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搬進顧星沉家的第七天。

熱搜上掛著#顧星沉林知曉同居#的詞條，配圖是兩人一前一後走進公寓樓的模糊照片。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHZLyKMcs9

評論區一片哀嚎。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ldWSwz8ta

「我房子塌了！」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUKFkt9C6i

「所以那個陸淺淺果然是工具人吧？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMKrEgv5da

「心疼她，舔到最後一無所有」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0g0YM2ofaO

我把手機放在一邊，繼續切菜。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfI6t7znh8M

西紅柿在砧板上綻開紅色的汁水，像某種隱喻。雞蛋在碗里打散，筷子攪動的聲音很輕。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNHkKv9NUo

廚房裡飄著蔥花的香氣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64mXHa0amq

身後傳來腳步聲。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJH1m63OyGj

「做什麼？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTg7zRsCPM

他的聲音帶著剛睡醒的沙啞，頭髮亂糟糟的，穿著一件白色T恤，站在廚房門口。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hrjA6a4Cw

我頭也沒回：「西紅柿雞蛋面。醒酒養胃。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkboKWp4th

他走進來，站在我身後很近的地方。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaxbFD7ho8

近到我後背能感受到他身上散髮的熱度。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3pgVAEx9q

「昨天……」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaCYMMyfXe

「面好了，」我打斷他，把麵條撈進碗里，「端出去吃，涼了就坨了。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNY0bg1tqC9

他站在原地沒動。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBj8y1CewiH

我把碗塞進他手裡，然後轉身去擦灶台。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgboLSql9c

他還是沒走。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTKAsuo9Fj

我能感覺到他的目光落在我背上，像有實質的重量。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLRrmHMSPQ

「淺淺，」他的聲音很低，「你不用做這些。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkIRfaAAQD

我擦灶台的手停了一下。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡur69iNbovT

然後繼續擦。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVev8MPHMh

「合同上寫了，我負責你的飲食起居。這是工作。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewzK0jJxC1

身後沉默了很久。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxdaLJ9saS

然後腳步聲離開了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27YtHMlzvX

我擦完灶台，把抹布洗乾淨，掛好。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvakvJxWK45

轉過身時，發現料理台上多了一盒藥。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJvQrv0aBm

保肝的藥。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPlEpQXfNo

旁邊壓著一張便籤條，他的字跡潦草：記得吃。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV3bW71qCh

我低頭看著那盒藥，看了很久。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjugoOVO0Q

然後我把藥收進圍裙口袋里，端著另一碗面走出廚房。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUJ0yuIEWX

林知曉正好從客房出來，穿著一件絲綢睡裙，長髮慵懶地披散著。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKY6edTONaM

她看了我一眼，又看了餐桌上的兩碗面一眼。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XSerrtPO9

「他那一碗里有香菜？」她問。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM70rd2dDLY

我點頭。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquTfZHBuFf

「他不吃香菜。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhbvMQW0xt

我看著她，沒說話。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8zwwgZM01

顧星沉從臥室走出來，已經換好了出門的衣服。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Opo8bW6R6

林知曉迎上去，輓住他的手臂：「今天公開行程，我們得一起走。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyotETnlr3f

他點點頭，目光越過她，落在餐桌上。

他的那碗面，正冒著熱氣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡup4z05RUwq

他頓了一下，然後移開視線。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZD4YWYjKE

「走吧。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nY3kCAVqJ

兩人出門的瞬間，我聽見林知曉壓低的聲音：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIhkeh6blO

「你那個保姆，還挺勤快。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwV3yvaVpO

門關上了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfrDTVVz8O

我站在原地，圍裙口袋里那盒藥的稜角硌著腰。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7jZ1GUd52

我低頭看了一眼餐桌。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzVsewqKI4

兩碗面。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddqVkA8bp5

一碗有香菜，一碗沒有。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePxetLS5TG

有香菜的那碗，是他的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUYJCmhOdt

我在餐桌前坐下來，拿起筷子。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd9RHDPGap

面已經涼了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJcmXPfu7H

但我還是一口一口吃完了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj01BnbjxV

下午三點，我收拾完廚房，正準備出門買菜。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMakuAn0kC

門鈴響了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj550qbgxQ

開門，門外站著一個戴眼鏡的男人，斯文清秀，手裡拎著一個保溫袋。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBekj5sNNQ

「你好，」他笑了笑，「我是樓下的，新搬來的鄰居。家裡燉了湯，想著給樓上樓下的鄰居都送一點。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61MjbcTqDM

我看了一眼保溫袋。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwEZoqjaU4

「您太客氣了。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJEYBmmjt3

「應該的應該的。」他把保溫袋遞過來，「對了，我叫江嶼。江水的江，島嶼的嶼。你呢？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLscyuCLlrS

我接過保溫袋。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRSJVJx2rv

「陸淺淺。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob6W4Kz566

他的眼睛亮了一下。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2p0pipKhSf

「陸淺淺⋯⋯」他念了一遍這個名字，笑了，「很好聽。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxu2UrTjca

我正要關門，他突然說：「對了，你之前是不是在中心醫院工作？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJan1F90Frl

我一愣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9wbh5rZZt

「我好像見過你，」他撓撓頭，「我是外科的，你是……ICU的？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8zR7dCLq4

我看著他的臉，終於想起來。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM4cOHSnj5

「你是那個⋯⋯新來的江醫生？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yQuDrWcJX

他笑起來的樣子很好看，像陽光照在冬天的雪地上。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47ylRGyYcN

「想起來了？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82FJwrf9np

我點點頭。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDVcfERTJc

「你辭職了？」他問。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnGVb62DFy

我沉默了一秒。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvbdHQRzIY

「⋯⋯有點事，就辭了。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopI645fW77

他沒再追問，只是點點頭：「那以後就是鄰居了，有事可以找我。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64N9mXVV1j

他走後，我站在玄關，看著手裡的保溫袋。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0lu0OlO7F

中心醫院。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02eNWI9F0s

ICU。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMQm9QVOv1

那些日夜，那些儀器滴滴答答的聲音，那些來不及說再見的病人——56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKMqot2TOE

還有那份藏在我枕頭底下的診斷報告。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXPLxF33IC

我閉了閉眼，把那些畫面壓回去。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmk0AGy513

晚上七點，顧星沉一個人回來了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRywgjJC6g

我有些意外：「林小姐呢？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYR1voeKaMY

他沒回答，徑直走進臥室，過了一會兒又出來，手裡拿著一份文件。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieTxc1L0gJ

「簽個字。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgrDfJnIRB

我接過來看。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdESwc7c81

是一份正式的僱傭合同。條款很清晰，薪資很高，還有年終獎和帶薪休假。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJgrk4JX1p

「至於嗎，」我抬起頭，「我都在這裡住了七天了。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQEf8OQ7zn

他站在我面前，居高臨下地看著我。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox89vqMF6a

「至於。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPfqGKE7sV

他的眼神很複雜，複雜到我讀不懂。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI0FdPq1T9

「簽了，就是正式員工。」他說，「有法律效力那種。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk4828OBy9

我低頭看著合同。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuDfapQzgS

最後一條寫著：合同期限為一年。期滿後，若雙方同意，可續簽。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG2HbMoiCR

我握著筆，筆尖懸在簽名處。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxRdodFXLs

「要是我活不到一年呢？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TphalMkpz

話說出口，我才意識到自己說了什麼。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELuGKmtU68

他的眉頭皺起來。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEazbS6uhj

「什麼意思？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlh9ReeTeR9

我抬頭，衝他笑了笑。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkma1vGshQh

「開玩笑的。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR35sUei7Su

我在合同上簽下名字，然後把合同遞給他。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsCQjySk0r

他接過去，卻沒走。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKVOPtH4LT

「陸淺淺。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMP6EQgTYb

「嗯？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEQ15TGXFe

他張了張嘴，好像想說什麼。但最終只是說：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG6RNw4dVA

「明天我休息，你想去哪，我陪你去。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn14nBkFFa5

我愣住。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRWXqEZOBF

他移開視線，耳尖有點紅。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjxKjsyzn1

「就⋯⋯算是員工福利。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTBOpBXPpB

我看著他微紅的耳尖，突然想笑。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsxLkBRo0W

「好啊，」我說，「那去超市吧。冰箱里沒菜了。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0Vjs8PPvt

他愣了一下，顯然沒想到會是這個答案。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf95hRJA5n

但他還是點點頭。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BuyVlqPGf

「行。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuRfNgVOTk

那天晚上，我躺在床上，看著天花板。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlddLcg1ZPW

月光從窗簾的縫隙里透進來，在地板上畫出一道細細的光。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDyR9zTGZ6

我抬起手，對著月光比了個手勢。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoIO8rW3rZ

五根手指的影子落在地上，像五根細細的柵欄。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RQeXA2rcB

明天，他要陪我去超市。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsVwe74Vtt

我想著這件事，嘴角不自覺地翹起來。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoOmDHC0FX

然後我想起了枕頭底下的診斷報告。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KWnh1xb13

肝內多發佔位，考慮惡性腫瘤，建議進一步檢查。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWwC5kB67x

我放下手，閉上眼睛。

沒關係。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiT3uuOP8N

還有時間。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqJxt1zYBU

至少，還有一年的合同。

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