶一定知道曉薇很愛牠。7Please respect copyright.PENANAQgOPq4AuKm
可是那些句子全部堵在喉嚨裡。7Please respect copyright.PENANAIpw6HuXKWK
每一句都顯得太晚。7Please respect copyright.PENANA7uiIDHLhVx
房間裡的冷氣仍然吹著。7Please respect copyright.PENANAi27eXGJF6a
二十二度。7Please respect copyright.PENANA0YwbAHsDGG
風落在她的肩膀和手臂上。7Please respect copyright.PENANAqIR56cQ3Jp
她卻第一次沒有覺得冷。7Please respect copyright.PENANAfS4hJgMiQR
電話另一頭傳來一些細碎的聲音。7Please respect copyright.PENANAmFE6HZeSd4
紙張翻動。7Please respect copyright.PENANA3wNzDZrLUB
塑膠袋摩擦。7Please respect copyright.PENANANnvghf6Rb9
還有醫護人員低聲說明流程的聲音。7Please respect copyright.PENANAfFbMog193F
接著是阿哲。7Please respect copyright.PENANAVz6yWjWHIS
他的聲音很低。7Please respect copyright.PENANAgk9avsvUGq
很啞。7Please respect copyright.PENANAlBA9rxCp25
像一整夜都沒有喝水。7Please respect copyright.PENANA9cHwUuzDp2
「曉薇。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAbXhQDmmUmk
「先把手續辦完。」7Please respect copyright.PENANA95h7Uxga6c
曉薇沒有回應他。7Please respect copyright.PENANAIfEwmpeEwr
電話仍然貼在耳邊。7Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZsYdjbCBm
羽凡聽見她很慢地呼吸。7Please respect copyright.PENANAEPurwICvyq
過了一會兒,曉薇再次開口。7Please respect copyright.PENANAW9uDmBRtoa
「羽凡。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAcbFZOkIPt1
羽凡握緊手機。7Please respect copyright.PENANAwflRa6ZLQh
「嗯。」7Please respect copyright.PENANABC1XPZ6sGW
「以後不要再聯絡我了。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAgWsZYd9utm
沒有哭喊。7Please respect copyright.PENANAKREBiaezRc
沒有責罵。7Please respect copyright.PENANA56VCiGxwtm
也沒有質問。7Please respect copyright.PENANAZNBOhdOvs1
那句話甚至比平常說「沒關係」時還要平靜。7Please respect copyright.PENANA3b8etJwCf5
可是這一次,它不是為了讓事情過去。7Please respect copyright.PENANA6Y4epBckJO
而是為了讓一個人離開。7Please respect copyright.PENANAlZbLWEm8we
羽凡的心臟像忽然空了一塊。7Please respect copyright.PENANApW3KCLBPZA
「曉薇,我——」7Please respect copyright.PENANAH3CrHsq8Rx
「我沒有辦法。」7Please respect copyright.PENANA4Wmq7dsEvn
曉薇打斷她。7Please respect copyright.PENANANBXHk909IN
聲音終於顫了一下。7Please respect copyright.PENANAbcRbqv9aCm
「我現在只要聽到妳的聲音,就會想到牠躺在那裡。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAnyHAdgfOtB
羽凡的嘴唇動了動。7Please respect copyright.PENANAlvpuWgV99H
「我真的不是故意的。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAWWXfgczXok
她還是說了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAWCamhNDR9K
電話另一頭安靜下來。7Please respect copyright.PENANAKpDOyc7zGP
這一次,曉薇沒有回答「我知道」。7Please respect copyright.PENANAXEZh9z6U4A
也沒有說「可是」。7Please respect copyright.PENANAyZS7eQgbXp
幾秒後,她只是很輕地說:7Please respect copyright.PENANA2cd8pRIpwD
「我知道。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAeR8EAlmcCb
羽凡的肩膀微微放鬆。7Please respect copyright.PENANAomi5nGOqVM
那是她最熟悉的三個字。7Please respect copyright.PENANAyv4XiS79wR
可是曉薇接著說:7Please respect copyright.PENANAFOZK7x6T2M
「所以我更沒有辦法原諒妳。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAJLrg6391Dw
