14 輸血74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxUwB5A0md
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無論我怎樣掙扎，也不可能敵過三個男人的壓制，手腳都被他們死死按住，很痛，痛得手快要斷裂。我只能眼白白地看著透明的輸液管變成血紅色，那種感覺很無力，很無助。我知道只要三、四次抽血之後，我便會失血過多，或者器官衰竭而死。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8ORnY49If
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我哭起來，眼淚流過面頰，與汗水混為一體。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu266jKPye
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「可不可以⋯⋯放過我？我真的什麼也不知道⋯⋯」我哽咽著乞求他們。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9VYpTUHm9
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可是他們卻無動於衷，甚至連望也沒有望我一眼，默默地等待時間過去，直到下一次抽血的時間。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQpW9nFQH0
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被抽血了四、五次後，我的心跳快得要炸開，頭很痛，身體好像飄浮起來，又像沉了下去，渾身無力，視線也開始失去焦點。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaBtiSqnT8
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寂靜的手術室，連冷氣的聲音也沒有，很悶熱。我只能靜靜地躺著，意識逐漸模糊，看著滿佈污漬的天花板，感覺著身體一點一滴被抽空，等待死亡的來臨。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsAyZ3BcTu
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好冷。好孤獨。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZrylOLsA4
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上次，靠著他一定會回來救我的承諾，撐過了；今次，卻只得我隻身一人，求救無門。我怕得發瘋，不過我連哭的氣力也沒有，只能一直流著淚，直至昏睡過去。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdm5xS1ygY
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原來，這就是孤獨死去的感覺。漆黑一片，什麼也沒有。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZZ01V2Bem
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在睡夢中，有人把我抱起，在我耳邊說了很多話⋯⋯隱約聽到，有人叫我『不用怕』。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9DGjKeQYS
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意識回來時，我發現我躺在床上，感覺到雙腳被墊高，血液正逐漸回流向大腦。手腳鬆綁了，可以自由活動，還有被子緊緊包裹著身體。右手傳來一陣清涼，輸液管不再是紅紅的血，而是透明的生理鹽水。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM3x2LLhDj
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我是⋯⋯被拯救了嗎？從鬼門關被拉了回來？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeBTR5APp0
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而拉住我的人，此時正頹然坐在床邊。我還沒看清楚他的臉，他已經衝上前抱著我，一動也不動。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjE5EvCa0S
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我無力地伸手，回抱了他，閉上眼睛感受他的擁抱和體溫，很溫暖。他的呼吸很急促，整個人也很溫熱。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIGfZOv408
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是他。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6b0ba0WMi
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這個力感、溫度，還有擁抱的深度，跟在醫院脅持我的他，一模一樣。好實在，好溫暖。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ujY6POdCC
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一定是他。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YBWXTwyq1
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忽然聽到他用力吸鼻子，然後長長地歎一口氣，聲音沙啞地說了聲：「對不起。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gFUklzyxh
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他⋯⋯是否哭了？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNceAx5Tpwa
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就這樣，我們沉默地抱了一分鐘、五分鐘，或者，可能有十分鐘。我們的心跳，由急促，慢慢變成平靜。不經意間，兩人的心已經靠近得貼在一起，連我們都沒有察覺。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTWCH29uoB
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他輕輕地放開懷抱：「連累了你，對不起。」他的眼神，是多麼的溫柔、多麼的心痛。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi8ZsGBsSr
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我看到他的嘴角及額角都腫了，臉上有幾處抓痕，手臂上又有新的傷口。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFhY67uMBC
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他，一定是拼了命去救我。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFhI60mFv2
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一定。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkNUFM0rAE
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我的話卡在喉嚨，說不出話。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubTjJ5rey6
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他說過，我跟他一丁點關係也沒有；他說過，我們不拖不欠。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJM8q1nNQMi
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可是，他卻再次緊緊地抱著我，用要把我藏在骨子裡的力度，給我最安全的懷抱、最深情的安慰。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkcHntndbe
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我把臉埋進他的頸窩，放聲大哭。將整個星期的擔心，對死亡的恐懼，以及再次把他拉回危險的內疚，狠狠地哭出來。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmywOnuwGLj
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其實，我真的很害怕。我怕死，可是我更怕他會為了我而死。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXrsMcg7XB
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原來我們之間，早就沒辦法不拖不欠了。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyosyG61n1k
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