I grew up out of a garbage bag. My momma I don't even remember what she looked like. I remember her pink nail polish and how she dropped me off at the fire station. I never had a stable home. Group home after group home. Slept with my shoes on because I didn't know if I needed to fight or not. Then I got into computers. Started playing with one at the group home I was at. Started messing around on forums and then by the age of 13 I was hacking the school system to see if I could. By sixteen people were paying me to make things disappear. By 19 I had my own little operation. I mainly help woman disappear from the men they had at home.
As I got older my abandonment issues got to me. I never stayed nowhere too long until I got pregnant. I didn't know anything about being a mom. I just couldn't bring myself to terminate my pregnancy. Then they told me twins and I passed out on that table. I swear I did. What was I gonna do with two kids. Then there was fine ass Sinclair. Man that man was fine had me bent up like a pretzel that night best birthday hands down. Sin didn't talk much but his body spoke to him so when I slipped out that hotel room I thought it he the last time I saw him. Then I took a test and then two pink likes showed up. So I not only dug into the man I slept with but I found out the man was married for 22 years.
Now here I was after my doctor appointment showing him my studio apartment and I could tell he was not happy with the outcome.
"Why the bags." He asked.
"I don't stay long in places. I was looking to move before I got pregnant." I shrugged.
"Ma you can't live like this whole my kids here." He said.
"You think I don't know that?" I snapped getting defensive. I swear I was trying to do these breathing exercises that's my therapist showed me but it wasn't working.
"Get in the truck." He said. He didn't ask he just told me. I don't know why but I locked my house up and got in his truck. We drove for a little while till we got to this house it was a nice house it wasn't too big and it wasn't too small it had a big backyard.
"Sin I know you don't have me in the same house that your wife is in." I said.
"Pretty I wouldn't disrespect you like that. This home it's yours I bought it to rent it out but never did. Consider it a push present from no strings attached just a safe place for you." He said.
"No I don't take hand outs." I snapped.
"Not a handout a gift."
"Why?" I asked.
"I know what it's like to want something safe. Something to call mine so let this be that. I'll have my lawyer come with papers tomorrow but I need you in this house by Friday." He said and I don't know what made me do it but I cried. Really cried nobody had done anything so nice for me. Next thing I know he hugs me.
"If nobody else got you I do." He said.
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