那張襯著顫抖彎曲字體的小紙條72Please respect copyright.PENANAynUAGlywTa
我緊緊地握在手裡,看著她漸漸蒼白失溫的臉龐72Please respect copyright.PENANApfLiI4qN2o
我拭乾了眼淚,抓緊她的手,也忘了過了幾個晝夜72Please respect copyright.PENANA5DuXgcwhe4
我換上黑色西裝,繞著灰黑色的領帶72Please respect copyright.PENANAMwpxeEKTXo
抓起鏡子旁邊的那束白玫瑰72Please respect copyright.PENANA7VhcA2LSEU
隨著黑色大禮車,前往筱莉的葬禮72Please respect copyright.PENANAFskguM0R2e
一切低調簡單地進行,結束72Please respect copyright.PENANA6OKmgJa4fq
儀式結束,滴著毛毛雨的陰天72Please respect copyright.PENANA2JV6ktHYmG
瀰漫著一層微淡的薄霧72Please respect copyright.PENANAv90p2xlQe6
我一個人拿著白玫瑰束,跪坐在她的墓碑前72Please respect copyright.PENANABW5AWmVE8P
看著她的名字,觸摸著碑石上她的姓名72Please respect copyright.PENANABqE14FXH6Q
不斷地,無意義地說著,哭著72Please respect copyright.PENANA2TDbPrRIf0
「妳一定會回來看我,陪我,對不對?妳一定會回來看我,陪我,對不對?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAmeGErUnOXT
一直重複,一直重複…72Please respect copyright.PENANAp0Wp1fu6r3
墓碑前有棵小樹,被我綁滿了黃絲帶,72Please respect copyright.PENANAHeyCr8wLkn
主持儀式的神父步向前72Please respect copyright.PENANAZToC47I9v0
"They say that... if you tie a yellow ribbon to the top of a tree..."72Please respect copyright.PENANAbHPuLDRNt6
"The person you are waiting for... will come back to you one day."72Please respect copyright.PENANAm4dhMFnrXE
"My boy... though it's just a legend... I still believe that if you refuse to look back or give up..."72Please respect copyright.PENANAcRbT1XVBZo
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"Your dream might just come true."72Please respect copyright.PENANALzG2LbQ56q
神父這樣跟我說著。72Please respect copyright.PENANAWVB4AF5kE1
"Really? I want to believe that... I truly hope what you said is true."72Please respect copyright.PENANA7dtMLeN5nu
"I don't belong here..."72Please respect copyright.PENANAEynF84qSAY
"Tomorrow... I'm going back to my own country..."72Please respect copyright.PENANAnOBJUvf7hQ
"She will live in my heart forever. You know..."72Please respect copyright.PENANAEmZyssF4Xk
"She was my first... my first love..."72Please respect copyright.PENANAdBSDMx89qe
"She got to be an angel... but she left me all alone..."72Please respect copyright.PENANAuckiXEde2y
"So, I guess I'll just have to be... the devil... until the day I die."72Please respect copyright.PENANAqKOq4nhreM
我回台灣了,可是我變了,我不再在乎任何事情72Please respect copyright.PENANAGVuP8Bvfyh
只要稍微有點心情不好,就任意地欺侮學校裡的人72Please respect copyright.PENANAVIxycuroLD
打架,拿椅子上的木板往人的頭上劈,結識三五不良少年72Please respect copyright.PENANA6OKeS7MvbQ
打人者,當然就也常常被打!72Please respect copyright.PENANA096H13IZxQ
每天常常遍體鱗傷,帶著血跡,瘀青回家72Please respect copyright.PENANASylEp2SHix
這時候認識了一個朋友,影響我不少的一個人72Please respect copyright.PENANA9D0Q6DVt6S
他叫謝冠俞,他也是每天打架,他父親是某幫派大老,有錢也有勢72Please respect copyright.PENANAkgHs5qiua1
他爸很讚賞我敢衝敢撞,不是嘴巴說說72Please respect copyright.PENANAXlsMhzPecH
一天,我跟著冠俞回家,他說他父親想見我一面72Please respect copyright.PENANAC1qWMM105y
一到他家的豪宅,踏入客廳,沉重的大門砰然關上72Please respect copyright.PENANAawG63Hz47g
一群黑衣中年男子把我壓在大桌上72Please respect copyright.PENANABbfNZiU6SF
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有一把黑槍抵在頭上72Please respect copyright.PENANAhBZUOCG31E
我那時候根本動彈不得72Please respect copyright.PENANALekzgyMhL6
「你叫阿哲吧?叔叔常聽見關於你在國中的事!」72Please respect copyright.PENANAysQ1WqlIx2
「我給你兩條路走!一是把眼前的槍和錢收下加入幫派,二是直的進來橫的出去!」72Please respect copyright.PENANACvhS8PlBZ3
「叔叔我不喜歡別人拒絕我,不會虧待你的!」72Please respect copyright.PENANAQhgpgvxfrM
就這樣莫名其妙的情況下,我加入了他們所謂的幫派72Please respect copyright.PENANAE707bifys7
在學校打架鬧事,還真的是拳頭狂掃72Please respect copyright.PENANAB2EmX8g8gL
沒有人總是勝利,打架總會有人輸,有人鼻青臉腫72Please respect copyright.PENANAgvzh3od0WZ
我也是…常有輸的時候72Please respect copyright.PENANAhUkhWvIWPN
總得躺在地上混著自己嘴角的血,等待看熱鬧的人群散去72Please respect copyright.PENANAtbeNhrNrhR
才會落下眼淚,落下椎心之痛的淚72Please respect copyright.PENANAdSrmWNcfi2
痛嗎?不,不會痛……痛的 是心,無法彌補殘缺的心痛72Please respect copyright.PENANA4nH9QvOb9P
只差沒有跟著吸毒,其餘的有樣學樣72Please respect copyright.PENANAJbuGl0bxNH
父母親卻真的渾然不知,還認為我在圖書館唸書72Please respect copyright.PENANA1HDPNaThug
我每天晚上拿著球棒,西瓜刀跟著豬朋狗友到處鬧事72Please respect copyright.PENANAwFAOGQxYcL
國一生活就這樣放蕩過去了72Please respect copyright.PENANA1FDaPzT0rk
那個暑假,一位阿姨幫我報名去參加一個英文夏令營72Please respect copyright.PENANA9j5JQHqAbY
那是在台北私立淡江大學舉辦的英文夏令營72Please respect copyright.PENANAgX3zxvrjLf
為期十四天的夏令營,我倒還挺安分 的72Please respect copyright.PENANAV1aEQEhBnC
「好美,好美,筱莉……你看!這裡的星星好美!」72Please respect copyright.PENANAJXO7VXI8hT
在淡江大學的十四個晚上,我每天都跑到宿舍頂樓看星星72Please respect copyright.PENANA4y6ZVL7cGB
眼淚,恰似流星般……劃過寂靜的夜空……劃過我無力的臉龐
{夜,只是黑暗的降臨,也是幽冥的開始,才有夢的產生,讓人沉溺的虛幻}72Please respect copyright.PENANAXakSsaoipQ
{曲,只是情感的代表,也是奏鳴的起點,才有音的浮動,讓人淪喪的凋零}


