《引路人》 - 第十九回：琪琪的細佬

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離開公眾殮房之後，琪琪一直冇出聲。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNnS01CFCU

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阿軒陪喺佢身邊，三步嘅距離，但兩個人都冇講嘢。阿培行喺最前面，帶住佢哋穿過葵涌嘅大街小巷。天已經黑齊，街燈昏暗，但對靈體嚟講，日夜冇分別。

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「琪琪，你仲有冇地方想去？」阿培問。

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琪琪抬起頭，望住阿培。

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「我想見我細佬。」

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「佢喺邊？」

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「應該喺屋企。」琪琪講，「佢成日唔返屋企，但呢個時間……或者喺度掛。」

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阿培點一點頭，帶住佢哋返去琪琪住嗰幢大廈。

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上樓之前，琪琪喺樓下停低，望住七樓某個窗口——嗰個係佢屋企。燈着住，阿媽應該返咗。但琪琪嘅視線唔係望阿媽嗰個窗口，而係隔籬嗰個。

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「細佬間房。」琪琪講，「佢成日鎖住門，唔俾人入。」

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「你入過未？」阿軒問。

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「冇。」琪琪搖頭，「佢唔俾。我試過偷佢鎖匙，佢發現之後同我吵咗一大交。」

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「你覺得間房入面有咩？」

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琪琪沉默咗一陣。

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「唔知。可能係毒品，可能係偷返嚟嘅嘢，可能係……我唔敢諗。」

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阿培望住琪琪，輕聲問：「你想唔想而家入去睇？」

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琪琪猶豫。

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「你已經死咗。」阿培講，「你掂唔到任何嘢，但你可以睇。睇完，你或者可以放低。」

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琪琪點一點頭。

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三個人穿過鐵閘，行樓梯上七樓。走廊嘅燈壞咗一半，一閃一閃。琪琪企喺自己屋企門口，隔籬就係細佬間房。鐵閘鎖住，木門都鎖住——但對靈體嚟講冇意義。

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阿培穿門而入，琪琪同阿軒跟住。

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細佬間房好細。

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比阿軒嘅板間房大少少，但亂好多。床單皺成一團，地下有衫、有罐頭、有煙頭。書桌上面有一部舊電腦，螢幕仲着住，係一個遊戲嘅畫面。牆上貼滿海報——唔係明星，而係一啲塗鴉同英文粗口。

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空氣中有陣煙味同霉味。

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琪琪四圍望，眼神好複雜。

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「呢個就係佢嘅世界。」琪琪輕輕講，「我從來唔知佢成日匿埋喺度做咩。」

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佢行到書桌前，見到一個打開嘅抽屜。入面有幾包白色粉末、一疊銀紙、同一張卡片。

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琪琪望住嗰幾包粉末，全身震咗一下。

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「佢真係吸毒。」琪琪嘅聲好細，帶住絕望，「我一路都懷疑，但唔敢確認。而家睇到……」

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阿軒行到琪琪身邊，望住抽屜入面嘅嘢。

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「你細佬幾歲？」阿軒問。

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「十九。」琪琪講，「細我五年。」

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「佢有返學嗎？」

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琪琪搖頭：「輟咗好耐。阿媽話佢唔係讀書嘅材料，叫佢出嚟做嘢。但佢做做吓又唔做，成日換工。」

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「佢有冇朋友？」

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「有。都係嗰班……唔三唔四嘅。」琪琪嘅聲越嚟越低，「我成日鬧佢，叫佢唔好同嗰班人來往。佢唔聽，仲話我煩。」

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阿培企喺房中間，望住呢一切。佢冇出聲，只係等琪琪自己消化。

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房外面傳來聲響——鐵閘聲、腳步聲。

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有人返嚟。

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琪琪即刻穿過牆，去到走廊。阿軒同阿培跟住。

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一個後生仔企喺門口，著住衛衣，牛仔褲，波鞋黐滿污泥。佢頭髮染咗金色，但髮根已經生返黑色。眼肚好深，似係幾晚冇瞓。

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係琪琪嘅細佬，阿傑。

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阿傑企喺門口，望住隔籬自己屋企嘅鐵閘。佢嘅手拎住一串鎖匙，但冇開門，只係企喺度，望住。

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琪琪企喺阿傑面前，望住佢。

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「細佬。」琪琪輕輕叫。

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阿傑當然聽唔到。佢只係望住屋企嘅門口，望咗好耐，然後拎出手機。屏幕上顯示有幾個未接來電，全部都係「阿媽」。

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阿傑冇回撥。佢收好手機，終於用鎖匙打開屋企嘅門。

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入到屋，阿媽唔喺廳。電視關咗，燈都熄咗，只有廚房有一盞細燈。阿傑行入廚房，打開雪櫃，拎咗一罐可樂，拉開，飲咗一啖。

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然後佢行去琪琪間房。

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房門冇鎖。阿傑推開門，入面黑蚊蚊。佢開燈。

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琪琪間房好整齊。床舖疊好，書桌上面有一張琪琪同阿媽嘅合照。衣櫃門關實，地下冇雜物。一切停留喺琪琪出事之前嘅樣。

