我出生在台北,一直到三年級前都住在阿嬤家。48Please respect copyright.PENANAv6JemrpdoP
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阿嬤家很小,客廳只放得下一張桌子,一張沙發。我沒有自己的房間,只能跟阿嬤共擠一張床舖。但不覺得苦,因為阿嬤會在睡覺時,輕輕地拍著我的背,唱著一首聽不懂,但令人感到安心的搖籃曲,哄我睡覺。48Please respect copyright.PENANASonTtplibH
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這樣的日子,已經很好了。48Please respect copyright.PENANAhxWFYrg78b
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學校在巷子口,走路不用五分鐘。我每天都會去轉角處的早餐店,老闆娘還會多送我一杯豆漿,我不知道她為何要送,或許是看我可憐吧。48Please respect copyright.PENANAQHJjwiulLj
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本以為這樣的日子,會日復一日的持續下去。48Please respect copyright.PENANASZTzzcKurX
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直到升上三年級前的那個暑假。48Please respect copyright.PENANAcAfx8tcWNe
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「雨序,我們準備要搬走了喔。」媽媽寵溺地摸摸我的頭,告訴著我這樣的消息。48Please respect copyright.PENANAc5NaLjG8uO
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「要去哪裡啊?」我問她 「我們要搬回高雄喔,所以可能會跟阿嬤暫時分開。」48Please respect copyright.PENANAWD2dk5wHDU
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我看向阿嬤,她靜靜地聽著。她還是一如既往的慈愛笑容,「怎麼了?」她看著我,似乎感到疑惑。48Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0t9HSfxre
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「我之後看不到你了嗎?」我很著急,「不會啦,再回來就好啦,不要擔心。」她似乎覺得我的問題很好笑,嘴角微微上揚。48Please respect copyright.PENANAzAwRfOy37z
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「雨序,我們打算在明天就搬走了喔,對不起,或許對你來說有些突然。」媽媽看著我說。「好。」心中雖參雜著許多情緒,但在這個場面,卻只能勉強的擠出這個字。48Please respect copyright.PENANAV3lmVmbe6v
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那天晚上,阿嬤一樣躺在一旁,拍著我的背哄我睡覺,但我感覺的到,她拍的力道相比之前小了很多,也沒有再哼著那首歌了。48Please respect copyright.PENANAvPTOXDN8RG
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隔天一早,我爸媽就過來接我了,「雨序,之後還要來看我哈。」阿嬤對我說。48Please respect copyright.PENANAtz7Ipz6TT8
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「嗯,我會的!」我過去緊緊抱著她,她身上獨有的味道充斥著我的鼻腔,我努力去記住這個感覺,生怕之後會忘記。48Please respect copyright.PENANAbEnjn6srXE
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「再見。我之後一定會再來的!」我看著她說,望著她的眼神,感覺得出來有些哀傷、不捨。48Please respect copyright.PENANAPDtkPVX42a
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上了車,我再次回頭望去,想再看那個每天都陪著我的老母親。48Please respect copyright.PENANADZqNSgBLbn
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她舉著手,慢慢地揮著。
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那段路程很長,長到我睡一覺起來都還沒到。「還要多久啊?」我開口詢問他們。48Please respect copyright.PENANAdjjUIvG7LK
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但他們沒回答。她沒有回應我的問題,自顧自地跟爸爸說:媽媽她啊,時間也不多了呢。48Please respect copyright.PENANAqPUQV17Uwv
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「嗯,雖然很想繼續讓雨序跟著她,但這也是她的決定。」我聽著這些話,但我還不明白這是甚麼意思,就繼續睡了。48Please respect copyright.PENANAE9j5sSP39d
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下一次醒來,周遭從原本的淒涼,變為了大樓。我滿目星光的盯著那些大樓,原來我們搬到這種地方?48Please respect copyright.PENANADq7KssZvfS
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「雨序?你醒來啦,我們要到了喔,我們的新家。」媽媽回頭確認一下,剛好看到我醒來。48Please respect copyright.PENANA8avpYYECG7
