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一、書店的氣味\1234 copyright protection39PENANAMyKPwHYlLM 尼
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這家舊書店的氣味,是一種經過時間精確配比的化學安撫劑。1234 copyright protection39PENANAWvJqixp8Nl 尼
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曜站在書架深處,閉上眼睛,讓那股熟悉的氣息包裹自己:植物纖維緩慢氧化釋放的香草醛、纖維素水解的糠醛,混合著乾燥塵埃,像一層看不見的保護膜,將他與外面喧囂刺眼的世界隔絕。1234 copyright protection39PENANAB0QkVLShOS 尼
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這是安全的味道。是他靈魂的防腐劑。1234 copyright protection39PENANA7ZRskOtOL8 尼
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下午三點,陽光穿透閣樓斑駁的窗戶,在空氣中切出清晰的光柱。無數塵埃在光中翻騰,像被封印在琥珀裡的金色微生物。1234 copyright protection39PENANAGrzfg770Rh 尼
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曜赤腳踩在木梯上,手中的《普魯斯特文集》已在這裡沉睡了三年。1234 copyright protection39PENANAYf1Lqvo2Sk 尼
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整理書架是他的儀式。不是為了生意──這家書店一個月的客流量少於他右手的指頭數──而是為了維持一種心理秩序。1234 copyright protection39PENANAEA870Xzxta 尼
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他的分類法不依循圖書館學,而是「情感的色調」:1234 copyright protection39PENANACiqR0UdOLa 尼
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深紅色的書脊,承載激情與流血的歷史,安置在最高處,讓陽光中和暴戾之氣;1234 copyright protection39PENANAja4NUpGo99 尼
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灰藍色的,關於失去與雨天,聚在陰影深處彼此取暖;1234 copyright protection39PENANAr3cIEG2HCZ 尼
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泛黃溫暖的橘色封面,放在視線最容易觸及的位置──那是希望的顏色。1234 copyright protection39PENANAlNcolivyeJ 尼
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站在梯子頂端,他的視線越過層層書架,落向窗外的街道。1234 copyright protection39PENANAHCFb9PlGjH 尼
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對普通人而言,那是尋常的都市晚景。但對曜來說,當他願意「調焦」的時候,世界會呈現出另一種樣貌。1234 copyright protection39PENANAlePDwdgjcS 尼
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他微微瞇起眼。1234 copyright protection39PENANA6gFKpabrZq 尼
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二、心光的世界\1234 copyright protection39PENANA2pJAYMRJBw 尼
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灰色的水泥森林逐漸褪去,物質的邊界變得模糊,取而代之的是一片由無數光點構成的流動星河。1234 copyright protection39PENANA3ALUJGhptx 尼
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這就是「心光」──每個人胸口都燃燒著的火焰,生物電與靈魂共同釋放的能量。1234 copyright protection39PENANAoY6kEHmD1F 尼
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一對牽手的情侶,胸口是燦爛的橙紅色,如篝火般交融纏繞;1234 copyright protection39PENANAIrTRKzkYJa 尼
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一位提公事包的中年男子,胸口是黯淡的藍色,忽明忽滅像接觸不良的燈管;1234 copyright protection39PENANAgl1ADqO27R 尼
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一位抱孩子的年輕母親,胸口是溫暖的鵝黃色,但邊緣有一圈淡淡的灰色光暈──那是焦慮的陰影。1234 copyright protection39PENANAoJ1s2hpCRL 尼
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這份天賦,是他與生俱來的詛咒。1234 copyright protection39PENANAEBuEeKGZWX 尼
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他能看見所有人的疲憊、悲傷與絕望,卻無能為力。1234 copyright protection39PENANAWUawe9JsLT 尼
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三、八歲的夏天\1234 copyright protection39PENANAmuK6egaFaO 尼
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記憶如生鏽的長釘,刺痛太陽穴。1234 copyright protection39PENANA213ee4Mg8e 尼
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十五年前,夏天。\1234 copyright protection39PENANAgfBCuSeBvW 尼
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母親剛去世三個月。1234 copyright protection39PENANAz0FKeftnJv 尼
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他記得母親胸口的光怎麼一天天變暗──從明亮的金黃,褪成灰白,最後在某個清晨徹底熄滅。1234 copyright protection39PENANALQZPkv2D70 尼
