曹敬死後，北營整整三日沒有號角。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeXik8j37A
不是無軍令。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP8cYgk8Gy
是燕楚河親自下了禁令。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TwGbefOxz
三日內，不操演，不擊鼓，不夜巡加哨。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn5CJMtyuH
軍中只做三件事。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuzBURTJh4
交冊。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaDoUbbUlE
改籍。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFP81SqIULB
燒舊旗。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI316PxgK6U
銀鋒舊營裡，許多老兵跪在火塘前，看著一面又一面舊旗被投入火中。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bhhuM8AxQ
有人不哭。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmYcIWPV1s
有人哭不出聲。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8repTjSDsB
有人把額頭抵在泥地裡，肩背抖得像風裡的甲葉。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjuuUVur6Z
燕楚河沒有罰他們。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupGoFfOivF
他只是站在火旁，看完每一面旗燒盡。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xpiHaJFPs
那些旗曾跟著他過北原、渡南江、破京城外舊軍重圍。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRH4McwlC1
如今玄胤已立，天下要從亂世裡走出去，它們便不能再掛回營中。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTUHZVXyWR
火光照著他的銀甲。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrDA33zJD3
那甲比從前暗了些。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM0lxMaNWi
像一面軍旗被收進匣裡之前，最後一次照見日光。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSYD7Venfq
京中有人說，銀鋒大將軍果然忠勇。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFfAlq9Dwq
也有人說，燕楚河被黑詔折了一翼。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBZ3t5e2r2
還有人暗暗鬆了一口氣。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARyNRoIL65
因為燕楚河沒有反。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRktrVj6sAr
北營沒有亂。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7DJirQGro
曹敬死了，一千多名銀鋒舊部也沒有拔刀。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgB0x0zrB2
玄胤又穩了一分。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JqxO0lKdE
可李觀微在玄廷尉側房裡，翻著曹敬案的副卷，並沒有因此覺得輕鬆。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbjpIjzUMM
她看著那行字。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ARG4zpf8r
曹敬有罪，無反心。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZzIoBH8Px
這七個字，比許多謀逆大案都重。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZ0zyIbNBc
有些案子，人壞，罪也壞，殺了便是殺了。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iPCjC0s7O
有些案子，人未必壞，罪卻已成，殺了以後，卷上每一筆都像劃在活人骨上。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIZfYgtbko
曹敬就是後者。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JjXXCwO0o
袁北宸坐在她對面。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshPaLbMMjH
右肩傷口已重新包好，衣下仍纏著厚厚的布。燕楚河那一槍傷得不算寬，卻很深，槍勢帶出的震力壓在胸肋間，使他說話時比平日慢了一些。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZDkUrSVq9
他沒有穿甲，只披著黑色外袍。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzbuc9JsIY
臉色也比平日白。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsKLyzevMz
李觀微看完最後一頁，將卷合上。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiczKpRiFqJ
「這一案，燕楚河會記很久。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfUW7l9pTK
袁北宸道：「我也會。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv5ZIQqrLk
「陛下呢？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdgA8qETo5
「也會。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5dqDwZeUt
李觀微看他。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A0gtkGyRH
「你確定？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUQ6VyP8as
袁北宸抬眼。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpz3FpROI9
李觀微道：「帝王要記的事太多，殺一個副將，不一定能記到最後。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCPVpQeyvO
袁北宸沉默了一會兒。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vhgCmpNQM
「所以妳寫了卷。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ341khDkOrq
「卷也會被封。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKFljFRtPj
「至少封前有人看過。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxMrqWPL49
李觀微沒有反駁。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtKe5WvfjS
側房裡燈火很淡。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlyzdtKZ0h
曹敬案後，玄陰監暫時沒有新的黑詔。不是天下忽然清明，而是神武帝似乎也知道，這把刀不能連著落得太快。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcg9TBXJN8
黑詔像雨。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUmbhmJ4SM
雨若落得太急，能滅火，也能沖垮堤岸。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n2bt0P4Di
李觀微重新鋪開一張紙，正要補一份摘錄，袁北宸忽然道：「後日出城。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlz4ZoCX8Fn
她筆尖停住。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePtjt7g4Nx
「去哪裡？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9OLZcaL65
「京畿北邊一處村子。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvlxfQyYdz
「查案？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ADBkDa2m8
「不是。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsyZQnCfRB
李觀微抬眼。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLzvvAKDuG
袁北宸看著她。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkMrYb9RIx
「帶妳去見一個人。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2CT6E5kDm
