全班只有我看得見他 - 只有我，知道他一直坐在那裡

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五、在一起之後，甜得像偷來的日子

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我們沒有很正式地告白。

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沒有玫瑰花，沒有情書，沒有誰在操場大喊名字。

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我們只是在校門口那個很吵很亂的黃昏裡，站在人來人往中間，看著彼此，把喜歡說出來了。

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然後我問：

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「所以現在算什麼？」

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仕權難得很認真地想了一下。

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「算是妳可以管我了。」

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我笑到不行。

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「誰要管你。」

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「妳不是一直嫌我不喝飲料、不吃東西、很難養？」

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「那是事實。」

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「那妳可以試著養我看看。」

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高中男生講這種話，其實很容易油。可是仕權不會。

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因為他講的時候，是真的很平靜，很像把某種很重要的東西交到我手上。

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我伸手去拉他的袖口。

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「那你先學會當正常男朋友。」

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「比如？」

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「比如……要牽手。」

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仕權愣了一下。

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真的是很明顯地愣住。

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像他根本沒想過我會講這個。

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我本來只是想逗他，看到他那個反應自己也緊張起來，正想說算了，他卻慢慢把手伸過來。

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我把手放上去的時候，心臟跳得快到不行。

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他的手還是很冰。

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冰得不像活人。

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可我那時候只覺得，沒關係，體質冷一點而已。

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我握緊了一點，他就安靜了一秒，也把手收了收。

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那是我們第一次牽手。

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不是十指緊扣，也不是電影裡那種浪漫到會發光的牽法，只是很普通地，一起沿著校門口那條人行道走了一小段。

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但我一路都在偷笑。

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笑到仕權忍不住問：

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「妳到底在笑什麼？」

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我也不知道。

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真的。

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我只是覺得，原來喜歡的人手真的會有溫度——就算他的比較像冰箱冷藏層——原來牽著手走路會讓世界一下變得很窄，只剩鞋底踩地的聲音跟彼此的呼吸。

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在一起之後，我們變得更黏。

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早上我進教室，有時候桌上會多一瓶無糖綠。

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中午我去合作社排隊，回頭會發現仕權站在不遠處，看著我跟阿哲為最後一個布丁吵架。

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下午我趴在桌上睡著，醒來會看到窗簾被拉上一點，剛好不讓陽光曬到我臉上。

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放學後，只要我收拾書包稍微慢一點，就知道他一定會在樓梯口等我。

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最甜的是一些很小很小的事。

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有一次我生理期來，整個人煩到想殺人，連阿哲都看得出來不對，遠遠就自動繞路。

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仕權那天什麼都沒問，只是把一個暖暖包塞到我手裡。

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我看著手裡的東西，愣了很久。

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「你哪來的？」

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「保健室。」

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「你去保健室拿這個？」

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「嗯。」

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「你怎麼跟老師講？」

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他面不改色：「我說我同學肚子痛。」

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我當場笑到不行。

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「你知道如果是阿哲，他一定會說『我女朋友痛到快死了給我暖暖包』。」

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仕權看著我，淡淡地說：

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「那我下次也可以這樣講。」

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我耳朵一熱，立刻拿暖暖包丟他。

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「你不要亂學。」

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「那妳不是我女朋友嗎？」

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「是沒錯……」

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「那我哪裡亂講？」

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我被堵得說不出話，只能紅著臉低頭捏暖暖包。

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仕權就在旁邊很輕地笑。

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我後來才發現，他真的很會。

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不是花言巧語那種會，是那種平常安靜，一開口就準準打在你心上，害你連裝鎮定都裝不了的會。

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還有一次，月考前一天我壓力太大，坐在三樓走廊邊發呆。

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我說：「我覺得我明天會死。」

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仕權坐在旁邊，側頭看我：「妳要哪一種安慰？」

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「還分種類喔？」

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「第一種，妳很棒，只是太緊張。第二種，成績不是全部。第三種，我現在去把數學老師埋在操場。」

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我原本很煩，硬是被他講到笑出來。

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「你第三種超沒水準。」

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「但有效。」

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「有一點。」

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「那就夠了。」

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我偏頭看他，忽然覺得心裡很軟。

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軟到有點酸。

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因為我隱約能感覺到，仕權不是那種天生很會哄人的人。他像是曾經很不會講這種話，可現在為了我，正在很努力學。

