我有幾本可以放進口袋的言情小說，偷偷藏在書櫃的夾縫，某日不翼而飛，我著急著在家裡到處東翻西找。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNVN0C7npW
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奇怪，放哪？到底放哪裡？126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPZrc7nkkp
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我很想問妹妹是不是她拿去看？卻又不好意思開口，畢竟一個大男孩看言情小說，難免會被人訕笑。我最怕聽見有人說「羞羞臉，看甚麼言情小說。」126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6cFD3NpKv
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父親早起看報，見我鬼鬼祟祟地找東西，皺眉問道：126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3j61lx1Oio
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「假日一大早，不去圖書館準備高考，你在忙什麼？」126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZom9DEAgwj
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「有幾本書……不見了。」126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojDHFoDp2O
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父親冷冷地說：「該不會是那幾本藏在書櫃後面的言情小說吧？你還用教科書遮著，真以為我不知道？不讀正經書，看那些風花雪月的玩意兒，將來能有什麼出息？」126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITyEJ8gsO9
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我心裡一沉。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFDfQaUTiV
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「所以……那些小說呢？」126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7U8QGa2W8
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「丟掉了。回收車剛走。」126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGSJMOMM7v
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父親喝著咖啡，眼神刻意避開我。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVxe5l4v8o
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「這時間應該緊張讀書，你還沉迷情情愛愛的小說。」126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF15NCU8VV
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我沉下臉坐在客廳的沙發上，拿起吐司夾蛋，沉默地吃完早餐。之後，我胡扯一個理由說要去圖書館，其實我只想離開家。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYHWFZ94ae
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走在街上，我漫無目的地走走停停。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJHs5MJEH4
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色彩繽紛卻凌亂的招牌，整齊卻單調的行道樹……忽然，從巷弄那頭飄來一陣濃郁的咖啡豆香氣。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuZplKAP8A
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我循著味道，找到一間小小的咖啡館。沒有特別的理由，我只是想進去，逃到一個沒有人認識我的地方。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8mGC4qski
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一推門我便看見咖啡廳的櫃檯站著一位女店員，她看起來像是就讀附近大學的學生，不知道她能不能接受一個國中生作她的男朋友。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyl9TLyyONj
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我不禁想：她如果是小說裡的角色，大概就跟卿蔓一樣優雅，帶點世故，彷彿背影藏著一段待續的故事。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqzuTiP31g
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「你有要點了嗎？」她口氣略嫌不耐煩地問126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKC8KiScbC
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我在想甚麼啊！算了！別胡思亂想了。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gTqjRDYAw
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「幫我做一份卡布奇諾，上面幫我灑一點肉桂粉，謝謝。」我刻意壓低嗓子，並露出一抹沉穩的微笑，讓自己顯得有成熟的氣質。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aD4wQR5oP
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她愣了楞，眉頭一挑，嘴角似笑非笑。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuulC3Aq2y
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沒多久，她將咖啡放在我桌上。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4XJVJUWwN
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我故意問：「來這裡喝咖啡的小說家多嗎？」她一定會覺得這個問題很有趣，問問題是最容易拉近關係的方式。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg472ZDOTtO
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但她彷彿聽過太多奇怪的問題，只淡淡回答：「大多是學生，小說家……不多。」126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmMtlCRTeH
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我裝出「哦！」的驚訝。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWQbI0Rewr
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她僅僅禮貌地笑一下，便轉身離開。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D8CCTOCUV
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我不禁小小的失落。如果她再多停留一秒，我就會對她說：「那我可以當這裡第一個寫小說的客人。」126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOm78I9UEVg
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如她所說，我左顧右盼，座位區都是溫書的學生，但為甚麼每個人都長的都差不多同個樣子，好像是工廠裡同個模具生產出來的機器人。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9BKXskczy
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「讓人著迷的永遠不是答案，而是提出正確的問題。」我在空白筆記本寫下這句，這句可以當作女主角的潛台詞。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6RrOZkMKK
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老師常說「不懂就要問」，但我想問的不是那些標準答案的問題。我想問為什麼我們要讀蘇東坡，而不是耽美的言情小說？為什麼古人的文字叫經典，我喜歡的小說卻是垃圾？想到這裡，我胸口一陣悶痛。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoosiKjdf4T
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卿蔓的故事，我連她會不會和男主角和解都還不知道，爸爸就把我從故事裡硬生生拖出來，他憑甚麼直接丟掉我喜歡的小說，完全不在乎我的感受。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT67yJygcx
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其實我會讀言情小說，只是想和班上的小蓁有共同話題。結果她早就有男朋友，是隔壁班籃球隊隊長祥哥。好笑的是我沒追到她，反而愛上了言情小說。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H0OIg8pnJ
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小說中卿蔓的煩惱，我記得清清楚楚。她的男朋友是企業家之子，卻每月只領父親給的四萬薪水。她勸他出去闖，但他從不反抗父母的安排。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRtsDJebHQ
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她真的在乎薪水嗎？不，她焦慮的是這個男人永遠把父母放在第一位。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwQ8b2Deay
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如果她嫁過去呢？她會不會成為永遠必須體諒公婆的媳婦？若是公婆要求她生兒子、要她放棄巴黎的時尚夢……他會替她爭取嗎？還是會用「家和萬事興」一句輕輕帶過？126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKH8eYmJkp
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他們明明相愛，從大學一路走到畢業，卻走到要談分手的岔路。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHNl1Al7jr
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可惜故事接下來怎麼翻轉，我再也看不到。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEnJPlulxw
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早知爸爸會做出這麼過分的事，昨晚應該要熬夜讀完。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqo4Ac9CvU
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既然小說被丟了，那我就在這裡把後續寫完。等我以後賺自己的錢，我會把那本小說重新買回來，再看看我寫的版本，和真正的結局有多不同。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJI7e5xiHL
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咖啡不知何時已經喝完，我的腦袋快裂開，寫小說比我想像的困難許多。我重新看向筆記本，卿蔓站在我想像的岔路口，而我似乎也在面對內心的徬徨。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbQ9flVBuW
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我忽然想到她的掙扎、她的未來、她的選擇……其實也像極我和父親的關係。我們都活在別人的期待裡，被要求變成不是自己原本的樣子。126Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4RiXQ47EL
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我閉上眼，深吸一口咖啡香。也許寫小說，很難，但理解自己，更難。眼淚不爭氣地滑落下來，暈開筆記本上的筆尖。1234 copyright protection122ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaBnkGsGEm 尼

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