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葬禮上,八歲的曜呆坐在殯儀館角落,整個世界都是灰色的。1234 copyright protection39PENANAGFPhONbQR5 尼
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一位穿著靛藍色長衫的老婦人走到他身邊,將一張手繪的向日葵書籤輕輕放在他手心。1234 copyright protection39PENANAZNsogCEDbH 尼
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那一刻,他聞到了一股淡淡的、好聞的泥土與薄荷香氣。那是那天殯儀館裡,唯一不屬於死亡的味道。1234 copyright protection39PENANA0WGiVFi333 尼
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書籤背後,有一行褪色墨水寫的字:1234 copyright protection39PENANAIfhlH9i2JU 尼
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「當你找不到光的時候,記得來找我。──向陽廬」1234 copyright protection39PENANA1oX1f1QQD4 尼
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但他沒有去。1234 copyright protection39PENANAhAfu23LJya 尼
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他躲進了父親租來的這間閣樓,躲進了這些不會死去的書頁之間。1234 copyright protection39PENANASsquOYRHad 尼
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母親去世後第三週,父親把他送到了社區托兒中心。1234 copyright protection39PENANAPJiDdJpQuK 尼
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「你不能一直關在家裡,」父親的聲音疲憊而生硬,「去交些朋友。」1234 copyright protection39PENANA0KQndlFZyr 尼
於是曜認識了小夏。1234 copyright protection39PENANALBJVCRA8Ca 尼
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小夏是那種天生就會發光的孩子。笑聲像銀鈴,跑起來像一陣風。在曜的「心光視覺」中,小夏胸口的光芒是他見過最明亮的──像一顆真正的小太陽,純粹得沒有一絲雜質。1234 copyright protection39PENANABeSnWwyUZM 尼
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「你為什麼不笑啊?」小夏歪著頭問。1234 copyright protection39PENANAfIKEcmhDEd 尼
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「我媽媽死了。」曜低聲說。1234 copyright protection39PENANAaO9pWq2oZS 尼
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「噢,」小夏想了想,然後抓住他的手,「那我陪你玩。我媽媽說,一起玩就會開心的。」1234 copyright protection39PENANAOXOCUnwH7Z 尼
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那年夏天,小夏確實讓曜的世界亮了一點。1234 copyright protection39PENANAFdJeuAGEIZ 尼
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四、鞦韆上的小太陽\1234 copyright protection39PENANA6DPEmINwyZ 尼
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小夏有一個習慣。每次見到曜,都會從口袋裡掏出一顆糖。那些糖總是被捂得有些化了,黏在糖紙上,但小夏遞過來的時候,笑容比糖還甜。1234 copyright protection39PENANAmgeCpvpIre 尼
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「這是我媽媽給我的,」小夏說,「我留了一半給你。因為你看起來總是不開心。吃糖就會開心了。」1234 copyright protection39PENANAqKLCltta7q 尼
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那些廉價的水果硬糖,是曜在母親去世後,第一次嘗到的「甜」。1234 copyright protection39PENANAXvu9ULicDL 尼
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小夏最喜歡盪鞦韆。1234 copyright protection39PENANApttQrJyMun 尼
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「你看我!你看我!」他總是這樣喊,雙腿用力蹬著,越盪越高,「我要飛到天上去!」1234 copyright protection39PENANAaL4JC7By7x 尼
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那天下午,陽光燦爛得像打翻的蜂蜜罐。1234 copyright protection39PENANA5bDWo4KpRO 尼
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小夏坐在鞦韆上,回頭對曜喊:「推我!用力推!」1234 copyright protection39PENANAomblER22VW 尼
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曜走到他身後,雙手按在鞦韆的木板上。1234 copyright protection39PENANA1WK2ySki0x 尼
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「準備好了嗎?」1234 copyright protection39PENANAyMJp5kjte8 尼
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「好了!」1234 copyright protection39PENANAtXxKsi7HHt 尼
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曜深吸一口氣,用盡全力推了出去。1234 copyright protection39PENANAltWWvUJPkq 尼
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鞦韆盪得很高,很高。小夏的笑聲在空中迴盪。1234 copyright protection39PENANAJDbks4kjkl 尼
