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艾爾不知道自己是怎麼熬過那幾個小時的。1234 copyright protection17PENANAZCUKpufYgH 尼
他報了警。警察來了,做了筆錄,調了監控。監控顯示喀布爾扛著望舒走出宿舍大門,往東邊走了。然後消失在一個監控死角。1234 copyright protection17PENANALLsvhcf9Qe 尼
沒了。1234 copyright protection17PENANAEFJoy2Qbd5 尼
警察說會調查,會找人,讓他等消息。1234 copyright protection17PENANAFvjmW4nDGr 尼
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他坐在宿舍裡,看著那條灰色的圍巾,看著望舒沒疊好的被子,看著喀布爾空蕩蕩的床鋪。1234 copyright protection17PENANAPVulOAfURO 尼
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左邊上鋪是他的,左邊下鋪是喀布爾的,右邊下鋪是望舒的。1234 copyright protection17PENANAs2QgeAag9l 尼
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三個人。1234 copyright protection17PENANAGntVR91yr3 尼
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三張床。1234 copyright protection17PENANA5i5MCFKjgx 尼
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現在只剩他一個。1234 copyright protection17PENANADEsLvUcjIr 尼
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他想起昨晚——昨晚他還在上鋪睡覺,垂著手,什麼都不知道。而下面,就在他下面,喀布爾醒著,望舒被綁著。1234 copyright protection17PENANAiDrFnzVJUC 尼
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他怎麼能睡得那麼死?1234 copyright protection17PENANAdonb3ZkoPo 尼
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他怎麼什麼都沒聽見?1234 copyright protection17PENANAKmDRnimTgj 尼
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手機震了。1234 copyright protection17PENANAULRlVKQO42 尼
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他幾乎是撲過去拿起來的——1234 copyright protection17PENANAMIClryvQR9 尼
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陌生號碼。1234 copyright protection17PENANAuNV5IHPOH1 尼
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他接起來,聲音發抖:「喂?」1234 copyright protection17PENANATq8SOUyg4c 尼
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「艾爾。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAFDXKlfTnij 尼
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喀布爾的聲音。1234 copyright protection17PENANAS3MS4Vnnwp 尼
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艾爾的心臟差點停跳:「喀布爾!你在哪裡!望舒呢!」1234 copyright protection17PENANAtNKx3gpyE9 尼
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「她在旁邊。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAcjHf29LSiW 尼
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「讓她說話!讓我聽她說話!」1234 copyright protection17PENANAQ4gFFPwju7 尼
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那頭安靜了一下,然後傳來細微的摩擦聲,接著——1234 copyright protection17PENANAQDquD3QO3D 尼
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「艾爾。」1234 copyright protection17PENANA2WjSwrl7pN 尼
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望舒的聲音。1234 copyright protection17PENANAB6d2tZxZkM 尼
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沙啞的,疲憊的,但活著的。1234 copyright protection17PENANAlNPZDsRGl2 尼
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艾爾的眼淚瞬間湧出來:「望舒!望舒妳還好嗎!他有沒有——」1234 copyright protection17PENANA72iOWgFfv1 尼
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「我沒事。」望舒打斷他,聲音很輕,但很穩,「他沒有傷害我。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAb35DJJrIOb 尼
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「妳——」1234 copyright protection17PENANAuXDn2Qgo8k 尼
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「他想和你說話。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAMq1Q3DvgVW 尼
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然後又是喀布爾的聲音。1234 copyright protection17PENANAhOnGISEHTb 尼
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「聽到了嗎?她很好。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAjkM9A3jcXr 尼
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艾爾深吸一口氣,強迫自己冷靜下來:「喀布爾,你到底想做什麼?」1234 copyright protection17PENANApNDB1NQwfE 尼
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「想做什麼?」1234 copyright protection17PENANAd0xHpxp4Fo 尼
