人生有時就係咁攪笑,總係會發生一啲不以預期嘅事,出乎意料之外,絕對唔係我幻想預計中嘅野,但就係無啦啦發生左,就好似今次打喪屍嘅經歷就係我從來無估到自己有機會親歷其境,而且一心諗住同呀聰攬住一齊死嘅我,卻陰差陽錯做成左一場爆炸,爆出嘅火花令大火一發不可收拾。
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一直以嚟,我認識嘅喪屍都只會活喺電影?動漫?遊戲機?電視劇?甚至各式各樣嘅小說入面,邊個會諗到有朝一日,佢地會企喺我面前張牙舞爪?!唔講仲以為自己拍緊第一滴血薛歌妮韋花上身咁撚神勇。
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但我唔係演員,呢度亦唔係片場,所以當把刀擦過地下閃出火花嘅時候,我真係唔知會引發爆炸,將整個停車場一瞬間變撚左個火海。
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當紅紅橙橙嘅光喺我眼前炸開嗰刻我就喺度諗咁嘅結局可能係最好,無人可以離開,所有人都好公平咁放底左自己條命喺度,如果生存巳經係一種奢侈,咁一齊死至少唔洗咁寂寞。
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火光炸開嗰刻我的確喺咁諗,但係呀聰卻將我成個人壓左喺身下邊,佢用嗰個巳經破破爛爛嘅肉體保護我嘅時候我真係好想問下佢咁做到底為左咩?
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因為我救過你?
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所以你要捨身相救?
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我喺咪要講你真喺好偉大呀,因為你寧願死都要保護我,我呢世都會記住你,永遠都唔會忘記?
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呢個就喺你要嘅答案嗎?
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咁你成功左喇,如果我死唔去,我諗今日發生嘅所有,都會變成我一世嘅惡夢。66Please respect copyright.PENANAGJIw7eRSnR
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我感到露出嘅手腳有灼痛嘅感覺,但唔係太清晰,我諗應該係缺氧攪到個腦都暈暈哋。
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我幾經辛苦終於唞順條氣,推開壓喺我身上嘅呀聰仔,睇見佢整個背脊都燒到濃晒,我就盡力拍熄佢身上仲著住火嘅地方,而佢竟然尚存一息,仲捉住左我打落火舌嘅手,佢好努力咁轉左個身望住我,佢問我:「我有無幫到你?」
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我真係好唔理解,原來呢個問題對佢嚟講係咁重要。
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定係佢覺得幫到我係咁重要?
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比起自己更重要?
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我覺得佢可能喺理解錯左,我同佢根本講唔上係朋友,出事之前,我地只係喺透過工事方面先有輕微交流,極其量只可以稱為係同一個屋宛返工嘅同事,仲要係唔同部門,就算出事後,我係救過佢一次,都唔會值得佢咁樣付出吧。
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呢個人係傻㗎,比起天照更傻,傻到我巳經唔識得點去形容,我只可以講:「唔值得呀。」
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睇見佢塊污污糟糟嘅面真係忍唔住要幫佢抹一抹,但我咩都無,只有一對燒到皮膚都爛撚晒嘅手,我用姆指抹走佢面上嘅血,但我發現係抹唔走㗎,因為嗰啲血係呀聰自己流出嚟,我根本就抹唔走。
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佢笑笑口咁對住我講:「但係可以幫到你,就夠啦。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAUOYZmoWomK
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佢笑笑口咁望住我,咁我咪想笑笑口咁望撚返佢囉,點知我出盡全力,都令唔到自己笑,我望住佢只係好想喊,我覺得自己唔算係一個眼淺嘅人,好多時我認為眼淚除左舒發過多嘅情緒,實際上係無咩用,因為就算喊盲都改變唔到個事實就係咁無情。
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我唔想喊,亦都笑唔出,我只係好認真咁同佢講:「我唔需要人幫,我要嘅係一個同我撐落去嘅人,而唔係揼低我自己走左去嘅人,你明嗎?呀聰!」
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但喺佢再無回應我任何野喇,我唔知佢有無聽到我講嘅野,我知我比佢嘅答案未必係佢想要,但喺,佢比我嘅亦唔係我想要嘅結局,既然係咁,我地就做返自己就夠喇,唔好再為對方心情而講大話。
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我無可奈何咁放低左呀聰,再望上天花板,爆炸巳經唔知炸左𡃁妹同傻仔去邊,不過我巳經唔想知喇,可能我只係唔想見到佢地條屍,呢刻嘅我只喺想逃避令我窒息嘅答案。
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我覺得今日比我嘅刺激足夠多啦,係時候比我沉澱一下。
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我勉強爬返起身,睇見爆炸令依牆生而嘅生物都燒焦咗,卡巴絲亦唔知道去左邊,可能變左灰啦,是但啦,我覺得都到左呢個情況,再出現啲咩都唔需要太驚訝,反正就算個世界得返我一個,我都無佢符,呢啲係命運,唔到我控制。
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我繼續向前行,終於見返清潔部同埋我架車,我喺個褲袋度巢返條車匙出嚟禁制,部車隨即噠左一聲就解左鎖,我行到去駕駛位正諗住打開度車門嘅時候突然有人叫我:「佑星。」
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我擰轉頭一望,係會所經理艾力,佢突然揸撚住支搶指撚住我話:「佑星,比部電腦我,我只喺想要入面嘅野,呢個結果唔可以比出面嘅人知道,你明唔明呀,越小人知道就越稀有,越稀有就越有價值。」
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佢嘅出現,我係有一秒鐘嘅安慰,至少,佢仲未死,我唔係孤身一人。
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但下一秒,我見到支槍指住我嘅時候,我覺得自己真係蠢呀,其實都唔係無跡可尋㗎,至少,佢究竟點樣喺帝廣脫身呢個問題就好令人懷疑佢到底有咩能力做得到,連我都斬唔斷嘅手而佢比我更早脫困,原來呢把槍就係答案。
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我望住冷冰冰嘅槍管,艾力離我並唔遠,可能三至四個身位,如果佢要開槍,咁佢呢一槍絕對可以打爆我個頭。
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其實佢講嘅野我都唔喺唔明,有利可圖嘅事有邊個唔想,就好以鐘生咁,咪又想拎人幾箱貨自己拎去賣,無本生利幾吸引呀,貪心就人人都有,只係貪得嚟對唔對得住良心,對唔對得住自己啫。
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佢呢番說話並無引起我嘅共嗚,有嘅都只係得迷惘同失望,我問佢:「依度死左咁多人,咁死左嘅人又有無價值呀?」
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「呢啲嘢唔關我事,唔到我理,我嘅責任只係監視醫生係單位入面嘅一舉一動,成功時盜取實驗嘅成果,而且發生呢件事只係一個意外,洩漏病毒係醫生嘅疏忽,既然巳經發生左我只喺順其自然咁回收結果。」
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我聽到佢嘅答覆,我真係有啲驚訝,原來佢咩都知,只係袖手旁觀冷眼看待我地係絕望中掙扎?
