盛夏裡的紅髮男孩 - 番外一：〈如果那天沒有剪〉（曹曦視角）

那天晚上，我一夜沒睡。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cuXEDNLDh
房間很安靜，只聽見窗外車聲偶爾掠過。我的手握著手機，卻什麼訊息都沒傳出去。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuul10o3SoZ
螢幕亮了一次又一次，畫面停留在那人最後一句話上：32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqpOpvOMHv
「我不想再跟一個假裝自己是女生的人跳舞了。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iaHWMRhfw
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我不是女生。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmjbN53wTB
但我不想剪。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCgi2TWI7g
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那天早上，我的頭髮被剪得很短。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXR7kp615F
理髮師還笑著問我：「你這髮質好，捲度自然，剪短了會很帥喔。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAmRgYkb7p
我笑不出來。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqtuTMiRwG
我只是看著鏡子裡那張臉，陌生得像不認識自己。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUyNMC5WKa
明明是我，卻不是我。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2jawlYLsX
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回到舞室時，大家都沒說話。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR59EesQiq0
連老師都只看了我一眼，說：「換風格也不錯。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8QksWzfFt
我跳得很好，但心裡有個空洞開始擴大。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3MybIIgMU
就像有什麼東西，在我身上死掉了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lE4j6hNfq
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晚上回家，我拿出被剪下來的一撮紅髮。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVALEVfAKx3
捲捲的，柔柔的，還帶著我噴的定型噴霧香氣。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3La6iKMt5R
我捧著它，像捧著一個遺體。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3MKseXjsm
那是我最後一次剪頭髮。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHzxzHh5gb
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我不會再剪了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbGLDZxoRG
因為——32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKITeBbAvJQ
如果那天我沒剪，也許我會繼續被嘲笑、繼續沒搭檔、繼續跳得像個不被接受的人。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisVlDTmv7U
但——我至少會知道，那個站在鏡子前的人，是我。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUSpBOBP0N
完整的我。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZECFDw7DC7
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兩年後，有個人看著我說：32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHY32EyUCU
「你現在的樣子，我很喜歡。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpF1Gnra32
那一瞬間，我才確定——32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh4aGe78Gy
我，真的長回來了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsf37qya8C
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