對我而言,人生有一門課,學校從未教過,也不允許預習——戀愛。68Please respect copyright.PENANAXI2xSOApuO
我從小就習慣等待。68Please respect copyright.PENANA81RQVWaOuZ
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等公車進站、等日升月落、等所有事情塵埃落定。68Please respect copyright.PENANAgJ08yfljAW
我一直相信,等待終會有結果。68Please respect copyright.PENANAshehfxRfmq
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所以,我也等著那份從來不屬於我的愛。68Please respect copyright.PENANAqk5fjYXmHd
國中那年,我拒絕了學姊的告白。不是因為不懂喜歡,而是因為我早已有了心儀的人。68Please respect copyright.PENANA4ySPr3a0vl
她或許並不完美,可在我眼裡,卻無可取代。68Please respect copyright.PENANA7gks4SqmNh
畢業那天,我終於鼓起勇氣向她告白。68Please respect copyright.PENANAI2XA3ne5WK
她只是輕輕地笑著對我說:68Please respect copyright.PENANAyq7NIWTJSN
「等我們高中畢業,就在一起吧,好嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAq2u97SXvYE
於是,我真的記了三年。68Please respect copyright.PENANAMGpsYGOGPf
後來我們相隔南北。68Please respect copyright.PENANA1VcwbbdLby
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我讀的學校強制住校、手機管制、規矩森嚴,可那些都不重要。因為每一次放假,我總能和她聊到深夜。68Please respect copyright.PENANAWrAOu1m711
那些深夜的訊息,成了我撐過高中生活的理由。68Please respect copyright.PENANAvcoQYJTghR
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時間過得很快。68Please respect copyright.PENANAaFgpdEaGaW
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高中畢業那天,場景和當年幾乎一模一樣,只是答案不同了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAC5233HrQwi
她看著我,輕聲說:68Please respect copyright.PENANAkA0QY4HkFB
「其實……你不必等我的。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAp9sLasKFRS
那一瞬間,我只覺得天旋地轉。68Please respect copyright.PENANAknYCmY0Hse
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她的嘴一張一合,可後面的話,我一句也聽不清,只剩下耳邊模糊而嘈雜的嗡鳴。68Please respect copyright.PENANAxCfOZqF2BN
我像流水線上的工人般機械地點著頭。68Please respect copyright.PENANAVOeRqUpeZF
回到家後,我刪除了所有聯絡方式,解除所有社群帳號。68Please respect copyright.PENANAvquuGvHt4i
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躺在床上時,我甚至忘了自己有沒有哭。68Please respect copyright.PENANAEHxjBnmo90
但我終於明白——68Please respect copyright.PENANAgtS6Sbuxx6
有些東西,不是等,就等得到的。