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然後──1234 copyright protection39PENANASg6tuTy0Bz 尼
嘎!1234 copyright protection39PENANAGY4KDd3ho8 尼
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一聲物理世界崩塌的巨響。1234 copyright protection39PENANA4ObHm7ADGR 尼
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生鏽的鐵鏈,在最高點斷裂了。1234 copyright protection39PENANADZEGtCGCRQ 尼
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小夏從鞦韆上飛了出去。1234 copyright protection39PENANA1RNluBTA0c 尼
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曜看著那顆小太陽在眼前急速黯淡。那不是慢動作,而是殘酷的瞬間熄滅。光芒像被一隻無形的手捏碎,一圈圈收縮、塌陷,最終只剩下一個空洞的、吞噬一切光線的黑色窟窿。1234 copyright protection39PENANAKwbO9Xh3PG 尼
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和母親死去時一模一樣。1234 copyright protection39PENANAEHFPk4TCVy 尼
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曜站在原地,像一尊石像。他想尖叫,想呼救,但聲帶痙攣,連一個音節都發不出來。1234 copyright protection39PENANAmTzWwUOe90 尼
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他只能眼睜睜看著光消失。1234 copyright protection39PENANAxjtuSPA326 尼
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那一刻的寒冷,至今仍鎖在他的骨髓裡,像未癒合的凍傷。1234 copyright protection39PENANAxqRb12Hcyz 尼
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五、躲藏的日子\1234 copyright protection39PENANA6pezw8Az5s 尼
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從那天起,曜學會了關閉這雙眼睛。1234 copyright protection39PENANA29HDdc0QmO 尼
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父親帶他看了無數心理醫生。「創傷後壓力症候群」、「選擇性緘默症」、「倖存者內疚」──那些冰冷的診斷書堆滿了抽屜。1234 copyright protection39PENANAGOQIfBhgGw 尼
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但沒有任何醫生知道真正的問題:他看見了兩次死亡,兩次光的熄滅。1234 copyright protection39PENANAUDnC8iBIzz 尼
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小夏的父母沒有責怪他。那讓罪惡感更加沉重。1234 copyright protection39PENANARxbMj0wVZp 尼
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「不是你的錯,」小夏的母親在葬禮上抱著他,聲音破碎,「那個鞦韆早就該修了...是我們的錯...」1234 copyright protection39PENANAnzjz2Mn9of 尼
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但曜知道。是他推的。是他的手。1234 copyright protection39PENANA7IDthZuFrz 尼
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父親最終放棄了,任由他躲進這間閣樓。1234 copyright protection39PENANAQ6qc1QNhQk 尼
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書店在法律上仍登記在父親名下。父親在曜十五歲那年再婚,搬去了南部。每個月,一筆剛好足夠支付租金與水電的款項會自動匯入帳戶──那是父親唯一能做的事。1234 copyright protection39PENANA8wgtOLLuoY 尼
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房東林伯知道這一切。他主動把租金降到近乎象徵性的數字,說是「老鄰居的人情」,但曜明白那是一種不求回報的守護。1234 copyright protection39PENANAS9KMam3ntL 尼
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曜在十六歲開始獨自看店,十八歲成年後真正「接手」日常經營。但對他而言,這間書店從八歲那個夏天起,就已經是他的避難所了。1234 copyright protection39PENANA88dAXwCzvs 尼
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他為自己築起高牆,學習如何「不去感受」。這間充滿香草與杏仁氣味的舊書店,就是他的無菌室。1234 copyright protection39PENANA0MFcahEYl4 尼
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直到今天。1234 copyright protection39PENANAT1w6oowN5R 尼
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六、林伯的湯\1234 copyright protection39PENANAUP1CBu1hUB 尼
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曜迅速移開視線,切斷了與外界的連結。心臟在胸腔裡劇烈跳動。他從梯子上爬下,重新躲進書架深處的陰影中。1234 copyright protection39PENANA6pKAsLrvR8 尼
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那片光的海洋太過喧囂。他寧願選擇這片由文字構成的、安靜的森林。1234 copyright protection39PENANA45zjIPIPGS 尼
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通往樓下的木樓梯發出熟悉的「嘎吱」聲。1234 copyright protection39PENANAfBQdAfjeGm 尼
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房東林伯,一位身形佝僂但精神矍鑠的老人,正端著一個托盤顫巍巍走上來。1234 copyright protection39PENANA6mgy9BbKIy 尼
