So its good uhn?146Please respect copyright.PENANAwKAw1KrhXG
I already told you yes, Kaddy responded back angrily.146Please respect copyright.PENANAIIkoehymwP
I was happy she found my outfit attractive and befitting for school. Its not everyday you see a lion and a dog play together in the field.146Please respect copyright.PENANA4k05n1VEDP
Kaddy being on the same page as me is intriguing but dangerous, and I know what am doing now may later cost me a thing or two.146Please respect copyright.PENANATimwMGsILK
When Kaddy clocked 14, she stopped been herself and barely engage into conversations with me without resulting into us Clawing our throats out.146Please respect copyright.PENANApJ2LhL8Ddj
Are you sure its cool for me to go to school today like this i questioned again carefully, suspecting her quick positive response to be a no no dress code.
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Especially with the happy dance she displayed, failing to hide the disgusted facial expression she had on when I turned my back at her to look into the mirror but, her response still remains unchanged.146Please respect copyright.PENANAaurqiYFHij
Like i said, have never been the fashionista kind of girl, i only try my possible best to be comfortable and not wear clothes that are too revealing or too trendy.146Please respect copyright.PENANAXt8QCn6BPj
Actually, my wardrobe is full of clothes that protects me from the cruel judgment of the outside world, the kind is clothes that will only attract friends that has been rejected by the reigning chicks and kings of the school, if you know what I mean.146Please respect copyright.PENANAezOu0pBbzK
I stood right in front of the mirror, checking myself out longer, maybe I was doing that to tell myself I really look good as she say. Will i ever wear a dress like this to school if she hadn't given a positive remarks? Maybe Kaddy is right, beauty goes a long way and it goes beyond been smart, you need a good face too if you need to build a strong self esteem.146Please respect copyright.PENANANNzE0I3O5d
Am eager to know what everyone thinks about me at school besides the freak in a hoodie and untrendy wears. Am holding on to a the last brink of self esteem, i dont think getting to know the thoughts of everyone will end up ruling in my favour.146Please respect copyright.PENANAWbFIj4pqv0
I turned back around to see Kaddy has left, she probably did that while i was busy checking myself out in the mirror, i grabbed my simple bag designed by me and rushed out of the room in search of her.146Please respect copyright.PENANAlqvyAfnO6x
Kadd-146Please respect copyright.PENANAGdk2Wf9AQ0
Oops, i missed a step and tripped over expecting the worst possible outcome.146Please respect copyright.PENANAx6Z4k3AiDn
Hey! Hey! Hey!146Please respect copyright.PENANANaxKfKZTH8
Relax, have got you. Eric my cousin warned wrapping his huge hands around my waist, saving me from loosing a tooth.146Please respect copyright.PENANAH15Gg8ggMS
My dad took a quick glance at us before shaking his head at me. Don't ask me how that happened, cos am still clueless about it but something tells me the she devil is involved, judging by the victory smile on her face because no one I repeat ever leaves pebbles on the stairs.146Please respect copyright.PENANA8BaNY8TbOR
What's funny? I asked.146Please respect copyright.PENANA93JxaZ4dvG
Let it go, Eric said.146Please respect copyright.PENANAnLVniJOLFi
I gave him a look that said for real, he nodded, he knew if he doesn't intervene, my sis and i will get to it again so he saved the day again.146Please respect copyright.PENANAXcyM2iYJOp
Let's go. He said dissolving whatever it is that got me clouded to act before thinking things through which is basically not my thing. I always think things through, even when it comes to little things.146Please respect copyright.PENANADrBjrUfJaB
You are leaving today? I asked seeing the box in his hands.146Please respect copyright.PENANAAiG3z0E5pC
Will you visit again? Maybe over the weekend I asked him.146Please respect copyright.PENANALggmAqkQuL
And watch you two fight like cat and dog, he asked.146Please respect copyright.PENANACJVaHgSeLo
Nope but i promise to stay in touch with my favorite girls, he teased. And, am kidding about my reasons for not visiting soon he said scratching his head, have got----146Please respect copyright.PENANApFnYCc8XAG
Yeah we hear that all the time but you never keep to your promise, Kaddy added.146Please respect copyright.PENANAZs9fcw0wtM
Eric kept his promise to me, its the only thing i feel bad for and, if i had a blabbering mouth like her, she will have found our little secret out.146Please respect copyright.PENANA3OKKrNB0po
This time will be different Eric said, kissing Kaddy's cheeks.146Please respect copyright.PENANA8DrEb5r29C
Bye daddy Kaddy said earning herself a tight hug.146Please respect copyright.PENANAuWRXHqX2Jq
See you later dad, i gave him a hug too hurriedly, not wanting to ignite someone's jealousy.146Please respect copyright.PENANAleDCYB0pgS
The ride to school was fun with Eric describing his look way back in high school when he thought he was trendy compared to the kids of now. School is just fifteen minutes walk from home, when you catwalk but when you are not, its ten minutes approximately.146Please respect copyright.PENANABGhAEwzzOw
