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搬進顧星沉家的第七天。

熱搜上掛著#顧星沉林知曉同居#的詞條，配圖是兩人一前一後走進公寓樓的模糊照片。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmp5M7TdUzH

評論區一片哀嚎。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3a14GFnXI

「我房子塌了！」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1nLDNMV4r

「所以那個陸淺淺果然是工具人吧？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50YVkI58Kj

「心疼她，舔到最後一無所有」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnl12qKyog

我把手機放在一邊，繼續切菜。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINn0RflAxf

西紅柿在砧板上綻開紅色的汁水，像某種隱喻。雞蛋在碗里打散，筷子攪動的聲音很輕。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRh6uqUlzo

廚房裡飄著蔥花的香氣。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGXhdoCmR0

身後傳來腳步聲。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVrMt0VyEd

「做什麼？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfgoZQ4c8t

他的聲音帶著剛睡醒的沙啞，頭髮亂糟糟的，穿著一件白色T恤，站在廚房門口。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CBHhs4jQH

我頭也沒回：「西紅柿雞蛋面。醒酒養胃。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFQPiN98qw

他走進來，站在我身後很近的地方。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0M5vzHlBq

近到我後背能感受到他身上散髮的熱度。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUmVtFrSQY

「昨天……」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtpsmztTaD

「面好了，」我打斷他，把麵條撈進碗里，「端出去吃，涼了就坨了。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zfAvuO6DE

他站在原地沒動。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn740Hb2Jh

我把碗塞進他手裡，然後轉身去擦灶台。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTRNYxCWle

他還是沒走。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KqgcI9ojd

我能感覺到他的目光落在我背上，像有實質的重量。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3GwOHKp8h

「淺淺，」他的聲音很低，「你不用做這些。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC029WinWZs

我擦灶台的手停了一下。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3IOBMLsJQ

然後繼續擦。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xbleTMxfv

「合同上寫了，我負責你的飲食起居。這是工作。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeG1Lj2f7J

身後沉默了很久。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOYGlETf9e

然後腳步聲離開了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tanrCIZeg

我擦完灶台，把抹布洗乾淨，掛好。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCFOWL9geX

轉過身時，發現料理台上多了一盒藥。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGbjjdou6K

保肝的藥。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LyZjvLgEq

旁邊壓著一張便籤條，他的字跡潦草：記得吃。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMT0D3omut

我低頭看著那盒藥，看了很久。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjx08yAp6L9

然後我把藥收進圍裙口袋里，端著另一碗面走出廚房。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGwadDjHSc

林知曉正好從客房出來，穿著一件絲綢睡裙，長髮慵懶地披散著。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH4l8ax0Dw

她看了我一眼，又看了餐桌上的兩碗面一眼。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTidgT5E01v

「他那一碗里有香菜？」她問。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4sox4E0Aa

我點頭。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb2dnFnFQa

「他不吃香菜。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqYNJOVO4H

我看著她，沒說話。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIhSisgFDd

顧星沉從臥室走出來，已經換好了出門的衣服。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKjpx2yZmO

林知曉迎上去，輓住他的手臂：「今天公開行程，我們得一起走。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkyQJkDUD1

他點點頭，目光越過她，落在餐桌上。

他的那碗面，正冒著熱氣。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwlYkXSgZv

他頓了一下，然後移開視線。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2NnnK8dlJ

「走吧。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjVopLvLMW

兩人出門的瞬間，我聽見林知曉壓低的聲音：76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX1Bm6Nd1x

「你那個保姆，還挺勤快。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4LMH3oamn

門關上了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI8nIfhG8o

我站在原地，圍裙口袋里那盒藥的稜角硌著腰。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkgZ4HSPv2

我低頭看了一眼餐桌。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjv1tGG6AHw

兩碗面。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L77d0gRjd

一碗有香菜，一碗沒有。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13YL2xMKtF

有香菜的那碗，是他的。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sauZ98JiQ

我在餐桌前坐下來，拿起筷子。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoROWSUm9k

面已經涼了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnctV8t6Xb

但我還是一口一口吃完了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKmxDWuzmD

下午三點，我收拾完廚房，正準備出門買菜。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJekQR89aJX

門鈴響了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzjw8wTkns

開門，門外站著一個戴眼鏡的男人，斯文清秀，手裡拎著一個保溫袋。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEbPMoCiCC

「你好，」他笑了笑，「我是樓下的，新搬來的鄰居。家裡燉了湯，想著給樓上樓下的鄰居都送一點。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VDhiqd34j

我看了一眼保溫袋。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y30qd8FO2

「您太客氣了。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KY5gVN2DY

「應該的應該的。」他把保溫袋遞過來，「對了，我叫江嶼。江水的江，島嶼的嶼。你呢？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3WXBQGQXh

