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努力活着的人
ISSUE #27
Author: Water
努力活着的人
Author: Water
ISSUE #27
【我想做一個社工】
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2025年1月19日  

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我的目標是做一個好的社工。  

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但我想做的其實是輔導CP，  

但現在因為很多種原因，  

我已經放棄了CP。  

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不知道大家有沒有跟我一樣，  

一到夜晚就好emo。  

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好害怕自己做不成一個社工，  

幫不了人的社工。  

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社工做的東西真的好有限，  

做不到的東西真的好多。  

我不想做一個那樣的社工，  

令到他幫助的人好絕望。  

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我就是其中一個。  

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每次我抑鬱症發作，  

我不知道找誰好。  

我真的很害怕，很不想被人看到我這個樣子。  

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我就每次都自己一個人在學校廁所自殘。  

我當時真的好害怕好害怕。  

我好不喜歡自己這樣。  

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我讀psych，我很明白，  

我真的好嚴重。  

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我中一的時候，我已經不敢相信我竟然有情緒病。  

我記得特別清楚，我問我自己：  

這兩個禮拜有沒有不開心？  

這兩個禮拜有沒有緊張？  

等等好多東西。  

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我全部都說沒有。  

我當時鬆了好多。  

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但有一個月，我開始有幻覺幻聽，  

想死的心都有。  

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我明明讀psych，  

我為什麼可以有情緒問題？  

就好像你在自己專業上面失敗了一樣。  

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我有情緒問題，  

我怎麼可以做社工去輔導別人？  

我連自己都救不了，  

我去救其他生命？  

會不會太可笑……  

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我知道社工都是人，  

但我過不了自己這關。  

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社工對我來說是什麼樣的存在呢？  

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可以是一個不可以講自殺的存在

「學校社工」。  

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我好不喜歡她，真的好pk。  

逼我簽紙：什麼自殺自殘不關學校事，  

不簽不讓我返學。  

我當時還在醫院剛剛醒。  

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社工……   嗯。  

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2025年5月21日  57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIMV26FEUE

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努力活着的人
Young Adult
Prose
Short Story
Last updated: Mar 31, 2026
Total word count: 22,108
Total reading time: 74 Minutes
Writer:
Water
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