《夜色》48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvKTbG0Ci3
留著的燈48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkWCpNrBPL
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車子停在巷口時，沈若萱沒有立刻下車。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNqn8bRwLe
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車內很安靜，司機坐在前座，雙手搭在方向盤上，沒有回頭，也沒有催她。暖氣開得剛好，皮革座椅帶著淡淡的清潔味，混著一點從皇庭帶出來的香水氣息，乾淨、柔軟，卻讓沈若萱覺得格外不自在。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnblmHoCrNC
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她低頭看著懷裡那袋被踩扁的麵包。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRpuj4sOco
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袋子邊角沾了灰，麵包也變了形，原本想留給小羽明天早上吃的東西，現在看起來皺皺的，像是被這個夜晚狠狠踩過一腳。可她還是抱得很緊，像只要一鬆手，自己原本那點生活也會跟著掉下去。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyc2PEdK1J
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「沈小姐，到了。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUMQspAPhE
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司機的聲音很客氣。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiVXai8239
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沈若萱回過神，連忙抬頭。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vxHOvD7hB
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「謝謝。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNS6PtnxjM
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她推開車門，下車前，又低聲補了一句：「麻煩你了。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dXSESXEZG
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司機只是點了點頭。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfdYzhS6gj
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「YoYo姐交代的。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡru0OJRPsh1
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聽見那個名字，沈若萱的手指微微一緊。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXV2nHhIfB
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她下了車，站在巷口，看著那輛黑色轎車慢慢駛離。車尾燈在濕漉漉的地面上拖出兩道紅光，像剛才皇庭裡那些流動的燈，又像她不小心碰到卻立刻收回的另一種人生。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWOTWRIhwj
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很快，車子轉過街角，消失了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdXmRHFO1W
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巷子重新安靜下來。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJUuBEIbTd
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遠處有機車經過，樓上某戶人家的電視聲漏了一點出來。電線在夜風裡輕輕晃，巷口便利商店的白光照不到這裡，只剩樓道口那盞忽明忽暗的老燈。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtGlpt5C9X
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沈若萱低頭看了看自己。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwgn0TZtvd
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她身上還披著林晚讓人借給她的外套。那外套布料很軟，帶著淡淡香水味，乾淨得不像她的東西。她站在巷口，忽然不敢穿著它進家門，好像小羽只要一聞見，就會知道媽媽剛才去了什麼地方。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKOuDwjDXN
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她慢慢把外套脫下，摺好，抱在手臂上，才往樓上走。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8SreEWFKX
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樓道的燈壞了很久，感應總是慢半拍。她走到二樓時，白光才突然亮起，照得牆面泛出舊舊的灰。沈若萱停了一下，被那道光照得有些狼狽。她低頭看見自己的鞋尖沾著水，褲腳也濕了一圈，和手裡那件柔軟外套完全不搭。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSby1kfxP6l
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她拿出鑰匙，正要開門。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5KcYbFIoG
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門卻先從裡面打開了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH55ap6cVV
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周庭安站在門後。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qvmsq8JVq
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4T12WI6GT
他身上還穿著深藍色保全制服，袖口捲起一截，手裡拿著一張摺到一半的色紙。那張紙被他摺得歪歪斜斜，看不出是兔子還是貓，48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxNakE3NEw
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARxxhxT6LS
他看見沈若萱，先是鬆了一口氣，接著很自然地壓低聲音。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIasrIYNXX
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「回來了？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlBinC9kJz
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沈若萱愣了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL81F0iZhrY
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ckevsvOZw
「庭安？你怎麼還在？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Aalq2PQTq
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3obCbog6VX
周庭安側身讓她進屋，回頭看了一眼趴在矮桌旁睡著的小羽。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmsMnPZzip
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「她說要等妳，結果等到一半睡著了。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1YYIgPNTd
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他晃了晃手裡那張失敗的摺紙，語氣很平常。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5eRrJPxsm
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「本來說要教我摺兔子，後來她睡著，我還是沒學會。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPSzlSWaFN
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMzpxVFIhA
沈若萱走進屋裡，第一眼看見的不是空蕩蕩的客廳，而是矮桌上攤開的作業本、幾張色紙、喝到一半的牛奶，還有一盞亮著的小夜燈。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7da9kSq7k
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那不是皇庭那種漂亮得刺眼的燈。沒有水晶吊燈，沒有金色流光，也沒有香水和酒氣。那只是家裡一盞便宜的小夜燈，燈罩有些舊，光也不穩，卻暖黃地照著矮桌、作業本、沒收好的鉛筆，還有趴在桌邊睡著的小羽。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mtE8MaBmq
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBh4F5RU2J
那一刻，沈若萱忽然覺得自己像從很遠的地方回來。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiQscv8RMj
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門裡沒有任何昂貴的東西。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUzhJIXZ62
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可是有人等她。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwJRdh1SWQ
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsh3W68Qrb
小羽趴在矮桌旁邊睡著了，身上蓋著一件薄毯。她手邊壓著一張小紙條，上面是歪歪扭扭的字。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VtcScYHzH
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媽媽，我有留燈。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mJOnhRS70
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安叔叔說妳回來要先吃飯。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h4udcHNXa
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沈若萱看著那幾個字，喉嚨忽然緊了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJs7Y2wM18
