第三十七章：爆裂的代價23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzwiY7Rnyt
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復活節假期過後，梓山的經期也完結了，生活恢復了日常的節奏。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBvRJilOPJ
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返學、放學、溫習、考試、吃飯——日子像一條平靜的河，安安靜靜地流過。但有些東西到底是不一樣了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSMIJDJ8PN
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仲明和梓山之間，多了一種說不出來的親密。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvInKR62xz
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不是刻意的，而是像空氣一樣，自然地存在於他們之間。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABureW33Px
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在校園內，沒有舉止親暱，也沒有刻意躲避。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgUZs2gx31
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偶爾對望一眼，嘴角會不自覺地上揚；並肩走路時，手背會輕輕碰在一起，然後誰都沒有縮開。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47PcxtpgAY
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自從上次校慶之後，同學們已經暗暗地默認了他們，再沒有人遞上告白信，也沒有人問他們的關係了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOJgrXI39H
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但梓山無論天氣如何，都穿著那件寬鬆的外套。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3aDZBlP8d
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仲明每晚睡前，都會習慣性地看一眼身旁熟睡的梓山。確認他的胸口還在起伏，確認他的臉色如常，確認他真的還在那裡。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U8xg70lzu
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自從那場惡夢之後，他養成了這個習慣。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYqbo5sJLz
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凌晨時分，偶爾梓山翻身時發出一聲輕微的呻吟，仲明就會瞬間驚醒，伸手去探他的額頭，去摸他的小腹，去確認沒有血、沒有異樣。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMr2MxTQ0qN
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梓山起初還笑他太過緊張，後來發現那是他真的怕，便不再說什麼，只是在仲明驚醒的時候，迷糊中反手握住他的手，低聲說一句：「我在，睡吧。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbI268uX9Y
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但那個夢陰魂不散，好像終有一天會成真。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDjtp6YQ4k
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四月，香港的天氣開始變得反覆無常。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5lOgdnpVI
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早上可能只有十幾度，中午卻熱得像夏天。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJ0Q7MlbDY
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同學們紛紛換上短袖、薄外套，只有梓山，依舊穿著那件硬挺的外套，拉鏈死死地拉到鎖骨位置。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDkqcx0buk
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「你不熱嗎？」有一次在飯堂，景順一邊用課本扇著風，一邊奇怪地問他。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSk9o8joLn4
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「不熱。」梓山說，低頭扒了一口飯，藉此避開對方的視線。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpmsDEapMm
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景順沒有再追問。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv6xQe3ljA
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仲明坐在旁邊，沒有說話，只是默默地把碗裡的菜夾了一點到梓山碗裡。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaLjLmm5TL
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梓山抬頭看他，有些羞赧地輕輕笑了一下。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyiRdt4eIl
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看著梓山額角隱隱滲出的細汗，仲明覺得這樣長久遮掩下去絕對不是辦法。他一邊咀嚼，一邊拼命用眼神向對面的曉月發出求助信號，希望這位神隊友能再次幫梓山。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5dRzYVh44
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然而，此時的曉月卻毫無察覺，只顧著和景順交談。相反，坐在旁邊的藍星倒是接收到了仲明那近乎焦慮的求救目光。藍星看了看梓山裹得嚴實的外套，臉頰微微一紅，但她一時間也沒想到什麼好辦法，所以沒有回應他。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4GQENEZhU
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不過，梓山也找到了自己喘息的避風港。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4KglBbAiS
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他已經習慣了每逢星期五、六，都會在仲明家的大房留宿。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnDUICoBqP
