鬧鐘響的時候，我已經醒了。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIXvZW0Bkf
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不是沒睡著那種醒——是睡了又醒，醒了又睡，反反覆覆睡到天光，最後在鬧鐘響前三分鐘睜開眼睛，盯著天花板，等。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kXBTy19tV
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我躺到鬧鐘響，伸手按掉，然後起來。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZb1Det5Te
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吃了半包餅乾，喝了杯水，換上黑色風衣，把口罩疊好放進外套口袋，背上背囊——玩具槍在最上層，我特意用一件舊T恤包著，怕輪廓印出來。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyv8kZjjr1U
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出門前我在玄關站了一會兒。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yPywVbwe8
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鏡子裡的人看起來很普通。黑色風衣，背囊，口罩還沒戴上，跟任何一個下午出門買東西的人沒有分別。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDhm42jcEF
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我想起電影裡有一種鏡頭：主角出發前，鏡頭從腳拍到頭，配樂響起，整個人像換了一個靈魂。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARNtITcPLe
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鏡子裡的我眼袋很重，頭髮沒怎麼梳，嘴角有一粒暗瘡剛冒出來。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTm1F92aNA
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我開門走了出去。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJK9NH93CB
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搭地鐵去灣仔，坐了二十多分鐘。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU9bv5J1va
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車廂裡人不多，我揀了個角落位坐下，背囊放在腿上，雙手按著。旁邊坐著一個老伯，睡著了，嘴微微張開，腦袋隨著車廂搖。對面一個年輕女生低頭看手機，手指劃個不停。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5yIP5mWtc
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我看著車窗外的隧道，想，這些人都不知道我要去做什麼。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSAVDjSIvE
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然後想，等一下我做完了，回來坐車，他們也不會知道。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZgiZ3DwMM
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這個念頭沒有讓我安心，反而更不安——像突然意識到自己一個人站在很空曠的地方，四面沒有牆。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8MjcBVD3j
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出站的時候我差點拍錯八達通，手抖了一下才對準。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqn3OfNnLag
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在銀行附近的街上走了兩個圈。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsir8ovESJ
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不是策略，就是腿自己在走，腦子沒有下令停下來。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsrx3LUb7R
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港灣道這一帶沒有什麼可以閒逛的地方。兩旁全是玻璃幕牆的辦公大廈，大堂裡穿梭著西裝友，個個腳步很快，誰都不看誰。路過一間連鎖咖啡店，裡面坐著十幾個人，全部對著電腦，戴著耳機，眼睛沒有離開過屏幕。路過兩個外賣員，停在一棟大廈門口，等保安室接聽電話，臉上是那種等慣了的表情。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3VIfILNlb
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那間舊分行夾在兩棟玻璃大廈之間，像一顆蛀牙，縮在那裡。深紅色招牌，舊宋體字，配著兩旁幾十層高的反光玻璃，格格不入得有點超現實。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbRvNSYUEI
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我在對面行人路靠著燈柱，假裝在看手機，眼角掃過去：100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIhvHMqqMB
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門口保安還是那個中年男人，今天換了件深藍色制服，手插在褲袋裡，望著街道發呆。裡面隱約看到一個收銀員身影，動作很慢，跟上次看到的一樣，像還沒睡醒。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sWKGkSmaE
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客人：零個。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb6lmCYY4H
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時間：下午兩點十七分。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYrU2vvteo
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我深呼吸了一次，把口罩從口袋裡拿出來——才發現兩個口罩疊在一起，慌忙撕開，一個掉在地上，我彎腰撿起來，拍了拍，重新疊好揣回口袋，戴上剩下那一個，把外套拉鏈拉到最高，走過馬路。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCemah54sjN
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門口保安看了我一眼，就一眼，然後繼續看街道。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XZumFzu7z
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我踏上最後一步，深吸一口氣，伸手推開玻璃門——100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBSm2f1iML
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就在這一刻，右邊一道身影比我快了半步，從我側面衝進去，帶起一陣氣流，我還沒弄清楚發生了什麼，那個穿深灰色夾克的男人已經站在我前面，帽子壓得很低，右手舉著什麼東西，衝著收銀位大喊：100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYoRxBTEqu
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「唔好動！所有人趴低！」100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73zCTOwQ2q
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我的腦子空白了大概零點五秒。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQob71kqFK
