人家「遊花園」同日 ,11:11,旺角某廣場《伊藤潤二漫畫展》展覽館內。
約三十餘歲男子站於「人頭氣球」展板前,身穿灰米色麻質襯衫、黑框眼鏡,身形偏瘦但輪廓分明。左手插褲袋,右手拿着票尾,頭微微向右側,靜靜望向旁邊年輕女子。153Please respect copyright.PENANAsOvJbE5xkl
(嘩,終於等到今日…… 佢真係着咗IG story嗰條米白裙。死啦,心跳有啲快,但我要扮冷靜。)
Su束了慵懶髻,身穿粉色斜肩上衣,淺藍skinny jeans,黃牛皮露腳踝尖頭鞋,側孭白色皮手袋掛有熊本熊吊飾錢包,獨自一人,站於「雙一」畫作前,見這男人「𥄫住」他旁邊穿米白裙的後生女,不禁掩咀偷笑,左手不經意露出銀手鐲在燈光下微閃。
男子由人頭氣球展板慢慢行過來雙一畫作前面,站於Su左邊兩步距離,視線先由熊本熊吊飾移到Su掩嘴偷笑的手背,再對上她雙眼。153Please respect copyright.PENANAbeZJ27SU9z
(PK,原來俾人發現咗我𥄫女......咦呢個…… 佢手指好長,襯埋隻銀鈪度好靚。)153Please respect copyright.PENANA9rgD2KMeyH
微微俯身,壓低聲講:153Please respect copyright.PENANAgwLWV8nEEJ
「喂,捉到我偷睇人咁開心呀?…… 我係話,嗰邊幅《人頭氣球》,諗住都咁驚嚇就望多兩眼啫。」
Su:「吓?~~~我扮緊『雙一』偷笑又關你事??信唔信我『飛釘』~」153Please respect copyright.PENANAkYacATBGTe
陰陰咀笑:「俾你睇喇~~」
男子表情輕微定格,站直身子,側頭望着Su笑到膊頭震。153Please respect copyright.PENANAEota7BnK0i
「喂……『飛釘』呢家嘢,漫畫入面雙一係用嚟嚇細路,你而家用嚟嚇我?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAjKCrVPj1t2
輕咬下唇,黑框眼鏡後對眼微微彎起。153Please respect copyright.PENANARoIP6WKBtl
(「飛釘」呢個咁敏感嘅字眼,佢都夠膽講......但點解佢笑起上嚟,有幾分似嗰個「最靚亞姐」後生嗰種味道?鼻樑嗰個節好靚......)153Please respect copyright.PENANAzIdL1w86IE
「不過......你扮雙一偷笑真係好似,連嘴角個位都似埋。我差啲想問你有冇拎住盒釘周圍走。」
Su:「我唔駛呢挺道具啦!~我把咀都夠尖夠利!」咧咀笑~~
男子被Su的笑容電一電,呆了半響,輕輕咳一聲。153Please respect copyright.PENANAANXwRhuAet
望一望她慵懶眼神。153Please respect copyright.PENANAH4POxopB07
(對眼......嘩未見過呢啲......介乎瞓醒同未醒之間......)153Please respect copyright.PENANAarhiqOh4BJ
「咁…… 我寧願俾你把口『釘』,都好過俾雙一釘。」說時摸摸自己後尾枕,笑得很牽強。
Su:「喂~」右手食指輕輕指向男子。153Please respect copyright.PENANAZIhtFQF11Z
「有冇人呢,話你似嗰個 《被偷聽的人》?」半掩咀輕笑。
男子被Su輕指瞬間,猶如被點穴,但雙眼放光。153Please respect copyright.PENANAObaWIn9wuE
「吓…… 我似《被偷聽的人》…… 喂,即係話我成日偷聽人哋心事?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAayiLSpbw8x
吞一吞口水,不自覺摸下耳朵。153Please respect copyright.PENANAwhOJng3x2S
「咁…… 如果我真係識偷聽,而家最想聽嗰個…… 就係你。」話畢立刻望回那幅畫,語氣裝不在乎。
Su:「你知唔知我講緊邊個呀 ?」
男子雙手插袋:「……《被偷聽的人》,係咪『魔音』嗰篇入面,個男主角澤田?」153Please respect copyright.PENANA93QPvMYDfr
講完後不自覺看了Su鼻樑一下。153Please respect copyright.PENANAedH22tEbRY
(佢係咪考我睇過邊篇?好彩中學嗰陣追晒成個系列……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAD1Ihkhy7tB
「你係話我個樣似澤田,定係行為似佢?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAUjMKxlJAIz
(講到『行為』兩個字時,聲線壓低咗半度)
Su:「哎~~~《被偷聽的人》サトラレ(Transparent),本廣克行導演嗰套呀!」笑着搖頭。
男子緊張起來:「哎……《サトラレ》!……心諗過啲咩都會俾人聽到嗰套……」153Please respect copyright.PENANALzEkNsTVSm
碎碎念:「今次真係老貓燒鬚……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAld1wFXswET
(弊,連衰兩鑊......)