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一個星期之內，只有這兩個晚上他是最舒服、最放鬆的。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ByDnNxTvL
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因為一關上房門，他就可以把那件悶熱的外套、還有曉月幫他買的那些帶著束縛感的有墊背心全部脫掉。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITcChdgAOi
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梓山總是換上一件薄得近乎透視的絲質睡衣。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYEuYzIC6F
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在臥室昏黃的壁燈折射下，那件透視睡衣下屬於女性那般發育成熟的圓潤弧度，伴隨著若隱若現的粉紅，將薄薄的絲綢高高頂起。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfStVrsnBb
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這種隱隱約約的視覺衝擊，反而更具殺傷力。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo67YBCZmiv
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對血氣方剛的仲明來說，簡直是甜蜜酷刑。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijPpQ7dYJe
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「梓山……你可不可以不要在我面前晃來晃去？」仲明深刻體會到看得見、吃不到的最高境界，經過上次初嚐禁果後的餘悸，根本不敢再輕舉妄動。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DSle18kjz
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他整個人直挺挺地躺在床上，雙眼死死盯著天花板，大掌把床單抓得全是褶皺。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvO1NRE91F
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「怕什麼，這裡只有我和你，你……又不是沒見過。」梓山有些調皮地歪著頭看他，一邊擦著頭髮，一邊大膽地回頭揶揄。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCETCxhvcQ
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「你真的不怕我獸性大發？」仲明咬牙切齒地翻了個身，用枕頭死死蓋住自己的臉，聲音悶悶地低吼：「你再這樣，我怕『小仲明』今晚直搗黃龍！到時此路不通，我真的會強行開闢第二條生路，你哭都沒有用！」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfy3QsQiHq
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「此路不通」四個字瞬間讓梓山聯想到在溫泉酒店時仲明試圖「走後門」的惡作劇，他的臉騰地一下紅了，連忙扯過被子把自己蓋住，羞憤地扔過去一個枕頭：「No~~你不可以硬來！」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaBs78u9TF
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仲明接過枕頭，發出一陣得逞的壞笑。雖然嘴上開著曖昧的玩笑，但他隨後還是有些狼狽地爬起來，自覺地走進浴室用冷水沖身，苦笑著在心裡繼續和自己的理智進行艱苦卓絕的拉扯。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap5tXxCA5X
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四月過去了，五月過去了——梓山的月經，竟然一直沒有來。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpttGXPNkf
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當日子一天天過去，仲明腦子裡那根弦越繃越緊。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAmCl00vSL
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他開始偷偷觀察梓山的臉色、食量、精神狀態。梓山說「有點累」，他心臟就往下沉了一寸。梓山說「不想吃」，他腦海裡就浮現夢裡那灘血。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi2W8SykJY
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仲明不敢再想下去。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBVK7CWbPd
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相比起仲明的焦慮，梓山自己似乎並沒有太在意。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJFSjwblO2
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因為自小身體的特殊，每個月的那幾天對他而言都是一場心理與生理上的雙重折磨。現在經期遲到，他甚至覺得前所未有的輕鬆——不用再經歷那種每個月的折磨，不用再擔心突然血崩、突然劇痛。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dLEfEIGRa
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但仲明在意，而且是在意得快要瘋了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhXTOe78G7
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過去這一個月，逢星期六早上，他都堅持要梓山驗孕。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpe8VQ80lKC
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第一次的時候，他甚至想親自幫梓山「處理」。梓山拿著驗孕棒走進洗手間，仲明也跟了進去，伸手就要接過他手裡的杯子。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxp3owo3mpW
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「你做什麼？」梓山愣住。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdKzrDEkUz
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「我幫你。」仲明說得理直氣壯。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnW96k40tka
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梓山看著他，臉上寫滿了難以置信：「你捉住它，我怎麼尿？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiqy8APrsS