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喀布爾笑了,那笑聲透過話筒傳來,帶著某種疲憊的溫柔。1234 copyright protection17PENANA1dXsQYUuVi 尼
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「我想和你談談。真正的談談。不是隔著手機,不是隔著警察,是……面對面。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAhRpnUdYTcJ 尼
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艾爾的手在發抖:「好。在哪裡?」1234 copyright protection17PENANAsl9uuZJJOo 尼
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「你知道學校後面那個廢棄的舊校舍嗎?就是我們大一時探險過的那個。」1234 copyright protection17PENANARRXcVTkP0m 尼
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艾爾想起來了。那是他們剛入學時,喀布爾拉著他去的。說是探險,其實就是兩個無聊的男生去找刺激。他們在那裡逛了一圈,什麼也沒發現,最後喀布爾還被蜘蛛網糊了一臉。1234 copyright protection17PENANA75phi6oflu 尼
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他笑得那麼大聲。1234 copyright protection17PENANApfRavBjHPC 尼
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那是多久以前的事了?1234 copyright protection17PENANAflTrkxyrQG 尼
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「我知道。」艾爾說,「我現在過去。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAeP846SWeWe 尼
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「等等。」喀布爾的聲音變了,「你一個人來。不要告訴警察,不要告訴任何人。如果你帶人來……」1234 copyright protection17PENANATinT4ZNyvN 尼
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他停下來。1234 copyright protection17PENANAkViZnLsDG7 尼
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「我不會傷害望舒,但如果你帶人來,我不知道我會做什麼。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAOOh2e0FFcw 尼
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艾爾的心一緊:「我不帶人。我一個人去。」1234 copyright protection17PENANATqDFSbLS7B 尼
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「好。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAEJ2lBGoZFT 尼
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「喀布爾。」1234 copyright protection17PENANA7Qu049fcd5 尼
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「嗯?」1234 copyright protection17PENANAX8vw5T9tiv 尼
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艾爾握緊手機,聲音發顫:「你不要傷害她。求求你。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAb9ZyNSpmRo 尼
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那頭沉默了很久。1234 copyright protection17PENANADAfsNGI5AS 尼
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然後喀布爾說:「你知道嗎?你求我的時候,用的是『她』。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAgO8pSaDoXc 尼
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電話掛了。1234 copyright protection17PENANAkJxbIRPS1q 尼
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艾爾愣愣地看著手機,過了幾秒才反應過來。1234 copyright protection17PENANAeOpWeq2EpT 尼
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用的是「她」。1234 copyright protection17PENANAvWfCcVywd8 尼
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不是「望舒」。1234 copyright protection17PENANAqenxGYd0E4 尼
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不是「那個人」。1234 copyright protection17PENANA9b0iW4q6l0 尼
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是「她」。1234 copyright protection17PENANAOSOdFJaYGW 尼
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喀布爾在意的,是他用什麼詞,是他心裡把望舒放在什麼位置。1234 copyright protection17PENANATn3ijMJy7D 尼
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艾爾把電話塞進口袋,衝出門。1234 copyright protection17PENANA5E1XfCM7Sk 尼
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舊校舍在學校後山,已經荒廢了十幾年。據說以前是某個研究所,後來搬走了,房子就空著。圍牆塌了一半,雜草長得比人高,窗戶沒一塊完整的。1234 copyright protection17PENANASpSuqVXL2a 尼
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艾爾到的时候,太陽已經開始往下掉了。金紅色的光斜斜地照在破舊的建築上,把影子拉得長長的。1234 copyright protection17PENANAZ7UDhyRVgE 尼
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他站在圍牆缺口處,喘著氣,心跳得像打鼓。1234 copyright protection17PENANAcBX6VpBID1 尼
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「艾爾。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAYe6HsSesKl 尼