她沒有立刻問是誰。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6sy9ISwFJ
若是尋常人，袁北宸不會用這種語氣。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXZ5E9TEDo
若是該入卷的人，他也不會說「見」。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoXiu5yiyu
沉默片刻後，李觀微道：「此事入公務嗎？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGp9mSNQ2XE
「不入。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4S0Doa3NU
「入玄陰嗎？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsa0tamAwxl
「不入。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63NNcluXHA
「入玄廷尉嗎？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPAQcyvZBm
袁北宸看著她。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT3qIR0GrH
「現在不入。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgyKnuJ7Vy
李觀微將筆放下。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeLRFmMRgG
「袁北宸，你最好想清楚。凡你親自帶我去看的事，只要我覺得該入卷，便一定會記。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLK0tJoL1qN
袁北宸道：「所以才帶妳去。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPehqtOBzK
李觀微皺眉。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3z4aZ8klB
袁北宸低聲道：「我需要知道，這件事該怎麼不入卷。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEihSJPA6h
這句話很怪。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LuiPSwfAq
李觀微一時沒有說話。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM948bgiCR9
良久後，她道：「活人的事，最難不入卷。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChRgezuZ9R
袁北宸道：「我知道。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50z3kmfFli
「你不知道。」李觀微看著他，「你只知道人入卷可能會死，卻未必知道人不入卷也會死。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6FoI56T7b
袁北宸沒有辯。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPx28jT1lC
李觀微看著他肩上的傷，又看了看案上的曹敬案卷。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmg4BiXXzE
「後日你能騎馬？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh3KTtY8Oh
「能。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNRVTxHY3u
「傷口裂了別指望我替你縫。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEByr9PnQA
袁北宸笑了一下。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8dArKBs0K
「李卿心真硬。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXibQyZSB1
李觀微低頭收卷。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97g2LGGeF0
「我若心軟，你早死了。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtKsSG6v13
第三日清晨，兩人從京城北門出城。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhKpG6uSvD
沒有儀仗。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7KsMSJq8A
也沒有玄陰監黑衣緹騎隨行。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xxshhU9eA
袁北宸只騎了一匹深色馬，李觀微則乘一輛很普通的青布馬車。車裡沒有官印，車外也沒有玄廷尉標記，像城中尋常官眷出行。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhozGwx9SC
出城後，道路漸窄。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQneMV75GO
京畿北邊的田地還未完全恢復。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IUUnoaX52
秋麥剛下種，有些地已翻好，有些仍荒著。地角埋著燒黑的木樁。幾處村口立著新補的土牆，牆邊堆著拆下來的舊箭杆，還沒來得及劈成柴。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6ODjvXXNQ
亂世雖然過去，可它沒有真的離開。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA0AwssuRy
它只是從戰場退到田埂，從城牆退到灶邊，藏進每個人不敢大聲說話的習慣裡。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn11tqvihC
李觀微掀開車簾，看見路邊有幾座新墳。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXLLsv9Ce0
墳前沒有碑。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFjFKnaJSW
只插著木條。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclndX2CQAP
有些木條上寫了字。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSjmLJmPFU
有些空著。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLR63QziAg
袁北宸放慢馬速。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbHEsStfIn
李觀微問：「這裡以前打過？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr61XO0frx0
「京城合圍前，舊軍一支偏隊曾從這裡過。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMNw1llkV9
「屠村？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPtl08moT5
「沒屠完。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKTwnK9UBu
這三個字比屠村更冷。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9qwDkVyM6
李觀微放下車簾。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD7uGgQjKZ
過了片刻，她道：「沒屠完的人，後來怎麼活？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuVBVycVW0
袁北宸道：「能種地的種地，不能種地的進城，老弱留村，孤兒由村裡合養。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OntCSdE2P
「朝廷有冊嗎？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp9rz1g7US
「有一半。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhaC1vtnFz
「另一半呢？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx0Bzi4Nli
「死的太多，逃的太散，名字對不上。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0GqOIKleK
李觀微沒有再問。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8yLvaEpLK
馬車碾過泥路，發出很輕的聲響。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbiNvg18i3
又行了半個多時辰，路越來越偏。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQPZ2QMBn4
官道退到身後，前方只剩一條夾在山腳與荒田之間的小路。路邊有一條淺溪，水不深，溪底碎石被秋水洗得發白。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgJ4h3h8ED
村子就在溪後。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L9CVxsRQB
不大。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRu0M5FCTG
十幾戶人家，土牆茅頂，院中晾著破補過的衣裳。村口沒有正經牌坊，也沒有刻名石，只在一株老槐樹上掛著半截木牌。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1V3UbmuL88