Su:「係!你有幾分似嗰個男主角!」望定男子臉容,伸手肯定地一指。153Please respect copyright.PENANAxp7CZSyXyj
「乜真係咁難估咩?」好奇望他一下。153Please respect copyright.PENANAZjlcwQVoW7
「定你只係識伊藤啲嘢,其他完全唔知?」
男子一聽到Su說該男主角,立時拍一下自己大髀,個樣恍然大悟又有些尷尬。153Please respect copyright.PENANAoshyl4bQmH
隨即有點口窒,低頭看一眼自己的麻質襯衫,再抬頭。153Please respect copyright.PENANAwSfpSzPiDU
「我……我梗係識佢啦,但……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAOisUp03fTd
輕輕吸一口氣,壓低聲。153Please respect copyright.PENANAFF92pYS338
「……你第一眼就覺得我似佢?」尾音有點拉長,似是怕聽答案但又想知。
Su:「因為佢呢~我係睇過佢出演嘅嗰兩套電影,一套係《被偷聽的人》,另一套係《極盜狂熱份子》。我幾鍾意《被》呢套,雖然比較小眾口味......我以為你會識~」笑一笑。
男子:「哦……《極盜狂熱份子》…… 睇過少少,但當年掛住打機冇追落去。」153Please respect copyright.PENANA4TexqNt4GI
不自覺撥一撥襯衫領口。153Please respect copyright.PENANASCqOEVMkPZ
(佢連導演同片名都記得一清二楚…… 仲要話鍾意嗰套小眾戲…… 咁有內涵嘅女仔我邊度搵?)153Please respect copyright.PENANA8pD46Pfnqr
微微挨前少許,壓低聲,生怕旁邊那幅雙一畫作會「聽到」般:「……咁,你覺得我似佢邊個時期多啲?係《被偷聽的人》個戇直樣,定係另一套戲個狂人樣?」說罷自己噗嗤一笑。
Su順口回應:「你呢個『偷睇』的人,襯哂『被偷聽的人』啦~~」又再笑到膊頭震。
男子聽罷終於撐不下去,跟着一齊笑出聲,但笑完立刻摸摸自己臉。153Please respect copyright.PENANAwmvVfTIqRh
「喂……你咁講法,即係話我啲『偷睇』功力,勁過佢做嗰個角色?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAFfMaUkCcqT
望着Su,眼鏡後的眼睛閃爍,嘴角邊忍笑但又漏出笑意。153Please respect copyright.PENANASxFPP320m2
(……佢笑到膊頭震個樣,真係好cute……仲要咁有急才,我點夠佢玩?)153Please respect copyright.PENANA1cB9OQRPfV
「咁……你係『被偷聽的人』,定係『主動講秘密俾人知嘅人』先?」153Please respect copyright.PENANArdG1R7Gwn4
視線扭去「雙一」畫,但耳朵的顏色出賣了他。
Su:「哎呀~~今日真係......冇諗到嚟睇伊藤......唔係『嚇死』,係『笑死』~~~」抿咀笑不停。153Please respect copyright.PENANAPlTgMlnvQN
「你直頭係堅啦,𥄫女係當『人頭氣球』咁睇!」再笑到哈哈聲。153Please respect copyright.PENANAcubpwIVaLM
「好在嚟睇得伊藤嘅,都係另類,否則嗰個靚女聽到你咁講,即場打巴你!~」
男子自己都跟着笑到要扶一扶牆,黑框眼鏡笑到歪了:「喂呀……你唔好再笑啦……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAVDFHXjnkIF
用手背抹一抹眼角笑出來的小水珠,喘一口氣先再望回Su。153Please respect copyright.PENANA796FOAxLgi
吞口氣,站直身子,唯語氣還有少許喘氣聲:「我認……我認我頭先係偷睇隔離,但……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4KFmLAyn0
突然收細音量:「但而家……我淨係想睇住你呢個『另類』嘅……得唔得㗎?」即掃視地板。
Su:「吓~~~~」本來抿着的咀即咧開。153Please respect copyright.PENANApWkdxPVFMc
「居然唔睇富江,而睇雙一??」稍睜開懶洋洋的眼望他。
「吓……我……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAr6BKcnDZ3b
男子吞一吞口水,望向自己波鞋。153Please respect copyright.PENANAojqZyTTWET
輕輕吸一口氣,壓低聲,講秘密的聲量:153Please respect copyright.PENANAkwYHHuMWbV