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聲音從裡面傳來。1234 copyright protection17PENANAW5tjzs2cgO 尼
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喀布爾站在舊校舍門口,半個身子隱在陰影裡。他還是早上那身衣服,灰色的T恤,黑色的運動褲,看起來和平时沒什麼兩樣。1234 copyright protection17PENANAGGlbUeRE7G 尼
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但他的手裡握著一把刀。1234 copyright protection17PENANAEjKBcixHgj 尼
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艾爾的腳步頓住了。1234 copyright protection17PENANAEQJ8Bm36ee 尼
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「別怕。」喀布爾說,語氣很輕,「不是用來對付你的。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAEHSWW0c1VP 尼
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那是用來對付誰的?1234 copyright protection17PENANAfHqPrwK3m2 尼
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艾爾不敢想。1234 copyright protection17PENANATIy5mN2ukQ 尼
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他深吸一口氣,往前走。1234 copyright protection17PENANANPC9JvsLzi 尼
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雜草刮過他的褲腿,碎石在腳下沙沙作響。他走過半塌的圍牆,走過長滿青苔的水泥地,走到喀布爾面前。1234 copyright protection17PENANA5NkDEEHqGv 尼
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近距離看,喀布爾的樣子比早上更糟。眼睛裡佈滿血絲,下巴冒出青色的鬍渣,整個人像一夜之間老了幾歲。1234 copyright protection17PENANAJ6zlrhGkhT 尼
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但他還在笑。1234 copyright protection17PENANA8Vsoqop0AN 尼
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那種溫柔的、疲憊的、讓人心疼的笑。1234 copyright protection17PENANA7HcScdaS0k 尼
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「你來了。」他說。1234 copyright protection17PENANA8KWGPP6oCr 尼
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「望舒呢?」艾爾問。1234 copyright protection17PENANAUNMVkD3NIv 尼
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喀布爾側身,往裡面指了指。1234 copyright protection17PENANAiL2wlbniR5 尼
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舊校舍的大廳很空曠,屋頂破了幾個大洞,陽光從洞裡射下來,形成幾道光柱。地上散落著破碎的桌椅、發黃的紙張、生鏽的儀器。1234 copyright protection17PENANAKw8rKTtINQ 尼
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望舒坐在角落的一把椅子上。1234 copyright protection17PENANAQQFIhReBiY 尼
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她沒有被束縛,她的眼睛是睜開的,亮亮的,直直地看著艾爾。1234 copyright protection17PENANAeKAywa9r9r 尼
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活著。1234 copyright protection17PENANAgWpOj7355n 尼
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沒事。1234 copyright protection17PENANApqmtOpJhKl 尼
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艾爾的心放下了一半。1234 copyright protection17PENANAxIMQL1mtaU 尼
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他想衝過去,但喀布爾伸手攔住他。1234 copyright protection17PENANASZcRyxJNso 尼
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「先談。」喀布爾說,「談完,我就放她走。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAKzjWAbd16H 尼
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艾爾看著他,看著那雙疲憊又瘋狂的眼睛:「談什麼?」1234 copyright protection17PENANArkYpy5zXGv 尼
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「談你。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAmCuP2YQiaa 尼
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喀布爾收起笑容,臉上的表情變得複雜。1234 copyright protection17PENANARxyJngs2Cn 尼
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「談你什麼時候開始看不見我的。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAlomsoJooLQ 尼
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陽光從屋頂的破洞照下來,落在他們之間。光柱裡有灰塵在飄浮,緩慢的,安靜的,像時間凝固成的顆粒。1234 copyright protection17PENANABiExrSFrnA 尼
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「大一剛入學的時候,我們是室友。」喀布爾說,聲音很輕,「你記得嗎?」1234 copyright protection17PENANA1IRcR3qZQy 尼
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艾爾點頭。1234 copyright protection17PENANAJ3QRywTxqs 尼