木牌上原本似乎寫過村名。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNmFt79QbT
可雨水洗久了，字已看不清。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU7UNdzNKx
李觀微下車時，先看了那半截木牌。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qYuaMw1RN
「這村子叫什麼？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kRJbkxJPx
袁北宸道：「從前有名。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRIjjOjriR
「現在呢？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuATvhdmKYB
「村裡人自己也說不清。有些是原本留下的，有些是逃來的，有些是被安置來的。各喊各的，後來乾脆都不喊了。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKAvKat8IH
李觀微看著那塊模糊木牌。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhHEZxzzv1
「無名村？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F8vIcD23N
袁北宸道：「官冊上不能這樣寫。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOLGXxhJkL
「官冊上寫什麼？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavIeub9BT9
「京畿北三里安置戶。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsnfDSz0B3
李觀微淡淡道：「不像村名，像帳目。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FNMRUVbPM
袁北宸沒有說話。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoj13WCE8V
兩人入村時，幾名村人從屋裡探出頭來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mFswqvcRw
看見袁北宸，神色先是一緊，隨即又鬆了一點。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fT4WUHIBI
他們認得他。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLwll6bAw1
卻不敢太熟。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzhjgmofjC
一名年長婦人從灶房裡出來，手上還沾著麵粉，朝袁北宸行了一禮。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmBgtHBECj
「大人來了。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNM11a2fR8
袁北宸點頭。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvur1mukh8i
「他呢？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxiGur7ME0
婦人朝村後老槐樹一指。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbLCnrPgr4
「在那裡。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4N7Ic8xTs
袁北宸沒有立刻過去。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPCXx4vbZ7
他從馬側取下一小袋鹽，又取出兩包藥材，交給婦人。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoM3sFb3Qm
「秋後風冷，孩子若咳，藥分三次煎。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzo8kvmD20
婦人雙手接過，低聲道：「多謝大人。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeguhvieart
李觀微看著這一幕。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSnKLnb3dK
袁北宸做得很熟。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3xMW3VYem
不是第一次來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiuxpq0raq
也不是第二次。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkqJa47zzt
婦人看了李觀微一眼，沒有問她是誰，只把鹽與藥抱進屋裡。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLdpSKiJLD
亂世裡活下來的人，往往都知道什麼該問，什麼不該問。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTw0YHt7ZX
袁北宸走向村後。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdWk2XFYLF
李觀微跟上。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6t74U7MvH
老槐樹很大，樹皮裂得很深，根旁放著幾塊扁石。樹下坐著一個孩子，年紀很小，正低頭用兩片竹篾編一隻歪歪扭扭的小鳥。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd23sjtycD
他穿得很普通。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡID6ecTMt32
粗布小襖，袖口磨得有些舊，膝上沾著泥。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyh82oozYMT
聽見腳步聲，他抬頭。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IVPflp5PT
看見袁北宸時，眼睛亮了一下。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SukXs1gpG
「阿叔。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITUsVyEKyp
聲音很輕。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh17tqve4BF
不是歡呼。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfWsx6VJk8
像是已經被教過，不要太大聲。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYixipo6h3
袁北宸走到他面前，蹲下身。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvmwhdElyI
右肩傷口牽了一下，他眉心微不可察地皺了一瞬。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREIHHnVTz5
孩子看見了，立刻問：「阿叔疼？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxz61D1gGW
袁北宸道：「不疼。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfGxOVXPYL
孩子顯然不信，卻沒有再問。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmsFH9qPWq
他把竹篾舉給袁北宸看。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHy0BTrgYg
「這次有翅膀。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffgetX9Xm0
袁北宸接過來，看了片刻。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhCFBq5kUU
那小鳥實在編得不像鳥。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1GS2DjAkq
一邊翅膀長，一邊翅膀短，尾巴也歪。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoC6XsLhhl
可袁北宸看得很認真。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiulxGa3QQ
「比上次好。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiFKCdvWRk
孩子抿了抿嘴，像是想笑，又忍住了。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMVFEIeYZ8
李觀微站在一旁，沒有開口。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL6NDP0ldk
她見過很多孩子。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XRCC45qI9
逃荒的，失親的，入獄的，被親族拿來頂罪的。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uckoLyFfe
這個孩子看上去和那些孩子沒有不同。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoVBZQItjd
可又有一點不同。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS4QfxUDu5
他太安靜。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmNtFGcXgH
安靜得不像這個年紀該有的樣子。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf9ToePEE4
