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努力活着的人
ISSUE #16
Author: Water
努力活着的人
Author: Water
ISSUE #16
【對 我害怕了】
No Plagiarism!jK9Am4ShR3Jb7pz5W1SHposted on PＥNAＮＡ 72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUmemYT9jI

2025年5月28日 晚上11:54  

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日子越近了。  

我是害怕死亡嗎？  

不是。  

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是害怕父母的屢次失望。  

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在我小的時候，說不上大富大貴，  

但常常一家人出去玩

主題樂園、旅遊、野餐、公園、冒險樂園等，常常去。  

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當然非常開心，  

但只去到了小學二三年級的時候。  

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因為我，  

爸爸媽媽才吵了一架。  

之後很少見爸爸回家吃飯，  

甚至一個星期才見上一面。  

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毫不意外，爸爸搬走了，回到小時候的家。  

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所以我很害怕別人大聲說話。  

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如果我死了，這個家是不是就散了？  

我想也是。  

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我怕那天，我死不了，  

回到醫院躺在床上動不了。  

我不想再經歷一次。  

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我好怕。  

我好怕別人會知道和上新聞，說自殺未遂。  

如果是死了，當然比什麼都好，甚至比活著好。  

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你有沒有看過余華的《活著》？  

他說：「人是為了活著本身而活著。」  

所以人不想活著，那為什麼要活下去？  

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我害怕到那一天，  

我媽無能為力地看著我，  

我連眼淚也不能為她擦去。  

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我是多麼不孝啊。  

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2025年5月29日 晚上09:36 72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDxPNeBqtQ

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努力活着的人
Young Adult
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Last updated: Mar 31, 2026
Total word count: 22,108
Total reading time: 74 Minutes
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