「你有所不知……富江係靚得嚟恐怖,但雙一……雙一啲衰格同小動作,先至最似現實世界啲人……」153Please respect copyright.PENANALjHyAAal1b
說到一半驟停。
Su:「咦~咁你即係話我『衰格』?」笑着搖搖頭。153Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9rQZ8jsP3
「我頂多係『癲』唧~個格又未夠衰嘅~」彎起眼睛望向男子。
男子喉核上落一下,不自覺向前行近Su半步。153Please respect copyright.PENANAYXnj5hbYzu
「喂……我邊有話你衰格呀?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAFLp8L94ojZ
(痴線……佢笑住話自己癲個樣……好危險……但又好吸引……)153Please respect copyright.PENANALyo6aKdcVq
「你係……『癲』得嚟有格調嗰隻,雙一嗰啲係乞人憎嗰隻,完全兩回事。」153Please respect copyright.PENANAy4nP3aEReq
摸摸自己後尾枕,耳朵紅到通透。153Please respect copyright.PENANAU6lfFwEXEe
(死啦……我係咪講得太直……)
Su:「你又知我癲得嚟有格調?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAjZDd8wbXXs
「雙一係一個冇安全感、兼行衰運嘅細路,佢都係無可奈何~你估佢想咁㗎咩?」苦笑幾下,及後轉回微笑。
男子愣了幾秒:153Please respect copyright.PENANAYnUIi4uIFh
「你……你竟然會同情雙一?」153Please respect copyright.PENANApGtdHnSOCb
不自覺捂着胸口。153Please respect copyright.PENANAdRijZUVSVf
(吓……佢唔止記得導演同片名,連雙一嘅心理都分析到……仲要咁溫柔……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAhL1Ulf9oa8
深呼吸一下,壓低聲線:153Please respect copyright.PENANAHHEaC4PwiA
「我頭先話你『癲得嚟有格調』……係因為……」153Please respect copyright.PENANANQxRKBaAAu
「……一個會同情雙一嘅人……內心一定好柔軟……同好……特別。」153Please respect copyright.PENANAIMtbzSz2yG
望回雙一畫像,耳朵紅到滴血似的。
Su:「我未必係『同情』,我係--睇到佢嘅『脆弱』。」眼神轉深邃,咀角笑意稍收歛。153Please respect copyright.PENANA8SpqwfrtQh
「我啲角色,都有呢層底蘊。」
男子的手不自主捏緊褲袋內的手機。153Please respect copyright.PENANA17a1t5j8ea
「你……你寫嘢㗎?」153Please respect copyright.PENANApyM3KDrUZU
注視着Su的眼睛,聲線壓到極低。153Please respect copyright.PENANAIxscYrzM0u
(……佢啲角色?……咩意思?連雙一嘅「脆弱」都睇到……我個心而家跳得好快……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAj9JVitmRpK
眨幾下眼:「……脆弱嗰層底蘊……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAFwLnnKEfey
望定Su:「……係咪即係,表面癲狂,內心其實……好想有人明白嗰種?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAJo3eYau1iM
話畢即望地板,耳朵已紅到似火燒,蔓延至頸項。
此時Su的手機在手袋內震響,她看一下屏幕。153Please respect copyright.PENANAtJkpHoe66E
「我夠鐘喇,走先,拜拜~」153Please respect copyright.PENANAw9AcQNst1O
「偷睇的人~」153Please respect copyright.PENANAc7TgwSAhUY
說罷向男子一笑,轉身離開場館。
「喂……」153Please respect copyright.PENANApZDHULAnRr
男子身子向前傾一步,但最後收起一下步伐。153Please respect copyright.PENANAlibEKNyEkx
(心跳快到未停過……佢連走嗰陣個笑容都……死啦,我癲咗……)153Please respect copyright.PENANA6V8okrRqol