他的眼睛很清，卻不敢一直看人。偶爾抬頭時，眉目間有一點被藏得很深的明亮，像夜裡的水面，被月光照了一瞬，又立刻暗下去。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfR2rAFq6a
袁北宸把一只小木盒放在他面前。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T1t5OMeSS
孩子看他。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OQpLIQkeb
「可以打開？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hPYLI8X7K
「可以。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGu9AYTHhYD
孩子打開木盒。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG92fmjG7Z
裡面不是刀，也不是什麼貴重玩意。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOTTHFxehT
是一支短短的炭筆，幾張裁得整齊的粗紙，還有一小塊磨平的木板。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVAL8d1NfH
孩子小心摸了摸那支炭筆。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IHzUKkaua
「這是做什麼的？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62NPFMpUct
袁北宸道：「寫字。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBeh3btVyu
孩子眼睛微亮。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHIf8tszXd
「我能寫字？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoduprKjXvK
袁北宸道：「能。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6t1eAwiNl
孩子低頭看著炭筆，像看著一件很不可思議的東西。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwo8Hq6zOjP
「可是我不會。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcrhPrULDK
袁北宸道：「可以學。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCaq2LI5Aw
孩子抬頭看他。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpGfzeXeR0
「阿叔會教嗎？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3oBYB5E5U
袁北宸沒有立刻答。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Cf5cNcNqV
李觀微看了他一眼。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAyYdlHVdC
袁北宸道：「有人會教。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dBBOBiVVF
孩子似懂非懂地點頭，把木盒抱在懷裡。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik3cB2PkK2
他又看向李觀微。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7Sb040CqB
「她是誰？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVSUvBa8Vl
袁北宸道：「姓李。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kuKzceqzA
孩子很認真地想了一下。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TevHsKlzD
「李姨？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTK6vcfDjPW
袁北宸還未答，李觀微已經道：「可以。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSJHdtmWzi
孩子便朝她點了點頭。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNhsED9lm6
「李姨。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4aYmJoHHc
李觀微看著他。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgYTiKmiVw
「你叫什麼名字？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jTMlHUNo2
孩子張了張嘴。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAZwheTdLL
卻沒有說出來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsveNGieFsA
他看向袁北宸。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYVcSxPzL0
袁北宸沒有替他答。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFOSMbQllx
風從老槐樹上吹下來，枝葉輕輕響。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vmyrHUYIY
過了片刻，孩子低下頭，小聲道：「他們叫我小滿。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYejussDWI
李觀微問：「哪個字？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPpcOu44kJ
孩子搖頭。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmkODScBqi
「不知道。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JaOg1HuFF
「誰給你取的？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2vW1OGaLm
孩子仍搖頭。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo209x5DdK7
「村裡人說，我來的時候剛過小滿。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbynSg1YAJ1
李觀微安靜了一瞬。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHZnHC2V1I
小滿。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVjBTtpLGd
不是名字。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1YwNooKBH
是時節。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQI6FBLYL3
一個被放在偏村裡的孩子，連名字都暫時不能有，只能用來到這裡的日子，充作別人叫他的聲音。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TOxnIbOPR
袁北宸低聲道：「去溪邊玩吧。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkZwYm8PdL
孩子抱著小木盒與竹鳥，跑到不遠處，蹲在溪邊看水。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bIOeJbDnI
他跑得不快，像知道不能跑遠。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUuFNuiEB9
李觀微看著他的背影。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjIzuXr6UY
「他是誰？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BQ00o6RN4
袁北宸道：「一個暫時不能被寫下來的人。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQxK5mBqV2
李觀微轉頭看他。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ06uIBy1U0
「暫時？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCjHcnvrCy
「嗯。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wcEowkFvP
「暫時是世上最容易變成永遠的字。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZzVjq3CTr
袁北宸沒有反駁。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIg9nwO0WK
李觀微道：「他不能寫在哪裡？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlquXTcNhf
「不能寫在宮中名冊，不能寫在宗室譜，不能寫在玄陰卷，也不能寫在玄廷尉明卷。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFMjwaP9DC
「那他寫在哪裡？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RG7jXOk8W
袁北宸沒有答。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCUGEuovmF
李觀微眼神冷下來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEYkfKIuik
