那張襯著顫抖彎曲字體的小紙條70Please respect copyright.PENANASLE7IQt2KR
我緊緊地握在手裡,看著她漸漸蒼白失溫的臉龐70Please respect copyright.PENANAWr2sUvE5ED
我拭乾了眼淚,抓緊她的手,也忘了過了幾個晝夜70Please respect copyright.PENANAGBiUAvtXdy
我換上黑色西裝,繞著灰黑色的領帶70Please respect copyright.PENANA7l5ok2bBEM
抓起鏡子旁邊的那束白玫瑰70Please respect copyright.PENANAgPIP92Y3pa
隨著黑色大禮車,前往筱莉的葬禮70Please respect copyright.PENANAJsHDsnEq0Q
一切低調簡單地進行,結束70Please respect copyright.PENANArOhC6zALKf
儀式結束,滴著毛毛雨的陰天70Please respect copyright.PENANAIJUAsbTDHt
瀰漫著一層微淡的薄霧70Please respect copyright.PENANADNJanMVMC3
我一個人拿著白玫瑰束,跪坐在她的墓碑前70Please respect copyright.PENANAyxFQiyohFw
看著她的名字,觸摸著碑石上她的姓名70Please respect copyright.PENANAFx8uqUiMVa
不斷地,無意義地說著,哭著70Please respect copyright.PENANAm0XsIYQQ46
「妳一定會回來看我,陪我,對不對?妳一定會回來看我,陪我,對不對?」70Please respect copyright.PENANArQGLyMMf71
一直重複,一直重複…70Please respect copyright.PENANAKZ60Spdc24
墓碑前有棵小樹,被我綁滿了黃絲帶,70Please respect copyright.PENANAyPTayqSwxZ
主持儀式的神父步向前70Please respect copyright.PENANABckiqiODBd
"They say that... if you tie a yellow ribbon to the top of a tree..."70Please respect copyright.PENANA7DdIWU0NL4
"The person you are waiting for... will come back to you one day."70Please respect copyright.PENANAVrnN5iFgdI
"My boy... though it's just a legend... I still believe that if you refuse to look back or give up..."70Please respect copyright.PENANAyIZWOvToUR
70Please respect copyright.PENANARCBe5T4RjB
"Your dream might just come true."70Please respect copyright.PENANAPyASqHWApZ
神父這樣跟我說著。70Please respect copyright.PENANAHZI8RYkQ62
"Really? I want to believe that... I truly hope what you said is true."70Please respect copyright.PENANAXYqEJkKET0
"I don't belong here..."70Please respect copyright.PENANAysNxE4vVFR
"Tomorrow... I'm going back to my own country..."70Please respect copyright.PENANA5OzyJ2cC2a
"She will live in my heart forever. You know..."70Please respect copyright.PENANA40P06ObWZA
"She was my first... my first love..."70Please respect copyright.PENANAa0bhaJU2X8
"She got to be an angel... but she left me all alone..."70Please respect copyright.PENANAKCuQZ5uMls
"So, I guess I'll just have to be... the devil... until the day I die."70Please respect copyright.PENANASRBFxHh0YL
我回台灣了,可是我變了,我不再在乎任何事情70Please respect copyright.PENANAn2LVTo0K4L
只要稍微有點心情不好,就任意地欺侮學校裡的人70Please respect copyright.PENANAD7ozfwU1oa
打架,拿椅子上的木板往人的頭上劈,結識三五不良少年70Please respect copyright.PENANAmZ0Br6oNKp
打人者,當然就也常常被打!70Please respect copyright.PENANAQznIqvF9mF
每天常常遍體鱗傷,帶著血跡,瘀青回家70Please respect copyright.PENANAeBJ0pq2B3u
這時候認識了一個朋友,影響我不少的一個人70Please respect copyright.PENANA6USZqJUWk1
他叫謝冠俞,他也是每天打架,他父親是某幫派大老,有錢也有勢70Please respect copyright.PENANA5HSCwaf3iE
他爸很讚賞我敢衝敢撞,不是嘴巴說說70Please respect copyright.PENANAirr6BNbmKl
一天,我跟著冠俞回家,他說他父親想見我一面70Please respect copyright.PENANAsFHJ4fN9Mc
一到他家的豪宅,踏入客廳,沉重的大門砰然關上70Please respect copyright.PENANAsY8fvRy2wN
一群黑衣中年男子把我壓在大桌上70Please respect copyright.PENANAMALg6waoTj
70Please respect copyright.PENANAYdem5mtZfd
有一把黑槍抵在頭上70Please respect copyright.PENANANRkZHjzs23
我那時候根本動彈不得70Please respect copyright.PENANAmteVUWdarI
「你叫阿哲吧?叔叔常聽見關於你在國中的事!」70Please respect copyright.PENANAX1DFSmMvgR
「我給你兩條路走!一是把眼前的槍和錢收下加入幫派,二是直的進來橫的出去!」70Please respect copyright.PENANAhzQcrEw1CQ
「叔叔我不喜歡別人拒絕我,不會虧待你的!」70Please respect copyright.PENANAhpLQun2GY6
就這樣莫名其妙的情況下,我加入了他們所謂的幫派70Please respect copyright.PENANAQHxMVGHdca
在學校打架鬧事,還真的是拳頭狂掃70Please respect copyright.PENANA3tC1ZvZwF4
沒有人總是勝利,打架總會有人輸,有人鼻青臉腫70Please respect copyright.PENANAmqhTbbYcaw
我也是…常有輸的時候70Please respect copyright.PENANAErSz20SJc0
總得躺在地上混著自己嘴角的血,等待看熱鬧的人群散去70Please respect copyright.PENANAFhBMdhJRbo
才會落下眼淚,落下椎心之痛的淚70Please respect copyright.PENANAe4PXFZTfEH
痛嗎?不,不會痛……痛的 是心,無法彌補殘缺的心痛70Please respect copyright.PENANAgkYESQdtJA
只差沒有跟著吸毒,其餘的有樣學樣70Please respect copyright.PENANAml3WPtAN9g
父母親卻真的渾然不知,還認為我在圖書館唸書70Please respect copyright.PENANAYVNaJlUZOI
我每天晚上拿著球棒,西瓜刀跟著豬朋狗友到處鬧事70Please respect copyright.PENANALhGvT19NB2
國一生活就這樣放蕩過去了70Please respect copyright.PENANAyTFe7S3H3k
那個暑假,一位阿姨幫我報名去參加一個英文夏令營70Please respect copyright.PENANA5AS9a10UCv
那是在台北私立淡江大學舉辦的英文夏令營70Please respect copyright.PENANAHUR9ZdN1vJ
為期十四天的夏令營,我倒還挺安分 的70Please respect copyright.PENANA4nABWaqTtq
「好美,好美,筱莉……你看!這裡的星星好美!」70Please respect copyright.PENANAznknSAnx9i
在淡江大學的十四個晚上,我每天都跑到宿舍頂樓看星星70Please respect copyright.PENANAzaBwOEmNCV
眼淚,恰似流星般……劃過寂靜的夜空……劃過我無力的臉龐
{夜,只是黑暗的降臨,也是幽冥的開始,才有夢的產生,讓人沉溺的虛幻}70Please respect copyright.PENANAoclUr6WKUC
{曲,只是情感的代表,也是奏鳴的起點,才有音的浮動,讓人淪喪的凋零}