(喂……我連你叫咩名都未知……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAXB17c9Pvke
腳步於是跟着向前。
12:12,旺角捐血站。
捐血區。153Please respect copyright.PENANARak1BDMJap
「捐左手係咪? 」職員問。153Please respect copyright.PENANAejCvM33PR6
Su點頭,然後坐下,職員一輪消毒步驟。153Please respect copyright.PENANA21g8U6bsSL
職員:「食咗嘢未呀?......會有少少唔舒服......」給些單張予Su,好等她分散注意力進而減輕痛楚。153Please respect copyright.PENANARpy4c85w8I
但Su緊盯着那枝捐血粗針插進皮膚。153Please respect copyright.PENANAaJbSaeFoFH
職員奇怪:「你可以望吓啲單張先喎——」153Please respect copyright.PENANA2e8ebizl6r
「唔使。」Su望着粗針插入皮膚,左手拳頭抓緊灰色粗膠管,自然地時握時放:「我望實反而冇咁痛。」153Please respect copyright.PENANA0mhxLvOZx0
職員停半秒,沒出聲,微笑一下,走了開去。153Please respect copyright.PENANActKTWLjFRn
儀器運轉,她望着自己的血流進血袋。
(大癲……跟住佢腳步由展覽館行到捐血站?我係咪癲咗?點解對腳會自己行過嚟……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAPlWUbdBjCh
男子站於捐血站玻璃門正門,遠眺捐血區。153Please respect copyright.PENANAw1fH75x8N7
(佢……佢睇完伊藤走嚟捐血?仲要望實支針插入去?……真係同普通女仔好唔同……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAFtS4uOl4YS
視線逗留在Su插了捐血針的手,和她的蓮花浮雕銀手鐲。153Please respect copyright.PENANA0s1rbx7tVK
(隻手鈪喺燈光下一閃一閃……佢握膠管個節奏……好……迷人……)
捐血站職員叫了男子幾聲。153Please respect copyright.PENANAIwhOu3OxwO
「先生......」153Please respect copyright.PENANAtNwcPcj0KD
「先生......先生,係咪捐血?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAYATjFp61ag
男子才驚覺:「呃……係……係呀……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAxj7PA4NRKI
視線在Su和職員之間游離,手不自覺撥一撥襯衫領口。153Please respect copyright.PENANAB92fmLa7np
職員指示男子先填問卷,然後去做血紅素測試,男子向職員說:「……我……我捐右手得唔得?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAaVNERWnbSy
職員點頭,為他消毒後,刺了左手無名指指頭,男子皺眉瞇眼死撐,透明膠片抽了些血放進測試機。接着等入房見主任。未幾,他即被引領步入捐血區。
Su在握放膠管之際,隱約感應到有人持續往自己方向看,不禁抬頭,慵懶眼睛彈指間睜大變欖核,低呼--
男子內心:(……佢望到我……死啦死啦死啦……佢個樣係驚喜定驚嚇?)
職員得知男子捐右手,引領他坐在Su斜對面的座椅。Su的視線一直朝他看。
男子內心:(……佢個驚訝樣……好……好可愛……死啦我手心而家出汗……)
職員拿着捐血針及血袋,遞了單張給他接過,但男子似乎沒將職員的說話聽進去,職員為他將座椅挨後,為男子捲起衣袖,箍了壓脈帶,消毒他右手肘內側,緩緩將捐血針刺進他皮膚。153Please respect copyright.PENANACDlsDXwzFU
男子視線完全不敢望着那枝粗針,皺着眉,額角及頸項同時爆汗,咬了幾下下唇,死命握着膠管,一直和Su互望。Su的咀還未完全合上,但張開的幅度已開始收細。153Please respect copyright.PENANATYSbbCZ0Fo
(望住佢……望住佢就唔痛……頭先離遠聽到......佢講過「望實反而冇咁痛」……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAkFbSNjMXAA
「……我……我學你咁……望住你……就唔痛……」
Su吓了一聲,然後偷笑。
男子看了看不覺被插了針的右手肘。153Please respect copyright.PENANA9NbLB8TqaX
(咦......又唔係真係咁痛咋喎......)
