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早上六點半的鬧鐘響起，神谷美咲臉還埋在枕頭裡。伸手按掉後，她照樣盥洗，保養護膚、整理頭髮，上了點淡妝，套上剪裁俐落的便服。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXGplGeQR6
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鏡子裡的人狀態完美——妝感無瑕，頭髮服貼，連嘴角的高低都恰到好處。她盯著鏡子多看了一秒，沒讓自己皺眉。才拎起昨晚丟在沙發上的包包，出門去。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRAxsx93UA
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一路被送到經紀公司。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hrNWMukGZ
她一推開會議室的玻璃門，就聞到冷氣混著咖啡和早餐麵包的味道。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVJiOEzi1J
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幾個工作人員正對著螢幕翻資料，簡報字太小，看不清內容。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaJcstgpfW
她的經紀人坐在最邊邊，神情一如往常，精準、克制。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yz8wziklX
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經紀人翻了頁資料。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtLvHFersC
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「這週六，我們會安排妳出席一場公開賽事。是與電視台合作的現場曝光，鏡頭有兩個定點會帶妳的位置，妳不需要發言，只要入鏡就好。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqJLXngW7T
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她坐下，沒接水也沒接話。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyAZy7JqsP
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk77w9SE16t
另一位助理補充道：「現場來賓名單也正在安排，妳的位置會和其他模特代表一起。造型我們會搭配新一季的運動系列，預計下週發表。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjRlVDxJyr
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2l1vFMbPc
螢幕上的簡報寫著一行粗體黑字：79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstcngW7zfi
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【××品牌賽事聯名合作——場邊直擊特派計畫】79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfT7dAD5TU
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRq2Tvxs0t
她的眉頭動了一下，但沒吭聲。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3etzHTVqq
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU6UpwEZJB
經紀人沒抬頭，繼續翻著資料頁。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWe6y8mFPL
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiLEzaLY2A
「品牌方指定這場曝光名單時，把妳列為首選。我們評估過，這是一個穩定的轉化點——妳近幾期的廣告形象與現場氣氛吻合，出鏡的畫面會讓妳的風格更立體，也有利於下一季提案。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWbWBK2cIx
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkIUIMGzJC
經紀人按了一下遙控器。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJN43qhe81
下一張簡報圖跳出來——那張臉。那張從昨晚起就燒在她腦子裡的臉。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpC6dcDUop
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYu6vqZjCp
奧利佛·愛空。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAMa3hIqcx
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokB6oykwxU
品牌方釋出的數位主視覺之一。身後還印著一句不知道哪個公關寫的標語：79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiCha1I8k3
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqVHPLnN7i
【穩得住場的人，才能撼動世界。】79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Pw7N5S3mi
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rJTqm2seJ
她腦中瞬間一片嗡嗡作響，好似無數高跟鞋瞬間踩過神經末梢，喀啦喀啦重複這句話。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhY8eYYBVr
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iapdebMSy
——這是什麼安排？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRuORfjimY
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcPiPhz9qA
經紀人用毫無起伏的語氣補充：79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zJK6rU5ke
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicwjsk5ZYW
「這是本季品牌主視覺之一，總共有四位。對方希望妳能和這位同場，形象能形成『風格對比』，讓記者自發帶動後續話題。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yxgAreH4k
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3YHqH8Ek5
她掃了一眼所有人的表情——沒有人在等她發言。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sVR5AY4dd
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIEano2Jbh
這不是討論，是宣告。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4RqH7oXSn
她沒說話，嘴角一動都沒動。指尖默默收緊，指甲幾乎快要壓進桌面。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCuRaZBvqF
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——她知道這種時候不能有任何表情。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM1V7A3tXP
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjq0u5vSRE
整個團隊還在討論怎麼安排拍攝角度、燈光、配合時段，她瞳孔卻像貓一樣，已經縮成最銳利的樣子。反覆盯著那行活動名稱，彷彿想看出經紀公司到底收了誰的好處。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2N6bQ5oUw
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr7uLdrlxe
她懂業界的操作。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I9a4LroPv
她知道一張攝影棚表、一個工作時間的巧合、一次共同出鏡——沒有一件是「單純的碰巧」。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8rNVvVg4E
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlSGN62a2P
她理解品牌會如何「搭配面孔」、「製造火花」、「操作關係張力」，也看過太多「話題對象」被植入，炒熱品牌聲量。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgI37zbAl5
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbKPmbfIVh
視線安靜飄回那張笑得欠揍的定裝照，腦子裡浮現那句：79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr74vNCSBx
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJZjUe3VpH
『妳要是無聊，可以來看一眼。』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqzT38TVs5
