英亞這幾天每天都準時到街舞教室，甚至提早半小時到。他會先熱身、拉筋、練習上次的轉身，然後一邊偷看手機訊息，一邊等那抹紅色出現在門口。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOubAfyi4ll
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但今天，曹曦遲到了。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqruMBOdAY
遲了整整三十分鐘。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0FZq9hzuv
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英亞原本想裝作不在意，但他的腳不斷打著節拍，手也停不下來地轉手機。當他終於忍不住打開對話框、準備傳訊息時，門卻啪的一聲被推開。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsCRpSzzOI
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「你……」他正要開口。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQqjxlA0mh
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曹曦沒看他，只說：「對不起，我睡過頭了。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY29KT73szG
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這是第一次，他聽到曹曦說「對不起」。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkBZ83l4on
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英亞愣了一下，卻沒多問，只接過對方甩來的水壺，像什麼都沒發生過一樣。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCmNr5gK08
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直到練舞結束。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bIn8clNBz
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英亞準備收包回家時，不小心踢倒了曹曦的袋子。袋口沒拉好，一撮紅色的東西從裡頭掉出來。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiTepr5dSC
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他彎腰撿起。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMO7Tnv4Ex
是一束紅髮。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvbbaQaGLs
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不是假髮，是剪下來的真髮——整齊地束著，用一條黑絲帶綁著。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQr1YJ5Bz4
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他拿在手中，一時說不出話。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiTlbQYflk
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「放下。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxC8JOeTVg
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曹曦的聲音從後方傳來，低得近乎警告。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxyTfTu3Ml
英亞回頭，對上他一雙毫無表情的眼睛。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7usNCG4it
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「這是……你自己的頭髮？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTogaeanuh
曹曦沒有回答，只走過來，從他手中奪走那束頭髮，小心翼翼地放回包裡，然後拉緊袋口。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHzmipWSKv
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「你為什麼要剪？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvSWtsA1i3
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「那是以前的事了。」曹曦冷冷地說，轉身背對他。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78hWFbX0vC
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英亞咬著唇，鼓起勇氣走近一步。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcrSoLKi9m
「你不想說……是因為你覺得丟臉，還是因為你覺得沒人會懂？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjavOyLhc1j
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曹曦沒有動。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc08taiQVN
空氣凝結了一秒。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhioU8Gfxu
然後他說：84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRhGabz2uw
「我以前，是在舞台上被剪的。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MHpeqSsj4
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英亞睜大了眼。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9tVa3Hc2x
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「那是國一的一次校內成果展，我準備了一整年，舞蹈、造型、音樂，全都是我自己編的。那天我穿了一件全黑練習衣，綁了高馬尾……我很興奮，也很自信。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUDXIBhSnf
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曹曦的聲音很平，但語氣卻像紙一樣薄，隨時會碎。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAzw7ua3g3
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「跳到一半的時候，有人從側台衝上來……拿著剪刀，直接剪斷了我的馬尾。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjuLwh1Tbl
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英亞的心一緊，腦中閃過無數畫面——舞台、聚光燈、觀眾驚呼聲、紅髮灑落在地板上。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCJmlLLkAf
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「我聽到全場在笑。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MRRwVaYgC
「我當時只覺得頭皮好痛，然後就是……冷。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7xqXNJrPW
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曹曦舉起手，在自己後頸比劃了一下。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHqu2hjiaC
「從那天起，我就決定，只跳給自己看。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8z6usYFltl
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教室靜得只剩下呼吸聲。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3hOhNJEPf
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英亞小聲說：「可是你現在又綁起來了。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYILeAghst
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曹曦看著他，語氣裡帶著少見的柔軟。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdr7kB5f1h
「因為你不是在笑我。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6KK9mzbEG
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英亞抬頭，眼神燙得像火。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykITSf5Gzt
「我永遠不會笑你。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DTOR78VyF
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他走過去，伸手，輕輕替曹曦把馬尾抓得更緊。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkV245kPKm
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「你知道嗎，我覺得……你重新綁起馬尾的樣子，比任何時候都強大。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CgOHDrHc0
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曹曦垂下眼，低聲說：84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdpbIizRyL
「你不怕我再被剪一次嗎？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgftQKfNlMl
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英亞毫不猶豫地說：84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwExeJHizSc
「那就換我站到你前面。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKSrjumK9d
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那一夜，曹曦沒有拒絕英亞替他收好那束過去的紅髮。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuZzC95AKD
也沒有拒絕——英亞留下來，陪他一起練到凌晨。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIc9PM3nAL
那是他第一次，讓一個人參與他的秘密。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjzNrrclJY
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也是第一次，覺得被看見，沒有那麼痛。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5219Y3hV3
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