晚餐過後，客廳裡的氣氛異常安靜。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs1iyCN3F6
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麥父放下手中的報紙，終於開口。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZRoBRgwXm
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「聽說，你最近又跟鐘昆西見面了？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3JVrGnmjJ
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「嗯。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0HdIucoSu
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「整天往錄音室跑，就是為了那張個人專輯？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnH52pqB7uN
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「是。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLmrPnxtt0
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麥父皺起眉頭。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvBwxBMwTf
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「家裡還有五兄弟，你現在最重要的不是自己，而是這個家。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjReAUSnaA
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麥傑生沉默了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzCSCr9htP
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麥父繼續說道：41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5B9jef8av
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「沒有『麥氏五虎將』，哪來今天的你？觀眾喜歡的是五兄弟，不是一個人。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MM1VjmivU
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「別以為翅膀硬了，就可以飛。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP3ocywbGc
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那句話落下的瞬間，麥傑生的指尖微微一顫，思緒彷彿被拉回童年。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8lYEyyToS
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音樂一遍又一遍地重播。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQkpXeWvHZ
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「重來！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzYxI7j2Mi
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「拍子慢了！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm43jI9sanA
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「再來！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdrdM1fxer
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父親冰冷的喝斥聲，至今仍像刻在耳邊。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEqpLTaEOR
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一個舞步慢了半拍，一個音唱錯了，就可能迎來責罵，甚至皮帶狠狠抽在身上的疼痛，皮帶劃破空氣的聲音，至今仍像刻在耳邊。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jT9M8mH8N
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他還記得，自己曾因一個舞步慢了半拍，被父親狠狠推倒；也記得哥哥們低著頭，誰也不敢替誰說話。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGdQilDxO4
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在這個家裡，犯錯沒有理由，只有重來，只有服從。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORWsSjIlJV
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他也記得，當其他孩子放學後在街上追逐嬉戲時，自己卻只能透過窗戶，看著外面的世界。那時候的他，常常偷偷掉眼淚。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWiCeMVcd2
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他不是不喜歡唱歌，只是希望偶爾，也能像其他孩子一樣，好好玩一天。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUJNwpTaqQ
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父親的聲音，再次把他拉回現實。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYASG42Cs40
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「怎麼？不說話了？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsynE8mhjB
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過了好一會兒，麥傑生才緩緩抬起頭。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpNyLn2nbC
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「我沒有想離開家，我也沒有忘記，是誰帶我走到今天，可是……」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29hS7dqDiE
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他停頓了一下。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzh7gSKfFJ
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「我不想永遠只是『麥氏五虎將』裡面的那個小男孩。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCUK5XYwWY
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麥父冷笑了一聲。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xyK6ick3y
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「小男孩？全世界都認識你，你還有什麼不滿足？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQi6WhQXR0
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「因為他們認識的，不是真正的我。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0ON1kOwbh
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這句話一出口，麥父的臉色立刻沉了下來。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMnUzurKtz
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「真正的你？沒有這個家，沒有我天天帶著你們巡演，沒有我逼著你們一遍又一遍地排練，你有今天嗎？你以為我願意天天盯著你們？外面不知道有多少孩子想站上舞台，卻連一次機會都沒有！我只是比別人的父親更早知道，這個世界不會因為你是孩子，就對你手下留情！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJHWv0HskI
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麥傑生沒有反駁，因為父親說的也是事實。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2VHqz3GQ1
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那些汗水、那些排練、那些演出，沒有一天是假的；沒有父親的嚴格，也許就沒有今天的自己。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkcsJk3TuM
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可同樣地，他失去的也是真正的童年。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JvwsqSbq1
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努力是真的，傷痛也是真的。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSZ1w4XfNh
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他深吸了一口氣，望向父親。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuc1CrT9fw
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他一直想要的，只是一個父親；一個會拍拍他的肩膀，笑著對他說一句：「做得好！」的人。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGHjP2LNgm
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可是從小到大，站在他面前的，始終只有一位要求完美的經紀人。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vhe3wyqsl
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「我知道，我從來沒有否定過你的付出，也從來沒有忘記，是你帶著我們站上舞台，可是……」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbdDsog0Ex
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「我希望我的人生，可以由我自己決定。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbOVCcfrJp
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客廳裡再次陷入沉默，父子倆四目相對。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruEHfVjASn
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過了很久，麥父才緩緩開口。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlqGZsIWR1
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「好，你要錄個人專輯，我不攔你。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbOiM9VaLz
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麥傑生微微一愣，然而下一秒——41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPnbED6Iom