羽凡愣住。7Please respect copyright.PENANAGLaXqzx0JN
她一直以為,只要不是故意的,就應該還有被原諒的空間。7Please respect copyright.PENANAFC7yZBCiAI
只要承認。7Please respect copyright.PENANAADomHMB5rK
道歉。7Please respect copyright.PENANAMBC4y2FTaw
答應下次不會。7Please respect copyright.PENANAOyJqhYU2I7
關係總能回到原本的位置。7Please respect copyright.PENANAnScaJi3fm3
可是曉薇沒有給她任何下次。7Please respect copyright.PENANA6aXuIUPezq
「對不起。」7Please respect copyright.PENANATtYwW13EJj
羽凡說。7Please respect copyright.PENANAibcvN2lQfc
這一次,她的聲音很小。7Please respect copyright.PENANAvZ2iPtQkXM
「我真的對不起。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAe5R5b4Z5NT
電話另一頭傳來一聲很短的吸氣。7Please respect copyright.PENANAOsVscF4PdZ
像曉薇又哭了。7Please respect copyright.PENANA87oLyrAO53
「妳不要跟我道歉。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAzfrYX1HVm9
她說。7Please respect copyright.PENANAdsHDJ1yls7
「妳的道歉只會讓妳自己比較好過。」7Please respect copyright.PENANA6JJpi33CPN
羽凡握著手機。7Please respect copyright.PENANAYwrTLCT5Zc
手指慢慢僵住。7Please respect copyright.PENANAzjw0Spkfxs
「我不是——」7Please respect copyright.PENANAWp5n2k6TUk
「就這樣吧。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAyNrsn7g9uz
曉薇說。7Please respect copyright.PENANALcKCCoGKSu
「不要再找我。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAjKE16H1OOJ
電話掛斷。7Please respect copyright.PENANA6qgNfziurJ
螢幕重新回到通話紀錄。7Please respect copyright.PENANAlbiRuOaO8O
三分四十七秒。7Please respect copyright.PENANADana5s8BYA
羽凡看著那串數字。7Please respect copyright.PENANAoPyh3FsFIb
腦中一片空白。7Please respect copyright.PENANAX4FTX6YL7v
她立刻回撥。7Please respect copyright.PENANAk29HVfpQX5
電話沒有接通。7Please respect copyright.PENANAqr54gpGMXi
再打一次。7Please respect copyright.PENANA00WAhpaIpr
仍然沒有。7Please respect copyright.PENANAaEDNsTAHSE
她打開通訊軟體。7Please respect copyright.PENANAO6YV9fDihE
訊息停在昨天晚上。7Please respect copyright.PENANAPSFGUyBRZI
曉薇傳來牛奶戴草帽的照片。7Please respect copyright.PENANAdleopqyqkZ
下面寫著:7Please respect copyright.PENANALP8k1XE4Oa
牠很期待下個月。7Please respect copyright.PENANAy4O3Egc2Fi
羽凡按進曉薇的個人頁面。7Please respect copyright.PENANA5x85jfy7rr
畫面上已經看不到任何內容。7Please respect copyright.PENANAD5bQuWF2RX
她被封鎖了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAJeRju2E1TT
凌晨三點十九分。7Please respect copyright.PENANAh2VYiQ6mU2
一段認識多年的關係,在不到七分鐘裡結束。7Please respect copyright.PENANA1YuRkvtZbD
沒有爭吵。7Please respect copyright.PENANAK1igdN1AcM
沒有見面。7Please respect copyright.PENANA2DmoKlJUp8
甚至沒有讓羽凡把所有話說完。7Please respect copyright.PENANAIssnUwyC6D
她坐在床上。7Please respect copyright.PENANAfLiTnkgc9W
手機還握在手裡。7Please respect copyright.PENANAEzIW06mN1l
不知道自己應該做什麼。7Please respect copyright.PENANAL1R6eX4BOQ
以前只要有人生氣,她總能找到機會解釋。7Please respect copyright.PENANAOuBIdM8K3r
傳訊息。7Please respect copyright.PENANAwTfsxWkdGX
打電話。7Please respect copyright.PENANAv4JwVKrioz
見面。7Please respect copyright.PENANA3a8E5b9U9V
