So its good uhn?113Please respect copyright.PENANAKhurRxKyum
I already told you yes, Kaddy responded back angrily.113Please respect copyright.PENANAcNWySiVEt1
I was happy she found my outfit attractive and befitting for school. Its not everyday you see a lion and a dog play together in the field.113Please respect copyright.PENANAE3v1Apxsf8
Kaddy being on the same page as me is intriguing but dangerous, and I know what am doing now may later cost me a thing or two.113Please respect copyright.PENANAGHbe1Wygp3
When Kaddy clocked 14, she stopped been herself and barely engage into conversations with me without resulting into us Clawing our throats out.113Please respect copyright.PENANAXUEFVnaYA1
Are you sure its cool for me to go to school today like this i questioned again carefully, suspecting her quick positive response to be a no no dress code.
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Especially with the happy dance she displayed, failing to hide the disgusted facial expression she had on when I turned my back at her to look into the mirror but, her response still remains unchanged.113Please respect copyright.PENANAIToFhwcFgA
Like i said, have never been the fashionista kind of girl, i only try my possible best to be comfortable and not wear clothes that are too revealing or too trendy.113Please respect copyright.PENANAk6aQN3vua2
Actually, my wardrobe is full of clothes that protects me from the cruel judgment of the outside world, the kind is clothes that will only attract friends that has been rejected by the reigning chicks and kings of the school, if you know what I mean.113Please respect copyright.PENANABIrQ6DgOf3
I stood right in front of the mirror, checking myself out longer, maybe I was doing that to tell myself I really look good as she say. Will i ever wear a dress like this to school if she hadn't given a positive remarks? Maybe Kaddy is right, beauty goes a long way and it goes beyond been smart, you need a good face too if you need to build a strong self esteem.113Please respect copyright.PENANAAQ6FrmjQ2F
Am eager to know what everyone thinks about me at school besides the freak in a hoodie and untrendy wears. Am holding on to a the last brink of self esteem, i dont think getting to know the thoughts of everyone will end up ruling in my favour.113Please respect copyright.PENANAmGWVVUQTIw
I turned back around to see Kaddy has left, she probably did that while i was busy checking myself out in the mirror, i grabbed my simple bag designed by me and rushed out of the room in search of her.113Please respect copyright.PENANAxmWGprITb4
Kadd-113Please respect copyright.PENANAYD3yj0MwDO
Oops, i missed a step and tripped over expecting the worst possible outcome.113Please respect copyright.PENANADlYHZTbblR
Hey! Hey! Hey!113Please respect copyright.PENANAEUGpuU89R8
Relax, have got you. Eric my cousin warned wrapping his huge hands around my waist, saving me from loosing a tooth.113Please respect copyright.PENANAwisV93IQSc
My dad took a quick glance at us before shaking his head at me. Don't ask me how that happened, cos am still clueless about it but something tells me the she devil is involved, judging by the victory smile on her face because no one I repeat ever leaves pebbles on the stairs.113Please respect copyright.PENANA3GlKUk8DZP
What's funny? I asked.113Please respect copyright.PENANAxspt0A1K2Z
Let it go, Eric said.113Please respect copyright.PENANAyUOEzXC01e
I gave him a look that said for real, he nodded, he knew if he doesn't intervene, my sis and i will get to it again so he saved the day again.113Please respect copyright.PENANARways3rAWe
Let's go. He said dissolving whatever it is that got me clouded to act before thinking things through which is basically not my thing. I always think things through, even when it comes to little things.113Please respect copyright.PENANAm7aCpD7erv
You are leaving today? I asked seeing the box in his hands.113Please respect copyright.PENANA2R3kZbNiNW
Will you visit again? Maybe over the weekend I asked him.113Please respect copyright.PENANACDibGwQ8yN
And watch you two fight like cat and dog, he asked.113Please respect copyright.PENANAYvXOgEd0sx
Nope but i promise to stay in touch with my favorite girls, he teased. And, am kidding about my reasons for not visiting soon he said scratching his head, have got----113Please respect copyright.PENANAGX6X6qMzWv
Yeah we hear that all the time but you never keep to your promise, Kaddy added.113Please respect copyright.PENANARAucVpFYko
Eric kept his promise to me, its the only thing i feel bad for and, if i had a blabbering mouth like her, she will have found our little secret out.113Please respect copyright.PENANAw5bjGcV6ks
This time will be different Eric said, kissing Kaddy's cheeks.113Please respect copyright.PENANAKEJPHC5FUS
Bye daddy Kaddy said earning herself a tight hug.113Please respect copyright.PENANAvAO7HPKt19
See you later dad, i gave him a hug too hurriedly, not wanting to ignite someone's jealousy.113Please respect copyright.PENANAzFuNYDZXqx
The ride to school was fun with Eric describing his look way back in high school when he thought he was trendy compared to the kids of now. School is just fifteen minutes walk from home, when you catwalk but when you are not, its ten minutes approximately.113Please respect copyright.PENANA2S1C9EC3RB