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「有什麼分別？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHYeb8nNWm
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「分別是——你捉住它，它就會有反應。」梓山的臉紅了，「然後我就尿不出來了。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwWuK0K2Hf
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仲明愣住了，低頭看了看自己的手，又看了看梓山，這才終於意識到問題在哪裡。他的耳朵瞬間紅了，連忙縮回手，退後兩步，把洗手間的門帶上。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3TgkeRe4Z
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「……你自己來吧。」他隔著門說，聲音悶悶的。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzId9nVdD7
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梓山站在洗手間裡，忍不住笑了出來。他又看了看手裡的驗孕棒，無奈地搖了搖頭，但嘴角的弧度怎麼也壓不下去。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZFn19r1r4
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這種愚蠢又認真的關心，大概只有仲明才做得出來。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkd4QXsbbI
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兩個月過去了，月經完全沒有動靜，直至⋯⋯23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAyLe2ufE8
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五月的最後一個星期五。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnoLT0WghP
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午飯時間，他們一起走進了校園那個人聲鼎沸的飯堂。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIInAGE8UH
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飯堂裡擠滿了排隊買飯的學生，喧鬧的聲浪伴隨著廚房裡源源不斷排出的各種食物氣味混雜在一起——劣質的油煙味、濃烈的台式咖喱味、油膩的炒蛋味。這些氣味交織在一起，像一張密不透風的網，劈頭蓋臉地把整個空間死死罩住。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzv0M0wMSo
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剛一踏進飯堂大門，那股黏膩的空氣迎面撲來，梓山的腳步突兀地頓了頓。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzelIetE0H
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「你坐下，我去買。」仲明體貼地拍了拍他的肩膀。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8dDrkLa6n
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梓山有些虛弱地點了點頭，走向他們平時經常坐的那張角落大桌。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBGs4HY0bh
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此時曉月、朝陽和藍星已經坐定在位置上聊天，景順則在一旁的檔口排隊買飯。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQDWAhwlXc
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梓山剛走到桌前，還來不及坐下——23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLIdRn4FW7
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突如其來地，一股無法遏制的劇烈噁心感，毫無預兆地從他的胃部翻江倒海般猛烈湧上了喉嚨。來不及和曉月她們說話，梓山臉色慘白，猛地轉身，發了瘋一樣撥開人群往洗手間的方向瘋狂跑去。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgfGsgEfa5
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他的腳步極其慌亂，幾乎是用衝的，身後的背包隨著劇烈的動作在半空中劇烈晃盪，而那件一直死死扣著的寬鬆外套，此時在奔跑的空氣中高高鼓了起來。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3deh0p2XYO
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正在排隊買飯的仲明一回頭，正好看見了梓山那道近乎逃命般奔向洗手間的背影。那一瞬間，仲明心頭狂跳，手裡正準備接過的飯盒托盤差點手軟掉在地上。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBo4cwCGhRp
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那一瞬間，他的腦海裡閃過——「是不是那一晚？」「是不是那個破了的安全套？」「是不是他真的……」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnb5hZPp0I
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他腦子裡全是惡夢的畫面。全是那灘止不住的血。全是醫生那句「對不起，我們盡力了」。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ387lvc1Gqu
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「梓山！」他喊了一聲，但遠處的人影根本沒有回頭，直接消失在了走廊拐角。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvHWHDqRi5
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不祥的預感在這一秒化為了實體，仲明整個人差點魂飛魄散。他二話不說，一把將手裡的重托盤死死塞進了旁邊剛買完飯走過來的景順懷裡：「幫我拿著！」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIODjrKoezY
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「吓？去哪裡——」景順話未說完，仲明高大的身影早就化成了一道狂風，在整個飯堂震驚的目光中，瘋狂地朝著洗手間的方向死命追了過去。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRztz93BDm
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洗手間內。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaigU5Gj9X0
梓山整個人脫力般跪在馬桶前，胃部一陣劇烈抽搐，將早上吃的食物混著灼熱的胃酸，狼狽地全吐了出來。滾燙的液體灼燒著喉嚨，滿嘴都是令人作嘔的酸苦。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSSpDg9P3b
