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留著的燈53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGwznOOWVO
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車子停在巷口時，沈若萱沒有立刻下車。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaWZadCXhS
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車內很安靜，司機坐在前座，雙手搭在方向盤上，沒有回頭，也沒有催她。暖氣開得剛好，皮革座椅帶著淡淡的清潔味，混著一點從皇庭帶出來的香水氣息，乾淨、柔軟，卻讓沈若萱覺得格外不自在。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkR23Tas3p4
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她低頭看著懷裡那袋被踩扁的麵包。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IGUuJNrbq
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袋子邊角沾了灰，麵包也變了形，原本想留給小羽明天早上吃的東西，現在看起來皺皺的，像是被這個夜晚狠狠踩過一腳。可她還是抱得很緊，像只要一鬆手，自己原本那點生活也會跟著掉下去。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwjbsfJ1Xr
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「沈小姐，到了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMdwdssE0e
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司機的聲音很客氣。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVb4D04g8o
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沈若萱回過神，連忙抬頭。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1fFsN7qxs
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「謝謝。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zy5d2WKk8
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她推開車門，下車前，又低聲補了一句：「麻煩你了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0zgcG7a4W
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司機只是點了點頭。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbyO5zBkb2
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「YoYo姐交代的。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7ujIxLy3J
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聽見那個名字，沈若萱的手指微微一緊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5vp5KoTzZ
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她下了車，站在巷口，看著那輛黑色轎車慢慢駛離。車尾燈在濕漉漉的地面上拖出兩道紅光，像剛才皇庭裡那些流動的燈，又像她不小心碰到卻立刻收回的另一種人生。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aT4o3JeWe
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很快，車子轉過街角，消失了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlwHwIuvhs
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巷子重新安靜下來。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhC7Gqg59Gs
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遠處有機車經過，樓上某戶人家的電視聲漏了一點出來。電線在夜風裡輕輕晃，巷口便利商店的白光照不到這裡，只剩樓道口那盞忽明忽暗的老燈。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriaYNahxvH
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沈若萱低頭看了看自己。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCBFVNvqQQ
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她身上還披著林晚讓人借給她的外套。那外套布料很軟，帶著淡淡香水味，乾淨得不像她的東西。她站在巷口，忽然不敢穿著它進家門，好像小羽只要一聞見，就會知道媽媽剛才去了什麼地方。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYYlik9n7l
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她慢慢把外套脫下，摺好，抱在手臂上，才往樓上走。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYkIWLlOW8
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樓道的燈壞了很久，感應總是慢半拍。她走到二樓時，白光才突然亮起，照得牆面泛出舊舊的灰。沈若萱停了一下，被那道光照得有些狼狽。她低頭看見自己的鞋尖沾著水，褲腳也濕了一圈，和手裡那件柔軟外套完全不搭。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXVQsbDiTe
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她拿出鑰匙，正要開門。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVrMjtGqcU
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門卻先從裡面打開了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4VVSRrPnT
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周庭安站在門後。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2709GHOah
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他身上還穿著深藍色保全制服，袖口捲起一截，手裡拿著一張摺到一半的色紙。那張紙被他摺得歪歪斜斜，看不出是兔子還是貓，53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlabAmLHuZu
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他看見沈若萱，先是鬆了一口氣，接著很自然地壓低聲音。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f6xaeJFsr
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「回來了？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeW96CE0Jm
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沈若萱愣了一下。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw0xl7BO5n
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「庭安？你怎麼還在？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpFtHpwGqw
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周庭安側身讓她進屋，回頭看了一眼趴在矮桌旁睡著的小羽。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiP09iI04Qn
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「她說要等妳，結果等到一半睡著了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0fWR56q0q
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他晃了晃手裡那張失敗的摺紙，語氣很平常。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3MHuOe99D
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「本來說要教我摺兔子，後來她睡著，我還是沒學會。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWd0VmqQMR
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沈若萱走進屋裡，第一眼看見的不是空蕩蕩的客廳，而是矮桌上攤開的作業本、幾張色紙、喝到一半的牛奶，還有一盞亮著的小夜燈。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuvLRLixdy
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那不是皇庭那種漂亮得刺眼的燈。沒有水晶吊燈，沒有金色流光，也沒有香水和酒氣。那只是家裡一盞便宜的小夜燈，燈罩有些舊，光也不穩，卻暖黃地照著矮桌、作業本、沒收好的鉛筆，還有趴在桌邊睡著的小羽。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbptkTV09XG
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那一刻，沈若萱忽然覺得自己像從很遠的地方回來。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcwZsNSJiE
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門裡沒有任何昂貴的東西。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qpNsoPfpV
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可是有人等她。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZYRU0YLRU
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小羽趴在矮桌旁邊睡著了，身上蓋著一件薄毯。她手邊壓著一張小紙條，上面是歪歪扭扭的字。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxDdYH4dZJ
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媽媽，我有留燈。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKMaHIZfJ9
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安叔叔說妳回來要先吃飯。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLDzpcVj6D