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfJZjc0rCL
在心底冷笑一聲。她原本以為那只是句調情。現在看來，全世界都串通好了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRq2wkqxzpU
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyNSeGGNoc
什麼「來看一眼」？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JFDbxLc8y
實際是一場精心編排的對峙劇本。是誰遞了誰的名單、把她送進場中央——79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAfiulHW6s
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3JbIGp7oe
但她不能不去。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT7UHWaDpX
這是，她的工作。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G6wKpAC8K
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPA9KfdBdz
她咬著舌根，安靜坐完了那場會議，連「為什麼是我」都沒問出口。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19CTYgZwOe
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因為她已經知道答案。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0UWM1YvR4
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會議一結束，神谷美咲站起來，椅子幾乎無聲向後滑。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DMZ9h8rLn
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKuXQgaXVh
「辛苦啦。」有人笑著送行，態度客氣得像剛討論完一場下午茶。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJrsPXv7ZZ
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtubV70ICD
她沒回頭，沒說話，踩著六公分高跟鞋、一步不快地走出門，走廊每個玻璃牆，都照著她緊繃到快碎掉的臉。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6uh0iVoS0
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9HPPbCuB3
進了休息室，門一關，神谷美咲才終於讓自己脫掉那層職業模特的完美皮囊。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSsKhELjpU
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「去死⋯⋯」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwa5uVBgiN
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3vAo0GWNV
她低聲罵了句，包一丟，外套甩上沙發背，想把什麼從身體裡狠狠甩掉。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0x1Cy3Mo7
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8tavqbw5w
她從桌上抽了瓶水，沒開，就抓在手裡敲桌面，眼睛死盯那張「奧利佛·愛空」的行程表，簡直可以把那幾個字燒出洞來。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjixyJBaZs
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfc4fBjp8Ui
指定她？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevM2ibsfmT
品牌聯名？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50fNFEQ9kH
官方視覺還放他臉？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR0Va0N0Rf
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「可以來看一眼」，他昨天說得輕描淡寫——現在想來根本是伏筆、是劇本、是套路，是有備而來。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC5IBFBEjz
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWJQtEUfKM
還配了個【穩得住場的人，才能撼動世界】的狗屁標語？到底誰准他站那裡？誰准他臉這麼大，還印在她會議簡報裡？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEiRAmgh5T
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15RzQ7meaG
這一切都太準了，準得不像意外——像那個傢伙早知道會這樣。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTi3ASCEqQ
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EMmqz4PGO
難道她昨晚拒得不夠乾脆？湯沒喝完，椅子還留著屁股的溫度，他就給她下咒，第二天公司就安排她去看他的球賽？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUoCKoxJ30
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNiMqdcFkK
她越想越氣，氣到想掐死昨晚沒回頭就走的自己——昨晚，就該當場先掐死奧利佛·愛空，再轉身走人。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdKABO2uOn
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5VRs1G1gZ
玻璃窗裡的她連表情都沒回來。牙關幾乎要咬碎。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwu05Khrir
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腦子不錯嘛——局設得真好。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocxMekrzMG
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFDpG62URJ
神谷美咲冷笑一聲，開水瓶，「咔」地一聲蓋子轉開，聲音像喉嚨裡壓住的怒氣一樣，悶得想炸。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0j0yW9ygI
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQEjpabh94
她喝了一口水，又猛然停住，眼角抽了一下，被某段記憶嗆到。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4VUE9tGDV
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hM6Yg6kPM
辣麵、欠揍的臉、「可以來看一眼」——跟火一樣冒上來。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNfAldaQde
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eAvGwARfo
看個鬼！79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3W9ftidpv
她咬緊牙，喉頭一陣酸，把剛喝下去的水都反嗆上來。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBWQfTRztV
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuyvFZVraD
真他媽的蠢透了。他那種說給全世界聽也不害羞的話術，根本沒有一丁點認真對待的必要。現在倒好，她還得陪他站上簡報、湊成一組，變成什麼形象對照組？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdx52C1d1eY
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ9oPi0L63
太準了——精準得像是為了羞辱她量身打造。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd8RVYeIre
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8mABogoNv
她盯著鏡子，忽然注意到自己嘴角微微歪了一下。不是嘲諷，是一種突如其來的、說不清的，滑稽感——79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZEdrf1q9D
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iMewofZ5J
——到底在氣什麼？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEfTKh7pwZ
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq7cmb53Ba
他要是真的有本事主導這場局，那她還真得敬他一杯。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXmVO3USct
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad2OTsIdL6