他的眼眶徹底紅了，生理性的淚水不斷湧出來。他分不清自己是因為吐得太用力，還是因為內心深處那股伴隨着停經而來的巨大恐慌——這毫無預警的作嘔，難道就是……孕吐？這個猜測像一道驚雷，震得他手足無措，只剩下無助與恐懼。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI60wktqWR
突然，洗手間的木門被「砰」地粗暴推開。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJX8YTLI37
「梓山？！」仲明那帶著明顯顫抖與極度緊張的嗓音傳了進來，「你在哪裡？你在哪一格？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJ0GKXJsRC
聽見熟悉的聲音，梓山吸了吸鼻子，發出的聲音虛弱得像要碎掉：「……這裡。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2dfowzkod
仲明一陣風似地衝到門前，重重一掌拍在門板上：「開門！」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvs89Y76Lt
梓山有些難堪，抱著膝蓋縮在角落，沒有動。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHosDrf1s8i
「梓山，開門給我，聽話……」仲明的聲音沙啞得厲害，竟然帶了幾分近乎哀求的顫音。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFPOsNskie
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木門終於解鎖。仲明猛地推開門，一低頭，心臟就像被狠狠揪住。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKuv31m8jL
梓山臉色白得像紙，毫無血色的唇瓣微微顫抖，額前的碎髮被冷汗死死黏在額頭上。原本乾淨的外套在掙扎間弄得有些褶皺，整個人狼狽得縮成一團。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qX4Eq1gQL
仲明心疼得眼眶一熱，半跪著跌撞到他面前。他顫抖著伸出手，指尖極其溫柔地撥開梓山額前的濕髮——他的手抖得不像話，卻還在拼命克制。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWnf6ez9VY
「吐完了嗎？還有哪裡不舒服？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXvUQ9nC2x
梓山紅著眼眶點了點頭，那眼神像個做錯事、受了極大驚嚇的小孩子，看得人心碎。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAxm4VO8ol
仲明不忍再讓他面對這不堪的畫面，反手按掉沖水鍵。隨後，他小心翼翼地將手穿過梓山的腋下與細腰，像是對待易碎的珍寶般，將他發軟的身體從冰冷的地板上抱了起來。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJHWSGS8u3
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下午沒有課。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsO7PDlGrgX
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仲明一路上沉著臉，完全沒有詢問梓山想不想去醫院。一出校門，他直接伸手攔了一輛計程車，強行把梓山塞進車廂後座，轉頭對司機冷冷地說了句：「司機，仁院急診室，謝謝。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WXCR8fifU
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梓山自始至終都沒有出聲反對。他此時此刻實在太累了，身體的發熱與虛脫讓他連開口說一句「不用去」的力氣都沒有，只能順從地靠在仲明的肩膀上。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyru6UCEg4
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到了急診室。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9f9EOzalz
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仲明掛號後，和他坐在冰冷的候診區長椅上。兩個人都沒有說話，周圍全是消毒水的味道。冷氣從頭頂的出風口不斷往下吹，仲明雙手交握，十指反覆收緊又鬆開，指甲在皮膚上壓出淺淺的印痕。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5jhTx6Qqf
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在等待的煎熬中，仲明的大腦一片混亂，心裡反反覆覆地想著同一個念頭：23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJLv2qzBep
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不要……23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzaGizSrsx
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千萬不要……23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjBtoLdqfi
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他不敢看急診室的門。他怕看見那個夢裡的場景——醫生走出來，摘下口罩，說出那句他已經聽過一次的話。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyCXS6PSMP
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「二十四號，李梓山，請到第三診療室。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2loiExJV5Q
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廣播裡傳來護士毫無感情的聲音。仲明像是觸電一樣猛地站起身，拉著臉色蒼白、裹緊厚外套的梓山走進了診療室。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj4emiUyaB
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診療室裡坐著一位年約四十多歲的男醫生。醫生抬起頭，視線在身穿寬鬆男裝外套的梓山身上掃了一眼，隨後例行公事地開口，語氣平淡：「哪裡不舒服？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo63B9FgtrP
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在極度陌生的外人面前，梓山死死攥著外套的下擺，把頭垂得極低。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVS9rhnkAW
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他深吸了一口氣，聲音壓得極輕、極細，像一隻受驚的小動物，生怕聲音會漏到門外去：23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvbSCcgzIr
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「我……我剛才在飯堂吐得很厲害……有點頭暈、很累。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSvz3QlJL0