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林伯曾經是這一帶最有名的木工師傅。1234 copyright protection39PENANA1cupR2WpRu 尼
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四十年前,整個社區的傢俱幾乎都出自他的手。但自從十五年前那件事之後,林伯就再也沒有碰過木工。他的工具箱被塞進儲藏室最深處,落滿了灰塵。1234 copyright protection39PENANAmUIM3NNSLR 尼
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托盤上是一碗熱氣騰騰的湯麵。蔥花的香氣與熱湯的油脂味暫時驅散了陳舊的書卷味。1234 copyright protection39PENANAuvwppPI0pA 尼
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曜臉上露出一絲真誠而溫和的微笑──那是他今天唯一一次真正的微笑。他快步走上前,小心翼翼地接過托盤。1234 copyright protection39PENANAk8UKokKfjR 尼
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「謝謝您,林伯。」他的聲音很輕,帶著小心翼翼的溫柔。1234 copyright protection39PENANAIsPW21zoL1 尼
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「趁熱吃,」林伯笑著點頭,「加了你愛吃的筍乾。今天的筍特別嫩。」1234 copyright protection39PENANAS97GuA7RyM 尼
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但在曜的眼中,這份溫暖的背後,卻隱藏著一種令人窒息的恐懼。1234 copyright protection39PENANApfVNZD9cDy 尼
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林伯胸口的「心光」,雖仍是鵝黃色,卻已不再是穩定的火焰。它像一根燃盡的蠟燄,在胸腔中無力搖曳,燭芯已經嚴重碳化。1234 copyright protection39PENANAGQXeWgYYr3 尼
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更讓曜感到驚恐的是,他在那微弱的光芒邊緣,聞到了一股極度不協調的氣味。1234 copyright protection39PENANAzjuSJ5WCjH 尼
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那不是老人身上的麝香虎骨膏味,也不是廚房裡的油煙味。那是一股臭氧與燒焦糖混合的氣味。1234 copyright protection39PENANAwYnBWi1KaU 尼
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這是「瘴氣」的味道。是靈魂腐爛與環境污染的混合體。1234 copyright protection39PENANAkTxWPK6UDl 尼
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曜的笑容僵了一下,喉嚨像被無形的手扼住。但他很快掩飾過去。1234 copyright protection39PENANAe0KPQUXA8o 尼
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「您也是,早點休息。」他聽見自己的聲音說,平靜得像什麼事都沒發生。1234 copyright protection39PENANAtsUaZg4ai7 尼
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林伯轉身準備下樓,但停住了。1234 copyright protection39PENANAoenSQNmkc6 尼
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「小曜啊,」林伯突然開口,聲音沙啞,「你有沒有覺得...這幾天的世界,顏色好像變淡了?」1234 copyright protection39PENANAx1pXw5CFL2 尼
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曜的心臟猛地一縮。「變淡了?」1234 copyright protection39PENANAxhYsG0aa1X 尼
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「是啊...」林伯緩緩轉過頭,眼神渾濁,「以前這樓梯扶手是紅色的,現在看著像灰的。早市上的青菜,看著也不綠了。就像...就像整個世界都被蓋上了一層灰布。」1234 copyright protection39PENANA5HeTeoSzJZ 尼
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老人的聲音裡透著深深的困惑與無力。1234 copyright protection39PENANARupfgoVXaQ 尼
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「有時候我在想,是不是我也快變成灰色的了...就像你嬸嬸走的時候那樣。」1234 copyright protection39PENANAdohcGp0kyx 尼
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這句話像一記重錘,狠狠砸在曜的胸口。1234 copyright protection39PENANArDodNhPxdI 尼
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他看見了林伯胸口那團光,正在那股帶有臭氧味的瘴氣侵蝕下,一點點地、不可逆轉地褪色,變成那種死寂的灰。1234 copyright protection39PENANAkdtj4Baac0 尼
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「您...您只是累了。」曜艱難地擠出這幾個字。1234 copyright protection39PENANAUlIscwPuEw 尼
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林伯苦笑一聲,沒有再說什麼。他轉身慢慢走下樓梯。每一步都顯得那麼艱難,彷彿在抵抗著什麼看不見的重力。1234 copyright protection39PENANAMgXv3ExbXd 尼
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曜站在原地,凝視著老人背影處那團在晚風中飄搖的殘光。指甲深深地陷進掌心,刺痛感讓他保持清醒。1234 copyright protection39PENANAwSPukYE187 尼
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他想伸出手。他想衝下去抱住老人。他想用自己的光去點燃那團殘燭。1234 copyright protection39PENANAkn8CMTlTGa 尼
但他什麼都沒做。他的腳像生了根一樣釘在原地。1234 copyright protection39PENANAy61G5F7zBp 尼