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沈若萱看著那幾個字，喉嚨忽然緊了一下。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAEvbIeM9L
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周庭安不是第一次替她看小羽。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwJClu5c4K
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有時她晚班，有時小羽身體不舒服，有時只是她趕不回來。他總說順路，說自己剛好下班，剛好經過，剛好不忙。可沈若萱知道，哪有那麼多剛好。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefR2Uaxj3g
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這個世界上很多幫忙，都是有人怕她有負擔，所以才說得輕描淡寫。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIAZWL7jPw
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她把手裡的麵包和外套放在椅背上，放輕腳步走到小羽身邊，伸手摸了摸女兒的頭髮。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmIkF4N6NQ
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「今天有沒有鬧你？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9KkEBZuEK
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周庭安把門關上，語氣還是很平常。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuUwWNntxg
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「沒有。功課寫完了，牛奶喝了半杯，後來畫了一張圖，說要送妳。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCozC8742Lr
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他指了指桌上的圖紙。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8lrH7u5mm
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沈若萱低頭看去。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2WlAiYOlw
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圖上畫著三個人。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM91lNMRngL
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一個大人，一個小孩，旁邊還有一個穿藍色衣服、畫得像站崗的人。三個人站在一間小房子前面，房子的窗戶裡畫著黃色的光。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IntFlyQOQ
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小羽在圖紙旁邊寫了一行字。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMORLX5FLx
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媽媽回家。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ54784pMz
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沈若萱看著那四個字，心口像被什麼軟軟的東西碰了一下。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T3z2XGpPg
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她明明只是回來晚了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouNGpeWvv2
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可在小羽心裡，媽媽回家，已經是一件需要被畫下來的事。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldBqdKLg6W
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周庭安走到廚房，倒了一杯溫水，放到她面前。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HTtxXuHUp
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「先喝水。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwM8M4og9CH
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沈若萱接過杯子。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsvL8Bmcwp
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杯子是家裡那個便宜玻璃杯，邊緣有一點細小裂痕，和皇庭休息廳裡那只厚重透明的杯子完全不同。可是這杯水握在手裡，她反而比較安心。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSK51JzyVH
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她低頭喝了一口，才發現自己真的渴得厲害。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9p81UGvdu
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小羽在睡夢裡動了一下，迷迷糊糊喊了一聲。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNo9AELCVz
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「媽媽……」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38Y9ExK0D7
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沈若萱立刻蹲下去，把孩子抱起來。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAlKzbhw9G
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小羽睡得很沉，頭靠在她肩上，手還下意識抓著她衣服。沈若萱輕輕拍著她的背，像平常那樣低聲哄她。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzzvdVFgQo
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「媽媽回來了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5cfOkaWmX
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小羽閉著眼，小聲問：「媽媽有吃飯嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0oLu4Awwq
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這句話很輕，輕得像孩子睡夢裡一句不清楚的呢喃。可沈若萱聽見的時候，胸口卻像被什麼東西輕輕撞了一下。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3PwEiopg7
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她抱著女兒，笑了笑。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat2llBaCya
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「有，媽媽吃過了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wzwA7C4ph
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周庭安站在旁邊，沒有拆穿她，只是轉身把桌上的便當盒打開，又進廚房熱了一下。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOsHyjGwP2
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沈若萱把小羽抱進房間，小心放到床上，替她蓋好被子。小羽的鞋子放在床邊，鞋尖那個開口在昏暗燈光下很明顯，像一張怎麼也合不起來的小嘴。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Gbyc3TY8W
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沈若萱看了一眼，心裡又沉了一下。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkInvtoDo5K
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她替小羽把被角掖好，出來時，周庭安已經把熱過的便當放到桌上。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS73xWT2Ewn
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「吃一點。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0llIKprHy
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沈若萱看著那盒便當。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44InWXqBOP
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菜不多，一點青菜、一塊滷排骨，飯被壓得方方正正。應該是周庭安下班後買來的，後來等她等太久，涼了，又被他重新熱過一次。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4475PI3m8
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「不用了，我不餓。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9M7l9HU7O
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周庭安把筷子放到她手邊，語氣很自然，像這不是什麼大事。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpuHYt9Pwy
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「小羽交代的。她說妳回來要先吃飯。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmNdNQFGpn
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沈若萱看著那雙筷子，忽然沒辦法再拒絕。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwckbLagcsT
