在伺服器的語音頻道裡,有幾個人在,有誰進來了,我並不是很清楚。78Please respect copyright.PENANA4fCHkSIYPb
螢幕顯示的是重構生活七日書的第三篇,我一邊說著我去高雄屏東玩,跑去文學館以及卡點在圖書館著迷的看著葉先生寫的作品。78Please respect copyright.PENANAUHVvZNCbF5
我說著我好興奮他在開始時有日文及也用中文寫的文章!這樣淺薄的理由,最開始我只是因為以前排過那個人做的版,簡易的排版,所以我記得他。78Please respect copyright.PENANAFNsbl6dKig
而,螢幕上的文字,沒甚麼動。78Please respect copyright.PENANALhC5V2pe6P
我在這,可是開心的分享我發生了什麼,還有檔車騎起來,可能人家平安夜在騎人我在騎車其實也蠻溫暖的。這跟騎人沒有什麼不同!因為兩側引擎正在運轉的溫暖,是讓人想起人的溫暖了。經過玉井的夜市,我想像那些五顏六色的糖葫蘆,像是槲寄生裝飾一樣多種顏色那樣。但我沒說我心裡想著我對著它們許願,即使並不是真的。78Please respect copyright.PENANATYK86VtUtT
我和誰在一起我心裡知道,我抬頭看著星星。但我沒說,因為我的懦弱。78Please respect copyright.PENANAw4g2W52VGd
我聽到了有誰出去的語音,想說是誰……我問了。有人說我跟這個 ID 沒有很熟。78Please respect copyright.PENANAr4mg0iNUAE
不知道是誰,我也沒能確定是誰,直到我看到那個人寫的情緒性不適。78Please respect copyright.PENANAR0u44az85D
我該不該有所反應?這些我已經無法處理及面對的事情,對於這個人。我已經非常非常的感到無力。一是我下意識的認為沒可能再接觸他什麼,二是我才知道我剛講的,他聽到了並且告訴我他感到一個感受。78Please respect copyright.PENANAXAouk5I3VY
這個人,大概是在投射他自己吧。我沒辦法再多做細節的想,在那些無數個人,就有無數個想法。78Please respect copyright.PENANA4MiXdDx5bw
就像那個開餐廳的老闆,覺得我有甚麼問題。又知道真的發生了甚麼事情嗎?這些事情,又真的知道事實是怎樣了嗎?78Please respect copyright.PENANAnAi3Y392am
我變得不想去思考那人羽粗的說了什麼;知道他是老鷹的羽毛是多輕巧能飛的多遙遠。還是那是白鴿的羽毛只是象徵的和平?又或是古代恐龍的羽毛吧,那麼的久遠,遠到現代好難見到這種羽毛。78Please respect copyright.PENANA0RsNp5fzWs
齟齬裏還要有什麼比喻?儘量去用無知的角度看我,說情緒。或許,呵,知道這至多是無法擁有,所以在暴怒的想摧毀。如此的狡黠,永遠都在說我自己的敘事,從不搬上檯面來說。阻斷了一切可以說的空間……78Please respect copyright.PENANAzodPBME9m5
我會是成為我自己,而那些渴望及夢想,不過就是我自己的妄想罷了。我會這樣催眠我自己。78Please respect copyright.PENANAzBlJw2VXY2
用著世人的偏見,讓其他人繼續保護。我充其量只是會自伐的人類。78Please respect copyright.PENANAsiVJeMcH19
對我自己無力無能無奈,無法無天,無濟於事。
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