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「但是，麥氏五虎將的巡演、宣傳、電視通告，一場都不能少！白天，你還是五虎將的一員。你的個人專輯，只能等所有工作結束以後再去錄，晚上九點以後，你愛錄到天亮，那是你的事！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEoRIB2bFA
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說完，他重新拿起報紙，不再看兒子一眼。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiwRBYmG6D
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麥傑生站在原地，久久沒有動，這一次他沒有再頂嘴，只是靜靜地低著頭，將所有情緒都壓了回去。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oMExQD6gf
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過了好一會兒，他才默默轉身，朝樓上走去。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YN1rxw2gC
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他輕輕推開冰冰的房門。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33Yz8yCPSd
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「冰冰。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51cPr5SQcq
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冰冰抬起頭。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifC2QYuudX
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「爹地？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mchPPUghj
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麥傑生努力揚起一抹溫柔的笑。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAIfbmkP7q
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「陪爹地出去走走，好嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN6OJ8jXhN
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冰冰沒有多問，只是乖巧地點了點頭。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEljzrodpoc
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「好。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYIltGVgNA
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麥傑生替她披上外套，輕輕牽起她的小手，直到確認女兒都準備好了，他才帶著她一起走出家門。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXNiC7D2Jz
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大門輕輕闔上，沒有摔門沒有怒吼，彷彿剛才那場激烈的父子衝突，從未發生過。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V2SunffXj
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只是，那雙微微泛紅的眼眶，仍然出賣了他的情緒。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0lOx9rjI4
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門外，早已習慣這一切的保鏢畢先生只是輕輕嘆了一口氣，他立刻替父女倆拉開車門。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMg9UcIElT
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「少爺。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgGr755X5Q
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麥傑生點了點頭，牽著冰冰坐進後座，車子緩緩駛離住宅。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeli5mpEMrF
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一路上，他始終望著窗外，一句話也沒有說，直到眼淚，再也忍不住地滑落。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiqf30OBzh
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他沒有哭出聲，只是沉默地流著眼淚。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWJpuWGR6R
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冰冰安靜地坐在一旁，沒有打擾他，只是悄悄伸出小手，輕輕握住了他的手。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPSWrPmg7I
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畢先生透過後照鏡看了一眼，依舊沒有開口，因為這樣的情景，早已不是第一次。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtZJ2hrjtD
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每當父子發生衝突，麥傑生總會請他開著車，到外面繞一繞。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01yufjegUS
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不用目的地、不用聊天，只要讓車子一直往前開就好。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcORADjKX9T
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今天難得沒有安排白天通告，黑色轎車漫無目的地穿梭在大街小巷。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAugZuAGu5D
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一個多小時後，麥傑生的情緒終於慢慢平復，他擦去眼角最後一滴淚水，低聲說道：「畢先生，去錄音室吧。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgWa1wYuLO
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「好的，少爺。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpnjbBgEeS
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車頭緩緩一轉，朝著錄音室的方向駛去41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjTAHNVE0d
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從那天開始，麥傑生白天依舊跟著兄弟們四處宣傳、排練、演出。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9VyxbAdG8
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等所有工作結束，夜晚九點以後，他才匆匆趕往錄音室，有時錄到凌晨兩三點，有時甚至天亮才回家。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UppbQ27dc
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疲憊，漸漸寫在他的眼神裡，可每當站在麥克風前，他又像變了一個人。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibUohsixHo
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只是最近的他，總會在錄音空檔發呆。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSSP87wCI5
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冰冰坐在錄音室角落，安安靜靜地望著眼前的男人，她默默算了算時間，心裡很清楚。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5GaDkHKtX
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這正是真實歷史裡，父子衝突逐漸加劇，《蹦出牆外》即將誕生的那段歲月。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw2v0rU2Lv
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就在這時，麥傑生忽然輕聲開口。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOX3aB8R2s
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「冰冰。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud71yQdQja
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「嗯？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BFcX9Bvg2
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「如果……爹地這張專輯失敗了呢？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1dVzOH4fo
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冰冰眨了眨眼。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P9F7V0c69
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「那就做下一張啊！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo8aDTlUTz
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麥傑生愣了一下。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkZsIAbe2q
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「哪有人第一張個人專輯就一定成功？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOyojYZLHX
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冰冰笑了笑。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsKdNyXT0B
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「如果失敗一次就不能再唱歌，那世界上就沒有歌手了。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm2qnDF5RY
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錄音室安靜了幾秒。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK2CLzJdLF
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麥傑生忽然笑了，那笑容很輕，卻像終於放下了心裡壓著的一塊大石。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IRvaeN3oU
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他站起身，走向錄音室，隔著玻璃，他朝鐘昆西比了一個準備好的手勢。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUgprMLPu7
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