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周庭安不是第一次替她看小羽。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMoaAxF9bW
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有時她晚班，有時小羽身體不舒服，有時只是她趕不回來。他總說順路，說自己剛好下班，剛好經過，剛好不忙。可沈若萱知道，哪有那麼多剛好。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyt2JmR0SnD
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這個世界上很多幫忙，都是有人怕她有負擔，所以才說得輕描淡寫。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKU4o5Lyu0
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她把手裡的麵包和外套放在椅背上，放輕腳步走到小羽身邊，伸手摸了摸女兒的頭髮。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zuLCSKOoS
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「今天有沒有鬧你？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPzfWkyZoV
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l88s6Eptj
周庭安把門關上，語氣還是很平常。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyuYzyzHE1
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHAPz30lHO
「沒有。功課寫完了，牛奶喝了半杯，後來畫了一張圖，說要送妳。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw79gM1W7a
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他指了指桌上的圖紙。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65TN5OLYRr
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沈若萱低頭看去。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9sNZPHpXy
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圖上畫著三個人。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2lNeM2ZMZ
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一個大人，一個小孩，旁邊還有一個穿藍色衣服、畫得像站崗的人。三個人站在一間小房子前面，房子的窗戶裡畫著黃色的光。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydYO4dsWeH
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorLSHMwVX6
小羽在圖紙旁邊寫了一行字。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31mSrSEMYe
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媽媽回家。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovwdRIYOYJ
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沈若萱看著那四個字，心口像被什麼軟軟的東西碰了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfzCrFgWfI
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2EjYTzJv0
她明明只是回來晚了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3f5ZUpw7w
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可在小羽心裡，媽媽回家，已經是一件需要被畫下來的事。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TAqsZmR3l
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周庭安走到廚房，倒了一杯溫水，放到她面前。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t0snA0iOS
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「先喝水。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjRQEBxX7j
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沈若萱接過杯子。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIII9SeXJA
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杯子是家裡那個便宜玻璃杯，邊緣有一點細小裂痕，和皇庭休息廳裡那只厚重透明的杯子完全不同。可是這杯水握在手裡，她反而比較安心。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf4Z00ZMBE
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她低頭喝了一口，才發現自己真的渴得厲害。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphUrJ7Jo24
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小羽在睡夢裡動了一下，迷迷糊糊喊了一聲。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWecqJ8ZpFX
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「媽媽……」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG2PzCDPly
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沈若萱立刻蹲下去，把孩子抱起來。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS9gwv4nBa
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ82QY58l0p
小羽睡得很沉，頭靠在她肩上，手還下意識抓著她衣服。沈若萱輕輕拍著她的背，像平常那樣低聲哄她。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl65x8Pojbd
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3me00dPpY
「媽媽回來了。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4DqxBO12L
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小羽閉著眼，小聲問：「媽媽有吃飯嗎？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybffy2OwJv
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFnGbKdsZf
這句話很輕，輕得像孩子睡夢裡一句不清楚的呢喃。可沈若萱聽見的時候，胸口卻像被什麼東西輕輕撞了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22OhNDBuTC
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她抱著女兒，笑了笑。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87yLoKLnYv
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「有，媽媽吃過了。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpsnNbyOOJ
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周庭安站在旁邊，沒有拆穿她，只是轉身把桌上的便當盒打開，又進廚房熱了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6HBOnigby
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沈若萱把小羽抱進房間，小心放到床上，替她蓋好被子。小羽的鞋子放在床邊，鞋尖那個開口在昏暗燈光下很明顯，像一張怎麼也合不起來的小嘴。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt5rfzGGK6
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu20YhJ0xil
沈若萱看了一眼，心裡又沉了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvie6YSZl8q
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80jBDdVzPa
她替小羽把被角掖好，出來時，周庭安已經把熱過的便當放到桌上。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dC5xYnk6u
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「吃一點。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxvGlnrnG4
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5CzmoZ5n2
沈若萱看著那盒便當。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7a26CDzkG
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEmOLNr0wA
菜不多，一點青菜、一塊滷排骨，飯被壓得方方正正。應該是周庭安下班後買來的，後來等她等太久，涼了，又被他重新熱過一次。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QRljgGft9
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「不用了，我不餓。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkenG0hnOXI
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周庭安把筷子放到她手邊，語氣很自然，像這不是什麼大事。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AonmzdgFI
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdLvL6mvMw
「小羽交代的。她說妳回來要先吃飯。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjWxwewgXY
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkVfdvbMAt
沈若萱看著那雙筷子，忽然沒辦法再拒絕。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcc1yI50Ma
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她慢慢坐下，拿起筷子，夾了一口飯。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbeyiU5OyP
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飯有點乾，菜也只是普通便當店的味道。可她吃進嘴裡時，卻差點咽不下去。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp2ENfKKAb