哭一下。7Please respect copyright.PENANA77TddIpsU0
或者先讓彼此冷靜幾天。7Please respect copyright.PENANARXD7hRt0FT
對方最後總會回來。7Please respect copyright.PENANAKpDLS94p1m
可是現在,她連靠近曉薇的方式都沒有了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAJP6J01k7la
羽凡第一次發現,被封鎖不是一個按鈕。7Please respect copyright.PENANAVrOshTYCf6
而是一道門。7Please respect copyright.PENANA7xTCUzNIcB
門的另一邊仍然有人。7Please respect copyright.PENANAF1Orwqud3A
只是那個人決定不再替她打開。7Please respect copyright.PENANAv45UCMbDcX
天亮後,羽凡拖著行李去了動物醫院。7Please respect copyright.PENANAudkQ33qMg9
她沒有先聯絡。7Please respect copyright.PENANA5PZJZwo1nq
也不知道自己為什麼一定要去。7Please respect copyright.PENANAzpwLL6wBIx
也許是因為愧疚。7Please respect copyright.PENANARuwBbjcgAJ
也許只是覺得,發生這麼大的事情,她應該出現。7Please respect copyright.PENANAa8T97h9FhH
如果她沒有出現,別人可能會覺得她根本不在乎。7Please respect copyright.PENANAHt1wCkTmBH
獸醫院裡充滿消毒水的味道。7Please respect copyright.PENANAdDQCGvhpMA
冷氣很強。7Please respect copyright.PENANAOmeWMmwWNQ
櫃檯旁邊放著一個白色的小提籃。7Please respect copyright.PENANA4Bn21aSOsB
裡面鋪著乾淨的淺藍色毯子。7Please respect copyright.PENANAuCZcJN1fp0
牛奶躺在裡面。7Please respect copyright.PENANABgRzVRouI7
身體被整理得很乾淨。7Please respect copyright.PENANAZYpRJGvSwx
白色的毛柔順地貼在身上。7Please respect copyright.PENANA0i1Imryj6R
眼睛閉著。7Please respect copyright.PENANAdG8ewzRy4h
嘴巴也闔上了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAcXoI3HeN2Q
看起來像在睡覺。7Please respect copyright.PENANAhrm8I8wIC8
只是胸口再也沒有起伏。7Please respect copyright.PENANA0tpWlZE46J
羽凡站在門口。7Please respect copyright.PENANAWBHvukgFKJ
腳步停了下來。7Please respect copyright.PENANAeCc0i76zP8
她以前見過牛奶睡覺。7Please respect copyright.PENANAD3WiInOpY8
牠常常睡到四隻腳一起抖。7Please respect copyright.PENANAi4T7joswxB
像在夢裡奔跑。7Please respect copyright.PENANARNrTQSDkbB
聽見有人開零食,耳朵會先動,眼睛還沒有張開,鼻子已經開始找味道。7Please respect copyright.PENANA3uS9i1W8ug
可是現在,醫院裡不斷有人走動。7Please respect copyright.PENANAO839ONs7SA
門開了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAYqjJ1FDvfG
電話響了。7Please respect copyright.PENANApX5D2kHOjU
旁邊還有狗在叫。7Please respect copyright.PENANAwgQevrYkuz
牛奶都沒有醒來。7Please respect copyright.PENANAQFUTLLrT28
曉薇坐在提籃旁邊。7Please respect copyright.PENANAvNRJvnD2Dj
眼睛腫得幾乎睜不開。7Please respect copyright.PENANAIuj1NLh2ul
她一隻手放在牛奶身上。7Please respect copyright.PENANAAmfMwYfO9j
另一隻手拿著文件。7Please respect copyright.PENANATf4uCF1zQi
筆尖停在簽名欄上,遲遲沒有落下去。7Please respect copyright.PENANAmWmx7y2Aba
阿哲站在她身後。7Please respect copyright.PENANAiqzHwOqf6z
一隻手扶著椅背。7Please respect copyright.PENANA8A2BNvpL00
一夜之間,他像老了很多。7Please respect copyright.PENANA9INWC550UN
兩個人看見羽凡時,都沒有說話。7Please respect copyright.PENANAL8G3SVUJCd
羽凡拖著行李,站在門邊。7Please respect copyright.PENANAFn9VgvqyLQ
她覺得自己應該走近一點。7Please respect copyright.PENANANXQ4CPDcrh
至少看牛奶最後一眼。7Please respect copyright.PENANAt38oJ5n3VD
可是才剛往前走,阿哲就離開曉薇身邊,朝她走過來。7Please respect copyright.PENANA7IwwXDLLR8
他停在她面前。7Please respect copyright.PENANAFWIXMm2Swo