「袁北宸，人不入任何卷，便等於沒有。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAxTaPIyjw
袁北宸道：「他若入卷，會死。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0fAzbEj1e
「誰要他死？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNM9ReBy7Q
「很多人。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7kxZdPM4V
李觀微看著他。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqZJWs20vN
袁北宸聲音很低。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpUk4bJZI2
「有些人會因為他的來處要他死。有些人會因為他的存在要別人死。有些人甚至不必知道真相，只要知道他不該存在，就會動手。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uGqX9N2IG
李觀微沉默。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhXkg4Ivrs
她聽懂了一部分。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJymGRT2V2E
也正因聽懂，才更覺得冷。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1m9h68b20
她看向溪邊那個孩子。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwLto8IiWy
小滿蹲在石頭上，正把竹鳥放進水裡，看它被溪流沖得歪歪斜斜。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkES7tzId0
他不知道自己是誰。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFm3HRFvOj
也不知道有人因他的存在，在許多卷外留了一處空白。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmCkwOOvtT
李觀微道：「王宮知道？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRs7OpXbY8a
袁北宸沉默片刻。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZRrZtwwMY
「王宮只知道該知道的一點。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmzdUsXdkS
「陛下呢？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktW7fcuwT8
「陛下知道不該多問。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlyoCK6FhG
這句話落下，李觀微沒有再追。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4p2BONrsG4
她已經知道，這不是一個能在此刻問到底的秘密。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVWr231wjM
問到底，未必能救人。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8l911Zqb7
有時候反而會讓人死得更快。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLpPXEGv9z
李觀微道：「所以你們所有人，都在讓他活得像一個不存在的人。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RoKJ7Eifn
袁北宸道：「不是讓他不存在。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrJuFibTkZ
「那是什麼？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQFQpi9X2Y
「讓他先活著。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeMSAFEJQ9
李觀微冷聲道：「把一個人藏到沒有姓、沒有名、沒有卷，未必叫活著。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFElcqiVQJj
袁北宸沒有辯解。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssggxdrpk2
他看著老槐樹下那片斑駁日影。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1V50PHlRnA
「我知道。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8nuUjwJrV
李觀微忽然覺得有些怒。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHuXKJlnsp
這怒不是衝著袁北宸一個人。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9CWriqG1B
也不是衝著王宮裡任何一個不能被說出口的人。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4uHw0atWC
而是衝著這個亂世。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bsDJjtHob
它讓人活得像罪證。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BsmqlwchU
讓一個孩子還沒明白自己是誰，就先學會不能大聲笑，不能跑遠，不能問名字。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeSpnbayXi
「那你帶我來做什麼？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOr0KrF1DT
袁北宸看著她。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo4uJrZ2ZD
「問妳。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVZi3qciqb
「問我什麼？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYWm97E5Eg
「有沒有一種辦法，讓他不入卷，也不至於完全沒有身份。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhRSV4Y53S
李觀微看著他。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ387qzqIuGz
「你以為我是什麼？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOqXGggETY
袁北宸沒有答。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OwD687gkl
李觀微道：「我不是替你藏人的人。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRZHiXYEIL
「我知道。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPT231SSOFp
「也不是替你洗乾淨舊事的人。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBDyKzlkb8
「我知道。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcohlltWKK
「更不是你覺得明卷不能寫、玄陰不能寫、宮裡不能寫時，就可以拿來放秘密的匣子。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1e6pk5NBq
袁北宸低聲道：「我知道。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLDlVUTkPD
李觀微看著他。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLtDca03wu
「你知道，還帶我來？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkudF1Omima
袁北宸道：「因為除了妳，沒有人會先問他是不是人。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kL5f0c3uo
這句話讓李觀微忽然安靜下來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVkpiJi5f8
溪邊，小滿把那隻竹鳥撈起來，發現一邊翅膀被水沖散了，便很認真地重新編。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLjeT5XPvu
他編得慢。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5b6iq32Erd
手指不靈巧。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoTxlxUOhf
可他沒有丟掉。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYe3KQ8rmN
李觀微看了很久。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUgyyO7rP8
然後她從袖中取出一張很小的紙。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtSdQh32Tz
不是官卷。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEZWw7gCZZ
只是她平日用來記雜事的素箋。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0CTz57YBz
袁北宸眼神微動。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC4PPTjNOu