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不是難吃。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMbq9qTyBC
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是這點太普通的溫暖，突然讓她想哭。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkco14pSZXe
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周庭安坐在她對面，繼續低頭跟那張失敗的色紙奮鬥。他摺了一下，打開，又皺眉，最後把紙轉過來看了半天。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7Q4TI3Mav
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沈若萱看著他的動作，忍不住輕輕笑了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSf4rd5MAR
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLp5zI6hnv
「你那個不是兔子。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguQj3r6n3k
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4JOY7mw4Z
周庭安抬頭，表情很認真。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtobUETidBm
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3wF3tujCx
「小羽說差一點。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NhfFMZ2mO
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicnjhU3eU9
沈若萱看著那團完全看不出形狀的紙。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlmv3n4Cjq
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cxkdr8koH
「她安慰你的。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ6UDwPfjz
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyjh9TUOy1
周庭安也笑了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8VVhgUppV
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXwoNtXT7P
「我知道。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmorNmvEL4
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUMBsH714E
屋裡很小，牆角堆著小羽的書包和幾包衛生紙，餐桌旁的椅腳有一邊不太穩，小夜燈時不時閃一下。這裡沒有皇庭的水晶燈，沒有紅酒，沒有穿西裝走路無聲的侍者，也沒有那些亮得讓人眼花的金色光線。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaef74EOCG
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo0exExZ7o
可這裡有小羽的呼吸聲。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiCBD5GAp6
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRPIM3HsJh
有周庭安替她熱過的便當。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASgkXsltQo
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJJm8DVhJu
有那張歪歪扭扭的紙條。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUY9jAdTR6o
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8alJqOL6ar
還有一張怎麼也摺不像兔子的色紙。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SJEE3W5oY
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPhMGVZ4wX
沈若萱低頭吃著飯，忽然有一瞬間覺得，也許這樣就夠了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmIlLM4zz2
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6KexncXfn
只要再撐一撐。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0IZachTx6
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoICSsc7Xd2
只要再想想辦法。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJngIvTaWT
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡughquSMQtf
只要日子不要那麼狠。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3rVUkZppW
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYplWQsXQWW
她還是可以把小羽好好養大。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHbq5nKa0U
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXhe8bk88v
手機在這時震了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWybGIRYicv
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsGtjnFaAd
很輕的一聲。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz4RMGPN2a
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPH0UFaO5z
卻像有人伸手，直接把那點剛冒出來的暖意按滅了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTm3jV2YzX1
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMcP71PVIM
沈若萱停住筷子。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBJXaYeuwF
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2ge8AErBF
她看了一眼螢幕。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSasCVB5Jo
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房東。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPblcFs5vM
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZrD73uqq5
訊息只有幾行字。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoEhVzGZjI
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ1DqczBgA
沈小姐，房租不能再拖了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH690UiFTXu
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuESon9czuM
明天晚上前如果沒有匯款，月底前請妳搬走。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UggKBm5d0
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsM0qxEpoqQ
我也有我的難處，請妳體諒。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XWmeosN7B
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcMbYrcK8s
沈若萱盯著那幾行字，手指慢慢收緊。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfTVnATiam
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJMHb8ydbr
飯的溫度還在嘴裡，可她忽然覺得胃又開始空了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnQcNW5zV5
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5065B1HD4q
那種空不是餓。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22RUJC4ZEi
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1Sqp2Lcf2
是整個人被現實從裡面挖掉一塊。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrudTB0pcQo
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNCpBXzS0N
周庭安注意到她停下來，沒有立刻探頭去看她手機，只是問：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagYhfY4YE8
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnSRHmMV9D
「怎麼了？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5K6fyM2OW
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37iwpts5Ib
沈若萱很快把手機按暗。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImrab2nb3u
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHc23PZUoQ
「沒事。廣告訊息」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1np5qMVvT
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBQMBHhdcJ
這兩個字說出口，她自己都覺得熟悉。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AJhMmfdHc
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FnH2F0T7I
她今天說過太多次沒事。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd36fcoV4sV
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4NRB5XNk0
對小羽說沒事。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfliOOxNGN
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodosVCGaCt
對林晚說沒事。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU4Wu6EDHf
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAMDFVx1BK
現在又對周庭安說沒事。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTYLbiPJS2