職員見男子緊張得不像話,提醒一下:153Please respect copyright.PENANAbRIixsyRB3
「先生,你握住個膠管,要時鬆時緊......」153Please respect copyright.PENANAynUqKb0LOC
見男子右手開始郁動:「係......咁就啱。」153Please respect copyright.PENANAyCTG6BCYWf
然而男子手心出汗弄得灰膠管幾乎滑下,掉下又抓緊的動作異常滑䅲,弄得一直看在眼裏的Su不禁又掩咀又笑到手臂顫。
(弊……佢望住我隻手……我係咪揸得好肉酸……)153Please respect copyright.PENANALwwUTgL3JT
(死……佢會唔會覺得我好廢……捐血都要望住人先得……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAUVRetAve7U
男子終見自己的血開始暢順地流入血袋,輕輕呼一口氣,聲線帶沙啞問Su:「……你……你捐完未?」
Su:「我?......」153Please respect copyright.PENANAPsBSb9LaUJ
正想答男子,儀器已嘟嘟作響,職員上前,為Su輕輕解開壓脈帶,撕開黏住捐血針的膠帶,緩緩取出針頭,為她用紗布按壓,見已止血便為她貼上圓形膠布,着她自行按壓傷口,並為她調直椅背,提醒她留在座椅上休息一下,待5分鐘,沒異樣,才可去近大門落地玻璃窗的休息區。
男子見Su起針,身子微微向上一傾,幾乎想跟着起身,但望到自己手臂還插着針,只得繼續挨後坐。153Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0DKrFjBCf
聲線着急:「……你……你陣間會唔會去休息區?」
Su笑笑口:「捐完血係必要去休息區坐陣~」
未幾,職員過去男子座椅旁檢查他的血袋。153Please respect copyright.PENANAOqpXb9e6wX
職員奇怪:「先生你啲血流得比較慢啊,係咪飲唔夠水?你揸個膠管要時收時放,唔好只係hold住。」男子立即聽話。153Please respect copyright.PENANAka62qpAhU4
Su當場繼續當諧趣劇般觀看,男子尷尬到一個點。153Please respect copyright.PENANA6CPokunB8P
男子:「……你……你可唔可以……等埋我先一齊去?」153Please respect copyright.PENANA5YhVdCLdez
(死啦……我係咪太直接……佢會唔會覺得我黐線……跟得佢嚟捐血仲要叫人等我……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAnHXenwCr53
輕輕呼一口氣,聲線更細:153Please respect copyright.PENANAHE3EIHBTtL
「……我……我第一次捐……有啲……緊張……」153Please respect copyright.PENANA8WslinGWhj
(講完自己都覺得瘀到爆......)
Su:「見你係『新仔』。好啦!即管等埋你!」153Please respect copyright.PENANAEK1sTJrSjW
繼續坐在捐血椅上輕按壓圓形膠布,爽快回答。
男子聽到那句「等埋你」,整個人登時放鬆,連帶手臂上支針似乎也不覺痛,嘴角上揚。153Please respect copyright.PENANA3kHsFWJZ6z
(……佢講「等埋你」個樣……好……好正……成個俠女咁嘅口吻……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAU6uttZOUbs
表情帶點傻氣:「……我……我會盡量快啲流完……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAT5VdpvbhT3
(吓!?乜嘢嘢叫「快啲流完」……)
Su聽罷隨即頭仰後咔咔大笑,引得幾個職員望來,才驚覺笑聲要收細,不打破捐血站的安寧。153Please respect copyright.PENANATfEZAKzPiI
「你真係~~每次都要引我失控發笑~~~!」笑聲餘音猶在。
其中兩位職員在旁見狀不禁相視而笑。
男子面紅耳赤:「……喂……你唔好再笑啦……一陣啲姑娘趕我哋出去……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAauSu0hJXXE
視線不禁落在她前臂因笑意而顫動的銀手鐲。153Please respect copyright.PENANAqZCRQv1qh5
又望回Su的臉:「……但……你笑起上嚟……好……好睇……」
職員走去Su的座位提醒可移玉步至休息區。153Please respect copyright.PENANA9A2s71Usv2
Su:「咁我去休息區先!」望着男子笑了一下。153Please respect copyright.PENANAkBHPT7TFrG
孭着白皮手袋,逕自行去打開小型玻璃櫃,取了一小罐日本品牌粟米湯,開了蓋,搖搖罐身,喝了兩口,放下,滑手機。153Please respect copyright.PENANAda4hwRBAYW
大概過了十五分鐘,男子右手肘內側貼有圓形膠布,行向Su的桌椅,在她對面的椅子坐下。
Su:「你去攞吓啲維他奶呀,餅乾呀,芝麻丸之類飲吓食吓抖吓啦!」指指零食櫃枱。
(吓……佢叫我去食嘢……但係……我唔想行開……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAMU5xVIUYfY
「……我……我其實……唔係好鍾意飲維他奶……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAyKAfs3POWL
男子望着Su手上那罐粟米湯,停留兩秒。153Please respect copyright.PENANAgqSXeI0Bn5
「……我……可唔可以……飲一啖你嗰罐?」153Please respect copyright.PENANANg1RmZ0GAz
(呀呀呀……我講咗啲乜……咁樣問人拎嘢飲……痴漢咁……)
Su:「吓?!」懶眼微睜,指指距二人桌子僅五步之遙的玻璃櫃。153Please respect copyright.PENANAt7Wr9IVmbq
「粟米湯......個櫃有好多喎......免費俾捐完血攞嚟即場飲,唔駛咁慳share飲吓嘩?~~」咧嘴幅度開始加大。153Please respect copyright.PENANAkfRUpoY85W
「你係咪又要搞到我笑到個口不停『吸塵』,合唔埋先安落?」笑點再次一觸即發。
(……佢笑到「吸塵」個樣……好……好得意……但我而家行開去拎好似好戇居……)153Please respect copyright.PENANABFNiBPoUVg
男子語氣有點倔強但又帶不知所措:「……我……我唔係慳……係……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAQOYCPyuhKG
(死啦……我總唔可以話……想同你share同一罐……咁樣好似變態佬……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAG40PJi7lGZ
「……你……你笑到咁……我點敢行開……」153Please respect copyright.PENANA7AzOrlWoxb
(......都唔知噏乜!)
