在床上躺了幾天,已是新的一年。94Please respect copyright.PENANAG3yFP0AzG0
我看見手機插著行充,有滿格的電,緊接而來是肉包香氣,從枕頭旁撲向我,於是拿到手上坐起身,還不知道是怎麼回事,迷迷糊糊的視線裡又瞥見床的邊緣有幾張不同顏色的信封、和一顆排球娃娃。94Please respect copyright.PENANAE8iUfkAbrW
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娃娃的臉上有著微笑,使我想起某個人。94Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9lZD1IAah
而我想起他時,他剛好順著床邊樓梯爬上來。94Please respect copyright.PENANAEftoyamSeh
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「早安。」他從床腳爬過來,遞了水壺要我先喝,再從包裡拿出醫療用品、翻開我的袖子,打開碘酒。94Please respect copyright.PENANAE1bgXzVAbJ
那刺鼻味瞬間蓋過了肉包,但我喝完水後還是拿起來咬,因為有點餓,就這樣邊咬邊看著令人陌生的傷疤們。這個是我的手?
「快點吃,吃完再吃藥。」94Please respect copyright.PENANA5JrbqIPLbA
他看了我一眼,在上面塗了一層白白的藥膏,傷口也變成一片粉粉的紅。94Please respect copyright.PENANANJ3S1t9UNH
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這樣好看多了,和他的臉一樣好看。94Please respect copyright.PENANA0J5Cfx5ttu
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當他繼續分享隊友們各自去哪裡跨年,我其實沒聽進去多少,只專心吃著肉包也專心看他,等他換了坐姿靠過來,才對他說了聲抱歉。94Please respect copyright.PENANAF3TKuyVBDe
他也馬上停下,嘴唇顫抖地張開又閉上。 94Please respect copyright.PENANApyNmVX9f06
「對不起。」我再說了一次。94Please respect copyright.PENANA65xZFNXV2Q
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後面他通常會要我別道歉,但可能我重複說太多次了,他於是先抱住我、用力地,像我們剛在一起時擁抱的那樣。當時還沒有人生病。94Please respect copyright.PENANANhXPLyBv7Y
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「沒關係,我愛你。」他說道:「新年快樂。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAft1pWHyxsq