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她慢慢坐下，拿起筷子，夾了一口飯。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxF54QkVu6
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飯有點乾，菜也只是普通便當店的味道。可她吃進嘴裡時，卻差點咽不下去。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDFccnBMcM
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不是難吃。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutRWJSVASU
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是這點太普通的溫暖，突然讓她想哭。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNAdG5axKm
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周庭安坐在她對面，繼續低頭跟那張失敗的色紙奮鬥。他摺了一下，打開，又皺眉，最後把紙轉過來看了半天。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoLxiRLM4D
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沈若萱看著他的動作，忍不住輕輕笑了一下。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEu4Dj0sZf
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「你那個不是兔子。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9vfNr0gjT
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周庭安抬頭，表情很認真。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWwnbAmH3M
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「小羽說差一點。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPavkjxWSU
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沈若萱看著那團完全看不出形狀的紙。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvG03AE7sC
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「她安慰你的。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRN07uluI1g
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周庭安也笑了一下。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLD8hfMy21
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「我知道。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsdkfdweBr
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屋裡很小，牆角堆著小羽的書包和幾包衛生紙，餐桌旁的椅腳有一邊不太穩，小夜燈時不時閃一下。這裡沒有皇庭的水晶燈，沒有紅酒，沒有穿西裝走路無聲的侍者，也沒有那些亮得讓人眼花的金色光線。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTZlEBz7QK
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可這裡有小羽的呼吸聲。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKkGHg9zaQ
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有周庭安替她熱過的便當。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk7PruKna4
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有那張歪歪扭扭的紙條。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgRIEdWFQa
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還有一張怎麼也摺不像兔子的色紙。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW3BUguTef
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沈若萱低頭吃著飯，忽然有一瞬間覺得，也許這樣就夠了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoRI8lxhGN
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只要再撐一撐。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylf270hari
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只要再想想辦法。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqlPuxAHRe
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只要日子不要那麼狠。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJOqLmH6kr
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她還是可以把小羽好好養大。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguOiPeHwSd
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手機在這時震了一下。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbABwIkddo
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很輕的一聲。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOd6O9qmfp
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卻像有人伸手，直接把那點剛冒出來的暖意按滅了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvupludvEN3
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沈若萱停住筷子。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdBC0oqdlH
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她看了一眼螢幕。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvUc2NXCIl
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房東。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6185PwxVa
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訊息只有幾行字。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwCYuvdt7g
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沈小姐，房租不能再拖了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiLeHlSaCS
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明天晚上前如果沒有匯款，月底前請妳搬走。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEOXoJ77id
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我也有我的難處，請妳體諒。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1x6swRgdff
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沈若萱盯著那幾行字，手指慢慢收緊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNQMrv4gg6
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飯的溫度還在嘴裡，可她忽然覺得胃又開始空了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaqXecevKz
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那種空不是餓。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFcF1rfbL4
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是整個人被現實從裡面挖掉一塊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIof5dtsbvP
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周庭安注意到她停下來，沒有立刻探頭去看她手機，只是問：53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNuawjygWj
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「怎麼了？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS95iV3eA1X
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沈若萱很快把手機按暗。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZywOebdQV
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「沒事。廣告訊息」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFt7LDmwcf
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這兩個字說出口，她自己都覺得熟悉。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMV342nXezI
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她今天說過太多次沒事。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX4E2vKCgy
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對小羽說沒事。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYFL2SyuYO