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他記得。1234 copyright protection17PENANAxh4pCq6gbx 尼
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那時候他剛離開家,什麼都不習慣,晚上常常睡不著。喀布爾就會爬起來,拉著他打遊戲,打到天亮。他們一起罵教授,一起熬夜趕報告,一起在食堂搶最後一份糖醋排骨。1234 copyright protection17PENANADSAiwQNIZH 尼
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「那時候你看著我。」喀布爾說,「你笑的時候,第一個看向的是我。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAdfHwvPccpr 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA8VXWEVUFMv
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艾爾的心揪了一下。1234 copyright protection17PENANAFxHOb0URkX 尼
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「然後呢?」喀布爾問,「然後是什麼時候變的?」1234 copyright protection17PENANAso3nsKtFPP 尼
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艾爾說不出話。1234 copyright protection17PENANAWaBn0dCK2l 尼
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1234 copyright protection17PENANAIZzJIcLl3o 尼
他知道是什麼時候。1234 copyright protection17PENANAACdTRAE6j1 尼
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1234 copyright protection17PENANA3e2ApjeIGG 尼
是那本書。1234 copyright protection17PENANADzVZksYL63 尼
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1234 copyright protection17PENANAvyPvFiSrot 尼
是那個書店。1234 copyright protection17PENANAfu04YOpQs5 尼
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1234 copyright protection17PENANAuogliXJM8T 尼
是那個「哲學圖書館」。1234 copyright protection17PENANArMHiJAVyWy 尼
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1234 copyright protection17PENANAMA8yeIF1l5 尼
是那個在黑暗裡和他對話的管理員。1234 copyright protection17PENANAdFGxEP6nWJ 尼
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「是她,對不對?」喀布爾替他說出來,「是那本書,是那個圖書館,是那個……她。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAdBGiKM5Rak 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAgYJMLlp6E9
1234 copyright protection17PENANANDHsqydaDK 尼
艾爾的喉嚨發緊:「喀布爾……」1234 copyright protection17PENANAZIeZtk73yA 尼
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「你知道我最難受的是什麼嗎?」1234 copyright protection17PENANAMhJXJ7fhKt 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAtHJEg0jDfN
1234 copyright protection17PENANAYlm2EbsUmJ 尼
喀布爾打斷他,聲音突然變得沙啞。1234 copyright protection17PENANAebRpgeKEj4 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA2DoCvs6DY0
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「我最難受的,不是她出現。是她出現之後,你變得更快樂了。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAWTtvWCFjYW 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANABE7tJz9UEs
1234 copyright protection17PENANAthgagZyN7x 尼
他看著艾爾,眼睛裡有淚光在閃爍。1234 copyright protection17PENANArhXj6PjhZb 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANABcUlbf5k9Z
1234 copyright protection17PENANAZZjXEJOLxE 尼
「你那時候在圖書館裡,和她說那些話——那些哲學的、亂七八糟的、連你自己都不太懂的話——你知不知道你回來之後是什麼樣子?」1234 copyright protection17PENANAzI4tRGmL5u 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAVdikslBVX1
1234 copyright protection17PENANA1UbJ9tF8iD 尼
艾爾愣住了。1234 copyright protection17PENANAcEt7kS6upV 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAzRloHPhn2d
1234 copyright protection17PENANAvBD9sErmct 尼
「你在發光。」喀布爾說,聲音在顫抖,「你每次從那個該死的圖書館回來,整個人都在發光。你跟我說那些對話,說什麼孔明燈,說什麼蠟燭,說什麼光——」1234 copyright protection17PENANAxRWA0gHxQf 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANABxYxv8odF2
1234 copyright protection17PENANAPipzYiC1Vn 尼
他停下來,深吸一口氣。1234 copyright protection17PENANAHETBnW35QR 尼
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「你說的那些話,我聽不懂。但我看得懂你的表情。」1234 copyright protection17PENANA1WsjeDjfkS 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANABmoVvgD9RL
1234 copyright protection17PENANAB7vhLZ2STg 尼
陽光照在喀布爾的臉上,把淚水照得發亮。1234 copyright protection17PENANAU1K06Ak7dN 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAsYUktVJgWX
