譬如Sarah跟家人一點也不親近。Sarah說過,她換過姓名,連名帶姓的更換了,就是為了割斷與原生家庭的「有毒」關係。84Please respect copyright.PENANALs0Fq07RLg
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但當我追問下去的時候,Sarah便不再說下去了。84Please respect copyright.PENANAnJs3MMkpbl
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那天,我們看了兩齣電影,沒有吃晚飯便回家。84Please respect copyright.PENANAaVcdLo8q5D
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這本來是100分的約會,直至我看到Ami正在地鐵站出口等待Sarah,我的心瞬間結成鐵塊重重地下沉。84Please respect copyright.PENANAzEQVR1EtCQ
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看Sarah的反應,她們二人早就約好見面,我和Ami則沒料到會看到對方。84Please respect copyright.PENANAapm6GL6I4Z
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我們三人並行走到唐樓大廈,沿路我一直等Sarah開口,邀請我一起到她家去,但沒有。我們已經走過一樓樓梯,我跟在後頭。終於Sarah回頭看我說:84Please respect copyright.PENANAsj2ZqLRu6V
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「下次見。」我那結成鐵塊的心現在沉到地的核心。84Please respect copyright.PENANABq8JuzI0ku
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回家後,我想在天花板鑽個洞,我想偷看她們二人正在做什麼,總之什麼雜七雜八的東西都想到了。84Please respect copyright.PENANAYKe47dAlNR
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我試着把心思放回去坪洲何鶴常首領的調查上,但搜尋結果彈出來的文字,在我眼裡全變成沒有意義的符號。84Please respect copyright.PENANAvKp1yTkJ0J
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我到底怎麼了?我的心情怎麼亂糟糟的?又一陣莫名煩躁。84Please respect copyright.PENANAg5WgmOTLzR
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於是我重新披上外套,到樓下買生滾牛肉粥。84Please respect copyright.PENANA5Bd98QztSO
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不是特別想吃粥,只是粥店在我家對面,隔着一條大馬路。84Please respect copyright.PENANA1EsdVZwdIF
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我拿着外賣粥,只要找到森的粉紅底藍字霓虹燈廣告牌, 輕易就找到我和Sarah的住處。84Please respect copyright.PENANAwKkAaqN8jS
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對了,假如我想確認Sarah和Ami的關係,我只要做着我平日會做的、我專業擅長做的跟蹤調查,不就行了嗎?84Please respect copyright.PENANAcC0jtwlCXV
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可是我卻害怕Ami會發現。Ami那銳利的眼神,好像可以把人的皮膚一一削去,直接把你整個人內外都看光光。84Please respect copyright.PENANAgyqq67Q2eS
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而我真正害怕的不是Ami,而是Sarah會怎樣看待跟蹤她們的我呢。84Please respect copyright.PENANANjoMBmGG0d
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最後我做了一個相當笨拙的試探。我走到Sarah家門前,敲出兩短一長的聲音。那時候已經十點,九點五十分的時候,我也站過Sarah家門前,手也已經舉起了,就是敲不下去。84Please respect copyright.PENANAGNJrtdT9lE
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回家後又糾纏不安,於是鼓起勇氣再度出發。啊,這種心情真惱人,變得這麼不乾脆的自己也很煩。即使當下敲了門,又會害怕起來,整個人變得相當不自在。84Please respect copyright.PENANAT7Vz8ZzPCG
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唉,真煩。84Please respect copyright.PENANAghkvYnQCX7
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Sarah終於開門了,但她只拉開一小道縫,露出半顆頭的那種開法。「等等,我沒穿衣服。」
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