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然後本能接管了一切。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHNZRyeSqv
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膝蓋彎下去，雙手按地，整個人貼著地板壓下去，背囊還背在身上，玩具槍硬邦邦的抵著背脊。大理石很冷，涼意從掌心一直竄到手腕，心跳聲在耳朵裡轟轟作響，響得像有人在裡面打鼓。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9OPYmBamY
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趴在地上，我能看見的東西很有限。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0Pjjsx12o
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灰白色的大理石地板，自己的兩隻手，那個男人的鞋底——黑色運動鞋，左邊磨薄了。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUpyo02OUX
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然後是女職員的聲音，平靜得出奇，不快不慢，像在回答一個很普通的問題：100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9prb6uqxjr
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「先生，今日押運車未到。金庫係鎖住㗎，密碼我哋唔知，只有押運公司個司機有。」100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFKuNQAphU
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男人說了什麼，聲音壓得很低。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNts8lNTKwD
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「係囉，收銀位得番備用散紙，就係噉多。先生，個袋？」100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnzw2nlfwk
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紙張翻動的聲音，收銀箱開了又關，慢慢的，斷斷續續。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGCQLhgCkf
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「押運車幾點到？」女職員回頭問後面的男職員，語氣就像在問今天幾點收工。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3r4HgJOgp
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「四點幾……」100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErHv7ccbPY
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「而家好多人用網上轉賬、PayMe，拍吓個QR code就搞掂，唔使特登入嚟分行，」女職員繼續說，平靜得像幼稚園老師在解釋一件很基本的事，「加上呢度周圍都係寫字樓，下午基本上冇乜人，所以備用現金係冇以前咁多㗎喇，先生。」100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkIMZO2NgO
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我趴在地板上，盯著自己的手背，看著手背上一條細細的青筋，聽著掛鐘的秒針一下一下地響。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡET9xnw6rvh
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然後是腳步聲。推門聲。風的聲音，然後什麼都沒有了。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kH9SzYiVV
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我在地板上多趴了幾秒鐘。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6Ji8mZ4yq
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然後慢慢撐起身，低著頭，不看任何人，往門口走。保安不知道什麼時候已經縮到牆邊，我走過他身邊，他看了我一眼，我看了他一眼，誰都沒有說話。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqP7dC94BQ
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一出門，腳步就快了起來，腦子裡只有一個念頭：離遠一點，快點離遠一點。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGh7iAxRrHs
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那條街上沒幾個人，但每一個我都覺得在看我——剛才那間銀行有人打劫，戴著口罩背著背囊，手入面係咪有槍——100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxuasAitIU
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我幾乎是衝過轉角的。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxHrlSSeTN
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就在轉角，我撞上了一個人。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUugCuec5sv
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正面撞上，兩個人同時退了半步。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtkmvhvei6
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我的背囊從肩上滑落，他的側背包也撞開了，兩個袋同時著地，裡面的東西散了出來。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgr806U4RBI
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我第一眼看見的是那件舊T恤。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINYvUwrUyO
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包著玩具槍的那件舊T恤，從背囊裡滾了出來，在地磚上翻了個身，停在那裡。布料皺巴巴的，槍的輪廓隔著布微微頂出來——不是很明顯，但如果你低頭看，你能看出那是個長條形的硬物，一端有個突出的握把。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0inz5q9CZ
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我整個人僵了一秒，然後蹲下去，雙手把那件T恤按住，往背囊裡塞，盡量自然，盡量快。手心全是汗，布料黏在指尖上，拉鏈拉到一半卡住了，我強行拉過去，發出一聲悶響。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g3z8Yo1EN
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對面那個男人也蹲著，同樣在收拾自己的東西，同樣的動作很快，同樣的不太想讓別人看清楚。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJ3xqGlx2X
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他的包裡散出來的是一疊卡，不是撲克牌，是那種比名片稍大的硬卡，其中幾張正面朝上，印著色彩鮮豔的圖案，金色邊框在陽光下閃了一下。他用手在地面掃過去，一張一張揀起來，每揀一張就壓在手心，像怕風吹走，也像怕被人看見。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULQhZb2h2P
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我低頭繼續塞那件T恤，假裝自己在做一件很普通的事。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO7spF1F5l