「妳要寫？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvygRU2rO4S
「寫。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchWa4MsmTu
「不能寫名。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscGlSRj9Pk
「他本來就沒有名。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6l7cmdr5l
袁北宸看著她。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMZjPbcmxj
李觀微提筆。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs2EEb4KEP
紙上沒有日期。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYCH5vW07Z
沒有地名。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhMYm8ttKf
沒有姓氏。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEC1WPouNf1
她只寫了一行。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmcHVTcD6H
偏村見一童，尚在人間。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxqroTmDz8
袁北宸看著那一行字後面的空白。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkoo70ozOo
「這算什麼？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwjiadqq7O
李觀微將墨吹乾。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EPE5ceONN
「不算官卷。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iNUJXYYYd
「也不算玄陰卷。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnyzCwOEJQ
「更不算宗室譜。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgmhzgOHLD
她把紙折起來，收入袖中。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIOQwcHoOo
「這算我記得。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfQ2gXePX7
袁北宸看著她。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv1zuVLdA3
「只是妳記得？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfn0OxOC6c
「現在只能如此。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWcMlLgAk8
李觀微看向他。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GmI8XAkNz
「人可以暫不入卷，但不能沒有將來。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4jYgMPNMX
袁北宸沉默。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoK1V9LWxE
這句話像一盞燈，放在一口不能照亮的井旁。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0va8By6zv
不夠亮。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmvwpAEaOo
卻讓人知道井還在。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44XwhdI43G
李觀微繼續道：「他不能一直叫小滿。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MObOi3STl
「現在不能改。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVXXcaBr9D
「我知道。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBNe5FQlh6
「等什麼時候？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNT88sVcbf
袁北宸望向溪邊。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo68zYLjXC
「等天下真的容得下一個名字。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJAZVv0iKH
李觀微道：「天下不會自己容。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAbgGmTxjx
袁北宸看她。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLyOqwdABa
李觀微道：「要有人替他爭。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8obH7iVAMP
袁北宸低聲道：「我未必爭得到。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4m0L7qhqu
「那就活久一點。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteJ0iRKRC5
袁北宸笑了一下。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgPv98Hl27
笑意很淡。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtvTyBM07C
「李卿今日倒像在勸我惜命。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJXtzrsTyy
「我是怕你死得太早，把一堆爛帳留給別人。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBKGuWJ24l
袁北宸低低笑出聲。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCF62UfA1X
溪邊的小滿聽見笑聲，抬頭看來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sj0qxc6zm
他似乎很少見袁北宸這樣笑，一時有些怔。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo8MzfbDS3
袁北宸很快收住。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyR7lCW8yU
他朝小滿招了招手。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWet7PZRjFu
孩子跑回來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8ZaPP9hTv
手裡拿著修好的竹鳥，懷裡還抱著那只小木盒。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkti6JOdY8B
袁北宸蹲下身，替他把衣襟上沾到的草屑拂去。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Tayao2nuw
「我要走了。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cM45FdFsm
小滿低頭。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡongCydbEQ4
「下次還來嗎？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2AnR9VuCj
袁北宸道：「會。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjgxun4eUh
李觀微看了他一眼。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMmawt4LEX
袁北宸補了一句：「若能來。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KL3c391wp
孩子似懂非懂。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWdiG9QNBv
他把那隻竹鳥遞給袁北宸。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULMJl1Bf2B
「給阿叔。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKXrjWz3qb
袁北宸接過。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuXUknuWZC
竹鳥很醜。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27Q0oQ7T9z
翅膀還是一長一短。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDX29VcPBgR
袁北宸卻把它收進袖中，收得比黑詔還小心。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o496dMLjg
孩子又看向李觀微。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqAB1Slhao
他想了想，從木盒裡取出一張粗紙，遞給她。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUW8Px3y6t
紙上只有一道很歪的炭痕。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fa1LivuMe
像一筆沒寫成的字。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLzcxvBn6e