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醫生一邊在鍵盤上打字記錄，一邊隨口追問：「只有今天才吐？以前有沒有試過？最後一次吃了什麼？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ja9kHS13A
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「之前……之前偶爾都會有一點反胃……」梓山咬了咬下唇，長睫毛劇烈地顫抖著。他嚥了嚥口水，心一橫，終於吐出了那個折磨了他和仲明整整兩個月的核心秘密：「還有……我已經……兩個多月沒有來月經。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfqn50NhTr
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「嗒。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbyMy1KvKf
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醫生的手指猛地停在了鍵盤上。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ekcOtCjak
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診療室內的空氣在這一瞬間彷彿徹底凝固。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB85pfd29JX
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仲明坐在那裡，全身僵硬。他早就猜到了，但當梓山真的把這句話說出口，他還是覺得胸口被人狠狠捶了一下。他不敢看醫生的臉。他怕醫生開口說出那句他已經在夢裡聽過一次的話。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTUzhRV33g
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男醫生推了推眼鏡，眉頭緊緊皺起。他帶著懷疑的眼神，緩緩轉過頭，視線在電腦螢幕的性別欄與梓山之間來回。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9rw5euiLw
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「先生，你剛才說……什麼沒有來？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ65p2ywVJ
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被醫生用這種目光盯著，梓山整張臉瞬間紅得快要滴出血來，羞恥感排山倒海般湧上來。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKU7SujTZo
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「醫生，他說的是真的。」仲明向前撐起身體，聲音乾澀卻堅定，「他……他的身體結構跟一般男生有點不同。他確實有子宮，也確實有過兩次月經。我們今天過來，是怕他……懷孕了。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5dd1wkryb
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聽完仲明的解釋，醫生的眼神由震驚漸漸轉為了然與專業。他推了推眼鏡，語氣變得嚴肅：「你上一次月經是什麼時候？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoC5kCnJiA
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「三月尾……復活節假期做完之後就來了……」梓山的聲音小得像蚊子。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoCZFvzxGT
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「那之後還有沒有再做過？有沒有採取安全措施？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGsRhDVSNr
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診療室內一時間安靜得連一根針掉地上都聽得見。仲明的耳根紅了，但他沒有退縮。他在桌子底下死死握緊梓山那隻滿是冷汗的手，硬著頭皮代為回答：23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXYz5HvGEB
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「沒有再做了，復活節假期那一天。有、有用保險套，但中途……套子破了。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLzekD0CCq
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醫生點了點頭，在電腦上敲了幾下：「明白。按照時間計算，如果那次不小心懷孕了，而你的四月、五月月經都沒來，剛好兩個月左右，不排除是早孕反應。先去抽血驗一下就知道了。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQXJDfjgPX
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「對不起，都是我不好。」仲明滿心悔意，聲音悶悶的。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKReixQtlG
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「你忘了嗎？是我說要的。」梓山終於開口，聲音很輕。他沒有睜開眼，頭依然靠在仲明的肩上，但他的手反過來，輕輕覆在仲明的手背上。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKPBz8Sk9p
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那隻手還在微微顫抖。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTKf3BzAIw
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梓山這才真正體會到——這兩個月裡，每一次他說「有點累」的時候、每一次他走進洗手間時間長了一點的時候、每一次他食慾不好的時候，仲明心裡都在經歷什麼。那些沉默的注視、那些欲言又止的表情、那些半夜驚醒後輕撫他小腹的手指……原來都是恐懼。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8LSrJPWt3
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他從來沒有說出口，但他的手一直在抖。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmq5ymwwQo
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梓山把仲明的手拉到自己胸前，輕輕按住。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TjgJC4E8F
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「我沒事的。」他低聲說，「就算真的有事，也不是你的錯。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnH5MJ3jKD
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仲明沒有回答。他低下頭，在梓山的額頭上重重地吻了一下，然後將他整個人緊緊擁進懷裡，閉上了眼。他的下巴抵在梓山的頭頂，胸口劇烈地起伏了幾下，才慢慢平復下來。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbitCECjzN9