「妳不用來。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAXKU3rUemFm
聲音很平靜。7Please respect copyright.PENANAXIbueWKMv7
沒有憤怒。7Please respect copyright.PENANAHoZxAgex0e
也沒有激動。7Please respect copyright.PENANAsQnQ6kzP9y
只剩下很深的疲憊。7Please respect copyright.PENANA7c6SHEBCA3
羽凡看向後面的提籃。7Please respect copyright.PENANAaMoyuVuWs7
「我只是想看看牛奶。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAYAlgTWwEwr
「不用。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAbl9VynzvsI
阿哲說。7Please respect copyright.PENANAgX1ondfF4P
「我想跟曉薇說——」7Please respect copyright.PENANApp71IA6mUC
「她不想聽。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAONUZxkrPRa
「可是——」7Please respect copyright.PENANAt2A8aX92mt
「羽凡。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAMrRncgzbXz
阿哲看著她。7Please respect copyright.PENANAzMhVIMUztJ
他的眼睛很紅。7Please respect copyright.PENANA5v3HhPKhbv
「真的不用。」7Please respect copyright.PENANA2yvAjO0UWK
「妳不用來看。」7Please respect copyright.PENANANIFy6SYkzG
「不用道歉。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAGhjJH5vl6H
「也不用再解釋。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAzauEs6NPYU
羽凡愣在原地。7Please respect copyright.PENANAGGCtYzswjN
「我沒有想替自己解釋。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAGe3htZ2OGR
阿哲沒有立刻回答。7Please respect copyright.PENANAWyRbCVNuGt
過了幾秒,他才說:7Please respect copyright.PENANA1KX69tEjqY
「可是妳每一次都是。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAWVrrTrkfBP
這句話沒有提高音量。7Please respect copyright.PENANA008HdjmDBK
卻讓羽凡一句話都接不上。7Please respect copyright.PENANABiZKM5IvOl
阿哲回頭看了一眼牛奶。7Please respect copyright.PENANAGRc4cSGlkH
喉結慢慢滾動。7Please respect copyright.PENANAmaKjxOkJTq
「牠現在不需要妳看。」7Please respect copyright.PENANATsX137CXEE
「曉薇也不需要。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAmKj5ub76hJ
他重新轉向羽凡。7Please respect copyright.PENANAUwxqBZKvn3
「妳回去吧。」7Please respect copyright.PENANA9JSMD5SnL4
羽凡站在那裡。7Please respect copyright.PENANAMr25xjuZAu
她忽然很希望阿哲能罵她。7Please respect copyright.PENANAj6fvwkYbqj
罵她自私。7Please respect copyright.PENANAsWc7R0cLk7
罵她害死牛奶。7Please respect copyright.PENANAATxczVarOc
甚至推她出去。7Please respect copyright.PENANALXXdSakCKa
至少那樣,她還能哭。7Please respect copyright.PENANAptWAUx6rwd
還能道歉。7Please respect copyright.PENANA9xdlFcu2Q0
還能告訴自己,對方只是正在生氣。7Please respect copyright.PENANAESiONjKjvf
可是阿哲沒有生氣。7Please respect copyright.PENANAkG45tFNfMm
或者說,他已經沒有力氣把任何情緒放在她身上。7Please respect copyright.PENANAimJI6dnYyt
獸醫走了過來。7Please respect copyright.PENANAtvEp2U3Qmk
開始向曉薇說明後續流程。7Please respect copyright.PENANAmhiByt0jBt
寵物禮儀公司下午會來接牛奶。7Please respect copyright.PENANAB5rHN9zT55
可以選擇單獨火化。7Please respect copyright.PENANARAkJPFkG36
告別的時間需要確認。7Please respect copyright.PENANAUdVlZ0cfcd
骨灰罐的樣式也可以稍後決定。7Please respect copyright.PENANAZkVvCWZLUz
曉薇低著頭。7Please respect copyright.PENANAXtkJdq7dvz