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恐懼。1234 copyright protection39PENANAsF2spU8D6q 尼
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對失敗的恐懼。對再次目睹光芒熄滅的恐懼。1234 copyright protection39PENANAFzfVVFZR1e 尼
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母親的光熄滅了。小夏的光熄滅了。1234 copyright protection39PENANA1t6YtK25p8 尼
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如果林伯也...1234 copyright protection39PENANAeuBuDswgJm 尼
不。我救不了他。我連自己都救不了。1234 copyright protection39PENANA5u9PfdiMm4 尼
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七、夜的決定\1234 copyright protection39PENANAuZA1hPmdhe 尼
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夜深了。1234 copyright protection39PENANAtmDkZfonQz 尼
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曜坐在閣樓窗邊的小桌前,那碗湯已經涼透了。白色的油脂在湯面凝結成一層薄膜,像一張蒼白的臉。1234 copyright protection39PENANAjrrYVU6qyE 尼
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他沒有動,只是望著窗外。手指無意識地摩擦著杯壁。1234 copyright protection39PENANADDM9iYcKvU 尼
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今晚的夜色,充滿了惡意。1234 copyright protection39PENANA0XtAxDztTz 尼
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他注意到了一些之前從未如此清晰過的東西。街道上飄浮著一層若有似無的灰色薄霧。它不像水霧那樣濕潤流動,反而像一層乾燥的、帶靜電的微粒,沉積在空氣中。1234 copyright protection39PENANAAseQbODcnQ 尼
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那股臭氧與燒焦糖的氣味,正沿著窗縫滲進來。1234 copyright protection39PENANANzy60SSyuw 尼
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他將這種東西,在心裡稱為「瘴氣」。1234 copyright protection39PENANAsP0OPELrMn 尼
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這不是第一次看見。從幾個月前開始,這層灰霧就一點點地增厚。它像看不見的黴菌,在城市的每一個角落悄悄蔓延。1234 copyright protection39PENANApSru9DBdZB 尼
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這層灰霧,讓所有人的心光都蒙上了一層塵埃。1234 copyright protection39PENANANviGr85ojw 尼
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更讓他恐懼的是,他能感覺到,這股「瘴氣」正在尋找宿主。它像一隻看不見的嗅探犬,正循著林伯那衰弱的氣息,緩慢但堅定地,朝著這棟樓爬行而來。1234 copyright protection39PENANAoMIVZwp6U0 尼
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林伯那句「世界變灰了」的獨白,在他腦海中揮之不去。1234 copyright protection39PENANADJhReQhYr4 尼
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那是求救信號。是一個人在即將被黑暗完全吞噬前,發出的最後一聲微弱的呼喊。1234 copyright protection39PENANAeoDPy4Vusc 尼
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曜猛地站起身,椅子在地板上發出刺耳的摩擦聲。1234 copyright protection39PENANADYb8AhoAua 尼
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他走到窗邊,用力拉上了厚重的窗簾。深藍色的天鵝絨布料與窗框摩擦,發出沉悶的聲音。1234 copyright protection39PENANAuwRSWw8Ygm 尼
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這就是他母親留給他的遺物,也是他最後的防線。1234 copyright protection39PENANAbxIZXgbzBj 尼
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但他知道,防線已經被突破了。1234 copyright protection39PENANAZis6qYlqsd 尼
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如果不做點什麼,林伯的光會熄滅。就像小夏一樣。1234 copyright protection39PENANAHIXXgtbmeq 尼
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這個念頭一出現,就被他用力壓了下去。1234 copyright protection39PENANAx09s5obt2B 尼
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「我救不了他,」他對自己說,「我連自己都救不了。」1234 copyright protection39PENANABHD3YVvzmf 尼
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但他無法控制自己的手。他拉開抽屜,手在顫抖中碰到了那本舊筆記本──他的「觀察日記」。從十歲開始,他就習慣記錄自己看到的每一個心光。就像一個無法阻止災難的戰地記者,只能徒勞地記錄著傷亡名單。1234 copyright protection39PENANA0nBhbKxd3c 尼
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他翻到最新的一頁,提起筆。筆尖懸在紙面上,遲遲無法落下。1234 copyright protection39PENANAnGcA1YMbqp 尼
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腦海中,林伯蹣跚的背影和小夏墜落的身影重疊在一起。1234 copyright protection39PENANAU54lmsOxGl 尼