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對林晚說沒事。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ncj9x2nLV
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現在又對周庭安說沒事。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8K4iQyeTi
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可她的人生裡，好像沒有哪一件事是真的沒事。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEgRtZXurF
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周庭安看著她，沒有追問。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvvnYcamER
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他只是把旁邊那杯溫水往她面前推了推。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjj2SeTx98
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「先吃飯吧。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6ebwwp8yG
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沈若萱點點頭，低頭繼續吃飯。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuG2mgv0ed
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可每一口都像在吞什麼硬的東西。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYADU5dSQN
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周庭安站起身，走到角落，蹲下去看那盞小夜燈。燈座接觸不太好，光一下亮，一下暗。他伸手拍了拍，又把插頭重新插緊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0eplINdd6
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小夜燈重新亮起來。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNX94fLCe1
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暖黃色的光落在牆上，照出一圈很小很小的亮。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd8ugQhQLJ
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沈若萱看著那盞燈，忽然覺得胸口很疼。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSFA3LuQ2m
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周庭安回頭看她。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGenJgySoP
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「這盞燈快壞了，改天我拿一盞新的過來。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSnUHp0IV4
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沈若萱低聲說：「不用一直麻煩你。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaiPnLWf2I
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周庭安笑了一下。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIugg7l1bk
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「一盞燈而已。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzvFaMPPZD
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他說得太輕。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡut57a7cR2X
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輕到沈若萱更難受。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiELbY2CfCG
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因為對他來說，那可能只是一盞燈。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mkh5abqh4
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可對她來說，這間屋子裡每一樣快壞掉的東西，都是錢。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUltQz2IOjv
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燈是錢。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9Upxy9q4l
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鞋是錢。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBAYqaG2Hb
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飯是錢。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJGCUPRULa
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房租是錢。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24ZJ9wmhRC
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連小羽想要留住的那一點安全感，最後好像也要靠錢才能不被拿走。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzVCP1Cxi5
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她低頭扒了最後一口飯，喉嚨發緊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJQlSMwflG
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周庭安把便當盒收起來，拿去廚房簡單沖洗。沈若萱坐在客廳裡，看著桌上那張小羽畫的圖，視線停在那扇黃色的窗戶上。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhEJRMumuM
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媽媽回家。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bPfCx8nOv
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小羽寫得很用力。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa38y0vpJoW
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每一筆都像怕媽媽看不見。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5cjSVQ4wQ
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周庭安從廚房出來，拿起保全外套，準備離開前，又看了她一眼。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5gF2QZJ9h
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「今天很晚了，妳早點睡。小羽明天我可以順路送去學校，我早班交接後剛好經過。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vniaxeGh8
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沈若萱抬頭。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXOFDej8ir
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「不用，我自己送就好。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGm2HrMwtS
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「妳明天還要上班？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wyZGkmnF3
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「嗯。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgvuHBdpx5
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「那我送。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHdXsUgDMB
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周庭安的語氣很平，沒有給她太多拒絕空間，卻也不像強迫。他就像以前很多次那樣，把話說得很自然，讓幫忙變得不像幫忙。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7WN8ZWaIE
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沈若萱看著他，想說什麼，最後只低聲道：53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6qLfE7MXy
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「謝謝。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfwi15URMK
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周庭安走到門口，手放在門把上，忽然停了一下。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdRqodNNy2
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「若萱。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiU4GCg1Df
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沈若萱抬眼。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv8gvo3j8P
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他像是想問什麼。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteQmWc9cFK