一邊聽,一邊掉眼淚。7Please respect copyright.PENANAFjhkHTRbwK
阿哲走回她身後。7Please respect copyright.PENANAEEzLzVllNC
手掌放到她的肩膀上。7Please respect copyright.PENANAm8F2wq4nJr
羽凡仍然站在幾步之外。7Please respect copyright.PENANAYG9WsMy4tY
沒有人再看她。7Please respect copyright.PENANAdBksnVVvuO
她明明就在現場。7Please respect copyright.PENANAE2P8rWT7ky
卻像一個與這場告別毫無關係的人。7Please respect copyright.PENANATxiBTgj6Hg
最後,她沒有靠近牛奶。7Please respect copyright.PENANAY9XqQGWXEi
也沒有真正看清楚牠最後的樣子。7Please respect copyright.PENANAWr60Ny5N93
她拉著行李,離開了獸醫院。7Please respect copyright.PENANAiGl82hQCi3
玻璃門在身後關上。7Please respect copyright.PENANA27cHbMcYKk
裡面沒有任何人追出來。7Please respect copyright.PENANAQWUmb5Mgba
回台北時,羽凡一個人坐火車。7Please respect copyright.PENANADKDog616WE
曉薇和阿哲沒有讓她搭車。7Please respect copyright.PENANAEuqpMhGLDd
阿哲只在她離開醫院前說:7Please respect copyright.PENANAT1DPmHI7Gk
「我們不順路。」7Please respect copyright.PENANATO3VYWeWtZ
可是大家都知道,他們原本就是一起來的。7Please respect copyright.PENANAfvuW4gVdUW
羽凡坐在靠窗的位置。7Please respect copyright.PENANAF8ZU010fDt
行李放在上方的架子上。7Please respect copyright.PENANANtpPbFMm8u
火車離開花蓮。7Please respect copyright.PENANAPAy7h4Ekdn
窗外的山、田地和房屋不斷往後退。7Please respect copyright.PENANAiVStgf8uLU
手機沒有任何新訊息。7Please respect copyright.PENANAWdHSyBF9r0
旅行群組還在。7Please respect copyright.PENANAaZXhX5vsgE
可是曉薇已經退出。7Please respect copyright.PENANA8x5ubVhWna
阿哲也退出了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAnKiTKJBMOF
群組裡最後一張照片,仍然是牛奶戴著草帽的樣子。7Please respect copyright.PENANALKTk3lVEub
牠吐著舌頭。7Please respect copyright.PENANAUo9i70dNLL
眼睛亮亮的。7Please respect copyright.PENANAOXexobHWbP
下面那句話還留著。7Please respect copyright.PENANAAZ2ixTP1vu
牠很期待下個月。7Please respect copyright.PENANAmA1Hm8ojDj
羽凡點開照片。7Please respect copyright.PENANA6M0V6sHJG3
放大。7Please respect copyright.PENANAarWtQiUnbh
牛奶的臉佔滿整個螢幕。7Please respect copyright.PENANAB4akXW4Xqk
她看了一會兒。7Please respect copyright.PENANA5m0uhhGqgs
又慢慢縮小。7Please respect copyright.PENANAhZKiW06Yf7
群組裡沒有人再說話。7Please respect copyright.PENANAF6RahWE41g
那個原本用來討論民宿、海邊和行程的地方,只剩下過去的訊息。7Please respect copyright.PENANABuIp7MDeX9
羽凡第一次發現,一個群組不需要被刪除,也可以死掉。7Please respect copyright.PENANAQSzwAOxllY
它只是停在那裡。7Please respect copyright.PENANAr095OVZljJ
沒有人再進去。7Please respect copyright.PENANAxLcxs8eEo9
沒有人再回覆。7Please respect copyright.PENANA59XXvpRL3J
就像一個已經沒有人的房間。7Please respect copyright.PENANAUnZclNiw7c
抵達台北時,已經是下午。7Please respect copyright.PENANARf0aURkdLR
羽凡拖著行李回家。7Please respect copyright.PENANAm8bcFq9xe2
玄關旁邊放著一個藍色水碗。7Please respect copyright.PENANA5Zyq0FqlzZ
那是牛奶以前來她家時用過的。7Please respect copyright.PENANAooitEvht2U
曉薇嫌她家裡沒有適合狗喝水的容器,特地買了一個放在這裡。7Please respect copyright.PENANAIFguybuzGu
牛奶每次來,都會先跑去喝幾口水。7Please respect copyright.PENANAFinzPP7fkn
喝完後,總會把地板弄得濕濕的。7Please respect copyright.PENANA7bk60oDJpo
羽凡以前還抱怨過。7Please respect copyright.PENANAnLHowFww4D
說牠喝水很髒。7Please respect copyright.PENANAHEfCyK1zeC