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他也繼續揀他的卡。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLMC3SJSQf
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我們誰都沒有說對不起，誰都沒有抬頭看對方。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLgtEtVQSq
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大概二十秒，我把背囊拉鏈拉好，他也把包扣上，兩個人幾乎同時站起來，互相看了對方大約零點三秒，然後各自轉身走了。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIo5SPKw6S
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我不記得怎麼回到地鐵站的。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLubQE3IVs6
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只記得某個路口等紅燈，旁邊有一個穿校服的女生在吃雪糕，看著手機笑。燈綠了，大家一起走過馬路。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeoXmFeqyX
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回到家，我把背囊放在飯桌上，風衣脫了扔在椅背，在沙發坐下來。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9Ke0V6uKO
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坐了很久，沒有開燈，沒有開電視。窗外的天色慢慢暗下去，樓下傳來收市後的街道聲音——小販收攤，巴士路過，有人在不遠處用粵語打電話，聲音很大，說的是什麼合約的事。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6ay32ysYC
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後來我還是把電視打開了。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2GySWJECm
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新聞在七點半。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8UT9GZVqj
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頭條不是，第二條也不是。第三條，主播語氣很平，說灣仔一間銀行下午發生持械行劫，警方其後在附近截獲一名男子，男子涉嫌持假槍打劫，劫走現金三萬六千元，案件正在調查中。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWVEHKF4ID
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三萬六千元。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GvTlIjlsP
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我坐在沙發上，看著電視，沒有動。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLWoGA3Hxn
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主播已經報下一條新聞了，我還是坐在那裡。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtp7d38pbp
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三萬六。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnRk2ZWo9n
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三萬六，這個數字在香港連供一期樓都不行。
我想了一下，
明天把槍拿去退錢。
站起來，把飯桌上的背囊拉過來，拉開拉鏈，把那件舊T恤拿出來，攤在桌上展開。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxXLoMxk2m
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槍還在裡面，廉價的黑色塑料，輕飄飄的，握在手上像什麼都沒有。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZF3Hadr79
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我準備把它放進另一個袋，找個時間明天退回去。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT7k6xFAht
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然後我看見了那張卡。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4v3vjgwhOi
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它夾在T恤的褶縫裡，薄薄一張，差點沒注意到。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHdpJxhTA1
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我把它抽出來。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uJjkRY92p
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跟名片差不多大，但不是名片。是一張硬卡，金色邊框，表面隱隱有光澤。上面印著一隻黃色的小生物，圓滾滾的耳朵，臉上兩個紅點，眼睛圓圓的盯著我看。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhGUH28PLY
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我認得這個。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoZXh8F3HM
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我翻到背面，看了一眼印刷，翻回正面，看了一眼那個金色邊框的做工，然後拿出手機，搜了一下。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wqZjeNlv6
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搜索結果跳出來。第一個是一個拍賣網站的連結，我點進去，找到同款，看了一眼價格，把手機放下來，再看一眼那張卡，再拿起手機確認了一次。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZipGpxBLbt
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三十五萬。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dg0hIphsr
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我把那張卡放在玩具槍旁邊，對齊。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlZ4j5ILaN
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桌上就這樣放著：一把假槍，一張三十五萬的卡，還有昨天沒吃完的半包餅乾。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV1gffYH18
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我拿起餅乾，繼續吃。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DpVN8QqHl
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那隻黃色的小生物圓眼睛盯著我，我也看著它。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkS2vPXHy4
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窗外樓下那個人還在打那通電話。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9njmOQ4ySx
and then Add to home screen.