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那種笨拙感，比任何情話都更讓人喜歡。

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有一天我忍不住問他：

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「你以前也這樣對別人嗎？」

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「哪樣？」

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「這樣陪人、這樣講話、這樣……很會哄人。」

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仕權安靜了一下，才低聲說：

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「沒有。」

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「真的？」

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「嗯。」

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「那你怎麼現在這麼會？」

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他看著我，眼神很深。

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「因為我不想讓妳難過。」

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這句話太輕了。

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可它落下來的時候，我卻差點哭。

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六、三樓的傳說，開始滲進來

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如果只寫到這裡，這就是很甜的一段校園戀愛。

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可三樓那棟樓，不可能只給我們甜。

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詩涵第一次正式講起校舍傳說，是在某個陰天的午休。

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那天下雨，操場灰濛濛的，整層樓有一股潮潮的味道。老師不在，阿哲閒到拿自動筆在黑板上畫教官，詩涵乾脆拖著幾個女生坐到我旁邊開八卦大會。

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不知道怎麼聊的，突然聊到學校鬼故事。

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「妳們知道嗎？」詩涵壓低聲音，一臉很有氣氛，「我們這棟樓以前真的出過事。」

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阿哲在黑板前大聲接話：「每棟學校都說自己出過事。」

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「你閉嘴，我這個是真的。」

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我本來不太想聽，可「真的」這兩個字莫名讓我心裡一動。

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「什麼事？」我問。

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詩涵看了看門口，又看了看窗外，聲音壓得更低：

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「聽說十年前，這棟樓三樓有人跳下去。」

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阿哲「喔」了一聲：「這也太標配了吧。」

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詩涵白他一眼，繼續講：

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「不是那種普通跳樓，是半夜留校自習，隔天早上才被發現。聽說那時候三樓走廊整排磁磚都有血，後來封了很久才重新翻新。」

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我後背莫名一冷。

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阿哲還在嘴賤：「妳怎麼知道？妳當時也在喔？」

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「我堂姊以前念這裡啊。她說從那之後，三樓一直有些怪事。」

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「比如？」

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「比如半夜明明沒人，最裡面的教室燈會自己亮。比如窗戶明明關著，窗簾還是會一直動。還有——」

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她故意停了一下，看了一眼我背後靠窗的位置。

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「有人說，放學後如果一個人留在三樓，會看見窗外有人走過去。」

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我手上的筆停住了。

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阿哲原本還想笑，可看見我臉色有點不對，聲音也慢慢小下來。

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「欸，妳幹嘛？妳不會真的信吧？」

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我擠出一個笑：「沒有啊。」

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可心裡那根刺，忽然又更深了一點。

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因為我想起很久之前的那個傍晚——我一個人在教室畫畫，餘光真的看見有人從窗外走過去。

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那時候我以為是自己太累看錯。

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現在回想起來，那一幕突然有了不一樣的重量。

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放學後我去找仕權。

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他在三樓尾端等我，站在欄杆邊，背後是陰天快黑下來的光。

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我走過去，假裝很隨意地問：

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「你有聽過這棟樓的鬼故事嗎？」

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仕權看了我一眼。

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「哪個版本？」

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我愣了一下。

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「還有很多版本？」

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「鬼故事都是越傳越多。」

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「那最開始的版本呢？」

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他沉默了一下，才低聲說：

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「最開始那個，通常不太好聽。」

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我本來還想繼續問，可看見他的表情，忽然就停住了。

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因為那一瞬間，他不像只是在講一個傳說。

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比較像在講一段他不太想回頭看的記憶。

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七、越來越多說不通的地方

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傳說一旦進了心裡，很多原本被忽略的小事，就會開始自己浮出來。

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我開始注意到一些以前沒放在心上的細節。

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比如仕權從來不進教室正門。

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至少，我沒有一次真正看見他是「走進來」的。

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他總是已經在那裡——靠窗、坐著、站在走廊盡頭、在樓梯口等我。

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好像他不是從哪裡來，而是本來就存在在那些地方。

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比如我從來沒看過他被老師點名。

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一開始我以為他是隔壁班的，可後來我才發現，不管哪一節課、哪一個老師，整個班的座位表和點名簿上，好像都沒有這個人。

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比如他從來不吃東西。

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不是「很少吃」，是完全沒有。

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我買過奶茶給他，買過熱狗，買過關東煮，甚至有一次故意把吸管插好遞到他面前。他每次都會接過，可最後飲料還是原封不動地放在那裡，或者很快就「不知道去哪了」。