「哎~~」Su索性起身,行去玻璃櫃取了罐粟米湯、兩塊餅乾及兩顆獨立包裝芝麻丸,放回桌上,推向男子面前。153Please respect copyright.PENANA3FxcWA4Y6S
「幫你攞喇!」笑着輕輕搖頭。
男子面露不能置信。153Please respect copyright.PENANAY1t7m4TZjb
(好廢呀我,要……佢……佢幫我攞埋……仲要推到我面前……勁樣衰......)153Please respect copyright.PENANAVnkTQ78pQ9
「……唔……唔該……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAPc2pwlv16G
伸出右手,指頭輕輕掂一下罐身,好像怕燙一般。153Please respect copyright.PENANAjqIcwqdFVZ
(死啦……佢掂過個罐……我而家拎起……算唔算間接……)
Su看在眼裏,又幾乎被刺激笑穴,笑笑搖兩下頭。153Please respect copyright.PENANAOgk9b2rbSY
男子有點無地自容:「……你……你唔笑住得唔得……我……我有啲緊張……」153Please respect copyright.PENANABaPdbFCIx2
只得拿起罐粟米湯,拉開蓋,喝了小口,掩飾已覆水難收的尷尬感。
Su:「我唔笑,恐怕你會仲緊張喎!......」153Please respect copyright.PENANAbdLjiQLn5T
即席示範--笑聲全收,變一字唇型,眼神轉趨深邃的抑鬱,視線望向旁邊落地玻璃窗,沉默,左手支頤,頃刻空氣凝固一樣。
男子拿着的粟米湯懸在半空。153Please respect copyright.PENANAy0ZvzCMlMh
(……佢……佢個抑鬱樣……點解仲靚過笑個陣……我個心好似俾人揸住咁……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAACanZdzHLq
「……你……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAXF2OJYPVIN
(死啦……我應該講咩……佢突然唔笑……比佢講中!我真係仲緊張……但係……我想睇多啲佢呢個樣……)153Please respect copyright.PENANA3MlgRzTyDg
男子將罐粟米湯放於枱面,發出好輕微嘅「噠」一聲:「……你……你唔笑個樣……都好……好睇……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAIBdMzDsMeh
臉色現在連額角都開始泛紅。
Su復又將視線轉回男子臉上。153Please respect copyright.PENANA7DLB8HGmhd
「你其實係咪廿幾歲?」右食指隔着枱面距離輕輕指向他。153Please respect copyright.PENANA0Wso3n8dum
「好似......比較似《極盜狂熱份子》時男主角對住女主角個驚青樣咁!」咀角戚咀笑一下。
(死……佢隻手指好長……隔空指住我個下……好……好有壓迫感……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAkXjZ67YtQN
(……佢又提嗰個男演員……仲要話我驚青……死啦佢係咪覺得我好細個……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAsYqda39OMG
男子輕咬下唇:「……我……我三十幾啦……邊度似廿幾……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAGbBsDTB44O
「……我……我驚青……係因為……你……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAFuCRJEJ6Ly
(講唔出口……講唔出口……)
Su:「你係咪頭先,睇完太多實體『人頭氣球』......」153Please respect copyright.PENANAbIohEp6hUH
「搞到『虛虛哋』,呀?」側側頭笑着望他。
(吓……我虛??......佢仲提「人頭氣球」……即係笑我頭先偷睇女仔……死啦佢係咪嬲……)153Please respect copyright.PENANA9S0za2fP8I
「……我……我冇虛……係……係你……」153Please respect copyright.PENANA2OPFNxWpCC
(死啦……我總唔可以話……因為見到你先緊張到標汗……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAkJ1AQoa3dz
男子壓低聲音:「……你……你可唔可以……唔好再提氣球……」153Please respect copyright.PENANASnuVlvOskH
望着Su的銀手鐲,立刻再飲啖粟米湯,試圖定驚。
Su見他望着自己的銀手鐲,右手指下意識搭過去輕撫上面的蓮花浮雕。153Please respect copyright.PENANAoLPnvK1HIi
回望他,咀角微戚:153Please respect copyright.PENANA04PgaEdX9h
「我諗你,應該係『扣血太多』,你快啲飲多啲粟米湯,食吓啲小食啦!」153Please respect copyright.PENANAgfqyyTSTla