1234 copyright protection17PENANAitdF8pLtFH 尼
「你看著她的時候,和以前看著我的時候,一模一樣。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAb1OhLDgMzz 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAeiG2Ya0lGL
1234 copyright protection17PENANA5FRsuhOYVj 尼
艾爾的呼吸停住了。1234 copyright protection17PENANAcGNdJX23TG 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAHIVAmYjnmc
1234 copyright protection17PENANAKtfZ8Hvhj7 尼
一模一樣。1234 copyright protection17PENANA7jGhuRHLCz 尼
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1234 copyright protection17PENANAc1hrRIHUKK 尼
他看著望舒的時候,和以前看著喀布爾的時候——1234 copyright protection17PENANAvxPsDNQAcd 尼
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是這樣嗎?1234 copyright protection17PENANAH3eXPxDL3d 尼
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1234 copyright protection17PENANAUlpdRjeiUZ 尼
他想起那些日子。那些在宿舍打遊戲的日子,那些一起去食堂的日子,那些熬夜聊天的日子。那時候他笑,喀布爾也笑。那時候他難過,喀布爾陪他難過。1234 copyright protection17PENANAo0iOLUodJh 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAO4YS5yoLtW
1234 copyright protection17PENANAROB0hxGqfI 尼
那是什麼?1234 copyright protection17PENANAvSjAF2U89X 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAA1HPNMcwz3
1234 copyright protection17PENANAy3ILzgWTL0 尼
那是友情。1234 copyright protection17PENANAymiIyKEVj5 尼
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1234 copyright protection17PENANAnwiwSJdqkc 尼
還是……1234 copyright protection17PENANAEWXA5AeTnQ 尼
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還是他從來沒想過的另一種東西?1234 copyright protection17PENANATqi3Hp9eBJ 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAwUyYhnkoeG
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「我不知道……」艾爾的聲音沙啞,「喀布爾,我真的不知道……」1234 copyright protection17PENANAyNf3I5isJl 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA8TvQVdKHJ1
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「你不知道。」喀布爾重複他的話,苦澀地笑了,「你當然不知道。因為你從來沒想過要看向我。」1234 copyright protection17PENANARDqpJqIFRv 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAv3v4yleteG
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他轉身,走向望舒。1234 copyright protection17PENANA7P7U9huZ5N 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAYP0ZH0a0FJ
1234 copyright protection17PENANAyD00vQWOCF 尼
艾爾的心一緊:「喀布爾!」1234 copyright protection17PENANAPfsa5T8kFc 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAorw7Oyho6W
1234 copyright protection17PENANAHS6lfdfzH3 尼
喀布爾沒有理他。他走到望舒面前,蹲下來。1234 copyright protection17PENANAiTieMz0cgu 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAxtxSfbkPQj
1234 copyright protection17PENANAeWeRUNV3F0 尼
望舒喘了口氣,抬頭看他。1234 copyright protection17PENANAgCCzlAgzgp 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAVDFhcZQP7r
1234 copyright protection17PENANAsGmAYasrSb 尼
「妳看。」喀布爾輕聲說,語氣溫柔得像在聊天,「他來了。他來救妳了。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAfpn7bxQ4Av 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAGS4vp7y2gm
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望舒看著他,眼睛裡沒有恐懼,只有……悲傷。1234 copyright protection17PENANAzw1imsp6Q3 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAHYtR3hCJu1
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「喀布爾。」她說,聲音沙啞但平靜,「你這樣做,他不會更愛你。」1234 copyright protection17PENANA1SVq8TY7C6 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA37KyLn3chN
1234 copyright protection17PENANA2t2aFl4Duj 尼
喀布爾的動作頓住了。1234 copyright protection17PENANARitpKYvkwZ 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAOMHSufhaZD
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「我知道。」他說。1234 copyright protection17PENANAgoRvTQ9AtO 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAVWhfj4o7df
1234 copyright protection17PENANAEVu2rxyaAG 尼