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我曾經笑他：「你活得很像仙人掌欸。」

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仕權低頭看著我，淡淡回一句：

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「那妳要不要養養看？」

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我那時候被撩得臉紅心跳，完全忘記追問。

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還有照片。

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班級合照那次之後，我開始翻手機裡以前拍過的照片。

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所有我以為有拍到他的畫面——操場邊、走廊、福利社前、教室窗邊——只要仕權站在裡面，最後不是一片空，就是只有我一個人對著某個方向笑。

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那種感覺很可怕。

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不是突然跳出一張鬼臉的那種可怕，而是你一點一點發現，自己記憶裡那麼鮮明的一個人，竟然在所有客觀證據裡都是空白。

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我開始失眠。

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開始在半夜反覆想：

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如果同學看不到他，照片拍不到他，老師也從來沒點過他的名字——那我到底是在跟誰談戀愛？

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但白天只要看見仕權，那種恐懼就會又暫時退下去。

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因為他太真了。

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太真太真了。

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他會看著我笑，會記得我哪天生理期來會脾氣不好，會提醒我回家不要只吃泡麵，會在我趴著睡覺時替我把窗戶關小一點。

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你要怎麼對一個每天都在照顧你、陪著你、溫柔得那麼具體的人說：

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對不起，可是我懷疑你根本不存在？

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我做不到。

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所以我一直拖著。

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拖到那場真正嚇到我的事發生。

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八、窗外那張臉

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那天下午下暴雨。

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天黑得很早，第三節課明明還沒結束，教室裡就已經暗得像傍晚。老師臨時去開會，全班自習。阿哲在後面玩筆，詩涵在偷看隔壁班學長的照片，我則對著英文講義發呆。

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突然，我感覺到一種很近的視線。

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不是有人在看你那種普通感覺。

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是很近，很冰，像有人把臉貼在玻璃外面往裡看。

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我慢慢抬頭。

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窗外有一張臉。

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女孩子的臉。

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頭髮濕淋淋地貼著玻璃，臉白得不像活人，眼睛睜得很大，嘴角微微往上提著，正一動不動地看著我。

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我整個人從椅子上彈起來，椅子腳刮地發出尖銳的聲音。

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全班都嚇到。

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「林蓉妳幹嘛！」阿哲大叫。

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我指著窗戶，聲音抖得不像自己的。

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「外面……外面有人……」

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全班轉頭看過去。

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窗外只有雨，還有被風打得亂晃的樹影。

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什麼都沒有。

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教室安靜了兩秒。

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然後阿哲一臉被雷打到的表情看著我：「妳不要突然演這種。」

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詩涵快步走過來扶我：「妳還好嗎？妳臉超白。」

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我說不出話。

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因為就在所有人都看著我的時候，我看見仕權站在窗邊。

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他不是平常那種安靜的表情，而是很明顯地變了臉色。

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不是驚訝。

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比較像是他最不想發生的事，終於還是發生了。

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下課鐘一打，我立刻衝去三樓尾端找他。

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整條走廊空得只有雨聲。

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「你剛剛有看到對不對？」

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仕權站在欄杆邊，沒有立刻回答。

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他的沉默讓我更冷。

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「你有沒有看到？」

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很久之後，他才低低地說：「有。」

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我心臟一下沉到底。

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「那是誰？」

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雨很大，從欄杆外斜斜飄進來，把地板打得一點一點發暗。

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仕權望著外面，聲音幾乎被雨聲蓋掉。

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「她不是衝著妳來的。」

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我整個人僵住。

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「什麼意思？」

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「意思是——」他停了很久，才繼續，「她本來就在這裡。」

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那句話比直接說有鬼還可怕。

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因為它聽起來像——這棟樓裡，真的一直有什麼。

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我往後退了一步，背撞到牆。

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「你到底知道多少？」

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仕權轉頭看我，眼神很深。

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「比妳想知道的多。」

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「你還在打啞謎。」

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「因為妳現在知道，會很怕。」

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「我已經很怕了！」

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這句話一喊出來，我眼淚也跟著掉下來。

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不是只有害怕。

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還有氣、委屈、被他隔在外面的難受。

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仕權看著我哭，像比我還痛。

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他往前一步，像想抱我，卻又停住。

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很低很低地說：

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「對不起。」

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「你每次都只會說對不起。」

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「因為我真的不知道還能怎麼辦。」

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那句話讓我突然安靜了。

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因為他不是在敷衍。

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他是真的，不知道。

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而這種不知道，反而更像一種很深的無能為力。

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