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4GA1Rc3gT
可她的人生裡，好像沒有哪一件事是真的沒事。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTDy8Q6wVz
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09UbrkGGsr
周庭安看著她，沒有追問。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMt2a71MN0
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVD1T6Xl1iL
他只是把旁邊那杯溫水往她面前推了推。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5CfB3nlmx
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYekNIFLrE
「先吃飯吧。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIcCtKjeDq
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0Y6oN2JVc
沈若萱點點頭，低頭繼續吃飯。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ7LkxVxZV
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfIphTspt9
可每一口都像在吞什麼硬的東西。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgOsqxKzhZ
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqcTgtjSy3
周庭安站起身，走到角落，蹲下去看那盞小夜燈。燈座接觸不太好，光一下亮，一下暗。他伸手拍了拍，又把插頭重新插緊。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JmduJURp2
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiTxdAAWVE
小夜燈重新亮起來。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzAjRpequw
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0FUjiTDN1
暖黃色的光落在牆上，照出一圈很小很小的亮。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg72VmTPi3m
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi4VRm09Qt
沈若萱看著那盞燈，忽然覺得胸口很疼。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNdLZEMZcn
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuPOGLLZ7p
周庭安回頭看她。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI7u7BADLi
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaA2hN5MRS5
「這盞燈快壞了，改天我拿一盞新的過來。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7k06EYo5kG
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ARfMYKDbi
沈若萱低聲說：「不用一直麻煩你。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ81lMR91EM
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHSiHxHeQF
周庭安笑了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKu54lzFDrk
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a9D8uTyV7
「一盞燈而已。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvWtUC3yGj
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXVKatzKqP
他說得太輕。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHWyAKMPWS
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SXl1yVVuS
輕到沈若萱更難受。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufsuvAZNtb
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6lNKXkEw0
因為對他來說，那可能只是一盞燈。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3kjuClZrf
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtpeDeLOp8
可對她來說，這間屋子裡每一樣快壞掉的東西，都是錢。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxLEC6OJTe
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEpXjGlpfN
燈是錢。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ327qlR05
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULCUuOvM04
鞋是錢。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeBWvaDoFw
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVCe3kyIDP
飯是錢。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n6kee1KWF
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZQ1gZ7aTV
房租是錢。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqwKhEM3sE
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfQSSLvTDL
連小羽想要留住的那一點安全感，最後好像也要靠錢才能不被拿走。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4aUjrxQC8
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mUP4PdHLy
她低頭扒了最後一口飯，喉嚨發緊。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHijvuyy5D
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcboPWB1WV
周庭安把便當盒收起來，拿去廚房簡單沖洗。沈若萱坐在客廳裡，看著桌上那張小羽畫的圖，視線停在那扇黃色的窗戶上。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXT4oL428G
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1o0wvnmT7v
媽媽回家。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytsjjp73kX
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mysFlap5n
小羽寫得很用力。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSbZq0qteX
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7YItMM5tK
每一筆都像怕媽媽看不見。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuGfILvLKG
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTJybg1MaZ
周庭安從廚房出來，拿起保全外套，準備離開前，又看了她一眼。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tyYPn0dlc
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsHoe8bn6R
「今天很晚了，妳早點睡。小羽明天我可以順路送去學校，我早班交接後剛好經過。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotZu0WI9g5
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrcwskxqU8
沈若萱抬頭。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq51F4wMCRC
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzf3xyrVpip
「不用，我自己送就好。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADuMEt3GOB
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWUYCM7SFA
「妳明天還要上班？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjxWzARJYs
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「嗯。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4e3BxYIpOq
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「那我送。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJltLbD5DI
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBnEaP0DuH
周庭安的語氣很平，沒有給她太多拒絕空間，卻也不像強迫。他就像以前很多次那樣，把話說得很自然，讓幫忙變得不像幫忙。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ269p81kzVr
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bQ4YCT0ps
沈若萱看著他，想說什麼，最後只低聲道：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3gNft6az8
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIay72ng3mJ
「謝謝。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIm2ZLmYOS
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHswX8xiOp
周庭安走到門口，手放在門把上，忽然停了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBb3riPT6F
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ukuXEGomr
「若萱。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwmg9UncPK
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTz9WJe1nX
沈若萱抬眼。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54SJBAbkH8
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFIzfs7TRD
他像是想問什麼。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh9jDkCkWi
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8iVB0286e
