我叫方澤。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoHcNGtve4
職業是私家偵探。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGKmAQrBVc
這原本不在我的人生規劃裡。如果一切按照計畫進行，我現在應該穿著白袍，在醫院值夜班。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjjjDMpYy0
因為我曾經想成為醫生。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0s00MQKEG
——為了她。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9AoKbHo0c
她叫江嬣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVi3V0pBIN
溫和、善良，連拒絕人都會感到愧疚的那種人。我們從小一起長大，她總說想當護理師，我就笑著說，那我當醫生好了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJhVjDPFQU
這樣就能一直站在同一個地方。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh08AmyASs
……如果沒有發生那件事。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSXrcm1ZlC
大學畢業那天。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULjeIkkENs
她在宿舍裡自殺了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1g1EszhqEv
警方的調查結果很簡單——56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMWzGYhdLY
情緒低落，自行了結。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVyQ7FC2S4
我不相信。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8Kqu0MMFw
所以我開始自己查。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4mok05Sry
我花了三年，翻資料、訪談、調閱紀錄，甚至去接觸當年的人。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGMY0Xn9hc
最後得到的結論——和警方一樣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYeNJJfcxI
她是自殺的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmCT8IPWjw
起因荒唐得近乎可笑。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQgLvOdD9P
她幫助了一個男同學。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZuzbxeoHW
那個男同學喜歡上她。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6idTVzQSBJ
而校董的女兒也喜歡那個男同學。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28f2RqcapD
於是，一場沒人敢管的校園霸凌開始了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0bFnomESP
她沒有告訴我。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUvKQTNTDJ
所有人都知道我們的關係。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tJpfuKoGf
我每天都在她身邊。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEotbWOCajR
——卻什麼都沒察覺。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEJQ6MfHsR
從那之後，我放棄醫學院的實習名額。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYYs1cqp3r
成為私家偵探。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhBRGHhsEx
我沒有拯救人的能力，但至少，我可以還原真相。讓悲劇不再被掩蓋。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv1sacANWf
所以當我的大學同學林佑，這位妹控的極致代表，跟我說起他妹妹林佩的朋友時，我答應了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHCSdpnkx5
畢業前夕。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gWXOISPPg
性格大變。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClHTJK2Dr5
曾遭遇校園霸凌。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlreV0HNeuO
太像了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeSzzYdugL
我幾乎在她身上看見了阿嬣的影子。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfK0tfVxkU
第一次見面時，我就察覺到不對勁。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5rH9gs59R
她看起來是白渺。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcih60VNPC7
行為、語氣、笑容，幾乎沒有破綻。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQx3Aa4HdE
但有些瞬間——她的反應太快。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaG2blGQD0M
或者說，不太像資料裡那個人。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsYiTtkPbB
資料裡的白渺，性格溫吞、猶豫、精神狀態不穩。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VeEaLm9fy
而我面前的人——56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN4Rutx1I7
眼神清醒。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNhXdY3vwY
甚至帶著一點警戒。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUjfc5iFPj
後來幾次接觸，她變得更自然了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQRdGm8krU
但那種不協調感仍然存在。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH3aPprFWW
她在回答問題前，會有一瞬間極短的停頓。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRkbgBvVaU
像是在搜尋正確答案。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J8ykj73bH
像是在模擬某個角色。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfRyix6Zt3
那種停頓普通人不會察覺。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsLmuLVVr5
但我會。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOdqDCCi1C
我推演過各種解釋。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mTr84mbN6
記憶錯位、藥物影響、創傷後人格轉變。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc7VoVJMlf
但沒有一種能完整對上。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwgBFjRFSS
最後，只剩下一個結論——56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YSThMEikc
解離。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5qvzwtC4V
我遇到的，從來不是資料上的白渺。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1vcJTwJsa
而是另一個人格。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkC4KRsTmno
她從未提過自己的名字。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU0Xn4ev95
暫且稱她為——無名。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nQIWT25TW
無名大概是在校園霸凌期間誕生的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7JgS9fZeP
為了保護原人格。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡont9Qgw7St
從白渺能一路念到大學畢業來看，無名出現的頻率應該不低。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNktk7cshc
否則，以白渺原本的精神狀況，她撐不到現在。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC3jguZk3W
問題是——56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ7YcFXIEJ
無名的存在，是為了守護？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiwkdihw8j
還是取代？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUnoFPtoBT
我還沒有答案。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNOFWKjSoZ
但我知道一件事。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsEbotMP4B
她不是阿嬣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhrBddTzFb
她的眼神裡，有掙扎，而不是絕望。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPNdKLmTQF
如果有一天她願意說。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsIniyqKec
我會在。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdcptXsjVA
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