Someday's when am not lost in thought but tired of education, i arrive at exactly fifteen minutes forty seconds and days when the force of the world is against me like the monthly visitor, i arrive twenty five minutes later.113Please respect copyright.PENANAYDfGlW4ZGb
Kaddy did not really have to face the struggle of walking down since she met this weird street guy on craps always waiting for her at the corner, i have this urge to spill her dirty secret but am afraid dad won't waste any time in informing Eric about it.113Please respect copyright.PENANAJNT4DdLtwF
Eric has a dark side when it comes to protecting us, something about a promise he made to our mom before she passed on during child birth.113Please respect copyright.PENANAthlsPIPfp7
You girls be good okay, okay, we said together at the same time before waving him off.113Please respect copyright.PENANAsM8Z3gu39E
My heart beat decided to betray me after Eric left by racing up gradually at nothing but the fear of the unknown. At Cringhston bay high school, fashion is their number one priority but do not forget how great they are when it comes to criticizing you.113Please respect copyright.PENANAg9LXgLlLWB
How you laugh, eat, study or the friends you move with matters.113Please respect copyright.PENANAIoxR906xCo
It felt like my brain was been down sized to a cube and my soul is battling to adjust within the space its been confined into. I could tell my lungs was closing up on me with the lack of air i was getting, i don't need a doctor to tell me my panic attack was settling in.113Please respect copyright.PENANAfo0HOp1vVd
You are going to be okay, i kept chanting to my self kicking the tiny stones on the floor.113Please respect copyright.PENANAlLsihf1EPB
Hey! Loosen up ugly. Kaddy said with a pat to my back and a wink before trudging off to her slutty groupies.113Please respect copyright.PENANAmCIGeQFsBp
I know she meant well but the nick name ugly, is my worst nightmare. She knows that and still throws it in my face in school under the pretence of been concerned113Please respect copyright.PENANAsQBiGcCrop
Ignore her, dads comforting voice resounded in my ears.113Please respect copyright.PENANAXfHDvNb3nd
Forget her, my cousins words kept re-playing in my head.113Please respect copyright.PENANACW2PvITdRE
And with that, i pulled my hoodie more to the front, leaving my worries behind. It was working, my panic attack was cooling down, taking baby steps like my cousin taught me.113Please respect copyright.PENANA3HPr0KCdny
I wasn't the scared kitten type like before but i wasn't brave either. I just knew how best to blend in with the crowd when it comes to surviving.113Please respect copyright.PENANAWS1ZKrxSIs
The only person who enjoys picking on me constantly from time to time like a drug addict is Catalina, Kaddy's best pal.113Please respect copyright.PENANAGq8v5xmMX7
You see Kaddy still has a tiny dot of brain left, Catalina's head is absolutely empty and replaced with evil and vile things like my twin.113Please respect copyright.PENANA4aEdYzMQxt
Education is nothing to her, the inheritance from her father is the only thing she has her mind set on, if she is lucky to get her hands on it, her next three generations does not need to study or work to live a comfortable life..113Please respect copyright.PENANAlsHeHqG9dl
Hey!!113Please respect copyright.PENANAdj5EDGCJZE
I ignored, well it's not like i was expecting anyone. Actually i have no one to converse with.113Please respect copyright.PENANAm99e5oEB51
Hello!!113Please respect copyright.PENANAZV3L3hu5MC
My name is Bella a girl said blocking my path panting from running after me, thank God its a girl. Wait what? Is she really talking to me right now?113Please respect copyright.PENANAi7w6IxlBMT
I asked myself quietly before stylishly taking a quick peek at her, God, she is beautiful. Her beauty made me want to become best friends with her but i was suspicious of her sudden approach of knowing me more.113Please respect copyright.PENANA5shHLMSd1v
To protect myself, i mastered the best skills of "silence" is the best treatment. "there is no way am going to say a thing to her" i just hope she takes the hint and walk away.113Please respect copyright.PENANAkWMusMKYNZ
But she didn't. I wasn't mad at her like i expected myself to be, but i noticed I was now sweating and rocking my body on the spot. Hurray she under four minutes succeeded in pushing me into a zone of no comfort.113Please respect copyright.PENANA0SBPfpOCbU
Are you okay?113Please respect copyright.PENANA4kWbL0FdnW
Yeah, I answered with my mouth closed.113Please respect copyright.PENANAbhM7N7UA0c
Are you ill? Do i take you to the school nurse.113Please respect copyright.PENANART6B7YNmbS
I nudged her to look behind her and took that as an opportunity to escape having a conversation with her.113Please respect copyright.PENANA1BxGaOcUEP
It worked. At least for now.113Please respect copyright.PENANA3LaBCLU531
Looking behind me one last time, my heart broke at the sad expression she wore.113Please respect copyright.PENANAiMU1QZSrYN
I guess she never saw that coming from a girl like me.
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