伊萊恩/伊索爾德(同一人)視角
時間線——她被滅族的第二天
微恐註意!(伊索爾德已被藥劑洗腦了+她心裏還在想媽媽還會回來愛她,所以不反抗)
註:因為萬物之母是她的生物學上的母親,亦是伊索爾德一直信奉的母神,所以作者會祂和她來代表萬物之母/莎菈
待我醒來後,只覺身下一片冰冷,刺眼的白光晃了我的眼睛
我的四肢被束縛帶綁着,脫去所有衣物,躺在手術台上,像一隻等待被奉獻的羔羊
「醒了?也好,我也想你感受自己的身體被逐片逐片被剖開」母神拿着手術刀,像切開牲畜的肉般,剖開我胸部上的皮膚,血肉之中露出一朵白色小花苞
祂滿意地笑了,輕輕地用手捏着那朵小花——不那能稱得上手,那是一塊死屍般的青白的手,長長指甲像錯列的根一樣粗糙
那兩顆橄欖石在挑選這朵花是否合適
祂露出滿意的笑容:「不錯,真不愧是我精心培養的壞種,是一個罕有的成 功品。看來我那八年多的付出是值得的,不要辜負我的澆灌哦,我親愛的「孩子」」
我望著自己的身體像一個花盆,被母神肆意翻開泥土(血肉),澆上水(豐生之法)
血從胸腔流下,染紅了我的耳羽和翅磅
我感覺自己的身體很奇怪,
傷口湧出很多血, 卻不痛(藥效還在),血不一會兒就神奇停止了流下了
粉色的顏料(血跡)在瓷器(身體)上留下痕跡
我張開嘴巴,喉嚨卻被藤蔓植入般,封閉了所有聲音
母神解開了束縛帶,把赤裸着,血跡還沒乾的幼小身軀抱起
我無力掙扎,任由祂抱著我走出手術室
「當你剛從我的子宮裏誔生到這片實驗場(指伊索爾德的家)時,
我就知道,八年後的你,也會是這副模樣,
接受了豐生的洗禮,
成為我期待的壞種」(剛出生的副模樣其實是指剛出生的嬰兒啦)
祂用一塊白布裹着我的身體,「我親愛的小寶貝,那時(伊索爾德出生時)的你滿身都是血,把白布染成淡粉色了」祂呢喃道
我縮在祂的懷裏
母親的身體
不是溫暖的
我望着祂的肩膀
暗沉色的肉塊蠕動着,黏在青白的皮膚上
藤蔓刺穿了肉塊,長出一朵紅色的花
~分割線~
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她打開一道米黃色的房門,把我丟在米色的床鋪上,從衣櫃找了一件淡粉色的荷葉邊洋裝給我
「這是你作為成功品的獎償,好好珍惜」
我看着她的背影,試着問:「媽媽,爸爸在哪兒?哥哥姐姐們呢」
她瞥向我,淡淡地回答:「別憺心,你很快就會看到他們了」
我坐在床上,默默地穿上洋裝,
房間很冷,我不禁往被子縮去
我摸到一柔軟之物
在昏黃的燈光下
那是一個小熊玩偶
我抱着玩偶,把被子披在身上,嘗試找一點點溫暖
待我還沒感受完床裏的溫暖
母親把我拉起,道:「走,吃飯去」
我感到裙子的領口有點大,裙子有點長⋯⋯
「媽媽⋯⋯裙子⋯⋯」
「不合身?大概是失敗品的裙子太長了」
「失敗品?」
「實驗體042號,它在十年前早被銷毁了」她冷笑着「它竟想從囚籠中逃走,被我發現了,它最後被巨花吞噬掉,成為養料」
我不禁打冷顫
她安慰我:「別擔心,只要你乖乖的,我不會銷毁你的」
~分割線~
「廚師」把裝著蛋糕的白瓷碟子端在我身前
我看着面前發霉的莓菓蛋糕(心臟)猶豫地道:「這⋯⋯」
她站起身走到我背後,道:「這是爸爸給你的禮物喔,吃吧」
她俯下身子,耳語:「來,別緊張」
握着我的右手,拿起刀切向蛋糕「就這樣抬起手,拿穩刀叉,輕輕一切——」
將蛋糕送入口中,
沒有血腥味,是甜膩的蜜糖,混着爸爸種的草莓,但已熟爛了的酸甜味
口腔充滿了顆粒感,那是蛋糕上的櫻桃?還是細小的種子?我不知道,
我只知道要聽媽媽的話,配合她
低頭看盤子,心臟被吃掉了一大半,剩下的那部分,正在發芽——幾根綠色的藤蔓正從動脈血管里鑽出來,開著一朵還在滲血的小白花
~分割線~
我回到房間內,
牆壁上布滿了蝴蝶和昆蟲的標本,
透明的籠子裝着一個會動的兔子玩偶
它的頭歪了,被縫在很逼真的動物身體上
我拿起小熊玩偶
它的眼睛掉了一隻,肚子破了一個洞,一些木頭碎屑掉在我手上
我望向鐘,時針指向十三時,分針卻不沒有動
窗被簾子篕着,
我不知道我應否在這個時候睡覺
我碰了碰門柄,是鎖着的
「敲敲」母親敲了敲門後,直接開門
「044號,該睡覺了」
我向她撒嬌:「媽媽,我睡不着~」
她示意我爬上床,伏在她懷裏
「那我唱一首搖籃曲給你,唱好後你可要乖乖睡覺」
「知道了,媽媽」
她順着我的翅膀,輕聲唱:「睡呀睡,我的小寶貝,你的搖籃是血色的月亮,把群星吞進夢鄉」
我聽着溫柔的歌聲,漸漸睡着了
(第三視角)
實驗室內81Please respect copyright.PENANAjEuF5wBmyE
塞納托斯:「母親——不姐姐,你女兒的族人該怎麼處理?流入彼岸?還是成為養料?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAQFJ5SQYvdA
萬母之母端詳培養皿,回答:「成為養料吧——等等,有些天翼族還有些價值,別全讓「壞種」之花吞掉了」81Please respect copyright.PENANAV41qdKelf7
「天翼族?米迦勒的子遺?據說我們打敗那位「耶和華」後,那些天使們四散奔跑,我們還把死去的天使們折下翅磅,給你的使者當飛行使用呢。那天使長不是被我們殺了?怎麼他的子遺反過來,信奉他們祖先死敵的神?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAg7XSIcl9uo
「我把他們的記憶修改了,他們在死前還在讚美我的慈愛——彼岸之主,把手離我的造物遠點!它們都開始枯萎了!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAQwtrLezs1p
「我還有一件事問你,我的女兒(小伊芙)呢?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAw2IQK7h0vt
祂冷笑一聲:「你問了42次了,什麼女兒?那是失敗品,等我成功讓「壞種」孕育新的神,才把混合着它屍身的花還給你」81Please respect copyright.PENANAcz3YvHoOjX
「莎菈,那是我們的結晶——」81Please respect copyright.PENANA6xYqNFtz36
「我只是找些好的基因來製造一個好的胚胎而已,正好,雷米(伊索爾德的父親)體內的天使之血不錯。你的「女兒」的唯一用處就是提供實驗體的藍本」81Please respect copyright.PENANASLRqNb4xya
(塞納托斯的女兒在前幾章:在斯卡伯勒集市(Scarborough fair)有提及)順帶一提,在第一二章中,人偶們不停提的「賤種」是雷米生前的口癖,而人偶們會用這個方法去記念父親,她們罵伏都雷恩人是因為他們是前世悲劇的執行者81Please respect copyright.PENANAKiXQ5VxAPb
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