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──我一直都喜歡著你。55Please respect copyright.PENANAQSbFR2OVYt
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只要對上斬夜痕的雙眼,這句話就彷彿要從毓蒹葭心臟直接衝出喉嚨。55Please respect copyright.PENANAgtzBxfWp8i
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明明這句話該加上「曾經」兩個字,可是毓蒹葭卻壓抑不下來。55Please respect copyright.PENANAoLl4laC9nW
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她果然還是沒有辦法。55Please respect copyright.PENANAHNPO1LceY2
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「斬公子,我知道一般狀況下,我不該說這些,可是唯有你,我不想騙你。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAFLPgkL6n8e
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毓蒹葭知道,說出來對方也不一定會信,根據她以往讀過的小說,說出自己的實際狀況絕對是下下之策,她猶然忍不住這份衝動,一股腦地傾訴:「我不是這裡的人,我知道你不會信,可是我醒來的時候忽然就見到了你,你是我以往只能看著思念的人,我知道,我知道我說的很難理解,可是看到你活生生的在我眼前,我有太多想告訴你的事情,也有太多、無論如何都不願意對你說謊的事情。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAxID38wmQRN
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斬夜痕遲疑地問:「不是這裡,是外域?外域的人也知道我?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAp0ikfyBTpx
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「不是……我不是那個意思。」毓蒹葭無力地垂下雙肩,她離看這類小說的年紀已經太遙遠了,不會記得小說裡的主人翁究竟都是怎麼讓故事裡的主角理解自己話意的。55Please respect copyright.PENANAvSv4jBHAFb
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「抱歉,我聽不太懂。」斬夜痕坦言。55Please respect copyright.PENANAFmI1OorRbx
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「斬公子,你可曾做過夢?栩栩如生的夢,我有,在我的夢境中,我讀到了關於你的故事,可是我也只是聽說你的事情,我不曾見過你,而忽然之間,我醒了,身周不是自己熟悉的世界,而且我見到了本來不可能見到的你。」毓蒹葭搖頭後說:「我不知道怎麼更明確地解釋,或許你可以想成……我也不知道適合想成什麼。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAvvpSP1g17p
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「也許……莊周夢蝶,蝶夢莊周?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAJTCb6PEhXv
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毓蒹葭頓了頓後點頭,小聲說:「或許是那種狀況吧。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA4sDC24BsR4
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「那在你的夢境中,我是什麼很偉大的人或聲名狼藉的人嗎?否則你怎麼會──」斬夜痕的話沒能說完,賀蘭仲禹已經自帳外掀開低垂的簾幕走了進來,斬夜痕也跟著平靜下來,看不出適才的迫切。55Please respect copyright.PENANASCVEneKhWF
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「你們原本在說什麼嗎?」賀蘭仲禹狐疑地問。55Please respect copyright.PENANAGkDIvsymqe
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毓蒹葭還沒想好該怎麼搪塞賀蘭仲禹,斬夜痕已經溫聲說:「因為我腿腳不便,本想請毓姑娘幫忙,又因為男女之防而不便開口,正在討論該怎麼辦,還好你來了。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAjnX0AfSOpH
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賀蘭仲禹向來對斬夜痕沒有提防,自然接受了這番說詞,呼出一口氣以後說:「姒雲深說要見毓蒹葭。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAwMYoHGnQtk
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姒雲深。55Please respect copyright.PENANAyz5AIe4ZaH
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毓蒹葭聽見這個名字,恍神一瞬,隨即被賀蘭仲禹遣侍從帶往另一處花色繁複到十足醒目的蒙古包中,在前方的侍從一手撐著門布,讓毓蒹葭進去,毓蒹葭不由自主多看了對方一眼,囁嚅著未能出口。55Please respect copyright.PENANAgKKO1papSS
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她朝中央柱子前的一床雪白毛皮走,皮草上有一位帶著華麗冠羽、頰邊垂下琉璃珠穿成之頭飾的女子,女子放在皮草邊緣的手指纖長,無名指與中指上戴著戒指,戒指上鑲嵌了隨光移動白痕的貓眼石。55Please respect copyright.PENANARIWZGy7DUb