Someday's when am not lost in thought but tired of education, i arrive at exactly fifteen minutes forty seconds and days when the force of the world is against me like the monthly visitor, i arrive twenty five minutes later.146Please respect copyright.PENANAtu9J7a8NLq
Kaddy did not really have to face the struggle of walking down since she met this weird street guy on craps always waiting for her at the corner, i have this urge to spill her dirty secret but am afraid dad won't waste any time in informing Eric about it.146Please respect copyright.PENANA35s9OJHUe5
Eric has a dark side when it comes to protecting us, something about a promise he made to our mom before she passed on during child birth.146Please respect copyright.PENANADnYIK8zIJk
You girls be good okay, okay, we said together at the same time before waving him off.146Please respect copyright.PENANAoFRCNILfb6
My heart beat decided to betray me after Eric left by racing up gradually at nothing but the fear of the unknown. At Cringhston bay high school, fashion is their number one priority but do not forget how great they are when it comes to criticizing you.146Please respect copyright.PENANAUK4yHyQqWs
How you laugh, eat, study or the friends you move with matters.146Please respect copyright.PENANAYQHQU0DL7J
It felt like my brain was been down sized to a cube and my soul is battling to adjust within the space its been confined into. I could tell my lungs was closing up on me with the lack of air i was getting, i don't need a doctor to tell me my panic attack was settling in.146Please respect copyright.PENANAdLJUw0IjlT
You are going to be okay, i kept chanting to my self kicking the tiny stones on the floor.146Please respect copyright.PENANA80GgyxK2As
Hey! Loosen up ugly. Kaddy said with a pat to my back and a wink before trudging off to her slutty groupies.146Please respect copyright.PENANA7hN09I6LJ3
I know she meant well but the nick name ugly, is my worst nightmare. She knows that and still throws it in my face in school under the pretence of been concerned146Please respect copyright.PENANAFKxxrLHw00
Ignore her, dads comforting voice resounded in my ears.146Please respect copyright.PENANAUHtZ67B5et
Forget her, my cousins words kept re-playing in my head.146Please respect copyright.PENANA4TAgkaMyzE
And with that, i pulled my hoodie more to the front, leaving my worries behind. It was working, my panic attack was cooling down, taking baby steps like my cousin taught me.146Please respect copyright.PENANAUgCw2a0AqE
I wasn't the scared kitten type like before but i wasn't brave either. I just knew how best to blend in with the crowd when it comes to surviving.146Please respect copyright.PENANAeL4te3kxIa
The only person who enjoys picking on me constantly from time to time like a drug addict is Catalina, Kaddy's best pal.146Please respect copyright.PENANAkymVI87aFM
You see Kaddy still has a tiny dot of brain left, Catalina's head is absolutely empty and replaced with evil and vile things like my twin.146Please respect copyright.PENANAMAoKq1BNy3
Education is nothing to her, the inheritance from her father is the only thing she has her mind set on, if she is lucky to get her hands on it, her next three generations does not need to study or work to live a comfortable life..146Please respect copyright.PENANA6EkWGAeAaK
Hey!!146Please respect copyright.PENANAU1945tErWK
I ignored, well it's not like i was expecting anyone. Actually i have no one to converse with.146Please respect copyright.PENANATWh5rEe7u2
Hello!!146Please respect copyright.PENANAD7hRWa4JPY
My name is Bella a girl said blocking my path panting from running after me, thank God its a girl. Wait what? Is she really talking to me right now?146Please respect copyright.PENANAPlO22WjA96
I asked myself quietly before stylishly taking a quick peek at her, God, she is beautiful. Her beauty made me want to become best friends with her but i was suspicious of her sudden approach of knowing me more.146Please respect copyright.PENANAOdG5wcZcvJ
To protect myself, i mastered the best skills of "silence" is the best treatment. "there is no way am going to say a thing to her" i just hope she takes the hint and walk away.146Please respect copyright.PENANAqQWvfyZWT6
But she didn't. I wasn't mad at her like i expected myself to be, but i noticed I was now sweating and rocking my body on the spot. Hurray she under four minutes succeeded in pushing me into a zone of no comfort.146Please respect copyright.PENANAeVU3XgU0Ob
Are you okay?146Please respect copyright.PENANAMLJlive3Qw
Yeah, I answered with my mouth closed.146Please respect copyright.PENANAKCTEKhNaMG
Are you ill? Do i take you to the school nurse.146Please respect copyright.PENANAShX1l61S1b
I nudged her to look behind her and took that as an opportunity to escape having a conversation with her.146Please respect copyright.PENANAF5EuiPuqTA
It worked. At least for now.146Please respect copyright.PENANAbtPrkhYo5X
Looking behind me one last time, my heart broke at the sad expression she wore.146Please respect copyright.PENANAhwhja6It7W
I guess she never saw that coming from a girl like me.
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