「給李姨。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgIf2ppnbi
李觀微微怔。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7OMQy4b6u
「這是什麼？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L7B7WYDKm
孩子有些不好意思。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmSBeu4wJW
「我剛剛寫的。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NOUnOo5CA
李觀微看著那道炭痕。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtzHNdbAYn
它不是字。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpXel1Qnik
甚至不像字。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1q9K6O0pp
只是孩子第一次知道自己可以在紙上留下痕跡，於是用力畫出的一道黑線。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEo6nG0pub
李觀微接過來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbZRy71pCI
「我替你收著。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡef7qU9Ft8s
孩子眼睛微亮。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzl07MLY06h
「下次還我？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMu37tZOiSM
李觀微看著他。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5t6IUscq8
「好。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6Gs6lnp0v
她把那張粗紙收入袖中。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9ndgbW5dN
袁北宸看著這一幕，神色很靜。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaDnrNCzGp
可那靜裡藏著一點極深的東西。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHqySc8MmS
像一個人明知不能開口請求，卻看見對方已經替他接住了一半。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWsx6BjkoR
離村時，天色尚早。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdCtIpSfWz
村口那塊模糊木牌在風中輕晃。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAQLKXKitd
李觀微上車前，又回頭看了一眼。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwHAC7pbXJ
小滿站在老槐樹下，沒有追出村。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFKFtQk1jX
他只是抱著空木盒，遠遠看著他們。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFdajgxLJb
袁北宸也回頭。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDgB2LtMoG
兩人隔著一條溪、一段泥路、半座亂世留下來的荒田對望。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZmnQPgxLM
最後，孩子先抬手揮了一下。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkR69NGEVYU
袁北宸沒有揮手。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNOh2zgRr6
他只是看著。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo47K88MXp
直到馬車轉過山腳，村子被樹影遮住，再也看不見。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOYedsuRtN
歸途上，兩人很久都沒有說話。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTjIX3Y5JD
馬車裡，李觀微把那張粗紙取出來看。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbN6vGEkQh
紙上的炭痕歪斜而粗重，邊緣還蹭黑了她的指腹。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAkO0QqMZt
她忽然道：「這不是字。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmdOrTTyRI
袁北宸在車外騎馬。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtJ3HNtmq7
「不是。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGEmacH2aZ
「那你還給他紙筆？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8mZM61ZAL
「總要先讓他知道，可以留下痕跡。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMVTNylwTt
李觀微安靜了一下。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ttpN6bcLO
過了片刻，她道：「不要讓他入玄陰。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqcrOSs4JJ
袁北宸握韁的手微微一緊。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlziGF966Z
「不讓。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCABNYqJ6w
「也不要教他拿刀。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuY8s8Je96S
「不教。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V8P8kYfEm
「更不要讓他覺得，活在夜裡才算有用。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfcUPNsoIe
袁北宸沉默很久。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FZn1PyyYF
「不讓。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx7tDd2yj5
李觀微掀開車簾，看著他側影。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ofQMtCzcJ
「你帶我來，是想聽這句？」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFFGLhuxjF
袁北宸沒有否認。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWiqtL0hHB
「是。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmRyB37Ucj
李觀微冷聲道：「袁北宸，你很會把難事推給別人。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHyKNQinm9
袁北宸道：「我沒有推。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFStAtFMbk
「你已經在推。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MLvGEdjLM
他沉默。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRUHv9N1Ju
李觀微放下車簾。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsECnGinXG
片刻後，她的聲音從車內傳來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoOp6H4x6t
「但我接了。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlcsOR2G39
袁北宸抬眼。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84fq8efVmN
車簾低垂。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRMriJY8b0
他看不見她的神情。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgKHLY59yN
只聽見她的聲音，一如往常平穩。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYpg85PCzx
「不是替你接。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEQ9gpImdb
「也不是替任何不能被寫下來的人接。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwzlHyqkbd
「是替那個孩子接。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNYnMjhYO1
袁北宸低聲道：「我知道。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIl0o8ryf3y
