One hundred eighty-one days without your smile.
And one hundred eighty-one days of my tears…
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I think I’ve already cried an entire ocean of sadness since the day you left.
I remember that day as if it were yesterday.
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Now I sit here under the old acacia tree, standing by your grave.
The sunlight reflects off the gray stone of the tombstone right on my face.
And on it, in gold inscriptions, your name is engraved.
Forever.
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I remember how on one of your last days, you told me that you longed to feel the warmth of the summer sun on your skin.
Just one more time.
And I would truly do anything to make that wish come true.
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But I couldn’t stop time…
I couldn’t give you more of it…
No matter how hard I screamed and cried.
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Because fate can be cruel. Especially for wonderful people like you.
But clearly, being together wasn’t meant to be from the start.
But you and I preferred to believe.
To believe that this one “I love you” could change that fate.
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And so I still remember how we slept together in that narrow hospital bed.
When you were cold and afraid to fall asleep because you didn’t know if you’d see another sunrise.
When I whispered that everything would be alright, even though I knew it was a lie.
But you really did feel better about it.
So finally, I started to believe it myself.
How I made a vow to you that I would stay with you until the end and never, ever forget you.
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And now, one hundred and eighty-one days later, I still keep that promise.12Please respect copyright.PENANAII1jAH2ED0
Sitting at the foot of your grave, with a bouquet of white roses, that you loved so much.
Counting down the days…
Until in the end…
I will finally see you again…
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