英亞這幾天每天都準時到街舞教室，甚至提早半小時到。他會先熱身、拉筋、練習上次的轉身，然後一邊偷看手機訊息，一邊等那抹紅色出現在門口。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMKFyETL8y
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但今天，曹曦遲到了。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2YLQC5WRP
遲了整整三十分鐘。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXovRU0SFw
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英亞原本想裝作不在意，但他的腳不斷打著節拍，手也停不下來地轉手機。當他終於忍不住打開對話框、準備傳訊息時，門卻啪的一聲被推開。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdOdXIJFwq
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「你……」他正要開口。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6SrHEDhYz
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曹曦沒看他，只說：「對不起，我睡過頭了。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H3COmBRyp
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這是第一次，他聽到曹曦說「對不起」。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeMzRx21x7
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英亞愣了一下，卻沒多問，只接過對方甩來的水壺，像什麼都沒發生過一樣。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywHHtljVp7
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直到練舞結束。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfa6EqLRFh
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英亞準備收包回家時，不小心踢倒了曹曦的袋子。袋口沒拉好，一撮紅色的東西從裡頭掉出來。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9EMpxjT0d
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他彎腰撿起。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFB8iQmz9yo
是一束紅髮。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Hao77vXNy
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不是假髮，是剪下來的真髮——整齊地束著，用一條黑絲帶綁著。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4G8TyMgFi
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他拿在手中，一時說不出話。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMWxHDScmy
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「放下。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKyqCCCa1q
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曹曦的聲音從後方傳來，低得近乎警告。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqqE5tyOBd
英亞回頭，對上他一雙毫無表情的眼睛。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkLBDIeDEH
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「這是……你自己的頭髮？」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UcG7xIley
曹曦沒有回答，只走過來，從他手中奪走那束頭髮，小心翼翼地放回包裡，然後拉緊袋口。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs8tN3SEVO
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「你為什麼要剪？」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4BwIUT4Xm
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「那是以前的事了。」曹曦冷冷地說，轉身背對他。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSQsa0aGZ9
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英亞咬著唇，鼓起勇氣走近一步。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rr7AkfAR3
「你不想說……是因為你覺得丟臉，還是因為你覺得沒人會懂？」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvwCqJoOyw
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曹曦沒有動。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgHf8YsaTc
空氣凝結了一秒。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVRb4ZJrqJ
然後他說：82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGBUcJGbu2
「我以前，是在舞台上被剪的。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cg1lSakbd
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英亞睜大了眼。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5qgvNI5NT
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「那是國一的一次校內成果展，我準備了一整年，舞蹈、造型、音樂，全都是我自己編的。那天我穿了一件全黑練習衣，綁了高馬尾……我很興奮，也很自信。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvW4HLgyKN
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曹曦的聲音很平，但語氣卻像紙一樣薄，隨時會碎。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovJxUhZqUE
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「跳到一半的時候，有人從側台衝上來……拿著剪刀，直接剪斷了我的馬尾。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCCAaDIttf
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英亞的心一緊，腦中閃過無數畫面——舞台、聚光燈、觀眾驚呼聲、紅髮灑落在地板上。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuhhsVlmq9
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「我聽到全場在笑。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZV7a1SvBFO
「我當時只覺得頭皮好痛，然後就是……冷。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZlAfwRZOs
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曹曦舉起手，在自己後頸比劃了一下。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5S4kw3K9Xs
「從那天起，我就決定，只跳給自己看。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFpZN5I0my
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教室靜得只剩下呼吸聲。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOO81WVs7Z
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英亞小聲說：「可是你現在又綁起來了。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M0A0UUuu1
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曹曦看著他，語氣裡帶著少見的柔軟。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Q6lGbduao
「因為你不是在笑我。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci6ZF83dQM
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英亞抬頭，眼神燙得像火。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bGJLhbTNE
「我永遠不會笑你。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1j5h4E2LF
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他走過去，伸手，輕輕替曹曦把馬尾抓得更緊。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Zh3XujWv4
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「你知道嗎，我覺得……你重新綁起馬尾的樣子，比任何時候都強大。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ298nQSGL09
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曹曦垂下眼，低聲說：82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kpq3Irhqo
「你不怕我再被剪一次嗎？」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME1voSlGU8
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英亞毫不猶豫地說：82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXsCUAJ8yL
「那就換我站到你前面。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLi207qiBU
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那一夜，曹曦沒有拒絕英亞替他收好那束過去的紅髮。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTPAGJhkIy
也沒有拒絕——英亞留下來，陪他一起練到凌晨。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl15zD7IB0u
那是他第一次，讓一個人參與他的秘密。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhsM39clKP
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也是第一次，覺得被看見，沒有那麼痛。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUR12v0VdW1
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