「你不知道。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsvTaGVIvp
李觀微道：「你若知道，就不會只想著怎麼讓他活下去。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLc1O9lbtdo
「人活下去之後，還要知道自己為什麼活。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyanlkh03lf
袁北宸望著前方。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H2xiwnWBh
官道盡頭，京城的輪廓已經隱約可見。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yToN4ERn5
那裡有王宮。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ItviDBOv7
有中宮。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhZs68RM7l
有玄陰監。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeGVLifIdo
有神武帝的黑詔。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsRxnZlxA5
也有李觀微的燈。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhol3XljrC
「李觀微。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18dbHimvjG
「嗯。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzNci1GsxY
「若有一日，我不能再來這裡……」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQV41McaL1
車內安靜了一瞬。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPwxTh5fRo
「那就不要死。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ho0hrUUJQ
袁北宸笑了一下。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv227bOSzb
李觀微道：「我不是玩笑。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqv2w3yBSa
袁北宸收起笑。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTmQVxXqOy
「我也不是。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXasBVdoKK
又過了很久，李觀微才道：「若真有那一日，我會來。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmQPgmVcdc
這一次，袁北宸沒有說謝。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33SbevswkC
他只是低低應了一聲。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCihVx6nrHy
「好。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCrkPN8eU2
黃昏時，他們回到京城。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZJdWskzKw
城門正在關閉。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxg32HhhIy
守軍見是袁北宸，連忙放行。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3r42Y4uXTL
車輪碾過城門陰影時，李觀微忽然想起偏村那塊無名木牌。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhyqdEJ8fn
也想起自己袖中那張素箋。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCX09CcOuM
偏村見一童，尚在人間。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hBYxZwxnN
這不是卷。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI24yWiIYA
也不是名。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajJFuZ5DLH
可有些事，在它能被天下承認以前，總要先由一個人記得。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhodMUp3z7
那一夜，李觀微回到玄廷尉側房。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mT3vRFA4B
她沒有立刻整理公卷。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb2LNYQTVi
而是取出一只小匣。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7cBNqqOik
匣中原本只放著幾封舊信、幾張不入公卷的摘記，還有一支用了很久的短筆。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitXQOz9zUM
她把那張素箋放進去。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8TITUGy1l
想了想，又把那張有炭痕的粗紙也放了進去。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rmPem8Erz
粗紙落入匣中時，發出很輕的一聲響。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIYSXmScj5
像某個還沒有名字的人，第一次在這世上留下了比呼吸更重的一點痕跡。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6W2tRJHrWR
李觀微合上匣蓋。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX1y0BG0Qt
燈火在她身旁安靜燃著。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4KdnUxZ0O
窗外夜色沉下來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHGwNVWyWW
玄陰監方向，也有燈亮起。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ945At87giv
一邊是黑刀。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmha4QKQw6U
一邊是寒燈。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4kngeM10o
京畿北邊的偏村裡，那個暫時被叫作小滿的孩子，應該已經睡下了。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ziIqogOh3
他還不知道自己從何而來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5yrT11f59
也不知道有多少人不能靠近他。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJkFoUjHAB
更不知道有一日，這世上會有人用另一種方式，替無數不能入卷的人，問刀為何而出。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ilhQM5Z34
此刻的他，只是偏村裡一個沒有真正名字的孩子。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYjRXDKzXQ
睡在老槐樹旁的土屋裡。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VxTvJ80jL
枕邊多了一只小木盒。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoglOZ9PENv
夢裡大概還有一隻翅膀歪斜的竹鳥。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJs2cMLx9k
而在玄廷尉側房中，李觀微看著那只小匣，終於明白袁北宸今日為何帶她出城。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52zux1ipq1
他不是只想讓她看見一個秘密。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWgMBWXIbQ
他是把自己最不能入卷的一部分，放到了她燈下。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4R1CwenUQ
這比黑詔更危險。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjisy6x4g9
也比黑詔更沉。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIe6Fu24lk8
她伸手，將燈芯撥正。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlH7o5m6ik
火光安穩下來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6cmNHshL0
李觀微低聲道：「人可以暫不入卷。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PUYCPzjxP
屋中無人應她。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NXF6MxN5u
她便自己把後半句說完。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRpVCjVuM2
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