翹起腳,稍稍挨後椅背,右手指繼續掃手鐲上的浮雕,面露笑意。
男子右手捏着罐粟米湯捏到指節發白。153Please respect copyright.PENANAQmQKvdOSaM
(嘩……佢摸隻鈪個下……好……好性感……)153Please respect copyright.PENANApALUqxU6KJ
「……我……我食緊啦……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAAJR1NXkBiW
立刻飲多幾啖粟米湯,再拆下餅乾包裝紙,塞了入口。153Please respect copyright.PENANAtNzb9DrjRR
(死……佢話我「扣血太多」……即係話我捐完血貧血咁款?定俾佢扣到冇晒血?……呢鋪真係好虛......)153Please respect copyright.PENANApI3qiPvjp9
望着Su的手指望到目眩:「……你……你可唔可以……唔好再摸隻鈪……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAw6eOCf1eVg
(……我講咗啲乜……叫人唔好摸自己隻手鈪……痴線……佢摸咪摸,關我咩事......而且我......本身都想睇耐啲......)
Su改為右手背托腮:「喂~」稍稍哄前身子。153Please respect copyright.PENANAjeIbD8IazF
「你其實平時講嘢係咪都咁『窒口』?」視線望定男子,認真口吻。
在Su身子靠前之際,男子即時聞到她散發的雪松加橙花香氣。153Please respect copyright.PENANAgAkIhLqD8P
(……佢……佢陣味……好好聞……我個心而家……好似就嚟跳出嚟……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAlxcQMkA25o
男子有感面對被「步步進迫」,只能盡量保持冷靜:「……我……我平時……唔係咁㗎……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAQhTo015Ny6
「……係……係因為你……我先會……窒口……」
Su:「吓?!咁我咪隨時驚嚇過伊藤啲嘢?」笑着攤一攤手。153Please respect copyright.PENANA4HK0LVycDr
男子欲辯無言。153Please respect copyright.PENANAsKUon4jyrv
Su:「咁,」挨後椅背,交叉雙臂。153Please respect copyright.PENANALJ0eHnJoKu
「如果叫你『演戲』,未必有預設對白,要臨場發揮,你係咪都會『口窒窒』?」繼續認真問。
(……佢……佢叫我演戲?即係……即係考我反應?死啦……我而家個腦一片空白……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAYnH6bn4dFW
男子聲線幾乎走音:「……我……我未試過……演戲……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAEvevh59aN4
呆望她交叉的雙臂及肩膊兩秒。153Please respect copyright.PENANAG5e8pkrzSJ
(死……佢對手臂……一字肩……好……好……唔可以亂望……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAaiGUD5zrjP
「……但……如果係同你試……我……我會試……唔窒……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAXqGHUHRLWL
(……我講咗啲乜……「同你試」……即係想點……)
Su:「你介唔介意話我知?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAl8VFH0pv3t
「你做盛行?」微笑且一本正經,似訪問。
男子耳尖由紅變紫。153Please respect copyright.PENANAsqufQTwmS6
(……佢……佢做咩突然問我呢啲?係咪……係咪對我好奇?定係純粹八卦?)153Please respect copyright.PENANASRbQnVzpFU
極小音量:「……我……我做IT……寫programme……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAtIlmDhyIhO
(……IT佬……佢會唔會覺得我好悶……)
Su自信一笑:「果然!~」153Please respect copyright.PENANAbzw0cDLYIL
「我都估緊你係做IT!」打量他上半身。153Please respect copyright.PENANAsEI8IxDAQQ
「因為,望落......唔好介意,有陣『社恐』味道~」沒貶意的笑了笑。
(……佢……佢睇穿我?死啦……我係咪真係咁易俾人睇穿……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAZj2hGWd99s
「……我……我唔係社恐……係……係選擇性社交……」但說「社」字時有點輕聲。153Please respect copyright.PENANAnbvMe2rEnu