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走廊裡時鐘的滴答聲，護士叫號的聲音，冷氣機低沉的嗡嗡聲——每一種聲音都在他的神經上來回碾壓。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkR6b5kJLul
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「李梓山，請到第三診療室。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6q1OeOlif
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兩個人再次回到診療室。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mn4PgVg8f
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醫生看著電腦螢幕上的檢驗報告，抬起頭，語氣平淡：「報告出來了，沒有懷孕。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7MKID0JnD
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「轟」的一聲。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLQn376EYJ
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仲明整個人像斷了線的木偶，啪的一聲癱在椅子上。他的眼眶紅了，但沒有哭出來。他只是在心裡反覆唸著：沒有懷孕。沒有懷孕。沒有懷孕。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsgn1sSOoT
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夢沒有成真。梓山還在他身邊。沒有血崩。沒有手術室。沒有那句「對不起」。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xIv6OSnV5
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梓山在桌子底下，輕輕地、反過來握住了他的手。仲明的手指還在抖，但他沒有放開。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoyAaFzh6j
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「醫生……那他為什麼會吐得那麼厲害？」仲明深深吸了幾口氣，聲音還帶著顫抖。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4oTq6vyAX
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「驗血報告顯示，他有輕微中暑跡象，加上脫水，引發了腸胃不適和嘔吐。」醫生一邊敲著鍵盤一邊說，「最近天氣反覆，記住叫他多喝點水，盡量避免長時間在戶外活動。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnW1lj6jDLi
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仲明徹底愣在了原地。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6M1bWbOyr
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中暑。折騰了半天，引發全場大恐慌的罪魁禍首，居然只是中暑？23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2M1uLqDRV
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他哭笑不得，緊繃了的心弦驟然放鬆，丟臉得差點想在急診室裡大哭一場。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJngIUsfBh
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「另外，你的月經已經幾個月沒來，內分泌失調，建議盡快預約婦科做檢查，不要再拖。」醫生轉頭看向梓山，忍不住碎碎念，「你看看你，外面三十度，你還穿這麼厚的長袖外套？怪不得中暑！年輕人，好好照顧自己，不要讓男朋友擔心。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukd58Cx7Hg
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梓山整張臉紅到了脖子根，小聲應道：「……我知道了，謝謝醫生。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoFnqGwKvx
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離開冷氣陰冷的醫院，外面的陽光刺眼而熾熱。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNR9G87E3Da
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仲明一跨出大門，便「唰」的一聲撐開了遮陽傘，將大半邊傘面擋在梓山頭頂上。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYOnlBFLsF
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「你剛才都聽到醫生說了，多喝點水。」仲明從背包裡拿出一瓶微涼的礦泉水，遞到梓山手裡。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBktwyOdgl
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梓山接過水，看著仲明那張因為過度緊繃而流著汗、此時還有些驚魂未定的側臉。他小小地喝了一口，輕聲說：「沒事了，你不用再自責了。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4w7bsQG0c
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仲明握著傘柄的手指緊了緊，沒有否認。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWJN0LhLXC
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「我真的很害怕。」他沙啞地開口，喉嚨像被堵住一樣。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oDLNjIYoi
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「怕我懷孕了？」梓山微微仰起頭。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi9MWjvzzr
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仲明沉默了，漆黑的眼眸裡滿是心疼與自責。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fCwzfbXUY
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梓山垂下眼簾，沉默地走了一陣，然後低聲問：「……如果我真的懷孕了，你會怎麼樣？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewq3mozKY0
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仲明腳步猛地一頓。他轉頭看著梓山，陽光刺得他微微瞇起了眼。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFdyxLqH0s