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下高速公路後,很快就到了我們新家,進去裏頭,剛入門就能見到一個鞋櫃,上面放著我們家的合照,還有跟阿嬤的。這家的裝潢很明顯跟阿嬤家不同,充滿著現代式裝修,地板是木製的,看起來很舒服。也沒有了那種熟悉的味道,反而換成一種薰衣草的香味。48Please respect copyright.PENANAGf88yeW3i9
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「很好看吧。」爸爸跟我講,我點點頭,真的很不一樣呢。48Please respect copyright.PENANAICvgFIf18P
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他們帶著我走到一間房,「這裡之後就是你的房間喔。」他們講。放了很多我喜歡的東西,漫畫阿、玩具、衣櫃,該有的都有,但唯獨沒有那個。48Please respect copyright.PENANAVIqWzsqFn3
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晚上我們一起去外面吃牛排,我都已經忘了上次吃是甚麼時候了。看著桌上的食物,好香,看起來好好吃,這是我的第一個念頭。我爸媽幫我把肉切好,他們說是怕我燙到手,怕我割到。這是個美好的一餐阿。48Please respect copyright.PENANAWLREkLVRlt
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回到家,洗完澡,回到房間,躺在床上,我媽走了進來,打開放在一旁的小夜燈,做在我的身邊,學著阿嬤的樣子靜靜拍著我的背,我翻過身,緩緩閉上眼睛,腦海裡浮現的是阿嬤在我們離開前,那副慈愛、不捨的笑容。48Please respect copyright.PENANAJIVH8g8oKb
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開學那天,媽媽牽著我走進校門。48Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6fTJmU3Al
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學校很大,跟我之前就讀的那間還要大,中庭有種著好幾棵我不知道名字的樹。媽媽走去警衛室那邊詢問一下三年1班在哪,繞了一下,才終於找到。48Please respect copyright.PENANA66U0fplSfD
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「進去吧,上課要認真喔。」她蹲下來幫我整理衣領,「我放學會到校門口等你。」48Please respect copyright.PENANA0wSDH3oJ3t
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我點了點頭,走進教室。48Please respect copyright.PENANAfHfTaJbigL
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那些同學都在聊天,整間教室鬧哄哄的,只有我看起來很礙眼。我稍微掃視了一下,找個空位坐下。48Please respect copyright.PENANAX5LIF39uCt
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「你是轉學過來的嗎?我記得之前在學校沒有看過你。」有個女生主動跟我搭話,讓我被嚇到了。「對,我最近剛搬過來。」我看著她回覆,「嗯.......那你要不要跟我當朋友阿。」對於她主動提出邀約,我很震驚。「可以嗎?」「當然可以了!」她看似理所當然地答應。48Please respect copyright.PENANAKrNMQeipb4
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「我叫許予歡。你呢?」她說出自己的名字。「我是未雨序。」然而她卻用一種怪怪的眼神看我,「怎麼了?」我問。「沒什麼,只是覺得你的名字好酷喔!」她開心地說道,「哪裡酷?」我看著她,「就……就很酷啊。」她結巴的說道。
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「阿你為甚麼要搬過來啊?你原本住哪?」她接連丟出好幾個問題,「我原本住台北,原因......」上課中突然響了,她趕緊回到座位。48Please respect copyright.PENANAX39PmKTKw6
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有個看起來很兇的男老師走了進來,他將放在講台上,轉頭往台下看了一下,「你們好,我是作為你們三四年級的班導。」他在黑板寫下兩個大字:言莫。48Please respect copyright.PENANAn9MTB52QOy
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「我姓言,語言的言。叫我言老師就好。」48Please respect copyright.PENANADLPHH2NO27
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他翻開點名簿,一個一個叫名字,叫到「未雨序」的時候,他抬頭看了一眼。48Please respect copyright.PENANARpB1tE7S9x
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「未雨序?」48Please respect copyright.PENANAnW5Cgi9Nl7
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「有。」我舉手。48Please respect copyright.PENANAoaq5avAM3O
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言老師點了點頭,在名字旁打了個勾,繼續往下念。48Please respect copyright.PENANADg3TsYz4e8
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這一堂課就在老師的點名、認識下結束了,下課鐘響起。48Please respect copyright.PENANAaOUB4Pwyhq