(死……講「選擇性社交」好似仲衰……好似承認咗咁……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAEUDZ47qVLq
「……咁……你……你又做咩行業?係咪……作家?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAHY53mbh8qP
(……我反問返佢……會唔會太直接……)
Su咔咔笑:「喂我差啲聽錯......你嗰句『選擇......咩交』話?~~」
男子望着她,眼瞪大,正在喝粟米湯時幾乎噴了出來。153Please respect copyright.PENANAjYwsiAMY8y
男子也幾乎忍不住笑:「……喂……你……你唔好亂咁cut句呀……我講『選擇性社交』呀……」153Please respect copyright.PENANA0esyNWq8cT
(……佢……佢聽咗去邊……我明明講「選擇性社交」……佢……佢係咪玩我……)
Su用手掌撥了撥咀前方空氣:「......哎~~真係!~我成日聽啲唔聽啲~~~仲要加埋你講嘢啲口吻......咁有趣!」又笑了幾下。153Please respect copyright.PENANAR256dQk0yb
「我係寫劇本+小說+導演(拍網劇,新晉),不過冇乜名氣!」面露從容。
(……佢學日劇女角撥嘴前面嗰下……好……好姣……但係……好得意……)153Please respect copyright.PENANApyRFyzpS9b
男子有點詫異:「……你……你寫劇本……仲要係導演……難怪咁有……氣場……」
Su:「好有氣場咩?!」哄前身子,屈曲手臂,右手肘架在枱面,拳頭向自己。153Please respect copyright.PENANArqyTdzS7II
瞇眼笑:「我同啲同事,都冇大冇細嘅,成日玩埋一堆!」
Su一哄前身子,男子又再聞到她的香氣。153Please respect copyright.PENANAlp7BtlKciC
(……佢……佢又哄前……陣味又飄嚟……好好聞……佢連氣味都......)153Please respect copyright.PENANACipmVmK67l
男子:「……有……有㗎……你……你一認真個陣……就好有……」153Please respect copyright.PENANAKKTeSh3TRG
「……你同同事……係咪成日……講啲令人誤會嘅嘢……」153Please respect copyright.PENANA46XNm6Q5Jp
(妖……我問呢啲做咩……好似質問人咁……)
Su:「誤會?有時玩得好,係啲好『橋』嚟~」153Please respect copyright.PENANAnQF5lowbpn
「我成日都被人誤會,我已唔介意。」153Please respect copyright.PENANAqQpKz53IN2
望望枱面手機。153Please respect copyright.PENANAbFHsXhNiLU
「咦,我又係時候要走......」將手機放回手袋,站起身,望望男子,準備離開。153Please respect copyright.PENANAUJ98kSMKOP
「你......我唔會陣間又『撞』到你啩~?」奇詭一笑。
(……即係……即係暗示我頭先跟蹤佢?死啦……佢係咪唔like……)153Please respect copyright.PENANADyZdphKE9T
男子內心倔強但出來的口吻有點串咀:「……我……我點知你會去邊……」153Please respect copyright.PENANALlYDQmuXbP
(大鑊……我答得好臭串……但係……我總唔可以話……我想跟住你……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAHU8dJcfpJT
「……你……你唔好再笑我『社恐』……我就……唔會再撞到你……」153Please respect copyright.PENANA1E3BcnYZpF
(哎九唔搭八……我講呢啲做咩……好似小學生鬥氣咁……)
「好!咁,拜拜喇!偷睇的人!」滿意地向你笑了下,轉身行向大門,熊本熊隨着她的步伐晃動,似向男子道別。
男子幾乎未回過神:「……拜拜……」153Please respect copyright.PENANA0wEvVEnZV1
(死啦……我又唔知佢叫咩名……淨係知佢寫劇本……導演……鍾意伊藤潤二……同情雙一……)153Please respect copyright.PENANA53crhDRPKR
(橫掂都係喇,頭先做乜唔抄佢牌?!)153Please respect copyright.PENANAAxTLV7V3qA
望着熊本熊最後一下晃動都消失在視線,男子輕輕將喝完的粟米湯放在枱面,發出「噠」一聲。153Please respect copyright.PENANAT26mKL2XvF
(……我癲咗……我真係癲咗……點解……點解我會跟住一個陌生人去捐血……仲要……仲要同佢傾咗咁耐……)153Please respect copyright.PENANAHvMBXVVxx0
摸一摸自己右手肘內側塊圓形膠布,隱約有點痛,但內心更為刺痛。153Please respect copyright.PENANA1GXl8pt1kn
(……都唔知仲有冇機會再見到佢……)
153Please respect copyright.PENANAiNU7qDg9FI
【第四話完】