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他想起了那個夢——梓山嘴唇微微動了動，想說什麼卻沒說出口的模樣。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxCmSRorAI
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「我也不知道會怎樣。」他說，聲音很輕，卻很穩，「但無論你做什麼決定，我都會陪你，一起承擔。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRVurjINAg
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他沒有說出口的是——他怕的不是懷孕本身。他怕的是，如果真的發生了，他會不會又在某個深夜突然醒來，發現這一切只是一場更長的夢。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeHT92NJqi
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梓山的鼻頭一酸，眼眶紅了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2jZ1D83ai
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「……傻瓜。」他低聲罵了一句。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4iAoJVkUG
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「是啊。」仲明低頭笑了笑，「所以傻瓜才會這麼喜歡你。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiEVXZIqOR
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梓山抿著唇笑了笑，沒有再說話。他在傘影的遮掩下，悄悄伸出右手，用有些微汗的指尖，輕輕地拉住了仲明的手指。兩個人就這樣並肩走在陽光下，一把遮陽傘，兩隻緊緊相扣的手。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvaz5RI35D
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回程的巴士上，冷氣很足。梓山有些脫力地將整顆腦袋靠在仲明的肩膀上，閉上眼睛休息。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEiUmDpdhP
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「仲明……」他近乎氣音地低聲開口。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuteM4tvYF
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「嗯？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauimqtzljs
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「天氣越來越熱……怎麼辦？」梓山悶悶地揪著身上厚重的外套，「我不可能整個夏天都穿著這件厚外套……」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGoGlVGMbC
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「我也有想過這個問題。」仲明用下巴蹭了蹭他的短髮，「不要急，總有辦法的。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQQeQVId9D
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「不如……我們等一下去商場看看，有沒有薄一點的外套？」梓山有些期待地提議。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJjvjNIblk
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「好。」仲明溫柔地應了一聲。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst2fCKaSZu
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巴士搖搖晃晃地向前行駛，窗外金色的陽光透過玻璃溫柔地灑落進來，落在這對緊緊相擁的戀人身上，暖洋洋的。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqrygmdvDr
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半個多小時後，兩人在沙田新城市商場下車。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJfgFeS9HE
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藍星游泳後沒有回宿舍做功課，而是來了商場，在女性內衣的貨架前，一臉認真地挑選著。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH2snB0nqH
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「你在找什麼？」旁邊陪同的朝陽一臉無奈。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsS8uf79y3
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「我幫梓山找東西。」藍星連頭都沒抬。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKszqMkofG
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中午見到梓山的狀況後，她一直放在心上，自顧自地在內衣部左翻右找。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡug37hgK2vx
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「吓？！這些女生的東西……不是要親自試穿才行嗎？」朝陽一個大男人站在女性內衣部，有些尷尬地問。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBrgpRgxkC
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「有了！找到了！」藍星眼睛一亮，從貨架最深處翻出了一件特製的高彈性超薄功能內衣，「這件沒有鋼圈，前面用了特殊壓胸物料，又透氣，最適合梓山夏天穿！」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwycwj5HRe
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「哇，說曹操曹操就到。」朝陽一轉頭，正好看見了從自動扶梯走上來的仲明和梓山，連忙揮手喊道，「Ming！Sam！這邊！」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlBdvjQ9nf
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「Sophia？Sunny？這麼巧，你們也來買東西？」梓山拉了拉衣角，走過去有些詫異地問。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmRfx2IAOA
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「這件功能內衣應該適合你，你過去試衣間試試。」藍星二話不說，直接將手裡那件輕薄的黑色特製內衣塞進了梓山懷裡。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoUQFosQ87
