雷雨交加的夜,十四歲的少年第一次意識到了自己心中住了個「怪物」。
斷肢與屍骸在泥水中沖刷,血液被大地盡數汲去。
雷光之下,手中的太刀仍閃著天河般的銀光。66Please respect copyright.PENANAjUZZgTFR5f
少年感到恐懼。66Please respect copyright.PENANAOyNvN2pXjx
恐懼自己對罪行毫觸動的心。66Please respect copyright.PENANA7T7nK1bNCB
「我——」66Please respect copyright.PENANAWxLx341eTU
「終究會成為怪物嗎?」66Please respect copyright.PENANA9b5b1DMgb9
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霹啪。
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營火中的乾柴響了一聲,將他從那一場雨夜中帶回了現實。66Please respect copyright.PENANA2MaoIrKE1j
火堆旁,夜彌拿著根小樹枝,輕輕翻動著柴薪。火光在她的臉龐跳動,那神情純粹得像個玩火的孩童。
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玩火。66Please respect copyright.PENANAtRHBXODZor
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如果要將自己的行為模式做個簡單總結,或許沒有比這更適合的字眼。66Please respect copyright.PENANAHeoVgzul0b
十四歲的那場雷雨,他得知自己的身體裡住了一場「災厄」。66Please respect copyright.PENANA1peotgD0V8
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——那場襲捲大陸,屠戮上萬生靈的災厄。66Please respect copyright.PENANA6rpwX1kjfa
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聽說,那是一條山嶽般的巨龍,僅在一瞬之間就將一支海軍中隊灰飛煙滅。66Please respect copyright.PENANARkDtga3QQ4
大陸全境的無主之龍,更是一反無害的溫順,對人類進行了地毯式的血洗。
父親說,那是「終端之王」。而自己陰錯陽差地成了封印那怪物的容器。66Please respect copyright.PENANA4mioJ9opAp
他永遠忘不了那一夜,姬爾蒂與貝琳妲看他的眼神。66Please respect copyright.PENANAonXDxk3GzB
隔天,他離開了家。只是為了讓體內的怪物遠離家人,越遠越好。66Please respect copyright.PENANApVi56ICXwV
還有,他憧憬著的那個人。66Please respect copyright.PENANA4bdlgROqLb
「懶湯匙」的艾菲。總像個鄰家姐姐,又好像比那更多一些。66Please respect copyright.PENANAYdbOGM7orO
即使他知道,艾菲早已心有所屬,卻仍往註定幻滅的單相思一路直行。66Please respect copyright.PENANAoNOSpcoDjP
愛講笑話,一開始也只是為了逗她開心。66Please respect copyright.PENANAE9nu4LG7l0
——但她,卻是在那場災厄中失怙的孤兒。66Please respect copyright.PENANA8Bk0yCmm2V
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膽小鬼。66Please respect copyright.PENANAqNHyhm4N5A
破戒僧的當頭棒喝,又一次在他耳邊響起。66Please respect copyright.PENANAaruIcIWIEy
不是因為怕。是因為,我不配。66Please respect copyright.PENANAAfTpD8ZPaD
承自母親的圓滑,與絞盡腦汁逗心上人開心的幽默,成為他封閉自己的武裝。66Please respect copyright.PENANAI4YLxPsIuN
而那連貝琳妲都沒看出的真心,竟被一個陌生人當場拆穿。他仍掛著笑,但心中早已手足無措——66Please respect copyright.PENANASi48atEg0Q
「辛恩?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAMv1C8uspLC
看著若有所思的他,夜彌不由得擔心地輕喊。66Please respect copyright.PENANAyArHynPPne
「怎麼了?」他漫不經心地答應著。66Please respect copyright.PENANA669aY1C6P4
仍然是那不容近身的距離感。即便少了那張輕浮的面具,也一樣。66Please respect copyright.PENANAl4BLmnoMFK
「沒事。」夜彌自討沒趣地撇過了頭,繼續玩弄著柴火。66Please respect copyright.PENANAaVRWilMKJP
女神欲言又止的模樣,讓辛恩哭笑不得。
不過也好。能這樣看著她也挺不錯的。66Please respect copyright.PENANA9AP8HpfGfn
至少,得不到的,就不會被自己親手毀掉。66Please respect copyright.PENANA1KKtdvaFFm
「……幹嘛那樣看我?」意識到他的注視,夜彌撥了撥鬢髮。66Please respect copyright.PENANAdscM20uPpK
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「沒什麼,只是在想……」辛恩就地躺下,躲過了她的視線。66Please respect copyright.PENANAFFhPxx07zl