「你知道,為什麼還要——」1234 copyright protection17PENANA4T4p95hjF0 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA3JqyAmtCFy
1234 copyright protection17PENANAAKk2i5ZUBj 尼
「因為我做不到。」1234 copyright protection17PENANABopcRY9zPT 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAet1zZcxMg5
1234 copyright protection17PENANAacXJRVqdCJ 尼
他打斷她,聲音突然變得脆弱。1234 copyright protection17PENANAnpeVmbOdYs 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAtwu1StCUus
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「我做不到看著他和妳在一起,然後假裝什麼事都沒有。」1234 copyright protection17PENANA5x06Ii5o6v 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAakZNHAgJ4X
1234 copyright protection17PENANAhaLwBBHOQj 尼
他站起身,退後兩步,看著望舒,也看著艾爾。1234 copyright protection17PENANAqNvQAyQivS 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANANUcWs9FetO
1234 copyright protection17PENANAcXbuqex9kv 尼
陽光從屋頂的破洞照下來,落在三個人身上。他們的位置像一個三角形——艾爾在門口的光柱裡,望舒在角落的陰影中,喀布爾站在中間,半明半暗。1234 copyright protection17PENANAGOTFNDQm4H 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAjN4hI8X0Wc
1234 copyright protection17PENANA3D4gekkSEJ 尼
「我做了一個決定。」喀布爾說。1234 copyright protection17PENANAhdOxWINEkx 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANABnqXjC08N1
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他舉起手裡的刀。1234 copyright protection17PENANACmzl41B7oV 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAOoksaDpM3L
1234 copyright protection17PENANAoK5N3qY6VK 尼
艾爾的心臟差點停跳:「喀布爾——!」1234 copyright protection17PENANAUwzE9SszCR 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAPv7Y8SRL3D
1234 copyright protection17PENANAAVL9uh49FD 尼
「別動。」1234 copyright protection17PENANA8ZBiZ3jX5k 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAhrx71O4Wh1
1234 copyright protection17PENANAbMKpoco7Oa 尼
喀布爾把刀指向望舒,但沒有靠近。他只是指著,刀尖在陽光下閃著冷冷的光。1234 copyright protection17PENANAYQwr13Y7PU 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA98WJzVixoQ
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「聽我說完。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAEubE4PZgsW 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAO08MExmNEg
1234 copyright protection17PENANAofvIeKkKFm 尼
艾爾咬住牙,不敢動。1234 copyright protection17PENANAZ69x6vqxyt 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANApXsYAbXx30
1234 copyright protection17PENANA83M7cLmapJ 尼
喀布爾看著他,眼神複雜極了。1234 copyright protection17PENANA0CWLlvqSva 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAvWQt9MkbmS
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「我本來想,把妳殺了,然後自殺。」他對望舒說,語氣平靜得像在討論天氣,「這樣他就永遠記得我。」1234 copyright protection17PENANA5yeSqfd5Z5 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAIrOQDiEaZ5
1234 copyright protection17PENANA9RnSaxjdiY 尼
望舒的眼睛睜大了。1234 copyright protection17PENANAuzoeb4GLlV 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA2RM29eg5MR
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「但我做不到。」喀布爾繼續說,「不是不敢殺妳,是不敢讓他恨我。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAOdoJQFp1fY 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAYqpMtRUIGp
1234 copyright protection17PENANAc9JqEU55a5 尼
他轉向艾爾。1234 copyright protection17PENANAJGAv8JeQv7 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAcZ5b6Vn61K
1234 copyright protection17PENANAJp97ScA0OZ 尼
「你知道嗎?我寧可你永遠不知道我喜歡你,也不想你恨我。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAk5tEHHBE5c 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANApyFdGRpO19
1234 copyright protection17PENANAqczqlcU7rT 尼
艾爾的眼眶濕了:「喀布爾……」1234 copyright protection17PENANA9SlC8PhQx7 尼
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1234 copyright protection17PENANAGfo7bX79aS 尼
「所以我換了一個方式。」1234 copyright protection17PENANADlRD9T6k3E 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAjpc1Q1FwyD
1234 copyright protection17PENANAMd1ko5NaP8 尼