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也許是問她今天為什麼這麼晚，也許是問她臉色為什麼這麼差，也許是問那件明顯不屬於她的外套是誰的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAbfua22Q2
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可最後，他只是說：53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TiN9R27zv
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「生活總會過去的。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCMyCyypCl
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沈若萱看著他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaon15LfYJ4
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心裡有某個地方輕輕動了一下。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8vU6XwHbe
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可她很快低下頭。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmJiK2SyIO
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「我知道。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasuDUZzJN6
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她停了一下，勉強笑了笑。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y4S5bB5w9
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「但現在真的沒事。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWCo1nCxzS
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周庭安看了她很久。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrjxhfzXX9
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最後，他沒有再說什麼，只是點點頭。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmw8bo6avSa
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「門記得反鎖。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01qpsp8RMI
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沈若萱輕聲說：「路上小心。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxYYemAG63
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周庭安推門離開。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBJ4UqWmzN
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門關上後，屋裡只剩小夜燈的光。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jRgJyxhJr
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沈若萱坐在客廳裡，慢慢伸手進口袋，想拿紙巾，指尖卻碰到一張硬硬的東西。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc1HU668IJ
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她動作停住。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6Shc2BG7E
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慢慢把那張東西拿了出來。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihQdYf3L0o
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是一張燙金名片。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCsiXQ6OpS
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皇庭。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJZ7qR60cs
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兩個字在小夜燈底下泛著很淡的光。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAKBnByLuY
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沈若萱像被燙到一樣，立刻把名片翻過來。她看了一眼門口，確認周庭安已經走了，才慢慢吐出一口氣。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1YCPD8Ib4
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她起身，走到抽屜前，把名片塞進最深處，壓在一疊繳費單下面。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYVixRjGdK
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像是只要不看見，那棟樓的燈就不會再亮進她的人生裡。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmhKDNzpNx
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她關上抽屜，站在原地很久。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPXPMrjX3D
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房間裡，小羽睡得很熟，呼吸很輕。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iWWYoC2Mz
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桌上的小夜燈還亮著。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiJQ07RgF3
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剛被周庭安修好的燈，暖黃地照著這間小小的屋子，像是在很努力地替她守住一點白天。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlPMBrNkek
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沈若萱看著那盞燈，胸口慢慢疼了起來。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyQWCcRQoG
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因為她知道，光是有人替她留燈，還是不夠。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oHghnP4Ka
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明天醒來，房租還是會在。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MbQpnxNR7
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學費還是會在。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHY3GDiYwA6
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小羽那雙快壞掉的鞋，也還是會在。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFV67VOJrI
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生活不會因為她今晚差點哭出來，就心軟一點。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIDvrWwFem
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她走到窗邊，拉開一點窗簾。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9jhfjn7ex
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遠處的城市還亮著。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lasKRoNq4
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那些燈一盞一盞連成一片，像另一個永遠不睡的世界。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXVSzEWjKY
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沈若萱看著看著，忽然想起林晚坐在她對面時說的那句話。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcMuu7pSy6
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這裡還缺人。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17g9h1MNpI
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她閉上眼。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfDW76d4nU
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告訴自己，不會再去。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbt5zhWrzp
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不會。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PIJeTXtBF
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可夜色沉沉壓在窗外。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd35vnP9u8h
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而抽屜深處，那張名片安靜地躺著，像一扇還沒完全關上的門。1234 copyright protection49ＰＥＮＡＮＡN21NkNtf7x 尼53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGmIogNXVd

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