她深吸一口氣，手指緊緊抓著水瓶。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaa6bWkYsFp
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9AoyBb3IN
肩膀微微抖了一下，不是哭，是那種快要冷靜下來之前，情緒回彈得太用力的反作用——身體先洩了氣，腦子才開始補上計算。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwrufp7qLh
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⋯⋯不對。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLR4CmriTJ
不是他能設出來的局。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAGWNHsTHz
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1gijvhwE0
那傢伙雖然嘴賤愛鬧、也不是沒腦袋，但——要讓這種等級的企劃坐上她的會議桌，他撼動不了那個層級。至少，撼不動她的經紀公司。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH2mM3JfjT
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknqBafWAAX
他再怎麼會裝傻，也沒這種商業腦。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQofIA1k5V
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO1WhVESzh
何況他的經紀狀況根本不在這個層級。青訓那邊推薦出來的合作窗口，行程鬆得跟風一樣，只要人到就行——根本不控管、不簽約、不干涉。行程表都別太當真。這種鬆到快散架的操作體系，怎麼可能搞出這種安排？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfEFosEiC8
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVSyOwpuWt
她的眉心一跳，腦子拉開帳本般快速翻算——79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtkA2HePAJ
記者、自媒體、贊助商、品牌方——誰會從這場戲裡獲利最多？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcRXJUJmmm
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPpVz5uYI1
沒有答案，沒有證據，連線索都乾淨得像精算過。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7d1CCTiSNz
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItHxzE2uql
——但她早想到會有今天。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3xptFpiH5
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuIAeXKd45
早在那天，他第一次莫名其妙出現在片場。他站太近、話太多、鏡頭一轉就對她笑的時候——答案就寫在所有人眼裡了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkWv9O7QWA
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qMQ5Iw6Ui
那不是「曖昧」這種青春詞彙，是那些製作人眼裡的「話題化學反應」。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmjCQwhgjN
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgGTl3bAro
所以她連「為什麼是我」的疑惑都沒有，因為她清楚得很。那些對焦、剪輯、搭配、聯名、第二次補拍——就是從那時候開始發酵的。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNZyuDNUKz
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8ZqV6oPbW
不是現在才被選中，是那一秒，就開始。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAZKmf89uL
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TZeqOBYXC
休息室靜得只聽見空調運轉的聲音。水瓶握在手裡，她指節一根一根收緊，瓶身擰出幾道白痕。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKdKaXYOzg
79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gUiuxiAME
——不管局是誰設的，這整場事端的開頭，都是那個笑得欠揍的王八蛋。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OLJku9ALX
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她一屁股坐下，咬著牙、低聲開口：79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBQRVZr4Lf
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「你最好是踢得爛一點，奧利佛。你要是踢得太好——」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOLgeCDMRY
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她冷笑了一聲，水瓶「咚」一聲砸上桌面。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWuFyFMABz
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「我真他媽會親自把你從場上踹下來。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclItWdOCac
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她知道他不是唯一該被罵的，但現在她能罵的只有他。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYSTZl1Wt7
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她不想看到他成功。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQr9JBy6wn
因為只要他贏了，他一定會回頭來，用更得意、更煩人——用那副嘴欠的笑臉，死皮賴臉地討一句「你很厲害」。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3ApUC7DrM
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她已經能想像他那副樣子了，像中獎一樣等著她認帳——去你的獎勵。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkV7ROlD3si
她可一點都不想讓他覺得，只要用那副笑，就能把他想聽的話，從她嘴裡撬出來。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8BOw5o1CF
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更糟的是，如果他真的踢太好——這種冥婚式的配對，之後會有下一次、再下一次。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKSlQPv2dd
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她沒得選。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgBp61hPij
她的職業無法拒絕這種亮相。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7SPw6i8E9
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那好，就讓他去撐，去演，去踢。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZpfKCbKsU
如果他這麼想把她推上來——那他最好給她撐到最後一刻。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZtxDHefXb
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【穩得住場的人，才能撼動世界】。行，證明給她看。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbCK0YegOk
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她一手撐著額頭，嘶聲笑了兩聲，笑自己也像個笑話一樣。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqD01Ned5r
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因為她——她其實真的有點想看。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowniirCBVS
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想看他有沒有本事——79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvB4dg7zK8
撼動這個她動不了的屁世界。
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