♧{《WHO WERE YOU BEFORE YOU BROKE?》}♧ - was written in a google doc before

Who I was before

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I was a kid

I was happy everyone cared about me

I had a real smile on my face all the time

I thought life was going to be great

I’d laugh at stupid things

Then it crashed down everyone started to hate me no one really liked me

I was a people pleaser

Everyone was happy I was

I thought space was cool and I would go one day

Now I will not

I broke my foot so bad that now I can’t run

The best part no one cared

Everyone left

That I was no use

She liked the name rose

Pretend like she was a vampire

And played outside and climbed trees

And made bird nested

Never cried to anyone

Then they left her to be a punching bag at 6

In 2018

Let her cry alone

Be hurt alone

Let everyone leave

Then at 7 she wished the world

Died and ended

That everyone who hurt her died in a flame so bad that they cry

Lily was a great person was happy

Loved dogs and cats because they would play with her

Now I like wolves because they will rip me apart if I asked

Lily loved princess and wished to be one

But she also loved running….

Now I can’t run for more then 2 mins

Everyone who knew her at the time is dead to her

She loved purple it was her favorite color

Because it was the color of her favorite flowers

Now I like red because I see blood as red

She loved the song high hopes

Now I like let the world burn

Now I can’t let anyone too close

Then the worse happened other kids

Having what she should have

Sisters two of them having love

But I knew my mom was going to leave them

So I did what should have been done

I got them out that house filled with bad things

Now I have a dark mind with a bright smile

I pretend for two little girls to be happy

And for them to have something I didn’t get for long

A childhood

Love

Hugs

Happiness

Being safe

I would let the world BURN for them to be happy

Unlike me

I’ll do it all again

That girl is gone

That little lily is gone

But she shows up sometimes in my immature actions

Only because I never got that peace I should have

Lily can’t come back but I am here right …..

I may not be happy but one day I will

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