喀布爾把刀收回來,放在自己手心裡。1234 copyright protection17PENANAXROdBluczb 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAe20Ftm7KOi
1234 copyright protection17PENANAtv9f6RS98s 尼
「我讓你選。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAvMf41E3HCP 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANALOPtyEtrWK
1234 copyright protection17PENANAKPFm14ZuG9 尼
他看著艾爾,一字一句地說:1234 copyright protection17PENANAC7OtXAvzwy 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAFt1rDrUnO8
1234 copyright protection17PENANAvQJ4DGwVPJ 尼
「你選她,我就放她走,然後你永遠失去我。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAzNaNtE8B6T 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAYO1TKWzxvR
1234 copyright protection17PENANAnL16M6b74r 尼
艾爾的呼吸停住了。1234 copyright protection17PENANA9sIbm0BRw4 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAatkEhnTfwt
1234 copyright protection17PENANAx0hkgXVZym 尼
「你選我,我就放她走,然後……」1234 copyright protection17PENANApJizi9GXCH 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAr811kwGXV4
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他停下來,苦笑了一下。1234 copyright protection17PENANAdRkUDHceyV 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAQvQv5FNSxC
1234 copyright protection17PENANAFgEGARfibS 尼
「然後我們試試看。試試看你能不能喜歡我,像喜歡她一樣。」1234 copyright protection17PENANAaqmav2knSv 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAozywFpCxfc
1234 copyright protection17PENANAMY3mdRMgW8 尼
陽光在移動,光柱慢慢從艾爾身上移開,移向喀布爾。1234 copyright protection17PENANAlF4lj9wpRL 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAcK6TYnZaMO
1234 copyright protection17PENANAMRV7I7ysIq 尼
「選吧。」喀布爾說。1234 copyright protection17PENANAQW6s2ZVLut 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAKUZN8ErT5y
1234 copyright protection17PENANAH5RReYDsYN 尼
艾爾站在那裡,看著喀布爾,也看著望舒。1234 copyright protection17PENANALAQWGInWyn 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAazignL5M9C
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望舒靜靜地看著他,沒有說話。她的眼睛在說:沒關係,選你心裡的答案。1234 copyright protection17PENANAnEWZjAlUta 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA713zMH5pWl
1234 copyright protection17PENANA5neb7fBmuq 尼
喀布爾也在看著他。那雙眼睛裡有渴望,有恐懼,有瘋狂,也有脆弱。那雙眼睛在說:看我一次,就這一次,認認真真地看我一次。1234 copyright protection17PENANA3rX56uzdrw 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANADT2opQVVCK
1234 copyright protection17PENANAbsXX1Q1ZNr 尼
艾爾的腦子一片混亂。1234 copyright protection17PENANAKuGc9EFaMu 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA078IvMXpgq
1234 copyright protection17PENANAvqKiEC5W91 尼
他想起了哲學圖書館裡的對話。1234 copyright protection17PENANAAFlGjsvbP6 尼
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1234 copyright protection17PENANALIPiB3GCGU 尼
「如果人生是戲,那我們究竟是演員,還是觀眾呢?」1234 copyright protection17PENANAxWk8huYLYk 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANApg5upmnpov
1234 copyright protection17PENANAM7H1OioGfE 尼
管理員那時候說:「我們是自己的主角,這齣戲沒有劇本,一切由你決定。」1234 copyright protection17PENANASpOndxorWm 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANALXn3X18Ktu
1234 copyright protection17PENANAfkMusX7ca5 尼
一切由你決定。1234 copyright protection17PENANAnRvYxHRIsT 尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAKROOyQ7I6S
1234 copyright protection17PENANAHGvSJR4kcP 尼
現在輪到他決定了。1234 copyright protection17PENANAptdq8PxSIN 尼
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1234 copyright protection17PENANAfJXYUGgFQt 尼
他深吸一口氣,張開嘴——1234 copyright protection17PENANAzQVbJFxwru 尼
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1234 copyright protection17PENANACncw1W08Jv 尼
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1234 copyright protection17PENANAw1K5JskSjR 尼21Please respect copyright.PENANADPbRholC9f
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