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最終,筆尖顫抖著落下,劃破了紙張:1234 copyright protection39PENANAHj5AwCnzjd 尼
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「林伯的光,還能撐多久?」1234 copyright protection39PENANAA7RDqwmNLL 尼
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他猛地合上筆記本,將其丟回抽屜最深處,發出「砰」的一聲悶響。彷彿這樣,就能把那個正在倒數的答案關在裡面。1234 copyright protection39PENANAprU9u1vAAX 尼
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然而,就在抽屜合上的瞬間,一張書籤從筆記本裡滑落,輕飄飄地落在地板上。1234 copyright protection39PENANAjM7qkmPEUl 尼
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那是一張泛黃的、手繪的向日葵書籤。1234 copyright protection39PENANAXnWkGwZxlE 尼
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曜愣住了。他記得這張書籤──母親葬禮上,那位穿著靛藍色長衫的老婦人塞到他手心裡的。1234 copyright protection39PENANAdP0dOArS6S 尼
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他彎下腰,撿起書籤。指尖觸碰到紙面的瞬間,一股微弱但清晰的暖意傳遞過來,像握住了一顆還有餘溫的小石子。1234 copyright protection39PENANAn6WB7pXFRU 尼
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書籤背後,有一行褪色墨水寫的字:1234 copyright protection39PENANAoY8dQhnZzy 尼
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「當你找不到光的時候,記得來找我。──向陽廬」1234 copyright protection39PENANAh05xcAIcEm 尼
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下面是一個地址。1234 copyright protection39PENANAJiizmEJAWy 尼
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曜的手指撫摸著那行字,記憶的閘門被打開了一道縫隙。1234 copyright protection39PENANAL2zx8LBUws 尼
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那是母親的葬禮。那位穿著靛藍色長衫的老婦人。那股泥土與薄荷的香氣──那天殯儀館裡唯一不屬於死亡的味道。1234 copyright protection39PENANAkfMe8AGyhA 尼
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*「當你找不到光的時候...」*1234 copyright protection39PENANAz0sQSEJX6M 尼
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他現在就找不到光。林伯也找不到光。他們都困在這個灰色的、充滿臭氧味的世界裡。1234 copyright protection39PENANAqNbJ42XoBz 尼
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曜握緊了書籤。那股微弱的暖意,在他冰冷的手心中顯得如此珍貴。1234 copyright protection39PENANAxxvMZ1MPHa 尼
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他看向那扇緊閉的房門。門外是樓梯,是街道,是那個充滿瘴氣的危險世界。1234 copyright protection39PENANAglyJGvLkaJ 尼
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但也是通往「向陽廬」的路。1234 copyright protection39PENANAjjgxNN07fQ 尼
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如果我不去,林伯明天可能就不會再來敲門了。1234 copyright protection39PENANAqUf38qZWr2 尼
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這個念頭像一顆火星,掉進了他乾枯的靈魂草原。1234 copyright protection39PENANAAVtJLoIyPk 尼
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曜深吸一口氣,那股混雜著舊書與臭氧的空氣灌入肺部。他感覺到一陣暈眩,那是恐懼在對抗意志。1234 copyright protection39PENANAYmdMkwUXBS 尼
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但他動了。1234 copyright protection39PENANAGmtRHf1O96 尼
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他抓起椅背上的外套,將書籤小心地放進貼胸的口袋。那裡離他的心臟最近。1234 copyright protection39PENANABWwZsu3ubP 尼
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他走到門口,手握住冰涼的門把手。金屬的寒意讓他清醒。1234 copyright protection39PENANAbHYibaZiXb 尼
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回頭看了一眼這個他躲藏了十五年的小閣樓──那些按情感分類的書架,那張行軍床,那碗冷掉的湯。這是他的繭,他的子宮,他的墳墓。1234 copyright protection39PENANADXHu8wddlB 尼
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但繭的存在,不就是為了有一天能破開嗎?1234 copyright protection39PENANAdjyBvY9Y5F 尼
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「喀嚓。」1234 copyright protection39PENANAzgnxT1CVuS 尼
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門鎖轉動的聲音,在寂靜的夜裡如同驚雷。1234 copyright protection39PENANAEfOrVjvvaf 尼
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