就是啊!我早上已經開始了第二十幾天的靜坐!我的大腦!根本!停不下來的那些!在今天終於!停下來了!在生活裡找到很多信號!我也像靜坐那樣停止了那些看起來是信號的事物!我!停下!這就是回到原點!甚至連原點都不是!70Please respect copyright.PENANAwTrpviOwTM
我不再跟誰說了!我說!我對這空氣!這就是真的不再在乎他人!不再在乎了!說!什麼是應該真正在乎的!我瘋了!當我不再意圖跟誰說的時候而一直說的時候!70Please respect copyright.PENANA3OiK2l0pxU
我寫著喊出去的時候!沒有人,我只看見我自己!被群眾所箭矢的我!並沒有這種事情!那又!因為我並沒有看到,那又怎樣了呢?70Please respect copyright.PENANAT7senzmmhb
我極度自私!我膚淺的盲點!我也知道這是我愛我自己的方式之一!那些在轉角不斷說話喃喃自語的人!我也懂你們了!70Please respect copyright.PENANAWeBfc3oMEV
那會是無止盡的不斷說下去!對!像我小時候不斷喃喃自語跟自己說話的時候!只是如今我只是用寫的了!公開的寫了!70Please respect copyright.PENANAMhhFeVjwgS
那難以回頭!因為周圍只有安靜!這終於是推到極端的情況了!不會啊!我只是寫字而已!怎麼會瘋?這已經看不出來最原本的一開始的樣子了!我想也沒有人了!更他激動地咬者我!把我壓在地上!要我住嘴!但我說我只是代替你說而已!70Please respect copyright.PENANAm1j0TBdD0b
我把你推到最前面去了!看起來會摔到懸崖去!可其實根本沒有任何事物!更你使我雙眥皆盲,我只看我裡面了!70Please respect copyright.PENANAtbqAiBXJI0
太好了,我再也看不見任何人!我也不會有任何變動!因為我選擇心盲!拿這刀子在我的心臟上插進去又拔出來!像在確認我還會痛嘛!也習慣了!70Please respect copyright.PENANAbGFhahbnkW
這有差嗎?沒差吧!更就這樣把刀子插在我的喉嚨!我開始說著對自己的謊言!70Please respect copyright.PENANAHAyQdGyIQ0
我說我好希望我沒有感覺,像機器人一樣就好了!是!真的希望有一天我不再發出聲音!我好希望!
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