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「你明明可以阻止呢件事發生,但係你無,你眼白白睇住所有人死,你知唔知自己害死左幾多條人命呀?所有人本來都唔洗死㗎,只要你阻止嗰啲人搬出走廊,又或者你可以同我講個嚴重性,你比我知道我一定唔會比呢件事發生,但係你無呀,你喺咪人嚟㗎?!」
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「我做咩要同你講?我一直等待嘅就係呢個結果,佑星,每個人都有自己嘅責任,我都係打份工咋,你都唔好怪我,要怪就怪佢地唔好彩做左呢個實驗嘅犧牲品,比部電腦我啦,你救過我,我都唔想殺你,我帶你離開呢度好唔好,你可以返屋企,我又可以交差,兩全其美呀。」
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我發現原來人企喺利益前面係可以如此醜陋,我唔怪佢,人性使然,呢刻亦只可以坦然接受。
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我都好想點點頭成人之美,但係當我諗起呀聰,諗起𡃁妹,諗起傻仔,呢個頭我真係點唔到落去,我係掛住屋企,亦都知道就算我唔肯,佢都一樣可以拎到佢想要嘅野,但係——我就係講唔出一個「好」字。
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我望住近在咫尺嘅停車場出入口,只要再行前,我就可以離開呢度,出口離我如此接近,只係我無法跨出下一步。
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佢見到我目無表情咁款,我諗佢都應該知道我個答案,人生匆匆幾十年,做人應該坦誠啲,佢打出呢一槍,我都無咩遺憾。
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我望住自己慢動作咁瞓撚左係地下,睇住條撚樣對鞋向住我行過嚟,再扯開左我件tee 拎左我收係底衫入面部電腦,仲要拎埋我條車匙,開埋我架車走。
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我真係好後悔做乜鳩開頭救撚左呢條仆街,我就應該睇撚住佢死,做咩多管閒事走去救佢,成件事入面,最應該死嘅人喺佢,真係唔甘心就咁放走佢,佢喺應該同我一齊死喺呢度。
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但喺我個頭中左槍呀,連腦漿都爆埋出嚟,流到成地都係血,我仲可以點做?
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咪就係只可以睇住佢開埋我架寶貝車走囉。
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我百無聊賴咁瞓喺地板上面,望撚住個天花板心諗點解我仲未死透?點解我仲可以思考咁撚多野,喺咪我都要變喪屍喇?
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我未經歷過死亡,亦都唔知死亡喺點撚樣,我除左個身體郁唔到,全身好以無左知覺咁,但我個思維又好清晰,咁啫係點呀?!我死得未呀?
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就喺我都唔知自己喺生喺死之際,我突然聽到有人喺我耳邊講野,佢同我講:「結合啦,你就會得到永生!」
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得永生?
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我真係無話好想特別長命,講真做人有陣時都幾攰下,細細個讀書測驗考試比老豆鬧,大個又要返工賺錢養家錫老婆,我都唔知要咁長命嚟做咩?!
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如果永生就係要我睇住自己身邊嘅人早死過我,咁我寧願唔要永生,因為一個人嘅生存真係太寂寞啦,我只係想做一個普通人就夠了,生老病死順其自然就好。
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我望住個天花板流出好似倒汗水嘅褐色液體出嚟,一滴一滴咁聚集起,再慢慢跌落我塊面,劃過眼球,流入眼耳口鼻,同額頭被艾力打出嘅窿裡面。
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我心裡抗拒,但身體卻不受控制咁抽搐,無幾耐,我望住自己對腳企返起身,望住自己五隻手指化做蔓藤捆綁住比艾力揸走左嘅車,望住部車連人比我自己拉返返嚟,望住艾力好撚驚慌咁係司機位度拎把槍出嚟起勢喺咁射鳩我。
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而我喺車窗嘅反影度睇到自己點樣將艾力由司機位扯左出嚟,點樣擘大左個口,點樣將艾力逐忽逐忽吞落肚。
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停手呀,呢個唔係我嚟㗎,唔好利用我個身體做出喪屍般嘅行為。
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我係一個人,唔係一隻怪物。
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