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我趴在座位上,「過的真快呢,老師看起來很兇,其實蠻溫柔的嘛。」我心裡想著,「雨序!」予歡跑過來我的位子,「怎麼了?身體不舒服嗎,幹嘛趴著?」她一過來看見我這樣,趕緊關心。「沒什麼,只是想趴而已。」48Please respect copyright.PENANAjcdDuakuVr
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「那要不要我帶你去認識校園啊?」予歡看著我,興奮的提出邀請,「可以嗎?」我怕會給她添麻煩,「當然可以喔。」她一手拉著我,往教室外走去。48Please respect copyright.PENANAfzvSnVU9BD
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「下課時間有點短,所以我們先從圖書館開始吧。」我們倆並肩走在走廊上,我看著周遭的環境,這跟之前的校園差很多呢,人特別多。48Please respect copyright.PENANAS2TM8mLoB7
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我們走進圖書館,「好大喔......」我不由得驚嘆一聲,「對吧,去看看有沒有你要看的,我幫你借。」48Please respect copyright.PENANA8BkbJ4IibP
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我站在書櫃前,不知道該拿哪一本,書太多了,看起來都不一樣。「這本。」予歡從旁邊抽出一本,遞到我面前「這本我上次才剛看完,很好看喔。」。我接過她手上的書,封面是一個小女孩站在草地上,仰頭看著天空。書名是《站在教室窗前的那一年》。 48Please respect copyright.PENANAcqjLSv3tQi
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「謝謝。」我說。「不會啦,之後想看甚麼,跟我講,我幫你找。」予歡笑了笑,好像這是很自然的事。48Please respect copyright.PENANACCW7cyBDS3
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上課鐘響,我們趕緊回到教室,卻已經沒人了。「我記得這堂是體育課。」予歡說,「那我們應該要去哪?」我問她。「老師應該還是之前的,所以應該在.......」那示意我趕緊拿水,就拉著我往樓下跑去。48Please respect copyright.PENANACyvUyO3zeF
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我們來到操場,看見我們班就在操場旁做操,「你們有點慢喔,剛剛在幹嘛?」因為我們遲到,老師問我們原因。「我剛剛帶著雨序去認識一下校園,她剛轉學過來。」予歡解釋,我點點頭。老師看了我們一眼,就讓我們回到隊伍中了。48Please respect copyright.PENANAQH9CGG9IYx
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「跑操場2圈。」做完操,老師便下達了新的命令。「雨序,你跟著我慢慢跑就好。」予歡過來旁邊,笑著看著我說。48Please respect copyright.PENANAg8UvPgrjN9
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我邊跑邊觀察著周遭的同學,都是一塊一塊的跑,都有了自己的小團體。「怎麼了?在看誰?」予歡察覺我的怪異。「沒什麼,只是好奇。」48Please respect copyright.PENANANSDe6wJ4j8
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跑完回到會合地點,予歡臉上似乎沒有疲憊,彷彿剛剛的跑步跟走路一樣輕鬆。「你不會累嗎?」這句話不自覺地脫口而出。她被我突然講話嚇了一跳,「其實還好ㄟ。」她笑了笑。我看著她,果然我剛剛在拖累她吧,不然她一定可以更快,但我沒講出來。48Please respect copyright.PENANA4ocUfkDDyB
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接下來的課,我都沒怎麼專心。一直在想予歡說的話、體育課跑步的事、還有那個沒說出口的念頭。 48Please respect copyright.PENANAhbuyt11NFc
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放學鐘聲響起,我才回過神來。48Please respect copyright.PENANA0COWy7zlfs
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予歡已經收好書包站在一旁,看著我,「一起走嘛?」48Please respect copyright.PENANAbdd3PV5lmR
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我點點頭,背起書包,跟著她一起走出教室。48Please respect copyright.PENANAt8KeyXqxSX
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「你怎麼了,總感覺你一整天都很心不在焉。」予歡發現了我的異常,詢問我。48Please respect copyright.PENANAakHRPqJAm6
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我搖了搖頭「沒什麼,只是我以為我會不習慣,但其實融入的好像不錯?」,她愣了一下,笑著說「那就好,我以為有甚麼困難。」我們相視而笑,一起走出校門口,跟彼此說了聲明天見。48Please respect copyright.PENANA1RSaimbUgi
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我回到家,媽媽摸了摸我的頭「在學校過的怎麼樣啊?」,「很好,還有了新朋友呢。」我笑著看著她,「真的阿,那就好。」。48Please respect copyright.PENANAss8OuYtLuL
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晚上睡覺時,我想著今天在學校發生的事情、那個不怕生,向我搭話的女孩,或許也沒什麼不好的吧。48Please respect copyright.PENANARq9oqCdA4o
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