也許是問她今天為什麼這麼晚，也許是問她臉色為什麼這麼差，也許是問那件明顯不屬於她的外套是誰的。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMSuuFsTrw
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5W5yUTSLL
可最後，他只是說：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC5BX4GLLE
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1mCWRFm2C
「生活總會過去的。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JxqtWQVxJ
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCu3H7Dbr6
沈若萱看著他。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTdIVpOk6y
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGAhkkMPmX
心裡有某個地方輕輕動了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mXeD9iiHl
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMS7f2FH2q
可她很快低下頭。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8L5K86nLA
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjiAchC9i8
「我知道。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdNaopg0UZ
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qPYbH0c3o
她停了一下，勉強笑了笑。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcMzI5hM55
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJXBErHawt
「但現在真的沒事。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6CGd1cuDv
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq8VFcFKkj
周庭安看了她很久。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1BRGlt4Me
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLGgYDN87J
最後，他沒有再說什麼，只是點點頭。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWquO9zjGD
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOasQdCkQSQ
「門記得反鎖。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoiXgcZN0C
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvTVWnBHCi
沈若萱輕聲說：「路上小心。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpn0hDJGQlQ
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfwkfexbtt
周庭安推門離開。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxD4UuBAJST
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtStOBeCwJj
門關上後，屋裡只剩小夜燈的光。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOV4al772V
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKEQ95cTlA
沈若萱坐在客廳裡，慢慢伸手進口袋，想拿紙巾，指尖卻碰到一張硬硬的東西。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNCW2ewjaN
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkkYmiH1pA
她動作停住。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhprooxkzzp
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORdbAEXHyJ
慢慢把那張東西拿了出來。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtmbdcwTl3
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQBpS4ohSO
是一張燙金名片。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3FY7QoWGe
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皇庭。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH1fAGnAxU
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兩個字在小夜燈底下泛著很淡的光。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFedvSBsoP
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOqMpxHS4j
沈若萱像被燙到一樣，立刻把名片翻過來。她看了一眼門口，確認周庭安已經走了，才慢慢吐出一口氣。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldsvaX655O
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她起身，走到抽屜前，把名片塞進最深處，壓在一疊繳費單下面。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNU2wojoPl
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5WwZg3p5T
像是只要不看見，那棟樓的燈就不會再亮進她的人生裡。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOciQshgGr
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她關上抽屜，站在原地很久。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcqCVgwyNI
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpnbK789BL
房間裡，小羽睡得很熟，呼吸很輕。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1vcxeO5EK
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桌上的小夜燈還亮著。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtXBaUc5dJ
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXZNjYFM6u
剛被周庭安修好的燈，暖黃地照著這間小小的屋子，像是在很努力地替她守住一點白天。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVFz3jjc5d
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沈若萱看著那盞燈，胸口慢慢疼了起來。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDxkUkDQRD
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWatCTJ5GV
因為她知道，光是有人替她留燈，還是不夠。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJwRNTREv1
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明天醒來，房租還是會在。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAZZuCAJUl
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學費還是會在。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyVHhGMkqG
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGw7fCypHau
小羽那雙快壞掉的鞋，也還是會在。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGzTTNxpir
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生活不會因為她今晚差點哭出來，就心軟一點。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMS6bOKDIm
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她走到窗邊，拉開一點窗簾。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SExAZ57aS
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遠處的城市還亮著。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7bN9FCJ5V
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmW2QAOIgf
那些燈一盞一盞連成一片，像另一個永遠不睡的世界。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwfFFNzpRK
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pMc58faGA
沈若萱看著看著，忽然想起林晚坐在她對面時說的那句話。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPGZ1kxLh3
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這裡還缺人。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMYWCLzptz
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她閉上眼。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoMSoVXSox
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告訴自己，不會再去。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc06plSxry
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不會。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQVVN3ogBC
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可夜色沉沉壓在窗外。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgbDhPov2H
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTFpOc5Lok
而抽屜深處，那張名片安靜地躺著，像一扇還沒完全關上的門。1234 copyright protection44ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvOvlFTfqG 尼48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RnhTuglFv

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