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阿傑望住家姐間房，望住張相。

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佢嘅表情冇變，依然係嗰種「冇表情」嘅表情。但佢嘅手震緊——拎住可樂罐嘅手，輕輕震緊。

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「家姐。」阿傑終於開聲，把聲沙啞，好似好耐冇講過嘢，「你喺度嗎？」

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琪琪企喺佢面前，距離一步。

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「我喺度呀，細佬。」琪琪細細聲講。

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阿傑梗係聽唔到。佢行到書桌前，拎起張相，望住相入面琪琪嘅笑容。

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「你成日鬧我。」阿傑講，好似對住張相講，「你話我唔生性，話我嘥時間。我覺得你好煩，好想你快啲收聲。」

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琪琪嘅眼淚流落嚟。

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「但而家你唔鬧了。」阿傑嘅聲開始震，「你以後都唔會再鬧我了。」

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佢將張相放返原位，然後坐喺琪琪嘅床邊，雙手掩面。

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阿傑冇喊出聲。但佢嘅肩頭震得好犀利，全身縮埋一舊，似一個細路仔。

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琪琪企喺佢面前，望住細佬喊，自己都喊。佢想攬佢，但攬唔到。想同佢講嘢，但講咗都聽唔到。

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「細佬，你唔好喊啦。」琪琪細細聲講，「家姐喺度呀。家姐唔鬧你了。你以後要生性，唔好再吸毒，唔好再同嗰班人來往。你照顧阿媽，好唔好？」

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阿傑梗係聽唔到。但佢忽然抬起頭，四圍望。

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「家姐？」佢叫，把聲好細，「你係咪喺度？」

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琪琪企喺原地，望住細佬。

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「我喺度。」琪琪講，「家姐喺度。」

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阿傑深呼吸一下，抹一抹面。佢冇再喊，但對眼紅得好犀利。

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「家姐，對唔住。」阿傑講，「我以前唔聽你講嘢。我以後會改。我會照顧阿媽。我會搵份工。我會……我會生性。」

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琪琪聽到呢句，喊到收唔到聲。

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「細佬，家姐聽到。」琪琪講，「家姐信你。」

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阿培企喺門口，望住琪琪同阿傑。佢望住呢對姊弟——一個生，一個死，距離唔夠兩步，但永遠冇辦法真正對話。

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佢望住阿傑，忽然想起自己。離家出走四年，佢有冇同阿爸阿媽講過「對唔住」？有冇講過「我會改」？

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冇。

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佢連機會都冇俾過自己。

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「阿培。」阿軒嘅聲喺耳邊響起。

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阿培擰轉頭。

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「你喊緊。」阿軒講。

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阿培摸一摸自己塊面——真係濕嘅。

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「我冇嘢。」阿培抹一抹眼淚，「只係……塵入眼。」

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阿軒冇再問。佢望返琪琪同阿傑，輕輕嘆一口氣。

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阿傑喺琪琪間房坐咗好耐。佢冇走，只係坐喺床邊，望住家姐張相，間中講一兩句話。

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「家姐，你記唔記得細個你成日帶我去公園？你推我盪鞦韆，推到好高，我話驚，你話『唔使驚，家姐喺度』。」

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「家姐，我書枱抽屜入面嗰啲嘢……我會掉咗佢。我唔會再掂。」

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「家姐，你返嚟啦，好唔好？我以後唔同你吵交。」

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每一句，琪琪都聽到。

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每一句，琪琪都應。

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但阿傑聽唔到。

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過咗一陣，阿媽返咗。佢開門，見到阿傑喺琪琪間房，呆一呆。

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「你喺度做咩？」阿媽把聲有啲硬。

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阿傑抬起頭，望住阿媽。

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「阿媽，對唔住。」阿傑講。

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阿媽呆咗。

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阿傑從來唔講對唔住。

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「我以後會生性。」阿傑講，「我會照顧你。」

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阿媽嘅眼淚流落嚟。佢行上前，攬住個仔。

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「你知就好。」阿媽喊住講，「你知就好。你家姐……你家姐佢……」

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阿媽講唔落去。

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阿傑攬實阿媽，冇再出聲。

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琪琪望住阿媽同細佬攬埋一齊，眼淚繼續流。

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佢擰轉頭，望住阿軒。

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「我可以安心了。」琪琪輕輕講。

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阿軒望住佢，點一點頭。

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「仲有五日。」阿培喺後面講，「你仲有時間。」

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琪琪望住阿培，輕輕笑咗一下。

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「我知道。但我想用剩低嘅時間，同阿軒一齊。」

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阿軒嘅眼紅紅，但嘴角微微向上。

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「你想去邊？」阿軒問。

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琪琪望住窗外嘅夜色。

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「是但。同你一齊就得。」

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阿培望住呢兩個人，冇再出聲。

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佢哋三個穿過牆，行出大廈，行入夜色之中。

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身後，阿傑仲攬住阿媽。

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而琪琪，終於放低咗最擔心嘅一件事。

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