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「哇……原來世界上有這種東西？」梓山大開眼界。藍星微笑著拍了拍他的肩膀，帶著他一起走到了旁邊的試衣間。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfYaLrLiib
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趁著梓山進去試衣服，朝陽收起笑意，轉頭問仲明：「怎麼樣？梓山吐了，醫生怎麼說？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWYv4tlEuM
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仲明抹了一把臉上的冷汗，靠在商場柱子上，坦誠地面對好兄弟：「醫生說他只是中暑。唉，Sunny你都不知道，我多怕他懷孕了。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBsl2ZOP8q
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朝陽挑了挑眉：「上次復活節假期，你們去溫泉之旅那次出事？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IGhpgPi1w
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「嗯。」仲明有些狼狽地拉了拉衣領，「套子破了，我害怕了足足兩個月，夜夜失眠。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZth6fhZolc
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朝陽無奈地搖了搖頭，伸手拍了仲明的肩膀一記：「不管怎樣，梓山身體特殊，萬一出事很麻煩。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh07uxOytQ7
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「唉！我知道了。」仲明苦笑著搖頭，實在不想再提這件事了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzABsDN5xt
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這時，試衣間的門「咔噠」一聲開了。梓山已經換回了平時的男裝T恤，神色有些扭捏地站在試衣間鏡子旁邊。仲明第一時間大步走了過去，朝陽也跟在後面。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKhiRBncjw
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「好很多了！前面的線條基本被壓平了。」藍星在正面打量了一圈，隨後指出關鍵，「但始終……因為太貼身，隱約可以看到裡面穿了半截衣服的輪廓，如果單穿T恤還是有點危險。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5AMUYzOPr
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「如果……加件無袖的薄外套遮一下？」朝陽抱著胸望向仲明。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZeHyl9V84
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「好提議！」仲明眼睛一亮。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYFxdEfTXW
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爽快付款後，四個人轉戰到樓上的男裝區。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXiMIQJ8Qi
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他們看著貨架上一排排中老年款的男士無袖背心外套，梓山頓時扯了扯嘴角：「咦……這些背心好醜，好像深水埗那些阿伯穿的。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeSE9XdQKV
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「確實很老土。」藍星也笑著附和。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fbaSi0Ljq
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「既然普通男裝不行，我們不如上樓上那些時裝精品店看看？」朝陽指了指前面。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMhjk9mXxq
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「啊？但……那些大牌子很貴的。」梓山拉了拉仲明的手袖，小聲抗拒。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbVZm4b7Mf
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「不管了，上去看了再說。」仲明完全不給他拒絕的機會，大掌搭在梓山的肩膀上，半強迫地摟著他朝樓上走去。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NZIfLLczO
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「好啦，我們就不陪你們上去了，你們兩個自己慢慢逛。」藍星和朝陽朝他們體貼地揮了揮手，相視一笑後便牽著手離開了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrDx5mrpAU
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接下來的兩個小時裡，仲明牽著梓山逛了好幾間高端的時裝精品店。試衣間內，梓山換上了一件又一件大膽前衛的剪裁。最終，他們挑選了三件非常時髦、版型硬挺、兩側帶有型格拉鏈設計的無袖薄外套。那外套穿在梓山身上，不僅完美地遮擋了內衣的所有輪廓，更將他整個人襯托得無比英挺、帥氣。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM23Or0vIJ5
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然而，看著結帳單上那昂貴的價格，梓山站在櫃檯前，一臉過意不去和內疚。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBwrn8a9ht
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「好了，問題解決了，回家。」仲明接過購物袋，一手拎著袋子，另一隻手深情地握緊了梓山冰涼的手，嘴角揚起一抹幸福的笑意：23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3sAkU9nmH
「只要你沒病沒痛，健健康康的就行了。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLrUwqxmZP
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梓山抬起頭，撞進仲明那雙永遠充滿了維護、疼惜與無盡愛意的黑眸裡。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrcXGQOfhB
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商場的冷氣吹散了最後一絲暑氣，感受著掌心裡傳來那股屬於仲明的、源源不斷的力量，梓山知道無論這具身體未來還會迎來怎樣失控的變化，至少他知道，這個男人，會永遠當他最堅固的外套，為他擋去世間所有的風雨。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMTUF9mIsc
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