I tried to let that shit go. She was dressed so damn good I couldn't help but follow her. I was good until he tried to kiss her. Shit had my blood boiling. So I shot him. I would do it again though. I couldn't believe she was out here in another man's face while I was home alone. I knew who I hit because I was excellent shot. So when her pretty self came in here fuming after getting kicked out the hospital by her little boyfriend. I guess he was pissed thinking she set him up. So he kicked her out the hospital room.
"I didn't shoot shit up ma. I been here." I lied.
"I saw you Hitta. I bought you that bike." I snapped.
"You look so beautiful come here." I said but she rolled her eyes.
"I swear if you fucked up my dick appointment guy we are gonna have a problem."
"I know you not giving my pussy away."
"Sure am. You thought I was gonna wait on you?"
"Ma don't say that shit me tell me you are lying." I said.
"No. I'm not he and I been fucking around a few years now I'm just not ready to be committed to him because when I do I wanna make sure he doesn't have nothing to worry."
"I'm not doing no blended family ma. I fucked up and I'ma let you live. I want you to have fun but eventually your gonna be home with big poppa. You looked beautiful tonight ma. Sleep tight." I said and kissed her forehead.
Watching the person you love date had to be the hardest thing I ever had to go threw. My baby was beautiful no matter what the men were doing for her. I wanted her to see what was out there and then I do little shit she actually cares about. Like sending her lunch because I know she forgets to eat or to just check up on her when she least expects it. A couple days ago I asked my momma how to get my Harley back and she said I don't just work on me and if it's ment to be she would be back. My momma swore that she was just going threw a faze but this face was killing me. Seeing her smile up at these men and knowing they touch her really got under my skin. I felt like I was about to crash out so I did something I swore I never do. I went to talk to somebody.
"Besides her looks what do you love about Harlow?" My therapist asked.
"I love how she takes care of me. Like when I'm sick and she right there taking care of me. I love how she's working and her face is scrunched up focused. I love how she loves hard. I love that she's loyal. Mostly I love that she loves Xyler. She didn't care who I was in the streets she wanted just me." I said.
"Why do you think you cheated then?" He asked me.
"Don't get me wrong My Harley is an amazing woman and she always wanted what was best for me. To fail her to make a mistake shit fucked with my head. It was easy with them hoes. It wasn't an expectation other then dick." I shrugged.
"So what about when you sat there and accused her of snitching." He asked.
"My momma told me not to say anything but I couldn't she was there pregnant ... I just said it. Part of me didn't want her to put her life on hold for me so it was easier for me to believe she told on me. She would've waited for me and I couldn't have that. " I shrugged.
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