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I really don't know how to start this post. Yesterday, a friend I really enjoyed left me high and dry. If you don't care, fine, move to the next issue. But if you decide to stay, this incident requires a lot of context.
This post is mainly about my friend Chris (not his real name, of course). So, my best friend Cecily is on her vacation to India, so she wouldn't be at school for a few weeks. Going without Cecily for more than a month made me feel empty, which Chris knew.
A few years ago, back in fifth grade, I collected the info about people that I overheard, or let them tell me, with the help of Cecily and my classmate, Dylan. Sort of like a "Burn Book," but we weren't really planning on revealing this to anyone other than ourselves. Yes, I know it was wrong and nosy, but me in fifth grade couldn't resist.60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1DSc0gXUe
So, to just yesterday at lunch, Dylan opened his enormous mouth. He started it all with those ten words: "Yo, Marci! Remember when we dug up dirt on all those people?"
But little did he know, he had turned Chris' head. Then, Chris made Dylan explain what we had been doing in fifth grade.
Chris gave me a whole rant about how what we did was harmful, and that he refuses to be friends to a jerk like me until I change my personality.
I feel like I should probably be mad at Dylan, for opening his huge mouth, but somehow, I'm not. It's Chris I'm mad at. The only reason I enjoyed Chris' company is that he approved everything about me the way it was. But now, that's gone, damn it!
If I could turn back time, I would have convinced my mom to let me stay home for the day, instead of coming to school. I would have been better off if I had stayed in bed reading My Hero Academia. But whatever happened, happened.
I only wrote that "Burn Book", because people like Chris wouldn't have thought that I would have the balls to do so.
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