我接過保溫袋。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmUUK06pqM

「陸淺淺。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFNnvKpYz1

他的眼睛亮了一下。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTb6DDhtVjG

「陸淺淺⋯⋯」他念了一遍這個名字，笑了，「很好聽。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXYlOk4Zoy

我正要關門，他突然說：「對了，你之前是不是在中心醫院工作？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRywVwc0V1H

我一愣。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsWFSsJO8u

「我好像見過你，」他撓撓頭，「我是外科的，你是……ICU的？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRgmtXsBPf

我看著他的臉，終於想起來。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeUe40P87b

「你是那個⋯⋯新來的江醫生？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxv7mQhpH12

他笑起來的樣子很好看，像陽光照在冬天的雪地上。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXeYvLA3gm

「想起來了？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ74RQjRgSd

我點點頭。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pk94whcS2

「你辭職了？」他問。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpBj955EU0

我沉默了一秒。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSnaEnHCo0

「⋯⋯有點事，就辭了。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdOkHrbCbB

他沒再追問，只是點點頭：「那以後就是鄰居了，有事可以找我。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKSByuGTnd

他走後，我站在玄關，看著手裡的保溫袋。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Hcsh3u86z

中心醫院。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6LJaWIfqM

ICU。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3eEGKuYm4

那些日夜，那些儀器滴滴答答的聲音，那些來不及說再見的病人——76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIN6VuVOPE

還有那份藏在我枕頭底下的診斷報告。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7U4n4xIN7

我閉了閉眼，把那些畫面壓回去。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGHB1UBfkJ

晚上七點，顧星沉一個人回來了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zSZY3jdO4

我有些意外：「林小姐呢？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsY5t5SPok

他沒回答，徑直走進臥室，過了一會兒又出來，手裡拿著一份文件。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bfkq8tp88

「簽個字。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrY4ZUV5lx

我接過來看。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDcDgIztjv

是一份正式的僱傭合同。條款很清晰，薪資很高，還有年終獎和帶薪休假。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyrDWYlKEk

「至於嗎，」我抬起頭，「我都在這裡住了七天了。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpy3D8h9W1

他站在我面前，居高臨下地看著我。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcMamxX5W2

「至於。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk7HHF5KXa

他的眼神很複雜，複雜到我讀不懂。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc24rYJKLs

「簽了，就是正式員工。」他說，「有法律效力那種。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6Z8awiqCj

我低頭看著合同。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nBjNI2M9d

最後一條寫著：合同期限為一年。期滿後，若雙方同意，可續簽。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDQo6zTLOJ

我握著筆，筆尖懸在簽名處。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCvvBVCpkk

「要是我活不到一年呢？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqpKj9GY64

話說出口，我才意識到自己說了什麼。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCq3DHErdap

他的眉頭皺起來。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWWux0gmPD

「什麼意思？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqgwuDEH9c

我抬頭，衝他笑了笑。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1OO3MUw4I

「開玩笑的。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHKJn8HpEk

我在合同上簽下名字，然後把合同遞給他。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwIEBuLqr7

他接過去，卻沒走。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fZiic3gmx

「陸淺淺。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgD0wq5wVN

「嗯？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwSnCS8SJ0

他張了張嘴，好像想說什麼。但最終只是說：76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3VY3TdZMF

「明天我休息，你想去哪，我陪你去。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLjqIjkMjP

我愣住。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGU7tyoNth

他移開視線，耳尖有點紅。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6H1OWvsiL

「就⋯⋯算是員工福利。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi6qjkhIla

我看著他微紅的耳尖，突然想笑。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOhhyTrkSu

「好啊，」我說，「那去超市吧。冰箱里沒菜了。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t4BK6bM7d

他愣了一下，顯然沒想到會是這個答案。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6YEXipPOE

但他還是點點頭。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplruKnZZIE

「行。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGqC7wKbZD

那天晚上，我躺在床上，看著天花板。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡency3SvfR2

月光從窗簾的縫隙里透進來，在地板上畫出一道細細的光。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KCuPc9Evm

我抬起手，對著月光比了個手勢。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh7qfeDM6m

五根手指的影子落在地上，像五根細細的柵欄。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizVJHYCdBz

明天，他要陪我去超市。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT8PICOOI1

我想著這件事，嘴角不自覺地翹起來。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxoS160qrg

然後我想起了枕頭底下的診斷報告。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKki7ew7Oh

肝內多發佔位，考慮惡性腫瘤，建議進一步檢查。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKh16x07nJ5

我放下手，閉上眼睛。

沒關係。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRfTxItMDr

還有時間。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSxpWfrlxw

至少，還有一年的合同。

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