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毓蒹葭知道按理自己的身分怕是要行禮的,不過她實在記不起這麼細節的動作,正要向女子道歉並請教自己該如何行禮,女子已開口說:「我名為姒雲深,聽聞你叫毓蒹葭,想來也不是本名,你希望我如何稱呼你?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAdOyQrBgwi7
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毓蒹葭沒想到姒雲深這樣直接揭穿了這並非本名的事實,對於姒雲深知道自己的事情則不是很訝異,畢竟姒雲深是真的有神通的祭司。55Please respect copyright.PENANAp2E7m2wsfM
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毓蒹葭望著姒雲深那一雙無神的眼睛,不禁深深吸了口氣,姒雲深側耳傾聽,還在等她答覆,毓蒹葭只得硬著頭皮說:「還是請你叫我毓蒹葭吧,這確實也是我有在使用的名字。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAaibxDHSmJX
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姒雲深的面容有種凌厲的美,如果說一般稱江南女子面容如畫,姒雲深的美則截然不同,她不動的時候,簡直如石像,帶著俐落的規則感。55Please respect copyright.PENANAltf4ccMG5L
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姒雲深說:「你來這裡想做些什麼?毓蒹葭。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAyChuZ7fTvc
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毓蒹葭不自在地捏著自己的袖緣回應:「我沒有想做什麼,我甚至不知道自己為什麼在這裡,我醒來的時候就在了,我不知道你能察覺到多少關於我的事,但我沒有說謊。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAnSYQD4L76c
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「那你將要做什麼?」55Please respect copyright.PENANA5OiJa6IZh4
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將要做什麼?55Please respect copyright.PENANAIsV1TJ09D9
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如果是八年前的她必然能侃侃而談,可現在的話,毓蒹葭只是搖頭,隨後想起姒雲深現在還看不見,於是開口說:「我什麼也不打算做。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAW3tkIcZEGt
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「即便你有改變一切的能力?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAE5gRSB35p5
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「我能改變什麼?」毓蒹葭自嘲道:「我花費的光陰與努力都不過笑話,即便我說了同一個謊一千次,死人還是不會復生啊。」55Please respect copyright.PENANASlmSOPsEbR
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姒雲深沉默片刻後,只抬手說:「你改變心意了再來尋我,我知道的關於你的事情不多,只要你不存惡念,我也不樂意動你,你回去吧。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAbUnU4AFSdz
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毓蒹葭吸了一口帳內沉悶的空氣後說:「打擾祭司了。」轉身離開的步伐卻在看見帳門時停下,思緒幾番糾結難解,最終認命地拋下一句:「請祭司務必小心,不要相信任何人。」並朝外跑開。55Please respect copyright.PENANAnI0GbwLRYr
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帳外直接連著草原,祭司所在的蒙古包和其他帳篷之間隔著一段距離,不久後軍隊也將拔營回城,軍帳一撤,這裡又會回歸給牧民,而此刻不然,是以毓蒹葭跑了一段路再停下,也沒遇到旁人。55Please respect copyright.PENANAuQbUhJp0Fj
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毓蒹葭站在高處,高地之間的凹陷處傳來了風,吹開了和青草糾纏在一起的花,她蹲下身將手停在對花朵將觸未觸的距離。55Please respect copyright.PENANAvnnkMrePr3
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她聽說有一種長在高原的花叫桑格梅朵,意思是幸福之花,長得很像波斯菊,至於究竟是不是波斯菊,因為身邊沒有了解藏語的人,她也不清楚,她只是在第一次聽見這件事的時候,就下定決心要在斬夜痕的出場周年以此為主題寫文。55Please respect copyright.PENANANN8TCFVHs0
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如果說這八年來有什麼是沒改變的,那就是希望斬夜痕幸福,可是明明斬夜痕現在離她這樣近,她卻對姒雲深說出「死人」這個詞。55Please respect copyright.PENANAqVI6rfvyoK
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毓蒹葭呼吸越來越急促,逐漸夾帶著鼻音,她抱著膝蓋哽咽,直到埋首膝間,終於止不住落淚。55Please respect copyright.PENANAYhIa7qpGpC
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