卷尾以最沉重嘅方式收結。
唔係因為真相被揭穿,唔係因為罪行被揭露,而係因為當所有嘢都攤開喺光天化日之下嗰刻,先至發現,冇有一方完全無辜。
梁尚文、蘇映晴、陳家朗三人坐喺一間細房入面,面前係一疊疊剛剛整理好嘅文件。呢疊文件,唔係證據,唔係名單,而係一份懺悔錄——一份由唔同人、唔同位置、唔同時間寫低嘅自白。
蘇映晴望住呢疊文件,聲音好低:38Please respect copyright.PENANAGLIHVUwKiL
「原來大家都唔乾淨。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAkGwQKAajrC
佢指住上面一連串自白:38Please respect copyright.PENANAgIXRA2wufg
「保育者當年選擇咗用沉默保護後人。」38Please respect copyright.PENANANe1Fj4DdzL
「家族當年選擇咗用沉默保護血脉。」38Please respect copyright.PENANANgOW70rTpw
「制度當年選擇咗用沉默維持秩序。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAyxSOGz2a3C
「證人當年選擇咗用沉默保護自己。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAnFNT7kl3Ci
「甚至我哋三個……」38Please respect copyright.PENANAjOtvwBbNFi
佢停咗一停,眼神好遠:38Please respect copyright.PENANAgTw1Wi5miF
「都曾經喺唔同位置,默許過沉默。」
呢句一出,房內好耐都冇人出聲。
梁尚文逐個逐個睇過去,心裡有種好奇怪嘅感覺。38Please respect copyright.PENANA6pP2RElIph
佢想起自己當年第一次见到封存檔案嗰刻,明明覺得有啲唔妥,但選擇咗唔問。38Please respect copyright.PENANAea3Y1rwBga
佢想起蘇映晴當年第一次見到被抹走嘅名字嗰刻,明明覺得有啲奇怪,但選擇咗唔追。38Please respect copyright.PENANAoUANnJC99a
佢想起陳家朗當年第一次見到圍村老人嗰刻,明明覺得有啲空白,但選擇咗唔講。
「我哋都唔乾淨。」梁尚文低聲講。38Please respect copyright.PENANAyp9t5KjIHo
「唔係因為我哋做錯咗咩,而係因為我哋都曾經選擇過沉默。」
陳家朗皺眉。38Please respect copyright.PENANAjDVBrnfWBh
「但係,我哋而家唔係喺度追查緊咩?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAdhLsjrNvzw
佢望住兩個人:38Please respect copyright.PENANANOvlthzewI
「如果我哋都唔乾淨,咁我哋而家做緊嘅嘢,有咩意義?」
呢句一出,房內再次靜落嚟。
蘇映晴最後答:38Please respect copyright.PENANAU9t0As1ieJ
「意義唔係為咗證明自己乾淨。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAe7h7KnnWjy
佢停咗一停,眼神好遠:38Please respect copyright.PENANA9SsqOvgmbY
「係為咗唔再讓自己繼續唔乾淨。」38Please respect copyright.PENANARi6bXewf9B
佢望住呢疊文件,聲音更輕:38Please respect copyright.PENANAUxK1493w5f
「因為當大家都唔乾淨嗰刻,唯一可以做嘅,就係面對。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAsnnMVezXni
「面對自己曾經默許嘅沉默。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAmvjT2LjqGu
「面對自己曾經選擇嘅唔講。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4TY20Zuty
「面對自己今日仲喺度嘅責任。」
呢三句一出,房內好耐都冇人出聲。
梁尚文最後站起身,望住窗外,天色已經好暗。38Please respect copyright.PENANAOMXI1TQHX6
佢心裡好清楚,而家唔係結束,而係一個新開始。38Please respect copyright.PENANAl65fyc48wx
因為當大家都唔乾淨嗰刻,唯一可以做嘅,就係唔再讓自己繼續唔乾淨。
「第三卷,就咁樣結束。」佢低聲講。38Please respect copyright.PENANA8evK6Fj9R7
「唔係因為真相被揭穿,而係因為大家都要面對自己曾經默許嘅沉默。」
蘇映晴慢慢站起身,望住呢疊文件,眼神好遠。38Please respect copyright.PENANAmjb3cNKxpX
「道德結算,唔係為咗懲罰。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAZN3FS6eTBw
佢停咗一停,聲音更輕:38Please respect copyright.PENANAMWQpXOAL3U
「係為咗唔再讓自己繼續唔乾淨。」
呢一句,唔係結論,而係一個更難嘅開始。38Please respect copyright.PENANA9f5U1eWWGI
因為佢哋終於明白,沒有一方完全無辜。38Please respect copyright.PENANA720wwqCD8i
而呢個明白,將會逼所有人面對一個問題:38Please respect copyright.PENANAG9AmjsrHwq
當大家都唔乾淨嗰刻,你點樣面對自己曾經默許嘅沉默?


