英亞這幾天每天都準時到街舞教室，甚至提早半小時到。他會先熱身、拉筋、練習上次的轉身，然後一邊偷看手機訊息，一邊等那抹紅色出現在門口。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeRMohGR1H
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但今天，曹曦遲到了。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XLcarh0m6
遲了整整三十分鐘。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmwmI8zrQS
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英亞原本想裝作不在意，但他的腳不斷打著節拍，手也停不下來地轉手機。當他終於忍不住打開對話框、準備傳訊息時，門卻啪的一聲被推開。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsJXgMOWpX
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「你……」他正要開口。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0opwxo5ru
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曹曦沒看他，只說：「對不起，我睡過頭了。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzfSa7jZAY
　87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueGQZ5CmZh
這是第一次，他聽到曹曦說「對不起」。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8rqVauDtU
　87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVskd7UgmS
英亞愣了一下，卻沒多問，只接過對方甩來的水壺，像什麼都沒發生過一樣。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNT07cb5zu
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直到練舞結束。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAftYER7fk5
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英亞準備收包回家時，不小心踢倒了曹曦的袋子。袋口沒拉好，一撮紅色的東西從裡頭掉出來。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXFu2ZdqVf
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他彎腰撿起。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHFFAAEbt2
是一束紅髮。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LTlLOC7Ok
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不是假髮，是剪下來的真髮——整齊地束著，用一條黑絲帶綁著。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoR9kJXA4L
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他拿在手中，一時說不出話。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfsdSygko9
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「放下。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUw2uoaBzD9
　87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBJAzqc4F7
曹曦的聲音從後方傳來，低得近乎警告。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjp6zMQBxmz
英亞回頭，對上他一雙毫無表情的眼睛。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEGkYVXVrn
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「這是……你自己的頭髮？」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdQ0qQEvHd
曹曦沒有回答，只走過來，從他手中奪走那束頭髮，小心翼翼地放回包裡，然後拉緊袋口。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSDz3LfrkX
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「你為什麼要剪？」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVVl2GkOVl
　87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJflmeJJrD
「那是以前的事了。」曹曦冷冷地說，轉身背對他。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjRg1KQKh3
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英亞咬著唇，鼓起勇氣走近一步。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF7h3qR2ZN
「你不想說……是因為你覺得丟臉，還是因為你覺得沒人會懂？」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG5L1ADyJo
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曹曦沒有動。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDu3e58Xbf
空氣凝結了一秒。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5o2Lz0P50
然後他說：87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71wi1yLFt3
「我以前，是在舞台上被剪的。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxLIjg3uOQ
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英亞睜大了眼。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6pDFNS8fG
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「那是國一的一次校內成果展，我準備了一整年，舞蹈、造型、音樂，全都是我自己編的。那天我穿了一件全黑練習衣，綁了高馬尾……我很興奮，也很自信。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHS7bcdZrO
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曹曦的聲音很平，但語氣卻像紙一樣薄，隨時會碎。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWEaFvHGCX
　87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eY3hhJaih
「跳到一半的時候，有人從側台衝上來……拿著剪刀，直接剪斷了我的馬尾。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P7PZtc1rN
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英亞的心一緊，腦中閃過無數畫面——舞台、聚光燈、觀眾驚呼聲、紅髮灑落在地板上。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUpDvZ3yQ3
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「我聽到全場在笑。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUWx8TSdfO
「我當時只覺得頭皮好痛，然後就是……冷。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKmgxZdK1P
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曹曦舉起手，在自己後頸比劃了一下。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSrsClyDat
「從那天起，我就決定，只跳給自己看。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhYGkGqpGG
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教室靜得只剩下呼吸聲。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBNrK2iDaB
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英亞小聲說：「可是你現在又綁起來了。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGHOpZf4In
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曹曦看著他，語氣裡帶著少見的柔軟。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMP7IhoJU7D
「因為你不是在笑我。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5uLBmwf6X
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英亞抬頭，眼神燙得像火。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkmyb84KcJ
「我永遠不會笑你。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UkBEkpFQe
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他走過去，伸手，輕輕替曹曦把馬尾抓得更緊。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5zo7seDGg
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「你知道嗎，我覺得……你重新綁起馬尾的樣子，比任何時候都強大。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zpxA5Ghwn
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曹曦垂下眼，低聲說：87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudLa8oamrV
「你不怕我再被剪一次嗎？」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQeT5KW8p1
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英亞毫不猶豫地說：87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhitFhAd2iS
「那就換我站到你前面。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3ge4kUubN
　87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhD1FWFp63z
那一夜，曹曦沒有拒絕英亞替他收好那束過去的紅髮。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FwDFv1MML
也沒有拒絕——英亞留下來，陪他一起練到凌晨。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BxISNTg4b
那是他第一次，讓一個人參與他的秘密。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7lt8WWKPA
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也是第一次，覺得被看見，沒有那麼痛。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbnFGroiP7
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