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那個擁抱之後，我再也沒看過他。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ8UfkiLig
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這兩個月，從零碎的新聞片段裡，我知道有組織內部正在大洗牌，仍然零星的組織內部及外部的鬥爭和衝突。他，仍然活在那個充滿血與火的世界裡。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmEkUSbnKM
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最令我痛心的是，新聞只是輕輕帶過二十五年前的滅門血案的主謀，在私決的槍戰下喪生。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieDFIFWxVR
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讓他愧疚一生、讓他沉淪苦海的血恨，在別人的眼中卻不值一提。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7Q9ft78QQ
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至於我，在醫院的工作日復一日，看似恢復正常。可是，但我知道自己已經回不去了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YCGtVozsY
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每次有人送進來到急症室，我的心跳都快得失控。我希望不會是他，但，我又很想再看到他。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOAtZKvQmg
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每次走進手術室，那種血腥和霉味仍然揮之不去，間斷的槍聲會在耳邊迴盪，讓我差點控制不住手震。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZfyVQsdjf
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每次打雷，震耳欲聾的雷聲都讓我怕得蜷縮在角落，全身冰冷，整個身體都不受控地抖著。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM21TAHPJL
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他，會知道我在承受著這些嗎？61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVZJPOoafc
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他不是一直都很神通廣大的嗎？他不是能躲開所有敵人和危險，來到我的身邊嗎？61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtSBbNaCyE
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為什麼，他沒有再出現？61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZzQTpd2Gy
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這天，我在醫院門前走出去，走進濛濛一片的大雨牆，任由冰冷的雨水淋透全身。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfM676gykF
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走著走著，我停住了腳步。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgUe9EK3LS
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在這條路上，在這個位置，是我們當初相遇的地方。我按住胸口，心裡面，好像壓住了很重、很重的石頭，眼淚混著雨水滑落。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA11IqgTeN7
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突然一把傘，截停了頭頂的大雨。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MH3syr2LQ
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那熟悉的氣味，衝擊著我的鼻腔。我抬頭看著那張掛念已久的臉，心跳都止住了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ433nkdPq3d
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雨點狠狠地打在雨傘上，啪喇啪喇、啪喇啪喇。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNpTFG6bRQ
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我們看著對方很久、很久，儘管有千言萬語，我們一句也說不出來。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a3nqDASLL
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他的眼神盡是掛念，卻始終沒有走上前一步。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFzxNPt3Uy
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我極力忍住哭，用盡氣力才能擠出一句：「你⋯⋯還好嗎？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxv8hRSpSD2
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「我很好。你呢？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvusU43H6ax
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雨勢漸弱，卻沒有停。我們的褲管和鞋早已濕透了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc35xu3kCUJ
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「我們⋯⋯又要逃嗎？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavG6sosXx2
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他微微恍神，可能看到我的眼神裡藏住驚慌，便溫柔地說：「思雅接管了組織。你安全了，以後再也不用逃。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsy4ZdYYsQ
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隔了一會，他開始跟我交代近況，語氣平穩，沒有以前的快速感、緊張感：「組織內部還有很多事情要處理，暫時來說，仍然很混亂。思雅太小了，很多長輩有意見，我必須幫她壓下去」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3f3XOtkBF
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「難處理嗎？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ8RORqSjc
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他看著遠方，眼神裡有一種前所未有的疲憊和空洞：「有些事⋯⋯她做不來的話，只能由我來做。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3w3cD4CNy
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我輕輕「嗯」了一聲，心卻像被什麼狠狠揪住。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BiKbLfmxL
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這一個回應，平靜得像跟同事閒談般，聽他分享的「工作」。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUPjMuTrMy
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我是否接受了他是黑幫的身份？接受了殺人無數的他？我也不清楚。我只知道，眼前這個人，絕對不會傷害我。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuygWLQd174
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大雨變成細雨，淅瀝淅瀝，沖淡著我的擔憂。站在他的旁邊，感覺很安全。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolQdbqHTH9
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「思雅怎樣了，恢復得好嗎？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnncpbD1vR
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「物理治療，不過她年輕，再多一或兩個月，便能如常走路。」他提步向前走。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX82RgF0ym
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我徐徐跟著他的步伐，不敢走散。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8MdzYM5xt
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「你記得要準時吃藥。」他溫柔地說著。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7eLNfh3ub
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「我就不吃。你會來⋯⋯提醒我嗎？」原來他仍有留意著我的近況，使我不自覺地撒嬌，希望他會留在我的身邊。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bNdq7cBCx
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他若有所思：「⋯⋯不會。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeONgRECUCy
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「你⋯⋯很狠心。」我輕聲地投訴著。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91R6kaSxLz
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他低頭，沒有回應。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoQjwnJmn7
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我們在大雨中漫步，這是從我們認識以來，最平靜的時刻。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMW7k6V0zU
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走到轉角，他停下了腳步，轉身向著我，將傘子交給我。他的語氣依舊平淡，卻藏著一絲聽不見的顫抖：「我來跟你道別的。忘了我吧，你會過得更好。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluTY9olzoW
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接過傘的時候，我覆住了他的手。這手的大小、溫度，叫我怎麼能忘掉？我撫著他右手的厚繭，原來在病房那次，我已經牢牢地記住了這手。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Gqs8oGZmW
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我看著我們交疊的手，低聲喚了一句：「小宇。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJ2Y3zLZ1i
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對他來說，這是一個很沉重的名字。他的手僵住了，指尖不自覺地抽動了一下，極力壓抑住聽到這個名字時的生理反應。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdNH5GebX5
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但他的手沒有縮回去，就這樣任由我握著。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgzj0R82kk
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「凌灝宇。」我直視他的眼睛，聲音帶著不容拒絕的堅定：「不要拋下我。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSupGHN5Np
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短短的幾秒鐘，他的眼框瞬間變得通紅，喉結上下滑動，像是想說點什麼，卻最終沒說什麼。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqFEtN9pRq
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雨，依然在下。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB54YkCKtUV
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他輕輕地反手回握住我的手，力道很輕，但卻實在得讓人心碎，像是一個無聲的、沉重的觸碰。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTbJrlHI7h
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他的嘴角緩緩向上勾起。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3V1D7NIlq
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那是久違的小酒窩。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GNrZ61xhZ
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他露出了那個最純真，也最讓人心痛的微笑。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBxJ1DKlYr
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他沒有說「等我」，也沒有再叫我「忘記」。他只是深深看了我最後一眼，鬆開手，轉身走進細雨中，頭也不回地消失在濛濛的雨幕裡。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysMr5Y7ldp
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我把傘緊緊地拿住，感受著手把上殘留的、屬於小宇的餘溫，不讓它流走。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNTDVKUFyh
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這個溫度，我默默地記住了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYROXqe5wVu
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總有一天，在出奇不意的一天，你會帶著這個溫度，回來把我緊緊抱住。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81rb241PMO
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再來保護我。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpPrH1wgi9
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