「女神是怎麼看我們這些人類的呢?」66Please respect copyright.PENANA5T4EGAAnQH
夜彌抿起了唇,長長的睫毛低垂,沉默了好一會才幽幽吐露。66Please respect copyright.PENANAsZjfrQN9i8
「很羨慕。」她靠在蜷成一圈的龍身上,輕撫著賽菲兒的下巴。
「能自由開懷地笑、能發自內心地哭。」
「妳不也會嗎?表情還特別多。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAxm284MTQsW
夜彌閃過一抹苦澀的笑,辛恩卻沒有捕捉到。66Please respect copyright.PENANAUPULXzLkdh
「如果那是……『真的』的話。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAqr9aOSPeZ0
「什麼?」沒聽清她的低語,辛恩坐起了身。66Please respect copyright.PENANANIVtZT9hci
夜彌搖了搖頭。66Please respect copyright.PENANAwhKt7liKQX
「沒什麼啦。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAQdKqrpoe4T
「老是這樣神秘兮兮的。」辛恩兩手一向後一枕,無意追問。66Please respect copyright.PENANAGe7mHWpjE6
星空下,營火的柴裂聲霹啪作響。
她看著一旁仰躺著的少年,若有所思。
他比自己所知道的任何一個人,都還像「人類」。66Please respect copyright.PENANAsc7g7pakKL
那如果,你是「真的」。在你眼中,我是不是也——66Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6cT9TnQ4l
「辛恩你,」她嘟囔著,指尖在髮尾不安份地摩挲。66Please respect copyright.PENANAARU9WPipEf
「又是怎麼看我的?」66Please respect copyright.PENANA3zScG9yiA3
「這——我能怎麼看女神嘛……」出乎意料的提問,讓辛恩一時辭窮。66Please respect copyright.PENANAnmQkmAUhEf
「不是女神。」夜彌趴到了他仰躺的面前,像是鄭重更正他的措詞:66Please respect copyright.PENANAqNdGzhaHPq
「是我。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAbeEWPL27Uv
那一瞬,靜得連蟲鳴也歇了下來。66Please respect copyright.PENANA4tYfnVmyGg
她的眼神熱切,認真地想從他口中得到一個答案。66Please respect copyright.PENANATQrLwP4Wcg
「夜彌妳的話……只看臉的話是挺可愛的。」他目光一閃,又是那一抹熟悉的壞笑:66Please respect copyright.PENANAMShoW1uwGN
「就是有點傻。」66Please respect copyright.PENANA9Na1J8UFbt
夜彌嘟起了嘴,不太服氣。66Please respect copyright.PENANArYzLCStqiV
辛恩輕輕撩開她低垂的黑髮:66Please respect copyright.PENANAQsdiplxOFi
「傻的那部份,我也很喜歡。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAN9v5kbBkJO
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也?
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夜彌沒再多說一句話,默默縮回了賽菲兒懷中,蓋上了毯子。66Please respect copyright.PENANAhMq9h4Wzef
原本只是想從他眼中確認自己的存在,卻被那突襲撩撥得心神不寧。
——果然還是那個愛捉弄人的壞小子嘛。66Please respect copyright.PENANAhX7Uc9Q5vv
太安靜了。安靜得像是自己胸口的鼓動都要被他聽到。66Please respect copyright.PENANAS7thXnEEfi
那到底,是什麼?66Please respect copyright.PENANA2TgHm5b6aR
「幹嘛啊?不聊了嗎?」辛恩坐起了身,朝著背對著她的夜彌笑道:66Please respect copyright.PENANAvpW514fGr0
「火頭是妳點的,夜晚還很長呢。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAC87L6lngXd
「我累了啦。」她躲在毯子裡,遮起了所有表情。賽菲兒轉過頭,卻又被她推開。66Please respect copyright.PENANAh4zHzYYivu
辛恩拾起了被夜彌丟在一旁的枯枝,將濺散的柴火撥到了安全的燃燒區。
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——這樣就好了。
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火光映著他的臉,卻不知那溫暖從何而來。66Please respect copyright.PENANAM55R51VWy5
我真的是……66Please respect copyright.PENANAr0yUq6s4ib
膽小鬼。66Please respect copyright.PENANAW62x7iaudf
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