那個碗已經很久沒用。7Please respect copyright.PENANA04O7pZ4Gdj
裡面積了一層薄薄的灰。7Please respect copyright.PENANAUAvh77vHex
羽凡站在玄關。7Please respect copyright.PENANASQ9DQ4ttOc
看了很久。7Please respect copyright.PENANA6ra2j5Sfd6
她沒有把碗丟掉。7Please respect copyright.PENANA8fqvY1M0Kx
也沒有拿去清洗。7Please respect copyright.PENANAVskJep5lao
只是繞過它,走進客廳。7Please respect copyright.PENANA7RgHnfZlfJ
手機在這時亮了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAV3nLeft7jo
社群軟體跳出通知。7Please respect copyright.PENANAPdzQaGrwB3
有人按讚了她昨天在民宿發的照片。7Please respect copyright.PENANATSGGnnwdT8
照片裡,她站在落地窗前。7Please respect copyright.PENANArfeg70XvQT
白色窗簾被冷氣吹起。7Please respect copyright.PENANAZsPR3UqaU1
身後是海。7Please respect copyright.PENANAswQmspx0W5
光線柔和。7Please respect copyright.PENANAetIhH1QO3K
房間看起來乾淨又涼爽。7Please respect copyright.PENANAcIpulyo723
貼文上寫著:7Please respect copyright.PENANABkBG1Hfdc4
願所有美好,都能被溫柔記得。7Please respect copyright.PENANAmdijNXtb0R
那是她在步道上挑好照片後打下的句子。7Please respect copyright.PENANAB8xuu1X4PC
發出的時候,牛奶正一個人待在沒有冷氣的房間裡。7Please respect copyright.PENANAr7E90B5mEa
羽凡看著那行文字。7Please respect copyright.PENANAU2ikQXodEr
第一次覺得它有些刺眼。7Please respect copyright.PENANAFIohvsnNAC
她點開通知。7Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1g0XcYFiN
按讚的是一個陌生帳號。7Please respect copyright.PENANA9nsNrJX6h2
名字叫林宇。7Please respect copyright.PENANAYZWch9grwU
頭像是一個站在海邊的男人。7Please respect copyright.PENANAMuioPQCHts
他不只按了愛心。7Please respect copyright.PENANAeRndBCIqrz
還在照片下面留了一句話。7Please respect copyright.PENANAP3JcTct1sM
「希望妳沒事。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAWyDRKAvkr7
羽凡看著那句留言。7Please respect copyright.PENANACwUorTKMXl
這一天,沒有人問她有沒有事。7Please respect copyright.PENANAgzJDCOtLED
曉薇不要她聯絡。7Please respect copyright.PENANAQyhnvV1NGa
阿哲叫她離開。7Please respect copyright.PENANAIqoFKbXXwQ
咖啡廳的群組裡,也沒有人傳訊息給她。7Please respect copyright.PENANA7T0PKsO9Xd
可是現在,一個完全不認識她的人說:7Please respect copyright.PENANAcNyDGzb1kp
希望妳沒事。7Please respect copyright.PENANAfWyZODwFEQ
她的手指停在螢幕上。7Please respect copyright.PENANAW1dxJB2uIT
原本想回覆。7Please respect copyright.PENANAub53DpeWXr
最後只按下愛心。7Please respect copyright.PENANA9tIpgGiV2w
紅色的符號出現在留言旁邊。7Please respect copyright.PENANAaamqgwjhIh
很小。7Please respect copyright.PENANA2yFHrA9lle
卻讓她胸口那個空掉的位置,短暫地暖了一下。7Please respect copyright.PENANAGHwlM320Nv
窗外的天色慢慢暗下來。7Please respect copyright.PENANArcjXYa6RGS
玄關旁邊的藍色水碗仍然放在原處。7Please respect copyright.PENANAAMpxfsZi8e
手機螢幕上的光落在羽凡臉上。7Please respect copyright.PENANAcb2jbPU1dV
她不知道,有些故事已經結束了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAnLFGedZ1fM
一隻最相信她的狗死了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAsDXp8jq03F
一個曾經什麼都能原諒她的朋友離開了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAFvvsJ39dwh
而她甚至還沒有真正理解,自己失去的是什麼。7Please respect copyright.PENANAgyzwMHIwua
她只是本能地朝下一個仍然看著她的人,伸出了手。


